The Dancer & The Wrestler

Written By: Kelly aka Princess

Forum: Insane Asylum, J’s World of Damnation

Chapter 1

Another class just ended. I was tired but I loved teaching dance. I had just finished one of my little kids classes, teaching them Jazz and Tap. My day was almost done with just one more class to teach, my older kids. They work their asses off and deserve everything that they get when they enter competitions. We had a competition coming up this weekend and they were working even harder than usual.

My name is Shayla Daniels and I’m 22 years old I’m 5’1 with long red hair. I have been dancing since I was 3. This particular competition was important to me because I was also going to do the routine with my students and it would be my last competition. My students were a little upset about it being my last one but they understood that I wanted to explore other avenues before deciding to make dancing my life. Not to mention this competition was going to take place at Madison Square Garden.

Later on that night I was getting my things together for the competition. I had all my dance costumes. I was excited and nervous at the same time. I went to bed that night wondering how this one would go, if my girls would win the competition like they have in the past.

Saturday we were practicing our routine in the theater making it perfect. We wanted to sweep the competition without any problems. We were confident that we were going to do extremely well.

Amy Dumas, Matt Hardy and Chris Irvine just arrived at the arena to get ready for the nights show. As they were walking down the hall they heard music, and a lot of shouting and cheering.

Chris turns to Amy and Matt asking, “What’s going on? I thought we were the only ones here right now.”

Amy replies, “Oh you know, I saw a flyer when we came in that there is some sort of dance competition going on later today. We have time, do you guys want to go check it out. I’m curious and want to see it.”

Matt says, “I don’t care, what about you Chris?”

Chris shrugs his shoulders and says, “Yeah why not. We don’t have anything better to do right now. It’s a while before anyone else is going to be here.”

They walk towards the theater listening to the music that had started again. When they enter the theater Chris stops in his tracks just staring. He felt like the breath was just knocked out of him. Amy and Matt sit down in the back row just watching the dancers. Chris continues to stand there not able to move he was so mesmerized.

As we finish the routine I notice out of the corner of my eye a few people had come in to watch. It didn’t bother me if anyone wanted to watch I just continued until the end of the routine. I talk with the girls for a few minutes and them telling me they want to go through it one more time before taking a break. As I turn to start the music again I see one person standing watching me. I look at him noticing his long blonde hair, his great body. I shake my head to get my mind back on what we were doing.

I say, “Ok girls, let’s nail this one. You all have been doing wonderfully and I want you to know that no matter what happens at the competition I am proud of all of you. Okay, let’s do it one more time.”

We go through the routine one last time getting it done perfectly. All the while Chris had continued to just stare at this dancer who seemed to have cast a spell on him.

Amy nudges Matt and says, “Take a look at Chris. I think he just found out there is such a thing as love at first sight.”

Matt looks over at Chris and laughs wondering if their friend is going to come back to planet Earth anytime soon. When the routine was over and it looked like they were clearing out Amy and Matt got up and headed towards the stage.

Amy says, “Hi, sorry if we disturbed you by watching you dance. You guys were fabulous.”

Matt agrees, “Yeah, I have to agree. I’m not one for watching dancing but I think you guys may have reformed me.”

I reply, “Well thank you. My name is Shayla. I’m glad you liked it. We have worked very hard for this competition.”

Amy says, “We can see you have worked hard on this and we wish you luck. My name is Amy and this is my boyfriend Matt and our friend Chris.”

She looks and doesn’t notice Chris anywhere. Amy says, “Well, he was here. I don’t know where he went.”

Giggling and pointing I say, “Is that him up there?”

Amy looks up to where I was pointing and giggles seeing Chris still standing where he was before still not moving. She says, “Yeah, that’s him. Hold on let me go get him.”

Amy walks up to Chris and nudges him saying, “Chris, are you going to come down and meet the love of your life or are you going to stand here just staring at her.”

Chris comes out of his stupor and says, “Huh?”

Amy laughs and says, “Good one Chris. Come down and meet her, you know you want to.”

Chris follows Amy down to the stage and sees the knowing look on Matt’s face. Chris looks up at me and smiles.

I say, “Hi, I’m Shayla. Did you enjoy the routine?”

Matt whispers to Amy and says, “Oh yeah, I think he most definitely enjoyed what he was watching.”

Amy giggles and says, “This is Chris. So what time is your show tonight?”

I reply, “It starts at 5. I have a couple of hours before I have to start getting ready for the competition. I’m going to go get something to eat, I know you must be busy and I don’t want to keep you. By the way, if you don’t mind me asking what are you guys doing here. I didn’t think anyone else would be here until much later. I saw on the marquee outside that there is some sort of wrestling show tonight in the arena. You are probably here to see that right?”

Amy says, “Actually we are part of the show. We’re wrestlers, when we arrived we heard the music and wanted to see the dancing. I saw a flyer about it when we got here.”

I ask surprised, “You’re wrestlers? Even you Amy? I didn’t know that women did that sort of thing. I don’t mean any disrespect I’m just surprised.”

Amy says, “Don’t worry about it. I guess you don’t watch the shows then.”

I say, “Sorry to say that I have never seen it. But after meeting you three I have to say I’m curious.”

Chris finally speaks up and says, “Come to the show tonight.”

I look at him and ask, “What did you say?”

He says again, “Come to the show tonight. It’s sold out but we can get you a backstage pass and you can watch it on the monitor in the back.”

I reply, “I appreciate the offer but I have the competition.”

Amy asks, “What time does the competition end?”

I say, “Around 7, it usually goes for about 2 hours.”

Amy smiles and says, “Well, our show starts at 8, so you can come to the show if you want to. Besides I would rather have you see it live for the first time rather than on TV, it doesn’t compare seeing it live rather than on TV. So, what do ya say? Will you come to the show tonight. I’ll come down here and get you after the competition.”

I think for a few minutes and then say, “Okay, it sounds like fun. Listen I’m going to get something to eat would you three like to join me?”

Matt looks at his watch and says, “Actually we can’t. We have a pre-show meeting in about 30 minutes. But we’ll see you later though. Good luck at the competition.”

They leave with me watching Chris walking away. Damn he was good looking. Getting my thoughts together I gather my things and head for lunch.

Chapter 2

----Six months later----

It had been a wonderful six months. Things with Chris just kept getting better and better. We saw each other when we could. He would come here or sometimes I would fly out to wherever he was. After that first night he had come home with me for the day. My roommate was surprised when I came home with him. She was happy for me and supported my decision. I had decided to teach dance until I made a final decision on what to do.

I had a feeling that things were going to start to get difficult. I had heard from a dance company a few days ago. They offered me a position for the upcoming shows they were going to start. The only problem was the position was in Europe and I would be gone for at least six months. It was something I had always dreamed about, what I worked so hard for in regards to dancing. I had spoken to my roommate about it asking her advice. She said it was an opportunity of a lifetime and even though it would be hard to be away from Chris for that long that I should consider it. I just didn’t know how to tell him. He always said I could always tell him the truth so I guess I had no choice but to talk to him about it. I needed to make a decision within a few days. Luckily he was due here tomorrow so I would talk to him. I couldn’t sleep all night worrying how Chris would react to what I had to tell him.

----The next day----

I was on pins and needles all day waiting for Chris to get here. I was so afraid how he would react and it didn’t dissipate as the day went on. My roommate had left knowing that I needed to talk to Chris. Finally I hear the knock on the door. I steeled my nerves and answer the door. He sweeps me up into his arms and kisses me deeply.

He finally pulls away and says, “I missed you so much Ayla. I was counting the minutes until I got here today.”

He kisses me again passionately, lifting me up into his arms and carrying me to my bedroom. He lays me down gently on my bed and starts to undress me.

He says, “I’m sorry babe, it’s been a whole week since I’ve seen you and I just need to feel you wrapped around me. I just can’t wait any longer.”

I reply huskily, “I want you so much Chris. Please make love to me. I need to feel you inside me.”

Without another word he finishes removing my clothes along with his own. Before I know it he is inside me thrusting hard and fast. I wanted this to be the best time we ever had together especially if I do go away for 6 months without seeing him.

I rasp out, “Oh Chris, you feel so good inside me. I don’t ever want this to end.”

Chris replies, “I know what you mean baby. You feel so tight around me. This will never end, I have no intention of ever giving you up. Ever. I love you Ayla.”

He says that looking deep into my eyes and I see the love shining in his eyes. It makes me want to cry knowing that I have the opportunity of a lifetime and now I don’t want to go. Just looking deep into his eyes I made my decision, I wasn’t going to take the job. I couldn’t bear to leave him for that long. I wasn’t even going to mention it to him, I’m going to forget that I ever got the offer. Afterwards we just lay in my bed together cuddling.

Chapter 3

The next morning after laying there for a little while cuddling he pulls me on top of him and just looks into my eyes.

I ask, “Chris, did you mean what you said?”

He says softly, “Yeah, I did Ayla. These past six months have been the best I have ever had. My feelings for you just kept growing and growing. Actually, I knew I loved you the first time I saw you. I meant what I said, I love you and I am never letting you go.”

I reply, “Oh Chris, I never thought I would ever hear those words in my life. I mean, you know you are my first. I just never thought I would find someone to love me. I never want to let you go either. Chris, I love you too.”

He pulls me to him kissing me deeply. I melt into him with nothing else on my mind but him. He pulls away and I look disappointed. He caresses my cheek and just continues to look into my eyes. I had no idea what he was looking for, but I found out a couple of minutes later.

Chris asks, “Shayla, is there something you need to tell me?”

He surprised me with that question. I certainly didn’t expect him to ask me that especially since I never mentioned to job offer to him.

I reply, “No Chris there isn’t. I just told you everything that I needed or wanted to tell you.”

He says, “I get the feeling you are holding back from telling me something. Something important.”

I say, “No Chris. There isn’t anything to tell you. I just love spending time with you and I want to spend as much time as I can with you.”

He says, “I love spending time with you too. Although I think you there is something you aren’t telling me but I won’t push it. I do want to ask you something though. Do you want to come on the road with me for a week. I know you have some time off next week and I would love for you to come with me. Not just a day here or there but a whole week.”

I reply happily, “I would love to Chris. Now, if you’ll excuse me I’m going to take a shower. You can help yourself to whatever is in the refrigerator, you know where everything is.”

He says, “Yes I do.” He kisses me passionately and pulls away slowly letting me go take my shower.

While Chris was making breakfast the phone rings. He picks it up and says, “Hello.”

“Is Shayla Daniels there please?”

Chris replies, “She can’t get to the phone right now. Can I take a message.”

“Yes, can you please tell her we need to know her decision about the European job as soon as possible.”

Chris just stands there listening and then replies, “Sure, I’ll let her know.”

After Chris hangs up he just stands there wondering himself what her answer was. He had known there was something that she wasn’t telling him, well he knew now what that was. He was going to find out when she got out of the shower. He didn’t how to feel. He didn’t want to lose her but he also didn’t want to keep her from the job of her dreams. It was a case of either breaking his heart or breaking her dreams.

Chapter 4

It was almost time for the competition to start. I was nervous but my girls kept me calm saying everything would be fine. We were watching the other dancers trying to feel out how we might do. Finally it was time for us to go on. We did our routine and did it perfectly. It felt like all our hard work had paid off. We left the stage and I went to get ready for my solo routine.

I hear, “Shayla.”

I turn and see Amy, Matt and Chris walking towards me. I say, “Hey guys. I thought you had some sort of meeting or something.”

Matt says, “We did but it finished so we decided to watch the competition. You guys were great. We’ve been watching for the last few groups and so far I think you guys were the best.”

I reply, “Thank you Matt. I appreciate the compliment. If you’ll excuse me for a few minutes I need to change for my next routine.”

Amy asks, “You go on again? Can we watch from back here, a few people recognized us in the audience and we don’t want to distract anyone.”

I reply, “Sure that’s no problem. You can watch from the TV’s they have set up back here. If you’ll excuse me I’ll see you in a bit.”

As I was changing I was thinking about Chris and wondering why he hasn’t spoken to me. Maybe he didn’t like me, but it didn’t seem that way earlier the way he was looking at me. I had to get my mind off him and onto my routine.

Meanwhile, Amy, Matt and Chris were watching all the goings on backstage.

Amy says, “Damn, I thought things were crazy backstage with us. Chris, can I ask you something?”

Chris looks at Amy and says, “Yeah, what’s up?”

Amy asks, “Why haven’t you said a word to Shayla? It’s obvious you like her but you won’t say anything.”

Chris says, “I don’t know what it is Amy. Every time I see her I become speechless. I can’t help it, she just renders me speechless.” He looks behind Amy and whispers, “Holy shit.”

Amy says, “What is it Chris?”

Chris just nods his head behind her. Amy turns around and sees Shayla standing there in her next costume.

Amy says, “Damn Shayla, you look awesome.”

I say, “Thanks Amy. What do you think Chris?” Looking to him to see if he says anything.

He replies, “I….I….I’m speechless. There aren’t any words that would do you justice in that outfit.”

Matt says, “I have to agree with Chris. Sorry Ames, but Shayla you look positively beautiful and even that doesn’t seem to do you justice.”

I blush a little saying, “Thanks. I have to get to the curtain, I’m up next.”

I start to walk away when Chris says, “Wait.”

I turn and see him walking towards me. He says, “This is for luck.”

He gives me a small kiss on the lips. The kiss was soft and gentle and made my heart flutter. When he pulled back he gave me a small smile and says, “Good luck.”

I smile back and head towards the stage.

Chapter 5

I went through my routine thinking of nothing but winning my final competition. My routine ended and I left the stage wondering how I did. Amy, Matt and Chris were there waiting for me when I got off the stage. They hugged me telling me how great they thought I did.

I say out of breath, “Thanks guys. I just have to wait for the last group to go and then they will announce the winners. You guys can go if you want I’ll catch up with you later downstairs.”

Amy replies, “If it’s okay we’ll wait here with you. We want to see if you won.”

Chris nods and says, “Yeah, we don’t have to be back downstairs until a little bit before show time so I’d like to stay too. Can I ask you a question?”

I say, “You can ask me anything.”

He says, “Well, it’s about that outfit…..”

I interrupt, “I’ll change before I go to the show. I know it looks kinda slutty.”

Chris says, “No, that’s not what I was going to say. It doesn’t look slutty, hell it’s a lot more decent than what some of the diva’s wear. What I was going to ask is do you get to keep the outfit?”

I blush and reply, “Yeah, I had to buy it for the competition and the recital that is coming up in a month.”

Amy says, “That sounds kewl. So you get to keep the outfits?”

I reply, “Yeah, I have a whole bunch of them. Well, the last group just finished they are going to announce the winners in a few minutes. I just hope we did well.”

As we listen to the winners I hear my group named for best Choreography. Me and the girls all hug each other as we step onto the stage to receive our trophy. I am waiting to see if my routine won anything and I’m standing there a little nervous. I feel a hand on my shoulder, turning around I see Chris standing behind me.

He says, “I think you did great out there no matter if you win or not.”

I reply, “Thanks Chris, that means a lot. I was hoping to get this one though especially since this is my last competition.”

He asks, “Why?”

I say, “It isn’t my choice for it to be, but it’s because I’m too old for the competitions now and it puts the others at a disadvantage.”

He says, “Well, I still think you did great.”

I smile back waiting to here my name. I finally hear it as the 1^st runner up for Senior Champion. I walk out to get the trophy saying a few words then going back stage. I was a little disappointed in myself that I didn’t do better in order to get Senior Champion. My group comes over for another hug saying congratulations.

I say, “I’m going to miss you guys when the season is over. You guys did wonderful and worked so hard to get where you are now. Why don’t we all go and get out of these outfits and get out of here.”

They all go off to change out of their costumes as I stand there for a few minutes thinking over my routine trying to figure out what I did wrong. I hear someone call my name and look and see Amy, Matt and Chris walking towards me. I was so lost in thought I had forgotten they were here.

Amy gives me a hug and says, “Congratulations!”

I reply softly, “Thanks.”

Amy asks, “What’s wrong? You got a trophy you should be high as a kite right now.”

I say, “It’s nothing, I guess I’m a little disappointed in myself that I didn’t do better.”

Amy says, “What, are you nuts. You did great. Personally I think those judges are blind. So when will you be ready to go downstairs?”

I say, “Oh, I forgot. Listen I really appreciate you guys being here and everything, I’m just not in a mood to be where I don’t know anybody right now. I think it would be best if I just went on home.”

Chris speaks up saying, “No, I don’t want you to leave yet. I really would like it if you came to the show with us. Please.”

I sigh and say, “Okay, even if only for a little while. Let me go change and I’ll be out if a few minutes.”

Again Chris speaks up saying, “No, don’t change. What I mean is you don’t have to. I think you look great as you are. Come on, I’ll go with you to get your things and we’ll head downstairs.”

He puts his arm around my waist guiding me towards the dressing rooms. I get to the door to the dressing set up for the studio I go to.

I ask hesitantly, “Are you sure I don’t need to change?”

He whispers, “I’m sure. You look beautiful. I’ll wait out here.”

Before I open the door he leans his head towards mine and kisses me softly on the lips. This time he put a little more pressure into it and almost had my knees buckling beneath me. He pulls away smirking. I open the door and go into the room to grab my things wondering what this evening will have in store for me.

Chapter 6

I followed them downstairs to the arena. We were walking backstage and I just looked around at everything going on. I think to myself, ‘Damn, and I thought things were crazy backstage at a competition.’ I was trying not to look conspicuous in the outfit I was wearing. Even though Amy, Matt and Chris said I looked fine I was still a little self conscious. We get to another area where I see quite a few more people.

I hear, “Hey guys. I was wondering if you were coming back in time for the show. Where did you go before?”

Matt says, “Why would you think we would miss the show. We never have before. We went somewhere for a little while.”

He looks behind Chris and sees me standing there. I was trying to hide myself but apparently I didn’t hide enough.

He says, “Who’s this cutey with you guys?”

Amy says, “This is Shayla, a friend of ours. We went to get her after the meeting, that’s where we were. Shayla, this is Jason.”

Jason holds out his hand and says, “It’s nice to meet you. I love your outfit.”

I take his hand shaking it softly and say, “Nice to meet you too, and thank you.”

He smiles at me and I wonder what the smile was all about. I feel arms come around my waist and I look to see that it’s Chris.

Chris says, “Eyes off Jay, she’s with me.”

I look a bit puzzled at him wondering where that came from. We walk towards his locker room and enter. I don’t see anyone else in there and start to get nervous.

Chris turns me around slowly and lowers his head to mine kissing me and quickly deepening it. I gasp and he uses that to enter his tongue into my mouth. I felt a fluttering in my stomach and didn’t know what it was. I had never felt this way before. When he pulls away I see he is breathing hard.

Chris says, “I’ve been wanting to kiss you like that since I first saw you on stage.”

He kisses me again and pulls me flush against him. I feel something against my leg.

When he pulls away again he says, “I better get ready for the show. If you want, Amy’s locker room is two doors down if you want to hang out in there until the show starts.”

I just nod confused and he gives me another quick kiss before I leave the room. I head to Amy’s locker room, knocking on the door and hearing come in before entering.

Amy says, “Hey Shayla, how’s it going?”

I reply, “It’s going. Chris is getting ready for the show so he suggested I come down here until the show starts.”

She notices the look on my face and asks, “What’s wrong? Are you still upset about the competition?”

I reply, “No actually I’m over that. I’m confused about something.”

She asks, “What are you confused about, maybe I can help.”

I say, “Well, it’s about Chris. He was just kissing me and, well don’t get me wrong I liked it, but I felt something and I’m not sure what it means.”

She asks, “What did you feel?” getting the feeling that I wasn’t very experienced in this area.

I reply, “Well, I felt a fluttering in my stomach and then I felt something against my leg.”

Amy asks, “Well, the fluttering in your stomach I would gather means that you liked him kissing you. As for what you felt against your leg, well, I guess the only way to say it is to be blunt. He had a hard on Shayla, which means he was turned on by the fact that he was kissing you. Matt and I saw the way he looked at you the first time we entered the theater. I think he is in love with you Shayla and he just doesn’t know it yet.”

I say, “Amy, I can’t get involved with him. He’ll laugh at me and there is no way he could be in love with me. He doesn’t even know me.”

Amy replies, “You don’t have to know someone to believe in love at first site and I believe that is exactly what happened to Chris. I don’t think he would laugh at you honey. Why do you think that.”

I get a little embarrassed before saying, “Amy, I’ve never been with a man before. I mean, I’ve never had a boyfriend before or ever had sex.”

Chapter 7

Amy just looked at me a little shocked before saying, “You’ve never been with a man before? I find it hard to believe that as good looking as you are that you have never had a boyfriend. How old are you Shayla?”

I reply, “I’m 22. All my life the only thing I have been interested in is dancing. I never had the time to date or anything like that. I still think Chris will laugh at me, not to mention he doesn’t know how old I am. He might think I am too young for him. How old is he?”

Amy says, “Well, he’s going to be 34. But age shouldn’t matter if two people truly care about each other. Like I said, I can tell that Chris feels a lot for you so I really don’t think that he will care that you are younger than him. You need to talk to him and let him know.”

I say, “Amy, I doubt I’ll see him again after tonight. I mean come on, you guys travel all over the place. Not to mention it will be embarrassing to talk to him about this.”

Amy says, “Yeah we travel all over, but that doesn’t mean that a lot of us don’t have relationships. Seriously, a lot of the guys that work for the WWE are married and are faithful to their spouses. Don’t let the fact that we travel be the deciding factor with this.”

I reply, “Amy, I don’t even know what this is. I mean I like him but I don’t know him. I’m afraid of what this actually is. I mean, maybe he just wants to have sex and use me.”

Amy says, “Stop right there. You don’t have to worry about that with Chris. I’ve known Chris for a long time and I can honestly tell you that he is not like that. He isn’t the type to have a woman in every town he goes to, he isn’t into one night stands. Yes, a lot of guys are into that but Chris definitely is not like that.”

I say, “I just don’t know what to do. I guess I’ll have to see what happens when your show is over.”

Amy says, “Well, if you need to talk anymore don’t hesitate okay. I’ll help you anyway that I can.”

I nod and say, “Thanks Amy.”

The show had started and I found myself mesmerized by what they do. I couldn’t see myself doing that for a living but it looked like they enjoyed their chosen profession. After Chris’ match I heard a knock on the door. I open it to see Chris standing there, sweaty from his match with a huge grin on his face. He walks into the room sitting down on the couch. I slowly go over and sit next to him. I could feel my nerves jumping around in my body.

Chris asks, “So, did you like the show?”

I reply, “Yes I did. It was interesting. I don’t know how you guys do that for a living but it definitely kept me interested.”

He whispers, “That’s good to know.” He moves in and kisses me deeply. I can feel that feeling again in my stomach. It didn’t phase me that he was all sweaty just from his match. He deepened it more and leaned further into me getting me to somewhat lay down on the couch. His body was slightly over mine and I started to panic a little. I put my hands on his chest and push softly to get him to get up. He breaks the kiss and leans up looking at me.

He says, “I’m sorry, it’s just after a match I have such an adrenaline rush. I didn’t mean to push you. I like you a lot and would like to continue this later on. I am so hot for you, I have never felt like this with someone before. The choice is yours, I’ll go as slow as you want me to.”

I really start to feel nervous as I say, “Chris, there’s something I need to tell you.”

Chapter 8

Chris asks, “What is it babe?”

I stand up and start pacing a little wringing my hands together. I look at him and see that he is waiting for me to say something. How the hell was I supposed to tell him that I have no idea what I’m doing when it comes to men. I barely even know how to talk to them much less about something like this. I decided to take Amy’s advice and be honest, as least partly anyway.

I feel Chris reach for my hand to stop me from pacing. He says, “Hey, whatever it is it’ll be okay. Just tell me.”

I sit down next to him again and look at him while trying to form the words. I say, “Um…well….you see the thing is. Oh god this is so hard for me.”

He says softly, “You’re seeing someone else aren’t you. You have a boyfriend.”

I quickly say, “No, it’s not that Chris. If that was the case I would have stopped you from kissing me.”

He asks, “If it’s not that then what is it?”

I take a deep breath and say, “Well, I’m afraid you are going to laugh at me and then not want anything to do with me when you find out a couple of things.”

He says, “Like what?”

I reply, “Well, I’m younger than you first of all.”

He says, “I don’t care. But just out of curiosity how old are you?”

I say, “I’m 22. But aside from that there is one other thing. Well, you asked if I was seeing someone else. That couldn’t be farther from the truth as I already told you. To be honest, I have never had a boyfriend before.”

I sat there looking down at my hands waiting for him to start laughing. I didn’t hear anything and wondered what was going through his mind. I feel him put his hand under my chin and lift it so I was looking at him.

He asks, “Is that what you were afraid of telling me? That you have never had a boyfriend?”

I nod not being able to say anything. He says, “Why would I laugh. I think it’s refreshing actually. A lot of women that I have gone out with have had long lists under their name of guys they have dated. Why would you think that I would laugh at you. Is that what you were worried about telling me?”

I nod and say, “Yeah, that was it.” knowingly leaving out the fact that I have never had sex, but figuring that he would figure that out himself without me having to say anything.

He says, “Well, it doesn’t bother me. Why don’t I get cleaned up and we can get some dinner. I know I’m hungry so you must be starving since you Haven’t eaten since lunch.”

I smile and say, “Yeah I’m a bit hungry. I’ll wait here if you want me to.”

He replies, “No, you can come to my locker room. I won’t be long.”

We head to his locker room and I sit waiting for him to finish cleaning up. Afterwards we head out to a diner for some food. As we were sitting waiting for our food my cell phone rings.

I answer, “Hello?”

I hear, ‘Hey, where you at girl?”

I reply, “I’m in a diner eating some dinner. What’s up?”

They say, “Are you going to be home tonight or tomorrow?”

I say, “I’m staying in my hotel room for tonight then I’ll be home tomorrow afternoon. So, I’ll see you tomorrow then… Okay… Have a good night.”

I say to Chris, “Sorry about that. That was my roommate and she worries about me sometimes.”

Chris replies, “So, what do you want to do after we eat?” He was hoping I would say go back to the hotel together. He wanted to spend as much time together as possible.

Chapter 9

I reply, “I guess head back to the hotel. Not much else to do this late at night around here.” I continue nervously, “Um…Chris….um….would you like to come back for a night cap. I mean, you don’t have to if you don’t want to and I understand if you can’t….”

He puts his finger over my mouth to quiet me and says, “I would like it very much to have a night cap with you. I want to get to know you better.”

I couldn’t help but be nervous at what he might expect from me at the hotel. I started to second guess my decision in inviting him to my room. ‘No!’ I said to myself, ‘I am going to enjoy myself tonight and not worry about what might or might not happen.’ We finished dinner and head to my hotel.

Chris says, “This is the same hotel I’m staying at. Would you mind if we stopped at my room so I can dump my stuff.”

I say, “Sure, no problem.” The nerves in my stomach were jumping like mad I thought I might be sick. I silently take a deep breath to calm myself.

We get on the elevator and I feel him watching me. Next thing I know he is standing in front of me and kissing me. He gently pushes me against the wall of the elevator and I can feel his arousal branding me through his jeans. He pulls away when the elevator stops. The doors open and he grabs my hand walking me to his room. We get to his room and he fumbles opening the door. He looks at me sheepishly and I giggle a little at the look on his face. I knew deep down what was going to happen but I wanted him so badly that I didn’t care what happened afterwards. He enters his room bringing me with him. He drops his bag on the floor and pulls me to him kissing me taking my breath away.

I feel his hands roaming up and down my back and it’s just urging me on even more. I hesitantly raise my hands to his chest and slowly move them up and down. I hear him moan into my mouth and that makes me want him even more. He slowly moves his hands to my stomach and moves them up to the straps of my dance outfit. He pulls one down and kisses my shoulder as it drops to my arm. He does the same with the other side and by this point I could feel a wetness between my legs. I may not have ever been with a man before but I did take sex education and knew what the wetness was. He pulls the top down revealing my breasts to his gaze. Before I know it he has one of them in his mouth nipping and licking it. I throw my head back and groan at the sensation. He takes the rest of my outfit off leaving me bare to his gaze except for my panties. I open my eyes and see him gazing at my body up and down. I bring my hands up to cover myself but I feel his hands stop me.

He says huskily, “No, I want to see all of you. You don’t have to hide yourself from me Ayla.”

I look at him questioningly, “Ayla? Where’d that come from?”

He says, “I don’t know, but I like the way it sounds. You don’t mind that I shortened your name do you?”

I shake my head no as he continues his assault on my body with his tongue. He picks me up and carries me over to his bed and lays me down in the middle of it. I see him start to strip himself and I watch intently seeing each bit of skin he exposes to me. He leaves his boxers on and joins me on the bed. He assaults my body with hands and tongue driving me completely insane.

He moans saying, “I need you baby. Please, let me make love to you. I want you so badly.”

He slowly pulls my panties down and off revealing my womanhood to his gaze. He pulls his boxers off and I see his arousal for the first time. I tried to contain the nerves going through my body as he covers me with his body and taking me in a soul searing kiss he enters me slowly. I feel my body stretching to accommodate his size. I was afraid of the pain that I knew surely would come as soon as he was totally inside me. I tried to hide it as he pushed further into me and could feel him pushing against my barrier.

He couldn’t take it anymore, he had to be completely inside me. He thrusts into me and hears me cry out. He looks at my face and can see a couple of tears escaping my eyes. He knew exactly what happened, he just wished I would have told him.

I feel him kissing my tears away and I get the courage to look up at him. He asks me, “Why didn’t you tell me?”

Chapter 10

I couldn’t look at him. I was embarrassed especially since I had assumed he would have known since I had told him I had never had a boyfriend before. But then this day and age I should have realized that you don’t need a boyfriend to have sex. I could tell he was looking at me. I was so afraid to look at him and see the disgust or anger on his face. He lifts my head to look at him and I don’t see disgust or anger, I see questions in his eyes.

He asks again, “Why didn’t you tell me?”

I say softly, “I figured you would have known. I guess since I had never had a boyfriend you would have known that I was a virgin. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I’ll go now.”

I start to move from under him when he stops me. He says, “No, I don’t want you to go. I guess I should have figured it out, but these days you never know. It’s me that should apologize.”

I look at him like he is crazy and say, “What for? You don’t need to apologize.”

He says softly, “Yeah I do. I should apologize for hurting you. You had me so hot that I couldn’t wait to be fully inside you. If I had known or rather if I had realized then I would have gone slower. I wouldn’t have hurt you like I did. Now what I want to know from you is just one thing.”

I ask, “What’s that?”

By this point I realized that he was still inside me and still very hard. It didn’t hurt anymore which was good. I shifted a little and I hear him groan.

He asks, “Well, what I want to know is if you want me to continue or if you want me to stop. I won’t be mad if you want me to stop.”

After hearing him groan when I shifted my body and what it felt like inside me I knew the answer without even thinking about it.

I reply, “I definitely want you to continue. It doesn’t hurt anymore and I want to know what it feels like. So please, I want you to.”

I kisses me deeply and starts thrusting into me again. It felt so good I thought I was flying. I had never felt anything like this before and I loved it. I started to feel a sensation starting in my belly. It was different than the feeling I had when I first met him. I thought I knew what it was but I wasn’t positive. It was getting stronger and I started to tense up at the pressure.

Chris whispers to me, “Relax, don’t tense up. Just let it go and you’ll feel so good, I promise.”

I tried to keep my mind clear and to make my body relax. But the more he thrust into me the more pressure there was. I felt my muscles contracting and I hear him groan and thrust even harder. Suddenly I feel like there’s electricity going through my whole body as my first, I would assume, orgasm goes through my body. I feel him thrust a few times and I hear him groan out my name as he takes a couple of more thrusts. He drops down next to me bringing me on top of him kissing me deeply. He just holds me as I fall asleep in his arms.

Chapter 11

I woke up with Chris’ arms wrapped around me. I slowly work my way free of his arms and slide out of bed. I freeze when I hear him move around in bed and look to see he is still asleep. I didn’t know what to do in this type of situation but I figured this is how it went. I didn’t delude myself into thinking it was anything more than just fun. I didn’t regret what happened the night before but I knew I had to leave before he woke up.

I get dressed and get to the door about to leave when I hear, “Where are you going?”

I look down at the floor and reply, “Um….I’m going to my room and get ready to leave. I’m sorry I woke you.”

I look and see he is still waking up fully and he says, “You sorry you woke me so you could leave without me knowing or are you sorry for another reason.”

I say, “I don’t know what to do here Chris? I’ve never been in a situation like this and don’t know how to act or what to do.”

He says, “Were you going to leave without me knowing. Is that what you thought you were supposed to do.”

I say, “I guess, I don’t know.”

He gets up from the bed and comes over to me at the door, me forgetting that he was totally naked. He turns me around to look at him. He slowly lowers his lips to mine kissing me softly. I put my arms around him and run them down his back. He pulls me closer to him and I can feel his reaction.

He says, “You see what you do to me just from this small bit of contact. I would have been extremely angry and upset if you had left without me knowing. I don’t know what you think last night was but I have a feeling you think it is less than what I thought it was.”

I reply, “I figured it was just a one night stand. I figured that it being that, it was best for me to just leave. I’m sorry if you are angry, I know I should have left last night.”

He caresses my face with his fingers and says, “No baby, you shouldn’t have left last night. I wouldn’t have let you even if you tried. Don’t you get it. This wasn’t just a one night stand to me, to me it was a lot more than that. I know you have to go back home but I would like to take you home. I don’t have to be anywhere until Monday night.”

I reply, “No, I guess I don’t get it. I don’t understand what’s going on here Chris. I’m so confused at what I’m feeling and how you are acting towards me.”

Chris asks, “Let me ask you something. What do you feel for me? I know you may not want to answer it but I would like to know.”

I hesitate and wasn’t sure what to say. He lifts my head so he can look into my eyes. I say, “I like you Chris, that’s obvious if I slept with you. I just have so many things going through my head right now I’m not sure what to say.”

He says, “Just tell me the truth. That’s all I ever want is the truth.”

I say softly, “I care about you Chris. I’m afraid of these other feelings, but I think I may be falling in love with you. I know that can’t happen, you have a life and I don’t want to tie you down with these stupid feelings that I have.”

He looks at me and says, “Your feelings are not stupid, I don’t want you to ever think they are. I will be honest with you, from the moment I first saw you yesterday you have been on my mind. I never thought I would fall in love what with the life I lead but I think I was falling in love with you from the first moment I saw you. I don’t want to scare you Ayla, but I don’t want to let you go. I want to see if we can work on this and see where it goes. I know it will be difficult but anything worth something isn’t always easy.”

I throw my arms around him not believing what he said. I never thought he would say those things to me but I was happy he did. I say, “I would like to give it a try too. I’ve just never felt like this before and at least I have something good going on with my life right now. I have to make a decision about my dancing so knowing that you are even thinking about me will help.”

He says, “I will help with whatever you need me for Ayla.”

He takes my lips with his deepening it immediately. I feel his erection digging into my thigh and I moan into his mouth. I was really starting to like the feeling of this and giggle in my mind that I could really get addicted to this. He picks me up in his arms and carries me over to the bed. He lays me down gently in the middle of the bed and lays down next to me. He continues to kiss me as he undresses me.

He asks, “I meant to ask, are you okay. Did I hurt you last night?”

I reply, “I’m fine, and no you didn’t hurt me last night.”

He finished undressing me and before I knew it he was inside me making love to me. This time it felt different to me knowing my feelings and his feelings were mixed into our love making.

To Be Continued Soon!!