IN THE ARMS OF A STRANGER
Chapter Fifteen
The Next Morning
Susan was sitting at the kitchen
table, a plate of bacon and eggs in front of her while she read the local
newspaper when Caledon Hockley came stumbling into the room, as cross as
always.
"Where's the room service
around here? I don't even have a bell to ring!" Cal demanded.
"We don't have room service
here in the boarding house." Susan shrugged. "If you want breakfast,
you're going to have to do like everyone else and fix your own plate. It's
right there on the stove."
Cal grumpily snorted and went to
the cabinet to get a plate. "This is so absurd. Whoever heard of no room
service?"
"Everyone except you,
obviously." Susan looked up from her paper. "My goodness, and I
thought Rose was bad when she first came here. At least she didn't expect room
service."
"Rose never did appreciate
the highlights of luxury. She even said that Titanic wasn't any larger than the
Mauritania." Cal chuckled. "Then she took off to shack up with that
street rat."
Susan's anger flared up at that
comment. No one, especially an arrogant, snobby swell like Caledon Hockley,
talked that way about her best friend. "How dare you call Jack that? He's
anything but a street rat! He's the sweetest, most sincere person I know, and obviously
he was doing something right to make Rose fall in love with him, unlike you. In
fact, Rose told me you were suffocating her. That's why she took off."
"How dare you talk that way
to me? Do you even know who I am?"
"Caledon Hockley, son of a
Pittsburgh steel tycoon and a pain in the ass." Susan crossed her arms.
"Your title doesn't impress anyone here, Mr. Hockley. We're not going to
bow down whenever you come into a room. You might as well get used to it."
"In all my years, I have
never been spoken to in such a manner!" Caledon exclaimed angrily. "I
demand an apology right now!"
"Dream on!" Susan stood
from her chair, facing Caledon down.
"Susan Eugenia Swallens! How
dare you treat one of my tenants in such a disgusting manner? Apologize right
now!" Mrs. Emma barged into the room, her cheeks flaming with
embarrassment.
"But, Mother..."
"Now, Susan."
Susan didn't look at Cal. She
glanced down at the floor, and her voice was flat. "I'm sorry."
"Apology accepted." Cal
held his chin high.
Then Susan held her head up and
looked Cal straight in the eye. "I'm sorry that Rose had to suffer your
presence in what might have been a great trip to Europe!" With that said,
Susan marched out of the house.
"I do apologize." Mrs.
Emma shook her head. "I don't know what gets into her."
"I suggest, Madame, that you
get some control over your daughter. Where I come from, women don’t allow such
things to come out of their daughter's mouths, nor for them to storm out of the
house unescorted." Cal waltzed out of the room in search of a phone to
make another business call.
Mrs. Emma just stood in the
middle of her kitchen, shaking her head in amusement. Her daughter sure could
hold her own. Caledon Hockley might have just met his match in her.
*****
Rose was at the country store buying
groceries for that night when she heard the ring of the bell as someone entered
the store and Brianna's flirtatious voice greeting the visitor. Rose turned to
see Cal, looking right at her.
"Why, isn't it my wayward
fiancée again?" Cal grinned, interrupting Brianna's rendition of how good
her blueberry muffins tasted. She glared at Rose, knowing that once again one
of her suitors was distracted. "Where's your husband?"
"That's none of your
concern, Mr. Hockley. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to pay for these."
Rose tried to move past Cal, but he roughly grabbed her by the arm before she
could get away.
"Not so fast, Rose. That was
very rude, running off like that in Southampton, and very immature," Cal
growled. "Do you know how much I've spent for our now aborted wedding? Do
you?"
"Is that all you care about,
Cal? That I cost you thousands of dollars? For a second there, I thought it was
because you actually cared about me. How foolish that was." Rose jerked
her arm out of his grasp.
"You're pushing my limit,
Rose. I want an explanation right now!"
"And I gave you one
yesterday! I don't love you, and I have never loved you. Oh, sure, at one time
I found you charming. What girl wouldn't? But then you made the mistake of
letting your true colors show. You talked down to me, Cal. You never listened
to me or to my ideas. You treated me like I was a prize you won at one of your
shooting competitions, holding me up for the world to see! But I'm not a prize,
Cal. I'm a person, and I have found someone who treats me like I'm a person!
Now, if you'd be so kind as to move out of my way, I'll be going." Rose
pushed past Cal and out the door after depositing a heap of money on the
counter.
"Rose!" Cal called
after her. "Rose! You come back here this minute! Don't you dare walk away
from me!"
But she was long gone. She wasn't
even in sight anymore. "Women," Cal hissed.
"I'm sorry about Rose,"
Brianna apologized.
"At least someone in this
one horse town understands." Cal snorted. "She was always wild like
that. Never wanted to sit still and do what she was told. I was foolish to
think I could tame her. I should have chosen someone more domesticated."
Susan stepped out from behind
some shelves. "You sound like you're talking about a horse."
"Shut up, Susan,"
Brianna hissed.
"No, really, Brianna. Don't
you see that he's describing the woman he was supposed to marry like she's a
horse? No matter what, Rose ran away from you. I know I'd never want to be
married to someone like that."
"You have no right to talk
to him that way, Susan," Brianna growled.
"Well, someone needs to put
him in his place. He has to learn he can't treat us women like we're
cattle!"
"Susan..." Brianna
began, but was interrupted by Cal's dejected sigh.
"What?" both girls
asked in unison.
"You're right. I didn't
realize it until Susan said something and I went back over my words. I did
treat Rose like she was my possession. I just wanted a trophy to hang on my
wall of accomplishments. You see, Rose was one of the hardest girls to get...one
of the best girls. And to even court her was considered a great accomplishment.
Once I got her where I wanted her and I thought she was mine for sure, I began
to claim possession of her. I growled at any other man who even looked at her.
Then I refused to listen to her...I mean, to really listen to her. I mean, what
could my prized trophy possibly have to say that was so important that it
warranted my undivided attention? Then I spoke down to her and even mentally
abused her by calling her stupid. I noticed the hurt in her eyes, but at the
time...I didn't care. She had no right trying to assert her independence."
"What are you trying to say
here, Mr. Hockley?" Susan asked, trying her best to get where Cal was
going with his story.
"That I'm sorry. That I'm
sorry I treated the one person that I did love like she was no better than a
horse."
Susan laughed. "I almost
believe you loved her, Mr. Hockley, but your actions say otherwise."
"I did love her. I did. But
I was never raised to show my affection. That only weaklings showed their
feelings. And I didn't want to be weak. I wanted to be strong and assert my
dominance over my fiancée. And in the end she left me...left me for a man far
better than I, by the look of it."
"You got that right."
Susan crossed her arms.
"If you two ladies will
excuse me now, I'm going back to the boarding house to pack." Cal slumped
his shoulders in defeat.
"Wait! Don't go!"
Brianna cried after him.
But it was too late. Caledon
Hockley had left the building.
*****
Susan returned home to find Cal
in his room, packing his things. "Leaving us so soon?"
"I got what I came here for.
To see Rose...see how she was doing. I've done that, and now it's time for me
to head back to Philadelphia."
"Did you apologize to her
yet?"
"What?" Cal turned to
her, confusion in his eyes.
"Did you apologize to Rose
yet? It's the least you can do, you know." Susan stared him straight in
the eyes.
"No. I haven't apologized to
her. She won't accept it, anyway."
"How do you know if you
don't try?" Susan asked. "Come on. We'll head to the Dawsons right
now, and you can talk to her."
"What? Are you mad? She
won't even stay in the same room with me, much less talk to me." Cal
pulled back.
"Rose is a Dawson now, and one
thing the Dawsons are big on is forgiveness. Believe me, I can't tell you how
bad the fights I got into with Jack got, most of them my fault, of course, but
he always forgave me." Susan laughed.
"But Rose is also a Bukater,
and they are not as big on forgiveness as your Dawsons might be." Cal
sighed.
"Well, you won't know until
you try. Come on. I'll go over there with you." Susan took his hand and
pulled him out the door, despite his protests.
Fifteen Minutes Later
Jack and Rose were in the kitchen,
making dinner. Rose was putting the beef in the stew when Susan and Cal
arrived.
"Looks like we've got
company." Jack smiled, spotting Susan and Cal at the screen door.
"Come on in." Jack opened the door. "Both of you."
"No." Rose stepped up
beside Jack, her expression cold. "Mr. Hockley can remain outside."
"Oh, Rose, don't be like
that." Susan sighed. "He came over to apologize..."
"For the store? No need.
I've been treated that way by him before. It's no big shock." Rose
shrugged.
"He...I'll let him explain
himself." Susan stepped aside, signaling for Cal to speak.
Cal looked at Susan. Then he
looked at Rose. "Rose...please hear me out before cutting me off. This is
really something I have to say."
"All right, then. Say what
you have to, then leave." Rose crossed her arms.
"I realized how I've been
treating you ever since the day we got engaged, and I'm ashamed of myself. I
treated you like you were a prize to be shown off, not like a real person. I
never listened to your feelings or your ideas. I treated you like you were a
horse, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I treated you so horribly, and believe it or
not, I did love you...I just didn't know how to show it." Cal sighed,
bowing his head.
"Is that all you have to
say, Mr. Hockley?" Rose was still cold towards him. Part of her was
touched by his speech, but a larger part didn't trust him. He had to be up to
something.
"Yes. I never deserved your
love, and I'm glad you found someone who does." Cal nodded. "Mr.
Dawson. Take good care of her. She's a remarkable woman for putting up with me
as long as she did."
"I know." Jack smiled,
placing an arm around Rose's shoulders.
"So, Rose...will you forgive
me?" Cal asked tentatively, not wanting to push her.
Rose was silent for a couple of
seconds before answering. "To be honest, Mr. Hockley...I don't know. I
don't know if I can ever forgive all you've done." Rose stepped closer to
Jack. "I need time to think this through."
"I understand. I'll be going
now." Cal turned to the door when Jack spoke up.
"Feel free to come
again." Jack's eyes were sincere as Cal stared at him with a mixture of
surprise and respect.
"Thank you, Mr. Dawson. Good
night to you both." With that, both Cal and Susan were out the door and
heading back to the boarding house.
"Now, you see, that wasn't
so bad, was it?" Susan asked.
"No, it wasn't. But she
still hasn't forgiven me, and probably never will. Not that I can blame her. I
can't really forgive myself."
"Give it time, Mr. Hockley.
She'll come around." Susan took his hand and stopped. "She can't stay
mad forever. Especially with someone like Jack around. He's a good soul with a
forgiving nature, and some of that's bound to wear off on Rose."
"You certainly have faith in
your friend there. If I didn't know any better, I'd say you were in love with
him." Cal laughed and stopped when he noticed that Susan wasn’t laughing
along with him, but staring down at the ground. "Susan...did I say
something wrong?"
"No. It's not you. It's life
in general. It's funny how it works out." Susan sighed. "Don't tell
anyone this, especially Rose, but I've always kind of imagined me and Jack
getting married, not him leaving town and returning five years later with a
wife in tow."
"If it's any consolation, I
know how you feel. Right now, I was expecting to be married to the best of all
society women, but now she's married to someone else and I'm here standing in
the middle of the street of some strange town speaking to a very attractive
woman."
Susan blushed. "Well...we’d
better get back to the boarding house."
"Yes. I have to pack the
rest of my things and be on my way back to Philadelphia." Cal sighed.
"This really is a quaint little town. It's too bad I'm returning to the
city so soon."
"Well, don't if you don't
have to. Stay. We'll be glad to have ya." Susan grinned.
"You mean you'll be glad to
have my money, don't you?" Cal laughed. "But seriously, I think I
might. At least until Rose says…I think I might. At least until Rose says those
three little words."
"You'll never hear those
from her, Mr. Hockley. Those are only reserved for Jack." Susan smiled
wistfully.
"I meant I want to hear her
say I forgive you." Cal rolled his eyes. "Is everything a joke with
you people?"
"No. But a joke sure does
come in handy once in a while." Susan laughed. "Come on. Ma has dinner
on the table right about now, and she doesn't appreciate stragglers."
Cal sighed as they headed back to
the boarding house. He didn't know how long he was going to stay in Chippewa
Falls, but he knew one thing. He was going to get Rose to forgive him...one way
or another.