Loyalty

To whom do i owe my most loyalty?
Could it be who i always see?
Or could it be someone new to me?
Only time can tell who it may be.
It has been so long that i have been free
I do not know to whom to give this 'key'.

My heart has known love, but not enough.
It has been down only paths that are rough
So many that it has made me too hardend and tough.
Black as night, hard as stone, and very very gruff.

My heart is as hard as stone.
Black as a charded bone.
Empty as i am alone.

My heart is missing something, and it must be known.
It's like an instrument with no tone.
Like it needs someplace to call a home.
Like it must have something to call it's own.
Like it's calling out with no phone.

I have commited the worst sin,
I have let myself be hurt again.
I musn't let them get in.
I must play the game and i must win.

I musn't let them hurt me again or it will kill me and that will be the end.