JOHN AND ROSE
Chapter Fifty-Five
November 8, 1931
Cedar Rapids, Iowa
John and Christopher sat in the
waiting room at Mercy Hospital, where Ruth had been sent not long after Dr.
Malone, the Anders Cedar Rapids company doctor, had examined her and diagnosed a
heart attack.
Christopher fidgeted restlessly,
wishing he’d made it back to Cedar Rapids a few days earlier, when he might
have seen his grandmother in at least somewhat better health. When he had asked
Dr. Malone if he thought she would be all right, the doctor had hemmed and
hawed and finally said that they would run some tests at the hospital.
Christopher didn’t find this encouraging, although he still held out some hope
that Dr. Malone was simply covering his own back in case his diagnosis was
wrong.
"Christopher, sit
still."
Christopher jumped slightly at
the sound of his stepfather’s voice, then stopped drumming his fingers on the
arm of his chair. "Do you think Grandma Ruth will be okay, Uncle
John?"
John hesitated. He had seen far
more of illness and death in his life than Christopher had, but he wasn’t a
doctor. Although Ruth had looked bad when he had seen her being loaded into a
vehicle for the ride to the hospital, he couldn’t be sure of what it really
meant.
"I don’t know, Christopher.
Someone will tell us how she is doing when the tests are finished."
"But it’s been over an hour
since we got here! What’s taking so long?"
"Would you rather they
rushed and didn’t do everything they can for her?"
Christopher hung his head.
"No…I’m just worried, is all." He hesitated, thinking. "Does Mom
know?"
"I haven’t had access to a
telephone, nor have I had time to send a telegram, so no, she doesn’t
know."
"You are going to tell her,
aren’t you? Even if she and Grandma Ruth are mad at each other, she’ll still
want to know."
"I’ll call and tell her as
soon as I have a chance—or you can call her. I have the number of the house
she’s staying in."
"Uncle John…do you think
Grandma Ruth might die?" Christopher’s voice was as quiet and forlorn as a
child’s.
"I don’t know, Christopher.
I’m not a doctor. I hope not, but…I really don’t know."
*****
Two hours later, a nurse in nun’s
garb came to the waiting room, looking for them.
"Mr. Calvert? Mr.
Dawson?"
John and Christopher got to their
feet in a hurry, quickly making their way over to her. Christopher tugged at
his hair nervously, his worry evident.
"Is she going to be
okay?" he asked the nurse, looking afraid and hopeful at the same time.
She hesitated, bowing her head
slightly. "Mr. Dawson, Mr. Calvert…it doesn’t look good, I’m afraid. I’m
sorry."
John put a comforting arm around
his stepson’s shoulders. "Can we see her?" he asked.
She gestured to them to follow
her. "Dr. Caldwell would like to speak with you."
"Can we see her?"
Christopher persisted.
"Yes, but Dr. Caldwell wants
to talk to you first."
They followed her upstairs. Dr.
Caldwell was waiting outside Ruth’s room. He nodded when he saw them
approaching.
"Thank you, Sister
Katherine. You can go now," he told her.
She nodded, turning and heading
down the hall towards the nurse’s station, glancing back at the three men as
she went.
"Mr. Calvert, may I speak to
you alone?" Dr. Caldwell asked John.
"You can talk to me,
too!" Christopher protested. "I’m her grandson!"
"Mr. Dawson…"
"He has the right to hear this,
too, Dr. Caldwell. He’s been worrying about her for hours."
The doctor thought about it for a
moment, then sighed. "All right. Mr. Calvert, Mr. Dawson, it doesn’t look
good. Mrs. DeWitt Bukater has had a major heart attack, and I doubt she’ll live
more than a few days, if that. She’s very weak, and getting weaker."
"But…" Christopher
stared at Dr. Caldwell pleadingly. "Isn’t there something you can do?
She’s my grandmother!"
"We’re doing everything we
can," Dr. Caldwell told him, shaking his head. "It looks like she
hasn’t been in good health for quite some time."
John nodded. "I don’t think
she has been, either, although she never said anything. In fact, it seemed that
her health was starting to deteriorate some months ago, and then she had a
falling out with my wife and was expelled from our home. She’s been living with
friends for the past two months, and working for Anders Cedar Rapids."
Dr. Caldwell shook his head.
"She shouldn’t have been working."
"I tried to help her get on
relief when I realized how hard the work was for her, but she wouldn’t take
charity—not even when I tried to offer her money myself. She was happy enough
to live with my family, but after the incident last summer, she seemed to want
to stand on her own two feet and maintain her pride."
"She’s not that old,"
Christopher ventured. "She’s only sixty-one…I’ve known people who lived
longer than that."
"Quite a number do,"
Dr. Caldwell agreed, "but…I’m afraid your grandmother isn’t going to be
one of them."
"I don’t want her to
die!" Christopher was trying to be brave and act like a man, but it was
hard when the grandmother he’d grown close to over the years lay dying inside a
cold, sterile hospital room.
"Christopher…" John
shook his head. He remembered how hard it had been for him when he had received
word of his mother’s death just over a year ago…and he hadn’t even be able to
afford to attend the funeral in London. At least Christopher had returned home
in time to see his grandmother once more. "May we see her now?" he asked
Dr. Caldwell.
The doctor nodded, opening the
door and escorting them inside the room. Ruth lay inside an oxygen tent, an IV
attached to her left arm. Dr. Caldwell drew back one of the flaps of the oxygen
tent.
"Mrs. DeWitt Bukater? Are
you awake?"
Ruth groaned slightly, then
opened her eyes, turning her head with effort to look at her visitors.
"Grandma Ruth?"
Christopher stepped forward slowly, not sure what to say to her.
"Chris…you’re
back…where’s…Rose?" Ruth struggled to speak, each word a great effort.
"She’s…she’s still in
California, Grandma. We’re going to call her and tell her to come home…"
John nodded, hoping that Rose
would agree to come home. Surely she would want to see her mother one last
time, even under the circumstances in which they had parted.
"Ruth?" John leaned
forward to speak to her.
"Hmm?" Ruth looked at
him distantly, only half-aware he was there.
"We’ll get Rose home,
whatever it takes…and you don’t have to worry about medical bills. I’ll take
care of it…you’re family."
"Where’s…Rose?"
"She’ll be here as soon as
she can, Ruth," John assured her, hoping that it was true. If Rose was
going to come home to Cedar Rapids, he hoped it would be now.
*****
After he got home, John called
the other members of the family to let them know what was going on. He called
Nadia first. She was very distressed at the news, and John agreed to wire her
the money for the trip home.
He called Mary next, and she told
him that she would be on the next train to Iowa—she was making enough money of
her own that John didn’t need to send any to her. He cautioned her not to speak
to Rose about Ruth until he had contacted her himself.
Rose was the last one he called.
He hesitated at first before phoning her, unsure of how she would react to the news
that her mother was dying. She had still been angry with Ruth when she had left
for California, and had felt that John had betrayed her by helping her mother.
He had spoken to her a few times since, but the conversations had been short,
and although he knew she was finished with her film, she had made no indication
that she was coming home soon.
Finally, he put the call through
to the bungalow Rose and the children were staying in. She answered on the
second ring.
"Hello?"
"Rose? It’s John."
"Oh, John. I should be
coming home soon…I just have a few more things to finish up here."
"Mary told me that you
finished filming over a week ago." John couldn’t keep the anger out of his
voice.
Rose was silent for a moment.
Finally, she told him, "Some of my scenes needed re-shooting."
"Considering how many of
your scenes included Mary, I think she would have told me if you were
re-shooting anything."
Rose sighed, growing angry.
"All right, John. Yes, you’re right. I finished the film over a week ago.
I just didn’t want to come home yet. Things are very peaceful here, away
from all the tension…of which you are one cause."
"I would prefer not to
discuss this over the phone. Whatever problems we have, I want to discuss them
in person."
"Do you plan on coming here,
then? From the way you’re talking, I’m not so sure I want to come home."
"You have to come home
sometime. Christopher is here, and you have our children with you. I
have as much right to see them as you."
"I will come home when I’m
good and ready."
"It had better be soon, if
you want to see your mother again."
"Excuse me?"
John took a deep breath.
"Look, Rose, I called you for a reason. I didn’t call you to complain that
you haven’t come home yet, or to demand that you bring Jane and Peter back to
Iowa. I called because your mother is dying, and she wants to see you one more
time before she goes."
"What?" Rose couldn’t
quite believe what she was hearing. "Mother is…dying?"
"She suffered a heart attack
at work earlier today…the doctor doesn’t think she has much time left. If you
want to see her again, you’ll come home immediately."
"I…I…"
"Rose, she’s your mother.
Whatever disagreements you have, you’ll never forgive yourself if you don’t
come to see her now."
"John, I…all right. I will
pack up and get the next train to Iowa."
"Mary is already making
train reservations. Call her and tell her your plans…you can travel
together."
Rose took a deep breath,
surprised at the catch in her throat. Mother is dying…if only I hadn’t put
her out of the house, she might be all right.
"Rose?" John wondered
at her silence.
"I…thank you, John, for
telling me. I’ll see you in a few days."
"All right. Good-bye,
Rose."
"Good-bye, John. I—"
He had already hung up.
Shakily, Rose replaced the
receiver and leaned against the wall a moment. She was going home to Iowa. She
hadn’t been sure when, or if, she would return, but the decision had been taken
out of her hands.
*****
John awoke to the sound of the
phone ringing. Squinting at his alarm clock in the darkness, he saw that it was
not quite three o’clock in the morning. With a sense of dread, he got up and
hurried down the stairs to the telephone. Christopher followed after him,
looking at the telephone with the same dread John felt.
On the sixth ring, John answered
the phone. "Hello?"
"Mr. Calvert?"
"Speaking."
"Mr. Calvert, this is Sister
Katherine with Mercy Hospital. It is my sad duty to inform you that your
mother-in-law, Ruth DeWitt Bukater, passed away about half an hour ago."
John looked at Christopher,
seeing from the look on the young man’s face that he already knew. "Is
she…" Christopher whispered.
John nodded, holding out a
comforting hand to his stepson, who looked like he might cry. However Rose felt
about her mother, Christopher had loved his grandmother.
John’s thoughts were interrupted
by Sister Katherine’s voice. "Mr. Calvert? Are you still there?"
John cleared his throat.
"Uh…yes. Yes, I’m still here."
"We need someone to come to
the hospital to fill out the paperwork. You can wait until morning if you want,
but…"
"No…I’ll be there in about
half an hour." John knew there would be no getting back to sleep tonight.
"All right, Mr.
Calvert…someone will meet with you at the hospital."
"Thank you, Sister
Katherine."
When John hung up the phone, he
found that Christopher had raced upstairs to get his clothes and was even now
hurrying into them. "I’m going with you," the young man announced
stubbornly.
John just nodded. "All
right, Christopher. We’ll leave as soon as I’m dressed."