*Theme
song: Dare, by Stan Bush*
Chris
Allot hit himself in the head a few times as he stared at his face in the
mirror. He could not get any focus,
could not eat or sleep. It was 2:30 AM,
Crystal Tokyo standard time. Chris'
brain was racking itself trying to come up with a way to make all the problems
in his life disappear. He believed he
had betrayed Miya by going out on a date with Tara. Even worse, he was attracted to her. His heart spurned and his stomach felt sick as he thought of Miya.
Chris:
Why do I have these feelings?! I have
and always have loved Miya! WHY DO I
SEEM TO LOVE TARA?!
The
blood-shot eyes that Chris was staring at in the mirror gave no answer to his
question.
Chris:
Dear God... Why can't I just be happy?
Michelle
Tsuki-Kagayaku walked with a cane to the vending machine in the hospital. She still had a few surgery scars on her
stomach and face, and it would take several more hours before her legs regained
their full strength, but she was definitely feeling better. She put some money into it and turned her
head to the side. She saw Chris
approaching with a sad look on his face.
Michelle:
Hey, Chris! What's up?
Chris:
I don't know... I just feel terrible.
Michelle:
Is this about Tara and Miya?
Chris:
Yeah... Yeah it is.
Michelle:
Then don't talk to me.
Chris:
What?
Michelle:
It's not that I feel mad at you for the date; it's just that you can't honestly
ask one of the Titans on what to do in this matter.
Chris:
Why not? You guys are my friends.
Michelle:
Yes, but this situation is too complicated for even us. Both Miya and Tara are our friends, and we
don't want either to feel bad, but the truth is that you need to ask a neutral
party for an opinion.
Chris:
And how exactly do I do that?
Michelle:
Find them and ask them, duh!
Michelle
pinched his shoulder affectionately.
Chris:
You are too smart for your own good.
Michelle:
That's what my husband tells me.
Michelle
playfully stuck her tongue out at Chris.
Astra
Koneko fluffed the pillows on the couch and carefully set them back down. She proceeded to run another swipe of her
dust rag on the glass table in front of the couch. She was humming some music from a musical she had watched on TV
when she got back. All of a sudden,
there was a knocking at the door, and Astra set down the dust rag and looked
through the peephole. Chris was
standing outside, looking depressed.
Astra unlocked the door and opened it.
Astra:
Hello, Chris! What do you need?
Chris:
I need to talk to someone. Can I come
in?
Astra:
Sure, come on in.
Chris
nodded and walked inside.
Astra:
I'm doing some cleaning. Reuisu's not
used to tidying up things because of the fact that the Void always cleaned itself,
so any time I leave him alone in the house, there's a mess waiting for me when
I get home.
Chris:
Heh, yeah, Reuisu's a riot.
Chris
walked over and sat down on the couch.
Astra noticed his eyes were bloodshot and had bags under them.
Astra: Trouble
sleeping?
Chris:
Yeah. Do you know why?
Astra:
Well, I'm assuming it's mainly because of you going out on that date with Tara,
the new girl, and you're vastly afraid of why you did it and what will happen
with you and Miya.
Chris:
Yeah. I need help, Astra! I don't know what to do!
Astra:
Tough.
Chris
raised his head up and looked at her.
She was still smiling at him.
Chris:
Excuse me?
Astra:
I said tough, Chris. As in, I'm not
going to help you.
Chris:
But you're my friend!
Astra:
And it's a friend's job to tell them what to do in a decision that'll affect
the rest of their life?
Chris
was silent.
Astra:
Listen, Chris: Expecting other people to give you advice is stupid. This is a personal matter, and not any of
the Titans' business or mine. Sometimes
you fight the bull, and sometimes the bull ones and sometimes you win. Life is like that.
Astra
put down the dust rag she was holding and opened the door to the
apartment. Chris was looking down at
the glass table.
Astra:
If you can't stand up like a man and face your angst dead on, and do the
responsible thing like make a decision for yourself...
Astra
began walking out the door. She shouted
out to him as she walked.
Astra:
Then God, Chris, I don't even want to know you!
Astra
closed the door behind her, leaving Chris in deep thought.
Chris:
What would you do?
Miya's
unconscious body could not give any answer.
She laid there, life support equipment plugged into her and giving her nutrients
and chemicals to hold back the atrophy that was eating away at her
muscles. Chris stood in the doorway,
looking at her.
Chris:
Seriously, Miya: What would you do in this situation? What if you and Reuisu had gone out to dinner together on a date
while I was in a coma?
Chris
walked over and sat down in the chair next to her.
Chris:
I've known you for the best part of my life, and I seriously don't know what to
do. Astra tells me to make a choice,
but I can't, damn it! I just can't! On one hand, there's you, the love of my
life, the woman I wanted to get married to.
On the other hand, there's Tara, who I might've fallen in love with.
Miya
could not give an answer to Chris.
Chris:
Maybe I should've been left in that dream from the youma, being strangled by
you for going on that date with Tara. I
feel awful. I haven't felt so awful
since I first saw you in pain, so many years ago, at Kurast.
*FLASHBACK*
Miya
thought about the battle over and over again in her thoughts. She was sitting out in the rain, on the
docks, while the other Titans were in a small hut owned by the owner of the
Docks, Ormus.
Miya:
Is he truly right? The power of love
couldn't destroy his hate beams. Could
hatred really be more powerful than love!?!?
Voice:
That's not true!
Miya
turned around and saw Chris approaching her.
He sat down next to her and placed an umbrella over her head.
Chris:
Miya, you did all you could to fight Mephisto, you shouldn't worry about it.
Miya:
Shouldn't worry about it?!!? Love
wasn't strong enough to beat hate!
Chris:
But it was! Love is only half the
factor. Mephisto's hate was only half
the second factor. Mephisto is a demon. More powerful than any demon anyone on this
planet has ever faced. Even though you
used a power based on love, it wasn't as strong as love itself! It wasn't your fault. And you shouldn't be down here, in the rain,
catching pneumonia. We are going to
defeat Mephisto. Then Diablo and Baal
and all the other demons. We'll do it
with the power of your love.
*END
FLASHBACK*
Chris:
I'd do anything for you, Miya. I
would've given my life for you.
*FLASHBACK*
Mephisto
fired a green bolt of energy at Sailor Love, and closed her eyes and waited for
the blast to hit her. She heard a
slight scream, than opened her eyes.
Sailor Asteroid was in front of her, and he had taken the blow for
her. He collapsed, grasping his heart
and chest in pain. Sailor Love gaped
and looked at the collapsed Sailor Asteroid.
*END
FLASHBACK*
Chris:
It was then that you knew that I was in love with you. Since the very first time I laid my eyes
upon you. We didn't officially declare
out love until the Pandemonium Fortress, though.
*FLASHBACK*
Chris
was lying in his bed, unable to sleep.
He heard the door to his room creak open, and he immediately shot
upwards to see who it was.
Miya:
It's me, Chris.
Chris:
Ugh, I'm tired, Miya, could this wait until morning?
Miya:
No, it can't.
Chris
sat up, and Miya walked over and wrapped her robe around herself once
more. She sat down on the bed next to
Chris.
Chris:
All right. What do you want to talk
about?
Miya:
What happened with Mephisto.
Chris
half-winced.
Chris:
What about it?
Miya:
We need to discuss our relationship.
Chris
was beginning to wince a little more.
Chris:
What about it?
Miya:
Look, Me being Sailor Love has given me a second nature when it comes to
crushes and loves. You're in love with
me, Chris. You spent as much time as
you could with me on Meshif's boat, you helped me through my depression about
the battle with Mephisto, and then you took the fall for me when I was about to
be killed by Mephisto.
Chris
pulled back.
Chris:
I-, er... Um, no! No I don't!
We're just, um, friends!
Miya
leaned in closer to him.
Miya:
Look, as surprising as this may sound, I'm attracted to you, too.
Chris'
wince suddenly turned into a smile.
Chris:
Really?!!?
Realizing
he was smiling, he quickly made a fake wince.
Chris:
I mean, really?
Miya:
Look, we should probably pursue a relationship, but wait for things to settle
down against the Prime Evils, first.
Chris
smiled.
Chris:
Absolutely. Totally agree.
The two
stared at each other for three seconds, then embraced and kissed each other
passionately.
*END
FLASHBACK*
Chris
grit his teeth and stood up.
Chris:
Astra was right! I'm sick of feeling
like some angst-ridden moron from a drama show on TV! Miya, I love you, and only you!
Tara can go screw herself for all I care, the damn temptress! I don't know what I was thinking!
Chris
grit his teeth once more.
Chris:
Okay, Chris, calm down. She's a member
of both your family and your team. You
have to approach this calmly and rationally.
Go to her and tell her what little relationship you had with her is off.
Chris
ran out the hospital, leaving Miya in the room. And with all her strength, Miya Aino managed a half-smile in her
coma.
Chris:
Tara, it's Chris! We have to talk!
Chris
knocked once again on her door.
Tara:
All right! All right! The door's open, come on in!
Chris
opened the door to Tara's apartment.
The room was extremely dark, and Chris slowly entered into it.
Chris:
Tara?
And
with that, Chris felt a powerful blow come to his head! The blackness surrounding him became even
more intense as he faded into unconsciousness.
To Be
Continued...