Addiction

Why can i not end this game i play I've tried so hard, but it seems like my eyes want to stray
I've set my heart down the path of love so many times
Yet my mind trys to make me commit the worst of all crimes
The game I play is so hard to stop once one starts
It's like a drug for the mind, the addiction is in those who play hearts

I've tried so hard...
Why can't i stop playing this game...
Who must i turn to for help...
There must be one that can help, for i can not do this alone...