14th February 1998 |
I closed my eyes an age ago
and fell into obscurity.
Your words I took as gospel
became the death of me.
The empty vows that you proposed
did fail the test of time.
The falsehoods and deception known,
true cowardice your crime.
I held you in my warm embrace,
imparted love so free.
And blindly missed the sword you held
that plunged inside of me.
What heinous crime did I commit
to warrant such respect?
To have the wolf in sheeps clothing
bludgeon through my neck?
Your thoughtless words and actions
Your lack of culpability
Your half-grown naïve fears and claims
falsehoods and mendacity.
Confusion and the lack of strength
to stand on words confessed
I hope that one day you will learn
the worth of words professed.
I pray that you will never know
a pain as such as this.
And blindly go where fools do tread
in unrequited bliss.
I wish on you the happiness
that you believe you seek.
And hope that our paths never twine
or cross again to meet.
velimir. J 4th March 1998 |