...all roads to the river....



"Love is like a flower nurture it and it will grow, neglect it and it will die a slow painful death."

"A little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest men"


"Do you think I wear all black in the summer because I'm a ray of fucking sunshine?"


otep...infection three



Tina the Troubled Teen


so what should i put here?anh update for the past several years? lets see, i have my own apartment, i'm about to be 20, and as of today i'm single again. how about that. if you want current shit go to http://myspace.com/valmeyjar or some random shit like that

-ruth jan30th 2006



Holy SHIT! i'm updating this before my birthday for once.
still don't have anything to say, but what else is new. the typing helps clear my head and i'm not yet to the point where i have anything to say in a livejournal type setting.
fuck that, it just causes trouble.i'm so sick of people right now and so fucking lonely at the same time it's like i'm going insane. which is really pathetic considering one of my favorite quotes is "i've always been crazy but it's kept me from going insane". blah. i'm fine.
just need to keep myself occupied. idle hands are the devil's playground, and though i doubt he'd be bored enough to play with mine, i think i'll try to keep them busy anyways. i miss those i care about greatly...even though they've technically not gone anywhere, they just aren't with me now...i hate it.
damn needy bitch i be. owell, time to quit bitching and get to work on what i actually meant to be doing here.
-ruth - magical ice cream goddess - dec. 30th, 2003




DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Very High
Antisocial:Moderate
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

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