I Disappear
Written By: Maxine
Forum: My Getaway & Undiscovered
Souls
Rating:
All chapters will be rated **Mild – Explicit Language & NC-17** unless
otherwise stated…Thank you.
Chapter 1
I’ve
been modeling for the last 5 years with my best friend Heidi…We met a long time
ago in Los Angeles, California…our home town…we now spend 6 months in New York
and 6 months in LA. If we weren’t one
place we were at the other…
My
name is Karen Martini…I’m 5’9” and 125 lbs…I have gray eyes and Brownish-blonde
hair 3 inches past my waist…Heidi was 5’6” 120lbs, with long curly red hair
and green eyes…
Lately we had been modeling swimsuits for Sports
Illustrated in Hawaii…but then while we were on our way back to LA, we got a
call from our agent Jack…he said that there was a New designer in LA who wanted
us to model clothes for the catalog that was getting ready to come out. We were both excited and couldn’t wait to get
started…
The morning of the shoot I was driving my Bright red
Heidi said, “Wow…someone is in an awfully pissy mood…what
happened did Jon not return your call?”
She would be referring to Jon from Bon Jovi…I smacked the steering wheel
as we stopped at the red light and I glared at Heidi…
I said, “Okay hello?
I gave the man everything he could possibly want…I was in love with the
man for God’s sake…We dated for 2
years…then all of suddenly he goes back
on tour with Richie and the rest of the morons…and all of a suddenly he’s
calling me and telling me it’s over one night after a concert…Then I find out
through the grape vine the same night he broke up with me over a tacky
Cell-phone call…he instantly starts dating some fan he had a romp with that
night…She’s a God damn college student…Shari something or other…I graduated
from college…I’m supposed to be a fuckin’ nurse…and I ditched that to become a
model…how stupid was I…Why is it the good looking guys with great careers
always go for the air headed school students?”
Heidi laughed and said, “That’s a way to get your man
back…insult the woman he’s in love with now…”
I said, “It’s not love Heidi…it’s lust…And believe me, if Jon came
crawling back on his hands and knee’s begging me to go back to him…I
wouldn’t.” Heidi said, “Yes you would…” I said, “I wouldn’t even piss on him if his
mouth was on fire…” Heidi giggled a
little.
As the light turned green, Heidi grabbed the ‘Oh shit’
handles and closed her eyes tight…I slammed my foot on the gas, let off on the
clutch and ripped through the gears of my 5 speed, and cut off 4 lanes of
traffic just to turn into the parking lot of the studio warehouse…I heard a few
cuss words being thrown at me and as I got out was giving every one a double
shot of the finger, while Heidi walked around to my side and was grabbing the
crotch of her jeans at the motorists…we were a bad influence on each other…plus
we loved to shock the hell out of people, two beautiful girls, making lewd
actions towards people…I set the alarm and we walked inside.
We checked in at the front desk and the receptionist gave
us directions to the stage where we would be doing our photo shoot…as we were
walking down the hallway…it got narrow…and Heidi stepped in front of me, cause
we saw a group of guys coming our way…I was carrying a bottle of water…and just
by some chance the last guy in the line, bumped my hand and I dropped my
water.
I didn’t notice but we both squatted down to retrieve the
bottle…but his had picked it up and said, “I’m sorry…I wasn’t paying attention
to where I was going.” I smiled…he was
cute…and said, “It’s okay…no harm done.”
We stood up and he handed the bottle to me…my fingers brushed against
his and I felt an electrical shock go up my arm. Heidi’s voice brought me back down to reality
when she came over and said, “Karen let’s go…”
I said, “Heidi don’t you know who this is?” She said, “No…should I?” I giggled and said, “This is James Hetfield
from Metallica…The band I got you hooked on…James this is Heidi Combs…” James smiled and shook her hand and said,
“Well…since you know who I am…Can I have your name?” I said, “Karen Martini.” James said, “Karen Martini? The model from Sport illustrated?” I smiled and said, “Guilty.” Kirk Hammett from James band ran up and said,
“James, c’mon Lars is looking for you.”
James said, “Ladies it was nice meeting you…Karen, I hope I see you
again real soon.” I smiled and as they
walked away I got another smile from James and under my breath I said, “Oh you
will…Believe me.”
James couldn’t concentrate
through the run down of the damn song…he had a few calls into Karen’s agent to
see if she would call him back or not…maybe he was wrong…maybe the vibe he got
from her wasn’t the same one he was sending out…he could of sworn she was
interested…that smile of hers was beautiful…if she would have smiled one more time
he was gonna jump her in the middle of the hallway… ‘Okay James you’re not a
barbarian…lord…’ he thought.
Lars
chimed in and said, “Hey man…where is your head today? You’ve missed that chorus 4 times now.” James shook his head completely empty on thoughts
of Karen and said, “I dunno man…I get right to the point and I just want to
jump over it for some reason.” Kirk
smiled and said, “He’s thinking about Karen again.”
James
gave Kirk the finger and said, “Thanks dude…that helps…” Lars said, “Man, you need to get laid.” James said, “Man that’s not even the subject
right now…” Lars laughed and said,
“Maybe it should be…” James said, “Dude…I
don’t even think of her that way…I mean C’mon Kirk you saw her she was
gorgeous…” Kirk smiled mischievously and
said, “Actually I wasn’t paying attention to her I was sort of checking out her
little friend.”
James
laughed and said, “You mean Heidi Combs…dude if you don’t learn anything else
know this…they are Karen & Heidi…the Sports Illustrated swimwear girls…I
read they are best of friends…they have a condo in LA…and a huge apartment in
New York…they are living together until they get married and get settled…” Kirk said, “I could see myself getting
married to Heidi…she’s cute…and she’s about an inch shorter then I am…I always
end up dating the women who are 2 feet taller then me. And I have to get a step
ladder to kiss them at the end of the night.”
The
guys started laughing so hard…Kirk said, “I see nothing funny about that.” James said, “Yea well…you’re last girlfriend
was 6 foot 2…Us picturing you on a step ladder kissing her…is funny to
us…”
Kirk
said, “Okay that’s fine…I got something for you guys.” Kirk put his hand in his front shirt pocket
and when he pulled his hand out he was giving all the guys who were laughing at
him the finger…and said, “Have you seen it enough…no really…cause I don’t want
to put it away before you’ve seen all of it.”
He put his finger back in his pocket and said, “I don’t know why you
guys make me be mean to you.”
Bob
Rock walked into the studio and said, “Gentlemen…if you guys are quite
finished…we are paying for the studio time ya know…Let’s quit screwing around
and get some work done.” Bob got a round
of ‘
Meanwhile,
in
I
said, “Move on I guess…I just want to find a really good boyfriend and just rub
it in Jon’s face.” Heidi said, “Oh yea,
you’re not bitter or anything.” I said,
“Honestly I wouldn’t be so bitter, if he wouldn’t have broken up with me over a
damn cell phone…I mean he could have respected our relationship enough to at
least tell me in person…I’m really not bitter...but it does hurt. I thought we were going good…but I guess…I
guess we weren’t as good as I had hoped.”
Heidi
said, “It would be for the fact that you guys dated for 2 years…and you was
living in New York and LA, while he stayed in Jersey…You guys had cross country
dating…you only saw each other around 4 times a month…if you would have at
least stayed in New York longer then what you usually do…you guys could have
been closer.” I said, “Yea, Yea…I know.”
As
we were walking out of the museum, my cell phone started ringing, I flipped my
purse open and pulled it out and said, “This is Karen.” A familiar deep voice said, “Do you know how
hard you are to get a hold of?” I smiled
and said, “Yea…well so are you.” James
laughed and said, “So where are you?” I
said, “New York, I just left the museum with Heidi…but we’re going to be back
in LA by tonight.”
James
said, “Feel like going to dinner?” I
said, “What did you have in mind?” James
said, “Well…how about we drive down to Santa Monica have some dinner and see
where we go from there…” I said, “Sounds
like a good idea…you’ve got my number…I should be home by 6 tonight.” James said, “Okay…I’ll call ya then.” We said our good-byes and I threw my phone
back in my purse as I grabbed Heidi’s hand and took off running to get back to
the apartment so we could get back to LA before 6…
Heidi and I made it back to LA
in record time and was actually back in our place by 3:30…I showered and waited
for James to call…and right at 6 he called and said, “So I assume you’re
home?” I said, “Correct…You ready to
go?” James said, “Absolutely…you want me
to drive?” I said, “Sure.” I rattled off my address and directions on
how to get to the condo. About 30
minutes later…a 65 Black convertible mustang, that sounded about ready to tear
the head off something pulled up in front of the condo…
I
had on a black cotton skirt that had a pocket on each outer thigh, and it came
to just above my knees…plus black 2½ inch heeled, knee-high boots…my red tank
top and matching cardigan over it…I had left my hair down with tons of spiral
curls throughout it.
I
came running down the stairs and Heidi was curled up in sweats and a t-shirt…I
said, “How do I look?” She said, “A
really cheap hooker in expensive clothes.”
I said, “Really? Well their
you’re clothes…” Heidi’s mouth dropped
open and said, “I thought that skirt and shirt looked familiar.” I smiled and said, “But they look much better
on TALLER people.” Heidi glared at me
and said, “I hope the heel of your boot breaks off and you trip and fall over
James.”
James
came up and knocked on the door…I glared back at Heidi and said, “Keep your
frumpy ass on the couch…if he sees you in sweats and a t-shirt I’ll die of
embarrassment…” Heidi said, “Oh that
alone would be enough for me.” We always
bantered back and forth like that…that’s the way we’ve been since we’ve been
best friends…I walked over and before I opened the door I looked at Heidi and
said, “Bitch.”
I
opened the door and James looked really good…he had on Black dress pants…like
chinos, black steel toed boots, a white wife beater, with a black button up
short sleeve shirt on. He looked so
good.
James
was looking down when the door opened, he looked up and there she was…she was
absolutely beautiful. James was standing
with his hands behind his back…He pulled his hands out and handed her, a long
stem red rose…and seen the smile instantly appear on her face.
I
smiled and said, “Thank you…” James
said, “You’re welcome…ready?” I said,
“Absolutely.” He held out his arm and I
took it as we walked out I closed the door behind me and we walked over to his
car and he opened the door for me. I
stepped in and once in, he closed the door.
As we drove to Santa Monica we made some small talk…and talked some more
while we ate dinner…
James
said, “So I heard you say you got Heidi hooked on our music…how did that come
about?” I said, “Well…she was into
pretty much any kind of music…but one day we were driving down the street and I
popped in the Load album and she was like ‘what the hell…who is that’…I started
explaining to her who you guys were…when we got back she went online and
checked out your Metallica website…and she’s been hooked ever since…then when
you guys came around doing the Load tour, I bought tickets and took her…she had
a great time.”
James
said, “Which show?” I said, “It was the
Sacramento, Arco Arena show…We knew some friends who were going to it, so we
drove up and went with them…she’d never been to a metal concert, and was trying
to wear a pink designer sun dress…I was like ‘nuh-huh’ I dragged her into my
room and slapped some black jeans, boots, and a Metallica t-shirt on her…then
re-did her cutesy make-up into a rock
beauty…when we got there…and she saw how every one else was dressed…she
couldn’t believe she’d almost wore that stupid dress…and thanked me for saving
her ass.” James was laughing.
After
dinner we went walking on the boardwalk / pier…I said, “So is my Uncle getting
any easier to work with?” James said,
“Whose you’re uncle?” I smiled and said,
“Robert Rock.” James said, “No shit…Bob is
your uncle…” I smiled and nodded yes…he
said, “Have you ever worked with him?” I
said, “Nope…but I know he can be rather relentless.” James laughed and said, “You got that
right.” I laughed and said, “I know he’s
a proverbial pain in the ass…don’t worry about him…he’s actually really easy to
please..”
James
said, “Okay, this sounds really 5th grade, but can I hold your
hand?” I laughed and said, “I’d like
that.” James took my hand in his and
laced our fingers together and we continued walking the board walk. I could feel his thumb rubbing against my
hand…James took me home around 2 am…we were standing on the front porch…and I
said, “Thanks I had a really nice time.”
James said, “Yea me too…we should do this again…” I smiled and said, “I think that’s a great
idea.” James said, “How about I give you
a call in a couple of days…we’re going to be in the studio cause we’re trying
to get another album done.” I said,
“Sounds good.”
James
wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me close and captured my lips with
his…his tongue snaked its way into my mouth and caressed every place in my
mouth…then he caressed my tongue with his…the feel of his mustache and go-tee
rubbing against my lips was almost my undoing…he pulled away and said, “Talk to
ya soon.” I smiled and said, “Have a
safe drive home.” I walked in the house
as James walked away…I collapsed against the door…My head was spinning…
Heidi
turned the light on and said, “You hooker, you had sex with him didn’t
you? All I have to say is…I want my
clothes dry cleaned and free of any of his little swimmers and back in my room
by the end of the week.” I stood up and
said, “No, we didn’t have sex. But after
that kiss, the thought did cross my mind a few hundred times…” Heidi said, “You
hoochie.” I said, “I’m not a
hoochie…James is a very sweet guy…he also told me that Kirk thought you was
pretty cute.”
Heidi
perked up and said, “Kirk…which one is Kirk again?” I laughed and said, “The one with the long
black curly hair.” Heidi groaned a
little and said, “I’d give my back teeth to have him shove his tongue down my
throat.” I couldn’t help but giggle at
my best friend…as we walked upstairs and into her room…I plopped down on the
bed next to Heidi and said, “Well, fear not…I gave your cell phone number to
James…he’s going to hand it over to Kirk tomorrow morning when they get to the
studio. So be expecting a call hon.”
Heidi
jumped up and said, “You didn’t did you?”
She looked and the smile on my face and said, “You did!” I laughed and said, “Yes I did…you need to
get laid as bad as I do…and if you get a boyfriend out of it…it’s just a
bonus.” Heidi said, “True…I can’t
believe Kirk thought I was cute.” I
said, “Please…he thought more then that, but apparently James didn’t want to
elaborate on the subject.” I got up and
went to bed.
The
following few weeks were spent with James…I had never had so much fun…we even
doubled with Heidi and Kirk…they were both pretty shy when it came to dating
each other. They started off dating
pretty slowly…they would just go out once a week, I couldn’t get over how shy
each other them were…James and I were trying to see each other as much as
possible.
6
Months later, James and I were pretty serious and were seen out in public
constantly…and sometimes we’d have Kirk and Heidi with us…but usually we were
by ourselves…we liked the alone time we got…I didn’t spend nearly as much time
in New York, cause I could never wait to see James. Every moment I was awake, I was either with
James or I was on the phone with him.
One
day, I was in jean shorts, a white tank top that said ‘Naughty Angel’ above the
naughty there were devil horns and above the angel was a halo…plus my ankle
socks and tenny shoes. Heidi went with
her white and blue summer dress… with white sandals that had the long strings
that wrapped up and around to the knees…it wasn’t summer yet…but it was nice
enough to wear summer clothes. We were
walking down the hallway of the studio where we had actually met them…
Uncle
Robert let us in while the guys were trying to finish up recording their very
last song for the new album. We were
standing there listening…it sounded great.
I gave my Uncle a hug and stood with my head on his shoulder…He looked
at us and said, “James and Kirk have been treating you both really good right.” Heidi said, “Kirk is such a gentlemen.” I smiled and said, “Yes of course…James is so
wonderful.” He said, “So where are you
coming from?” Heidi said, “We had a
shoot about 3 blocks down and finished up so we decided since we were this
close…we might as well come on over and see how the guys were coming along.”
When
they were finished, Kirk grabbed Heidi and took off to have a couple of days
away…and then James got in the car with me and I drove us over to his huge
apartment. When we got there, we were
laying on his bed, just watching a movie…nothing big…I had my head on his chest
and I could feel him running his fingers through my hair…We watched probably
about an hour of the movie…I looked up at James and he said, “What?” I smiled and leaned up and kissed his lips. James hand slid down my back and pulled me
closer…My hand snaked it’s way up his stomach and across his 6-pac…
James
turned over to face me, and we started slowly undressing each other…James found
the bottom of my shirt and pulled it up and over my head and started slowly
kissing down my neck and across my throat to my chest and down the valley
between my breasts…his warm soft hands reeked havoc touching my skin driving me
insane…I pulled his shirt off and we kicked out shoes off…I reached down and
was unbuttoning his jeans and slid my hand down inside of his pants…as I suspected
his erection was painfully pressed against the zipper of his jeans…as I freed
his erection, James groaned a little…probably from the incredible relief.
James
slid my shorts and panties from my body and then sat back and was taking a
minute to take in what my body looked like without clothes…James said, “Even
more beautiful then I imagined.” I
smiled and pulled him back down for another kiss…James pushed my legs apart
with his knee and rested the tip of his erection at my entrance and said, “Are
you sure you wanna do this?” I said, “You
be able to stop if I said No?” James
said, “I highly doubt it.” I said, “Then
I’m sure…I need you James.” That one little
four word sentence of me telling him I need him…was totally his undoing…
James
pushed his erection into me and we both moaned from the pleasure we were receiving…he
started slowly moving in and out of me…it felt so good…My hips were meeting his
with every movement he made…I licked around his ear and sucked his ear lobe
into my mouth and begged him to go faster…James not wanting to be the one to
ever say no to me…started working his erection in and out of my dripping core
faster and faster and harder and harder with every stroke…I swore if he got in
any deeper, he’s have to camp out inside of me for the night…I ran my nails
down his back and he could feel my walls started to clamp down around his
erection…which made him piston in and out of me faster and harder…
After
a few more thrusts I was thrown over the edge…and one deep thrust James was
thrown also…our orgasms ripped through our body…and I felt James spill his seed
deep into me…while we were trying to get out breathing under control…and get
our senses to come back…James kissed my lips and said, “I love you.” I smiled and said, “I love you too.” We were both pretty spent…James pulled the
covers up and over us and then wrapped me in his arms and we fell asleep.
Heidi and Kirk actually made
it back to the condo, before James and I even saw the light of day…we spent the
2 extra days in bed…we never left once, unless it was to shower go to the
bathroom or eat…and then it was right back in bed. When we got back to the condo…James dropped
me off, and picked Kirk up and they would be taking off to finalize their album
the next morning.
Heidi saw me walk through the
door and said, “You slut…you got laid finally.”
I smiled and said, “You better fuckin’ believe it…and it felt great! So uh…what did you and Kirk do for the last 2
days?” Heidi smiled and said, “Just
basically talked and did a lot of kissing and exploring…” I said, “You little hoochie…you fucked him
didn’t you?”
Heidi walked up the stairs and
said, “No…you cow…I got to know him…I’m not like you…I don’t need to fuck every
one I date immediately.” I said, “HEY!…I
waited for 6 months…this weekend it just felt right. And James was amazing…he had my eyes rolling
in the back of my head for the last 2 days…I swear it was like a 48 hour long
orgasm…My body tingled the whole time…Jon could never do that to me.”
I followed Heidi up stairs I
went towards the bathroom and Heidi said, “So is James your soul mate?” I said, “Girl…you know I don’t believe in all
that soul mate bullshit…but if I did…I would think he is…I’m gonna take a
shower really fast…I’m beat.” Heidi
smiled and said, “Okay.” And walked on
down the hallway into her bedroom and hopped into bed. Heidi waited…she knew Karen would be joining
her for their before bed talk like they’d done since they were younger…and they
lived across the street from each other and would talk for 10 minutes on walky-talkies…
I took my shower and then went
back into Heidi’s room and smiled and said, “Soul mate huh? I love the sound of that for some reason…it
makes me almost giddy.” Heidi laughed
and said, “You love James don’t you?” I
smiled and said, “Yea…does it show that much?”
Heidi said, “Actually yes it does.”
I said, “Damn, I was so trying to hide it too.” We both busted out laughing…
A couple of weeks later, I was
sitting next to James while he was writing the liner noted for the CD cover…I
got up to use the restroom and left my purse on the table next to James…While I
was in the bathroom, my cell phone started ringing, so James like any other
time, picked it up and said, “Hello?”
The male voice on the other line said, “Yes…Let me speak to Karen right
now.” James scoffed and said, “Damn,
ever heard of please?”
The man said, “Are you having
fun with my wife? Because since she’s
been missing in my life I’m sure she’s fucking her way through yours. You know she does this every year…she picks
up some unsuspecting band member whose the flavor of the week…and finds a
suitable member to fuck…and then when she’s done, she just brushes them off…When
you see Karen please let her know her husband is looking for her.”
James hung up and then went
down the hall and waited for me to come out of the bathroom…I walked out and
James had my purse, he grabbed my arm and pulled me into a side room…and
slammed the door. I jumped a little and
James thrusted me purse in my hands and said, “I just had an interesting
conversation…” I said, “Really…who with?”
James cleared his throat and
yelled “YOUR HUSBAND…apparently he knows about us…he informed me that you do
this once a year…pick out some poor unsuspecting member of a famous rock band,
fuck the guy for a few months and then your back to hubby…he said he’s tired of
you messing around…he wants you back home.”
I was shocked and stunned and
finally said, “James, I’m not married…I’ve never been married.” James said, “After everything I told you…you’re
just gonna stand here and lie to me? He
called your cell phone…he told me everything…you and me are over…I can’t
believe you’re fuckin’ married.” I said,
“I’m not MARRIED!” James opened the door
and said, “Get out.” I just looked at
him and he shouted “GET OUT!”
I
looked at James and looked at the floor…and walked out.
Chapter 6
**Ring-Ring** **Ring-Ring**
Jonathan was half dead to the
world sleeping in bed when he reached over out from under the blankets and
grabbed the phone…and slowly pulled it back under the covers with him…mumbling
to himself “C’mon man, I just got off a 6 month tour…I need me some sleep
people…bug someone else.”
He clicked the cordless on and
a groggy voice said, “Hello?” A familiar
sobbing voice came back on the other end that said, “Jonathan…He yelled at me
and he was mean to me…” Jonathan sat
right up…well as much as he could with 12 blankets on…he said, “Who was?” The distraught voice said, “James…”
Jonathan’s over head light
bulb finally kicked on and he said, “Karen is that you?” The voice sobbed a little more and said,
“Yes…” Jonathan said, “Karen are you at
your place?” he heard a whimpering yes
in there somewhere and said, “Don’t move honey…I’ll be right over I promise.”
I have known Jonathan Davis
for as long as I can remember, almost as long as I’d known Heidi…Jonathan was the
lead singer of the Rock band Korn. I knew him before he was a singer…we’ve
always been close…we tried the dating things when we were both younger, but
nothing ever came of it…and then he started the band and we never did have much
time together…So all we do is talk on the phone and have a few movies night
when he’d not on tour or in the studio.
Jonathan jumped out of bed and
into the shower then got dressed and ran down stairs and jumped into his Black
Ford Expedition. And took off to Karen
and Heidi’s condo. As soon as he got to
the front door he didn’t even have to knock…Heidi opened the door and Jonathan
said, “What the hell happened…I left here 6 months ago and Karen was cheer and
happy and now she calls me crying her eyes out?”
Heidi said, “She’s hurting bad
Jon…James really hurt her…he answered her cell phone and some wise ass on the
other end was telling him that he was Karen’s husband and she picks a lead
singer from a famous back once a year to be her play toy…he believed the
asshole, and broke everything off with her…he yelled at her…and cussed and
raised hell…he was a total dick to her.”
Jonathan looked up the stairs
and said, “Bedroom?” Heidi said,
“Yea…the room is pitch black, she’s been there for the last 3 weeks.” Jonathan made a face and said, “Shit 3
weeks? This ain’t good…” Heidi said, “Nope…and she didn’t want to call
you while you was on tour…so she waited until this morning.” Jonathan said, “I wish she would have called
me when it happened…I don’t like to see her like this…” Heidi said, “Yea, you and me both…”
Jonathan took the stairs 2 at
a time, until he reached the top and went into my room. He walked in and closed the door behind
him…he got in bed under the covers I was laying on my side so, he laid on his
side facing me…I opened my eyes and Jonathan saw how blood shot my eyes were
from crying and not getting enough sleep.
Jonathan touched my cheek with his hand and tears slid out of my eyes
and down my cheeks…Jonathan pulled me over and wrapped his arms around me…I buried
my face in his chest and couldn’t help but let the tears go again…they wouldn’t
stop.
I finally fell asleep with
Jonathan…he stayed with me…he was so tired also, so he just fell asleep with me
wrapped up in his arms for the rest of the day and night.
Chapter 7
We actually both slept for 20
hours. When I woke up, I had forgotten
all about Jonathan holding me while I fell asleep. I started to stir and felt arms around me…My
hand slid up the arm and to the shoulder and the head behind me…and found the
eyebrow ring…
A groggy recognizable voice
said, “Please don’t pull that out…it would hurt like a bitch.” I couldn’t help but laugh…I said, “Jonathan
is that you?” I turned over to face who
ever was laying behind me…and then reached up and turned the light on above my
bed…
Jonathan squinted at first and
then focused and said, “Well, Sleeping beauty, we’ve been asleep for 20
hours. Do you know how lazy I
feel?” I said, “Why? If you wouldn’t have slept here, your lazy
ass would be sleeping at home…” Jonathan
smiled and said, “Yea, that’s true too.”
We couldn’t help but laugh…
We talked for a couple of
hours, while just laying in bed…Jonathan said, “Why didn’t it ever work between
us?” I scoffed and said, “You’re career
blew up and so did mine…you went on tour and when you came back you had a
girlfriend. That’s just the way it was supposed to happen.”
Jonathan said, “I must’ve been
out of my mind at the time. Cause I’ve
cared about you since we met and you know that…I never did lose the feelings I
had for you…Hell, we’ve watched each other go through some miserable
relationships in the last few years.”
I
looked in his eyes and ran my thumb across his red lips…I leaned over and ran
my tongue across his bottom lip, and he opened his mouth…I slowly snaked my
tongue into his mouth…and caressed his tongue with mine, and he groaned in my
mouth…My hands slide down and grazed his flat nipples…and he groaned a little
more…
Jonathan
slowly slid his legs apart, which in turn was opening my legs wider…Jonathan’s
hand slid between us, and he grabbed his already painfully expanded erection
and started sliding it in me…after he was fully sheathed in my wet center…
He
grabbed the straps of my night gown and pulled them down enough to expose my
breasts and nipples to him…while he was waiting for me to get fully adjusted to
his size, he started an assault on my nipples…sucking, nipping,
licking…touching, rolling…but he did it to both nipples, which was just double
torture for me.
Jonathan
grabbed on to me…and I wrapped my legs around his waist…and Jonathan started
thrusting in and out slow…but he couldn’t stay slow…he was over heated like
me…and started thrusting like a wild man…we were both being pretty quiet…I
nipped his shoulder and neck and slowly slid my teeth off his ear lobe and that
was his undoing…as soon as I felt Jonathan’s orgasm rip through him and Empty
himself deep inside me…it triggered my orgasm…Jonathan kissed me to keep from
screaming.
We ended up falling asleep in
each others arms for another 8 hours…obviously we were more tired then we
thought…
Chapter 8
8 Hours later, I woke up and
looked over and Jonathan was staring at me…
I said, “Okay…Was it just my
imagination or did we have sex?”
Jonathan got this shit eating grin on his face and said, “Nope…it wasn’t
your imagination…and it wasn’t sex baby…it was making love.” I had to laugh and said, “You always did hate
it when I said having sex…you was always the making love king.”
Jonathan said, “Well…can you
really blame me…having sex sounds so barbaric…like we were obligated so we can
reproduce. Why aren’t we together
again?” I said, “It just didn’t work out
that way…We hardly saw each other…you know we see more of each other now…then
we did then…we talk more too.”
Jonathan pulled me over to him
and said, “I have a great idea…why don’t we try again.” I said, “I don’t know Jonathan…we really
fucked things up last time…and plus I just got out of the relationship with
James…and I’m still trying to figure out why we made love.” Jonathan said, “How about this…how about we
wait for a couple of weeks…and see how we both feel then?”
I smiled and said, “Okay…you
got yourself a deal.”
We laid in bed for a couple
more days, before Jonathan had to head back to the recording studio with the rest
of his band. Jonathan was walking
through the hallways of the huge recording studio and actually ran into
James…Jonathan stopped in the middle of the hallway as James passed him and
said, “Ya know you was totally wrong.”
James stopped and looked back
at Jonathan and said, “About what?”
Jonathan said, “About
Karen.”
James said, “Karen is an old
subject and something that is not in my life right now.”
Jonathan said, “Yea…well I
think it’s time you re-evaluate your life…because you was wrong…Karen isn’t
married…she’s been my best friend as longer then Heidi has known her…we used to
date…but I’m telling you now…my best friend wouldn’t get married without me
being there or knowing about it.”
James said, “Then you’re wrong
about your best friend…because I talked to her husband myself on the phone…he
called her cell phone…so either I’m really that stupid or Karen is nothing but
a whore.” Jonathan said, “You’re just
that stupid…cause no one called Karen a whore.”
Jonathan pulled back and
socked James right in the face…and watched as James limp body hit the floor
with a resounding THUD!
Lars, Kirk and Jason ran over
and Jonathan said, “When the prince here wakes up you tell him he owes Karen an
apology…for being such a dick head.”
The 3 remaining members of the
band watched wide eyed as Jonathan stalked off to one of the studios.
Chapter 9
Heidi and I went to see our
agent Jack. We walked into the office
and Jack came around the desk all smiled like he was selling some kind of teeth
whitener…arms wide open…we walked over and he gave us each a hug and a kiss on
the cheek.
Jack looked at me and said,
“So I see you’ve come out of hiding Karen…how does it feel to be back in the
land of the living again?” I smirked and
said, “I don’t know I’ll have to let you know in a few days.” Jack laughed his annoying little laugh he’s
got…and he said, “So how did James like my little husband prank?”
I quirked my head to the side
and said, “Excuse me?” Heidi said, “Oh
HELL no…Jack tell us you didn’t do that.”
Jack’s smile faded and he said, “Yea…it was me…I called your cell and I
knew it was James immediately by the sound of his voice…I figured I could fuck
with him a little bit…so I made up this bullshit story…and he sounded like he
really believed it.”
Heidi said, “Why do you think
Karen spent the last 3 weeks in bed you stupid ass?” Jack said, “You said it was because she was
sick.”
I said, “Yea…too sick with
heart break to even move…James believed you…he chewed me out and yelled at me,
then cussed at me…he said some hurtful things to me…and then broke up with me,
because of your weasely ass. Jack, I can’t believe you did this…I’ve never
been so happy in all my life as I was with James…and you totally fucked up my
life.” I threw my purse at Jack and then
pulled back and smacked him repeatedly in the arms and upper body with it…
Heidi watched as Karen welded
her purse by the thin little strap…she didn’t even miss a smack when the strap
broke. Karen was cussing and yelling and
practically beating the crap out of Jack…
It was a good thing she had
switched purses to her smaller one this morning…other wise Jack would have
bruises all over his body when Karen finished with him…in her bigger purses she
carried everything but the kitchen sink practically…Smaller purses held cell
phone drivers license and insurance cards.
I finally got control over my
emotions and I looked up at Jack and said, “You son of a bitch…you either fix
this…or As Heidi and God as my witnesses I swear I will come back with a couple
of fuckin’ bricks in my purse and re-beat the shit out of you.” Jack backed up…obviously taking me seriously.
I pulled my cell phone out and
it was in a million pieces…I left the pieces on Jacks desk and said, “That’s
a reminder to you that you either fix
the fuck up you made or I’m firing you as my agent and I will go to your
competition…and don’t fuckin’ think I won’t.”
I turned on my heels and
walked out…Heidi said, “You realize if she goes I do to.” Jack nodded and she said, “Then I suggest you
fix it.” As Heidi took off after
me. We got in the vehicle and I let her
drive…I didn’t think I was going to be calm enough to drive…she took off to the
studio I wanted to talk to Jonathan.
Chapter 10
- -2 Months Later- -
Heidi walked into the recording
studio and back to studio 115…she watched through the glass as Kirk, James,
Lars and Jason banged out their next record…It had been 2 months since Karen’s
little out burst in Jacks office…she’d been pretty distant for the last 8
weeks…
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When it's love you give
I'll be a man of good faith
Then in love you live
I'll make a stand
I won't break
I'll be the rock you can build on
Be there when you're old
To have and to hold
When there's love inside
I swear I'll always be strong
Then there's a reason why
I'll prove to you we belong
I'll be the wall that protects you
From the wind and the rain
From the hurt and pain
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Karen spent most of her time
up in the apartment in New York while Heidi stayed in LA to be with Kirk…who’d
asked her to marry him. There was once a
time when Karen never went anywhere with out Heidi…not even to the New York
apartment…but Heidi was totally seeing where she was coming from. After the out burst in the office…and after
Karen had told Jonathan what Jack had done…Jonathan went and threatened Jack
also…didn’t beat him up with a purse but did promise that if he hadn’t fixed
the fuck up he was gonna come back with a shovel and a gun and promised no one
would miss him if he went missing.
Heidi had fired Jack before
Karen…cause he tried to say her relationship with Kirk was hurting her modeling
career…Heidi said she didn’t care…Kirk was worth more then any modeling job she
could have gotten…not long after that Heidi started her own clothes line…
Karen fired Jack…and decided
she was going to go to Italy for 2 years while she took photographs and just
relaxed. Not to mention as soon as she
dropped Jack as an agent a huge agency scoped her up and signed her to a HUGE
modeling contract…and also told her to choose where she’d want to live for the
next 2 years.
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Let's make it all for one…and all for love
Let the one you hold be the one you want…the one you need
'Cause when it's all for one…it's one for all
When there's someone that should know
Then just let your feelings show
And make it all for one…and all for love
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Karen wasn’t too big on
believing at love at first sight…but then again she’d been proven wrong on
being in love twice now…once with Jonathan and then with James.
Heidi watched as the guys came
out of the studio coming down from the adrenaline rush…James said, “Heidi…did
Karen have her cell phone number changed or shut off?” Heidi said, “James, She had it shut off…she’s
leaving for Italy in about 2 hours.”
James bolted up into a standing position and said, “What? Why?”
Heidi said, “She got signed to a huge modeling agency and they told her
to pick her living location for the next 2 years…she chose Italy.”
James said, “Why didn’t
someone tell me…I’ve been trying to get a hold of her for the last 2
weeks. Jack came by my place and told me
what happened…said he’d been threatened by Karen and Jonathan to tell me the
truth…said something about believe Jonathan a little more then Karen…but knew
both of them would inflict numerous amounts of pain if he didn’t follow their
directions. I wanted to apologize to
her…I was stupid for even listening to the jack off on the phone. I knocked out Jack…much the same way Jonathan
did me.”
Heidi said, “She’s at LAX you
better run if you want to stop her…”
James said, “I don’t know…do you think she’ll stay if I asked her
too?” Heidi said, “Honestly James I
don’t know…Karen has been pretty unpredictable the last 8 weeks…but the only
thing you can do it try…especially if you think she’s worth it.” James said, “Oh she’s worth it alright.” James took off in his mustang towards the
airport.”
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When it's love you make
I'll be the fire in your night
Then it's love you take
I will defend…I will fight
I'll be there when you need me
When honor's at stake
This vow I will make
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James drove at top speeds and
was chased by two cop cars…until he lost both of them…he ran into rush hour traffic
and when he got to the airport it was and hours and 45 minutes later…he had 15
minutes to find her flight and her and convince her to stay…he loved her he
wasn’t going to be stupid enough to let her leave his life twice.
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That it's all for one…and all for love
Let the one be the one you want…the one you need
'Cause when it's all for one…it's one for all
When there's someone that should know
Then just let your feelings show
And make it all for one…and all for love
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James left his car parked in
the loading and unloading zone and when the rent-a-cop saw who James was and
recognized him from the band he said he’d watch to make sure the car wasn’t
towed. James ran over and found her
flight and took off...zipping through the halls, around people and through
metal detectors. He heard her flight
being called and instantly started looking for her.
I was sitting at the airport…I
heard them call me flight number and I stood up slinging my back pack over my
shoulder…I walked over and waited for them to board every one…before me…When
they called my row of seats I walked over and just as I handed my ticket to the
flight attendant…I heard “KAREN!”
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Don't lay our love to rest
'Cause we could stand up to you test
We got everything and more than we had planned
More than the rivers that run the land
We've got it all in our hands
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I looked over and saw James
running straight at me…I sat my backpack down and as he got to me…he grabbed my
hands and said, “Please don’t go…I don’t want you a continent away from
me…Karen I love you…I never stopped loving you…I know I said hurtful things…and
I was a stupid jack ass for it…Jack told me what happened…I’m sorry I didn’t
believe you…please don’t go.”
I could feel the tears welling
up in my eyes and said, “James…I have to go…I can’t stay here.” James said, “Fine…then I can blame the break
up of Metallica on you.” My eyes widened and said, “What? how?” James said, “Because if you leave…I’m leaving
with you…I’m not letting you leave my life a second time because of my
stupidity…I love you Karen…I want to marry you…have babies with you…I want us
to grow old together.”
James got quiet and just
watched me to see what my reaction would be…I couldn’t say anything…I threw my
arms around is neck and kissed him with a fevered pitch…I backed off and we
rested our foreheads against each others…I said, “I love you.” James said, “I love you too…” And we went back to kissing.
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Now it's all for one…and all for love
It's all for love
Let the one you hold be the one you want…the one you need
'Cause when it's all for one…it's one for all
It's one for all
When there's someone that should know
Then just let your feelings show
When there's someone that you want
When there's someone that you need
Let's make it all…all for one
And all for love
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While we were walking out of
the airport hand in hand…James said, “I’m really glad you didn’t disappear for
2 years.” I smiled and said, “Oh yea
why?”
James said, “Cause…You
disappear…I disappear.”
The End.