My name is Stephano.
I am the one buried in the back. I am the avenger, the anger and the hurt. I am the one that was
Joey’s right arm for seven months and whether you like it or not, I did the things I remember
doing, and I did some of them with pleasure.
There is an anger in me that will not go away and nothing can make it go away. I was used as a
weapon against many people.
I have a right to my say on this board, and you old one....... you have no right to say I don’t exist.
I am not proud of the things I have done but I know what they are and I know who did them, and
it was me.
Don’t deny me again, old one. I am real and someday I would like to have a meaningful dialogue
with you about just what exactly I did. I know you won’t believe me and that I don’t care about
that anymore but I refuse to be over looked.
The door is barred from my side. When I am needed I will be there. Keep the instrument of
death handy for me, in case I need it.
It will only be used if we are threatened, and never against you or us. Don’t deny me my rightful
place, please.
I do exist, I hate, I hurt, I feel so much pain, and I have inflicted so much pain. I exist. Don’t
block me out.
Stephano
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