I Love Jason
Until Feburary of this year I was really sad... I always felt bad about myself and it seemed like I just could cheer up. Then on the 18th in Astronomy class we went to the computer lab and I sat down next to Jason. We were talking about our weekend plans and he asked me for my email address. I gave it and my icq number thingy to him and that evening when I got home I sent him an ICQ message. We talked for a few days on there and at school and he starting sitting with me during lunch. And on Febuary 23rd he asked me to the prom. I was so in shock that I didn't even bother to say anything for like five minutes or so. Poor Guy. Anyway. Of course I eventually told him yes. Then on March the 11th he asked me out. That question I answered right away! Now I can't even stop smiling. He makes me so happy. I don't think that I have ever in my life been this happy. I love him with all of my heart and soul. He's so great. We are deeply in love and I hope with all of my heart that we stay that way. I love you Jason and I always will.
I don't know how you what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch everyplace in my heart
Oh, it feels the first time everytime
I wanna spent the whole night in your eyes
I don't know how you what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
Okay with that being said I thought that I would do something a little different. You know more mushy stuff that everyone hates me for. Every day, couple of days, or week ... whatever... I'll come here and post soemthing. You know like my feelings... tell you all how much I love Jason so you can all hate me a little more.
I saw Jason Friday but I miss him so much. With color guard and football practice having started today, we probably won't get to talk as much as we usually do. That sucks so much. I really wish that we were together more! Oh well I still love him big big bunches!!!! I love you Jason and I always will no matter what.
Yesterday I got to see Jason for about five minutes. Yeah I know a really rather short period of time but it was sooo sweet of him to walk up and see me for football practice started. I really love him. He's the greatest.
Yesterday I got really upset about things that I'm sure he would rather have not heard about, but he listened the whole time and made sure I was okay. It really meant a lot to me that he listened completely even though I'm sure he would have rather talked about other things. He makes me so happy. I really really love you Jason. Forever I promise.