sometimes things seem weird. and for me to say that, that means something. i mean, i'm always weird. that'll never change. yesterday was weird. maybe i had cabin fever or whatever, but i just went for a drive. i drove down my road, made a right at the aurora road, and went stright out to 27. i guess i was sorta in the same sorta mood that i am right now...not totally thou cuz i had some anger yesterday...right now, i'm just sorta in a mellow mood...listin' to van morrison...just sorta chillin'...teresa just came on...that's good...i like having people to talk to...maybe she can help me figure out my deliema...rauchie just came on too...he doesnt' talk to me...i don't really care...he's kinda dumb...i guess i'm back to my old self agian...usin' three periods between thoughts...i don't really write in sentances...ask anybody i talk to over the net...this song is fitting...'and it stoned me to my soul stoned me just like goin' home'...exactly the kinda stuff i need after work...work is weird...i got a new supervisor last month...i'm not too happy about that...but that's not why i've been weird...i've been weird cuz i kinda like this guy, and things are weird...i wonder how many times i can use weird...one of the reasons it's weird is cuz i'm not totally sure i like him, or if it's just cuz other people put the thought in my head...well...i guess i kinda liked him before...before i broke up w/my then boyfriend...but i think it was sorta just a passing fancy...then i started hanging around this girl, tracy...and she put the idea into my head...ok, so there was a misunderstanding between us...she asked me who i liked on the team this year and i thought she was talkin' in the terms of as a player...she was talkin in terms of guy...so she thinks i like this guy...and told me stuff...and i found out she was lying...i dont' want to hang around her ne more and i don't want her to hang around me, but i dont' know how to tell her to take a hike...kinda cuz i'm scared that she'll tell this guy that i like him...which is weird cuz i don't really care...i guess i do, otherwise i'd tell her to get lost...i think i'm gonna...but i have to wait till thursday...thursday seems a long way away...and then there's teresa...hooray for her...she's gonna do the stuff i'm too damn shy to do...she'd better...well that's all for now...maybe i'll get some pics up here...woohoo...
