ANOTHER PROMISE KEPT
Epilogue
Christmas Eve, 1917
The bell rang, and since I had my
hands full of flour, I asked Josephine if she could get it. I knew that most
mothers wouldn’t let their five-year-old daughters open the door, but Chippewa
Falls–where we spent the holidays–was a very safe town.
"Mommy! Mommy, they’re
here!" I heard her say two seconds later.
I felt somehow nervous about this
meeting. After all, I hadn’t seen my guests in almost five years. I quickly
washed my hands and went to the parlor.
"Rose!" Helen said when
she saw me.
"Helen, you made it!" I
said as I hugged her. "Fabri!" I hugged her husband.
"Look at you! Oh, is this…?
Josephine, you may not remember me, but I’m your Aunt Helen. The best aunt
ever. Remember that."
I laughed.
"And these are your
cousins--Nicolas, Laura, Juliana, and Carlo."
The kids went to play in
Josephine’s room and the adults sat down to catch up on things.
"I love what you did to the
place. Jack always talked about the house, but he made it sound as if it wasn’t
in good condition," Fabrizio commented.
"It wasn’t. He fixed
it."
"And where’s that husband of
yours? Still drawing?"
"I have no idea. He left
earlier and took Will with him. I don’t know what he was up to, but he had that
devilish grin that he puts on when he’s up to something that I wouldn’t approve
of."
"I think I know what that
might be…" the man commented, smiling. "But I can’t tell you, because
he’d kill me."
I was about to make him tell me,
but the doorbell rang and I went to get it.
"Rose, dear, how are you
doing?"
"It’s good to see you,
Molly. Come on in, please."
I showed Molly and J.J. to the
parlor and called the kids.
"Josephine, I have to say
this--you look even more beautiful than in the pictures. You must be a
heartbreaker."
"Oh, please don’t say that
in front of Jack. He has some problems with that."
"Already? I’m sorry for you,
Josephine," Helen said.
The doorbell rang again before I
could even sit. This time it was Larry and his wife, Eileen. They had had to
cut their honeymoon short so they could join us.
"I’m glad you made it,
Larry."
"I wouldn’t miss it."
We all sat in the parlor, waiting
for Jack to come. I was starting to get worried.
Finally, we all heard the door.
"Go…go look for your
mom," I heard Jack saying. A moment later, Will appeared.
"Will, what happened? Where
were you?" I asked him, kneeling by his side. "What happened?" I
repeated when I noticed that his coat was wet.
"Daddy took me
ice-fishing!" he said, smiling.
"Ice…ice fishing?
Jack!" I shouted. To this day, I couldn’t stand the thought of cold water,
and I had thought that Jack would show some respect, too. I couldn’t believe
that he had been stupid enough to take my baby ice fishing in the middle of the
winter.
"Don’t tell me that you took
him ice fishing and he fell, because I swear I will…you are in trouble."
"Rose, relax. He didn’t
fall," Jack told me from the other room. "I did."
The Browns laughed.
"You fell? Again?"
Fabrizio asked.
"Hey, it’s not funny," my
husband replied as he came into the room after changing his shirt, drying his
hair with a towel. "I could’ve been killed."
"Well, you deserved it. I
can’t believe that you actually went there after everything that has happened.
You, of all people…you could have been killed, you know that?" I asked.
"Rose, Rose, Rose,"
Jack said, noticing that I wasn’t mad; I was just scared. "I didn’t.
Relax. Apparently, I’m not meant to die in that way. But don’t worry. I won’t
do it again. I’ve learned my lesson."
When I was calm enough, Jack said
hello to our guestsand we all went to have dinner. It was a lovely evening,
full of catching up and surprises. Actually, there were only two surprises, but
they were both very shocking.
The first one arrived when we
were just sitting at the table. The doorbell rang, and we all shared confused
looks. Jack went to open it.
"Honey, put an extra plate
on the table. We have company," he said happily.
"Hope I didn’t
interrupt," a man with an Irish accent said. He sounded familiar to me,
but I couldn’t tell who he was. Fabri did recognize him.
"Tommy! I thought you were
in Ireland."
"I got bored and came back
to America. I remembered you had told me that you were going to spend the
holidays here, so I thought I would drop by."
"You are more than welcome.
Have you met the Browns? This is Molly, J.J., Helen, Larry, and his wife,
Eileen. This is Tommy Ryan; he was on the Titanic with us. And this is Rose, of
course. Do you remember her?"
"How could I forget her! She
was the only thing you talked about that week! And by the way, I apologize--I
was very wrong."
Jack, Tommy, and Fabri laughed,
but I didn’t know why. I guess that it was something about the Titanic.
The other surprise was far less
pleasant. We had finished dinner and were having coffee in the parlor. Larry
was telling us how he had met Eileen when the doorbell rang again.
"I’ll get it! I’ll get
it!" Josephine said as she ran to the door. I stood up to follow her, but
before I could get to the door, she said, "Mommy, there’s an old lady who
wants to see you."
"Old lady? I see you didn’t
teach your daughter the proper manners."
That voice! I couldn’t believe
it.
"Jo, go play with the other
children," I muttered.
"Are you so afraid of
me?" the woman asked me.
"Jack!" I called,
without even bothering to reply.
"What is it, Rose…" I
went towards Jack and held his hand tightly for support. "What are you
doing here?"
"Can’t a mother want to see
her daughter?" my mother asked.
"No, you can’t."
"Mr. Dawson, I think that
that’s up to her. Only Rose can tell me to go away, and even if she did, I
wouldn’t listen to her."
"Shocking," I commented
sarcastically.
"Rose, you are my daughter.
Please, talk to me!" Ruth begged.
I looked at her. The truth was
that I hated this woman and I didn’t want to see her ever again, but she was my
mother. I guessed I could at least talk to her.
"It’s all right, Jack. I can
take it from here." He kissed my forehead and went to the parlor. I showed
my mother to my room. "You have five minutes," I told her when I had
closed the door.
"After five years, you give
me just five minutes?"
"You should be thankful I
give you that much."
"Fine. Rose, I know I wasn’t
the best mother and you have all the right in the world to be mad at me, but
you need to know that I’ve changed. Rose, I’ve spent the last four years
looking all over for you. I hired private investigators, who kept me informed
of your life, but every time I got to a place, you had already left."
"You hired private
investigators? I thought we were broke! Where did you get the money from?"
I asked.
"Cal gave it to me on the
condition that I never tell anyone about his behavior towards you. If someone
found out about the way that he treated you, he could be in trouble, so he
preferred to lose some money rather than his reputation."
"And why did you look for
me? I was dead."
"There was a ceremony to
honor the ones who died on the Titanic. Do you remember? It was a year after
the sinking."
"Yes. I remember," I
replied.
"Well, I went to the
ceremony, and there I ran into Molly. It turned out that she wasn’t anything
like I had thought she would be. She saw how bad I looked and offered to give
me a hand. But since I wasn’t getting any better, she told me that you were
alive on the condition that I would never look for you. She offered to tell me
about you, but in return I had to promise that I wouldn’t visit you unless you
wrote to me first."
"I can see that you keep
your promises."
"Rose, I was desperate. I
needed to see you. I wasn’t going to come in, but I saw your daughter through
the window and…oh, Rose. I’m so sorry!"
My mother started to cry and I,
even though I tried to ignore her, couldn’t help but kneel next to her.
"It’s…it’s all right, Mother.
I forgive you."
She hugged me, and I started to
cry. We stood there for quite a while, apologizing to each other. I had never
thought that I missed my mother so much. And besides, she had changed a lot.
"Hey, everybody, it’s almost
twelve o’clock. It’s almost Christmas!" I heard Jack saying.
"Go. They must be waiting
for you," my mother told me, wiping her tears.
"I’ll go, but you are coming
with me. Didn’t you say you wanted to meet Josephine and Will?"
"I’d love to."
We both went to the parlor. As
soon as I opened the door, I noticed Molly looking angrily at my mother.
"It’s all right, Molly. You
did right in telling her. I should’ve told her."
"So, you are not mad?"
"No, Molly, I’m not mad.
Relax."
"Five seconds ‘til
Christmas," Jack announced, looking at his watch. "Four. Three. Two.
One. Merry Christmas!"
We all raised our glasses and
made a toast.
"Now…kids, did you hear
that? I think it was Santa! Wanna check out if he left any presents?" Jack
asked the children.
"Yeah!" they all
replied at one time.
"I think that I heard him in
the front yard! Come on. Let’s go."
"Put on a coat first!"
I told them before they left.
"Mommy, you’re boring!"
Will told me.
"I’m…I’m boring? Fine. Don’t
put a coat on. But I warn you, if tomorrow you catch the flu, Daddy’s going to
look after you. I won’t cook you my special soup," I replied, looking at
him.
"Okay," he said, and
ran outside.
*****
"See, I told you. Put on a
coat or you’ll catch the flu. But, no, you wouldn’t listen. And now what? You
have to stay in bed for a whole week while all the other children are playing
outside. I hope you’ve learned your lesson," I said as I put my hand on
his forehead to check if he had a fever.
"Yes. Can I have some of
your special soup?"
"No, you can’t. I told you
that I wasn’t going to make you any soup."
We heard some noises in the
house, so we guessed that everybody was back to have lunch. It was the week
after Christmas, and Fabri and Helen were still staying with us. My mother was
also there. That morning, the di Rossis had taken the children skiing.
"Mommy! Mommy! We had a
snowball fight! I hit Uncle Fabrizio pretty hard!" Will told me, coming to
the room.
"That’s unfair! I am the
king of snowball fighting!" the patient said.
"How are you feeling,
Daddy?" Josephine asked as she sat on the bed next to Jack.
"Bored! I’m sick of lying
here while you are all outside having fun," he replied.
"That’s what you get for not
listening to Mommy," our son said.
"What? You didn’t put a coat
on, either, and you’re not sick."
"Perhaps he isn’t sick
because he didn’t fall through thin ice," I commented. "Well, it’s
time to eat. Daddy needs to rest, children, so come. Let’s go."
"I love you. Did you know
that?" Jack asked me before I could follow our children. I walked back
next to the bed and kissed him.
"I know you do, but you are
not getting any of my special soup." He smiled at me. "I love you,
too," I answered.
He pulled me closer to him and
kissed me again.
"Fine! I’ll make you some
soup. How do you do it? I can’t say no to you."
"I tend to have that
effect," he simply said.
"I’ll be right back."
I went to the kitchen to help
Helen with lunch, but on my way there, I had to take part in one of the very
common arguments between Josephine and William. This time, apparently, Will had
tried to steal something from his sister, and she had caught him. I frowned at
the familiar scene before walking towards them.
God, did I love my life!
The End.