FOR BETTER OR WORSE
Chapter Four
Rose awakened early the next
morning to an empty bed and the smell of bacon and eggs. Yawning tiredly, she
slipped downstairs and was surprised to see Jack cooking.
"You can cook?" Rose
raised an eyebrow.
"Of course. I had to learn
to when I left home and had to take care of myself." Jack laughed at
Rose’s surprise.
Rose smiled and shook her head.
"What else is there that I don’t know about you?"
"You’ll just have to find
out." Jack shrugged. "I’m just full of surprises."
"Well, I’m glad one of us
knows how to cook. I can’t even boil water. I never was expected to know how to
do that sort of thing. Mother was adamant about having a cook for cooking and a
maid for cleaning." Rose shook her head. "There’s so much I’m going
to have to learn."
"You’ll learn it, Rose.
Don’t worry." Jack smiled reassuringly just as Lisa entered.
"Oh, good. You’re cooking
breakfast. Wish I had known. I would have stayed in bed longer." She
yawned.
"You stay in bed long
enough, girl!" Butch Dawson pushed his way past his daughter. "Jack,
what are you doing? That’s women’s work."
"It’s not when you live by
yourself and cooking is your only option for a decent meal." Jack
shrugged. "Living out there has taught me a lot."
"You should let your wife
and Lisa take over." Butch crossed his arms.
"Oh, Daddy, let Jack do what
he wants. I’m grateful for the break. Besides, I needed a break." Lisa
kissed her father’s cheek.
"Well, how about another
break? Your cousin-in-law here can fix lunch while us men go work on that shed
outside."
Rose paled. "Me? Cook?"
She looked at Jack, who only shrugged.
"Uh…that may not be a good
idea," Jack intercepted.
"And why not, boy? Doesn’t
your woman know how to cook?"
Rose and Jack just shared an
apprehensive look. "Not all that well."
"Well, then, Lisa can help
her this afternoon. It’s time you both became useful around here," Butch
huffed.
"I say making breakfast is
useful." Lisa lifted her chin. "Saves me some work."
"Shut up, girl. Don’t talk
when not spoken to." Butch glared at his daughter.
Rose looked at Jack quizzically.
She guessed things on the other side of the tracks weren’t all that different
from upper class life after all.
Later that day, before Jack left
to help with the shed, Rose and Jack spent some alone time together. Rose was
fretting about helping with lunch.
"Jack, I’m going to burn
everything! I know I will! I don’t know how to cook to save my life!" Rose
paced the floor.
Jack stilled her by placing two
secure hands on her shoulders. "Rose, you’ll do fine. Have some confidence
in yourself. Plus, Lisa is going to be helping, so it’s not like you’re going
to be on your own."
"But, Jack…"
"Shh. You’ll do fine."
He kissed her tenderly, pulling her closer in a tight embrace. She sighed and
lay her head on his shoulder.
"You’re the only person
who’s ever believed in me." Rose sighed.
"That’s because I see all
that great potential you have, Rose. You can do anything you set your mind
to." Jack kissed the top of her head. "Don’t let anyone tell you
different."
"Jack! Come on! We want to
finish half of this by lunch!" Butch’s gruff voice floated through the
door.
"You be careful, Jack."
Rose kissed him.
"Hey, if I survived below
freezing waters, I can survive this." Jack laughed, kissing his wife.
"I’ll see you at lunch. And don’t worry. You’ll do fine. In fact, walk
down with me. Lisa’s probably waiting for you."
Rose nervously nodded and
followed Jack downstairs, where Lisa, Butch, and Vic were waiting.
"You do know carpentry,
don’t ya, Jack?" Vic asked.
"Of course." Jack nodded,
looking at Rose, noticing her nervous expression. "You can call me a
Jack-of-all-trades."
Rose couldn’t help but giggle at
the joke that was purposely directed at her.
"Ha ha. Come on, funny
guy." Butch held the door open. "We’ll be back in three hours. Have
lunch ready by then."
"Yes, Daddy." Lisa
nodded. Five minutes later, Rose and Lisa were in the kitchen. Lisa was showing
Rose where everything was when there was a knock on the kitchen door. Lisa
opened it to reveal a man with black hair and brown eyes. He looked nervously
at Rose, then back at Lisa.
"I thought you said it was
okay to come over," the boy whispered.
"Of course it is. Rose will
be cooking lunch while we’re upstairs. It pays to have a cousin-in-law."
Rose paled. Lisa was going to
leave her to do this alone? But she thought she was going to help. "Lisa?
We’re supposed to be doing this together," Rose stammered.
Lisa rolled her eyes and giggled.
"Oh, Rose, don’t be a stick in the mud. It’s only lunch. You can handle
that by yourself while I’m busy with Dan here."
"But, Lisa…"
"You’re a real sport, Rose.
Thanks. Come, Dan. Upstairs to my room." Lisa and the man named Dan left a
mortified Rose alone.
What was she going to do now? She
didn’t know the first thing about cooking. She had thought Lisa was going to be
here to help, but instead she was upstairs…having relations with another
strange man. One would say Rose had room to talk, because she had done the deed
in the back of a Renault with a man she barely knew. But that had been
different. She had known she loved Jack and was going to spend the rest of her
life with him. He was her first, her one and only. Lisa seemed to enjoy the
company of an assortment of men.
She sighed, looking around the
kitchen. What was she going to do? Go to Jack? Tell him what happened? Then
what? Lisa would hate her for getting her in trouble. Hot tears sprang to her
eyes. She was at a loss as to what to do. If lunch wasn’t prepared, Jack’s
uncles would be mad. Rose looked at the icebox, leering at her, taunting her,
letting her know what a failure she was. Burying her head in her hands, she
sobbed, not knowing what else she could do.
*****
Two and a half hours had passed,
and Jack grew concerned. Lisa might be a little much for Rose. It’d be a good
idea if he went to check on her. Turning to his uncles, he said as much and
headed back to the house. He entered the kitchen door and found Rose in tears.
Nothing was prepared and Lisa was nowhere in sight.
"Rose? Rose, sweetie, what’s
wrong? What happened? Where’s Lisa?" He knelt down in front of her and
removed her hands from her face to reveal red, tearstained eyes. "Have you
been sitting here all this time crying?"
"L-Lisa had a male visitor.
After you left. She went up there with him and hasn’t come back down. She said
I can handle lunch." Rose hiccupped. "I’m sorry, Jack. I didn’t know
what to do." She burst into renewed tears.
"Shh, Rose. Don’t cry. It’s
going to be all right. I’m going to kill Lisa, though, dumping this all on you
without warning." Jack’s eyes flashed with anger. "I’m going to have
a long talk with her."
"Jack…don’t…I don’t want to
get her in trouble."
"I won’t yell, okay? It’ll
just be between me and her. Now, stop crying. I’m here. I’ll take care of
everything, okay? Now, let’s see. We have a half hour to have something
prepared. Let’s see what we have in the icebox." Jack opened the
refrigerator and looked in. "Let’s see. We have cheese, butter, bread, and
soup. I’ve got it. Rose, this is quick and easy, it’s the first meal I ever
learned to make, and you’ll be a hit with it."
"Jack?" Rose looked at
him in confusion. "What are you doing?"
"I’m going to teach you how
to make grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup. It’s simple. Come on. I’ll
show you. Your first lesson in the Jack Dawson school of cooking."
Rose had to smile at his bright
grin. He always knew how to brighten the gloomiest day, how to make a bad
situation seem small. "Okay, Professor Dawson. I’m all yours." Rose
got to her feet.
A half hour later, Jack’s uncles
came tiredly stumbling in to the delicious smell of piping hot tomato soup and
grilled cheese sandwiches.
Since Lisa had yet to make an
appearance and Jack was angry with her for deserting Rose like she had, they
only made enough for the five of them.
"Where’s my daughter?"
Butch gruffly asked, as Rose took her seat next to Jack.
"Uh…she wasn’t feeling very
well. So I told her to go on up and rest. She said not to bother making enough
for her since she didn’t feel like eating," Rose covered quickly. She was
so used to lying to her mother and Cal that thinking up a lie to cover Lisa was
second nature.
"Hmm." Vic nodded.
"Rose, you’ve outdone yourself. This is the best grilled cheese sandwich
I’ve ever eaten. It’s more buttery than most."
"Old family secret."
Rose looked at Jack. "We fry them in lots and lots of butter." It
wasn’t a lie. Jack was her family now, and it was his idea to use a lot of
butter to fry the sandwiches in.
"But the best thing to do to
make it even better…" Jack took a piece of Rose’s sandwich and dipped it
in her soup. "…is to dip it in your soup and enjoy." He fed the
dripping piece to his wife, who giggled.
"Newlyweds," Butch
grumbled, rolling his eyes.
"Well, Rose, I can’t wait to
see what’s for dinner." Butch wiped his mouth as he finished his soup.
Rose looked at Jack with panic in
her eyes. Jack spoke up for her. "Spaghetti with garlic bread and
salad."
"Jack…" Rose hissed.
"Trust me," he
whispered, just as there was a knock at the door. It was Ronald Flintstine.
"What do you want,
boy?" Butch glared at the man who had shown interest in his daughter. He
disapproved because Wilma would have a fit if she knew her precious boy was interested
in Lisa.
"J-Jack. I came to visit
Jack. It’s been a long time," Ronald stammered.
Jack got up. "Ronald,
hi!" Jack greeted him happily.
"Jack, make it quick. We
still need your help outside." Butch glared at his nephew, not liking that
Ronald had another excuse to come to his house.
"I just came over to say
welcome back, Jack." Ronald looked at the ground. He was really there for
Lisa, but he didn’t want her father to know that. When he saw Jack, it was a
logical excuse.
"Thanks, Ronald. Is that
all?"
The other man nodded. "I
guess I better go. Ma doesn’t like me coming over here at all."
"Ronald, wait…I need you to
do something for me." Jack quickly grabbed his arm. "I was going to
have Rose do this, but it’d be better if Ronald did it."
"What?" Ronald asked
suspiciously. Five years ago, before Jack had left, Jack had come up with these
schemes that had gotten him in trouble. He wondered if this was one of those
schemes.
Rose came up and took Jack’s
hand.
"Don’t worry. This won’t get
you in trouble." Jack laughed at the memories. "I just need you to do
me and Rose a favor. Especially Rose."
Ronald looked at Jack’s lovely
wife. She was the most beautiful girl he’d seen. Jack was lucky to have found
her. "Okay. For Rose. What do you want?"
"I need you to go to Mrs.
Lavery and ask her to come to the Dawson residence. Rose needs her help.
Okay?"
Ronald nodded. It sounded easy
and safe enough. "All right. Fine. See ya around, Jack."
"Thanks, Ronald." Jack
smiled as the young man walked away.
"Jack…what’s going on? And
why did you tell them I would cook spaghetti? I don’t know how to cook
that."
"Because we have the
ingredients. And don’t worry. Mrs. Lavery will show you how to cook it. Don’t
worry, Rose. I’ve taken care of everything."
"Oh, Jack." Rose hugged
him tightly. "I love you so much. You’re always pulling me out of
trouble."
"I love you, too,
Rose." Jack smiled, kissing his wife passionately.
"Jack! Come on! We have a
lot more work to do!" Vic called impatiently.
"I’d better go. Don’t worry,
Rose. Mrs. Lavery will be here soon to help."
Rose kissed him one last time
before he walked out the door to joins her uncles. She sighed happily,
wondering what she had done to deserve such a wonderful husband. Little did she
know that her past was going to rear its ugly head that afternoon.
*****
Mrs. Lavery arrived that
afternoon, a newspaper from New York City clenched in her hand. She wondered
what the young Mrs. Dawson needed her for. Of course, the young couple had a
lot of explaining to do after what she had seen and read in the newspaper. She
was going to get those answers before she offered any of her help. She liked
Rose, but she didn’t like secrets. The newlyweds obviously had their fair
share.
"Mrs. Lavery!" Rose
greeted as she opened the door at the knock.
"Rose, call me Betsy."
The woman nodded. "Ronald said you needed me."
"Oh, yes. You see…I…"
"Rose, I hate to
interrupt." The woman stepped farther into the house. "But I have
some questions that only you can answer, I’m afraid. You see, the demand for
more information about that liner that sank a couple of weeks ago has been
through the roof. Newspapers are selling out. So my husband thought it would be
a good idea if we special ordered some papers from New York. Just our luck, the
issues they sent us had a special section on the victims. We looked through the
paper, and there were tons of pictures and articles. Imagine my horror and
surprise when I saw the picture of the new wife of my daughter’s best friend.
Except the girl’s name in the picture was Rose DeWitt Bukater, and she had
supposedly gone down with the Titanic. She was the young fiancée of the son of
a steel tycoon. A Caledon Hockley."
Rose went pale. This couldn’t be
happening. "May I see the article?" she asked, her voice weak.
"Sure." Betsy handed
the girl the paper. Rose opened the paper and gasped. There she was. It was a
picture from the gala last year when Cal had announced their engagement.
Caledon had his arm around her waist, proud of his trophy. Rose looked less than
thrilled, and she was. Try horrified. She hadn’t hated Cal back then, but she
hadn’t liked him, either. Marrying him was the last thing she had wanted, but,
as always, her mother had guilt-tripped her into accepting his proposal.
"The resemblance is amazing, and the fact that you both have the same
first name…"
Rose closed her eyes and took a
deep breath, trying to keep her composure. She looked at the door, wondering
where Jack was when she needed him. "I don’t know what to say."
"How about the truth,
dear?" Betsy kindly asked, noticing the haunted look in Rose’s eyes as she
remembered her past, before and on the Titanic.
"Would you like to sit
down?" Rose motioned to the couch. No one noticed Lisa coming down the
stairs. She stayed at the top of the stairs, curious. She had come down for
something for her and her lover to eat, but she had a feeling this was going to
be a lot more interesting.
Betsy nodded and sat on the
couch. "Do you know the girl in the picture, Rose?"
Rose took a deep breath and
nodded. "Yes, I know her. I know her all too well. I used to be her."
Betsy nodded. "I thought as
much. Mind explaining why your fiancé thinks you’re dead, while you’re here,
married to Jack?"
Rose swallowed. "Well…my
maiden name is indeed Rose DeWitt Bukater, and last month I was indeed engaged
to Caledon Hockley. Betsy…it’s a long, horrible story…something I can’t find
the strength to go through right now, especially not without Jack, because it’s
his story, as well. But I will tell you this. I met Jack on the Titanic. He
stopped me from jumping off the back of the ship, told me a story about falling
into Lake Wissota and how cold the water was, and practically scared me into
coming back over. I slipped, but he managed to pull me back over. You see, the
reason I was trying to kill myself was that I didn’t want to marry Cal, but at
the time, there was no way out. My father had left a lot of debts when he died,
and my mother didn’t want to be a seamstress, so she sold her daughter off to
the highest bidder. I was going to end it when Jack told me not to do it. We
spent time together, and we found ourselves falling in love. I told Jack I was
getting off the ship with him when the ship hit the iceberg. We went through
the sinking together. We ended up in the cold waters. He made me promise to go
on, no matter what. When the boat came back…I thought Jack had died, but he
hadn’t. He was so weak…but he was breathing. I got the boat’s attention, and we
were rescued. On the Carpathia, when asked our names, we said Jack and Rose Dawson.
We hid out from Mother and Cal, and when the Carpathia docked, we disappeared
into the churning crowd. The next day, we were married, and after a couple of
weeks, we decided to return to Jack’s hometown. That’s not the full story, but
a close enough account to explain why I’m married, not to Caledon Hockley, but
to Jack Dawson."
"Oh, you poor dear."
Betsy shook her head. "I’m sorry. I never meant to bring up such sad
memories. The sinking….going through that…it must have been horrible for the
both of you."
"It was. But Jack and I were
together, and I knew as long as we were, everything would be all right. I love
Jack, Betsy…with my whole heart. I never met anyone like him before. He saved
my life more than once."
Betsy smiled gently. "Of
course you love him, dear. Maybe someday, when you both are ready, you can
share the full story of what happened. But for now, that will do."
Rose smiled. "Thank you.
You’ve been so kind to me since I got here…I’ll never know how to repay
that."
"Darling, you don’t have to
repay anything. I love Jack as if he were my own son. I’m so glad you’ve made
him happy. I’ve never seen him this happy before."
Rose smiled.
"Now, tell me, what was it
you needed my help with?" Mrs. Lavery laid the paper down on the couch.
"Well, as you may guess, I
grew up pampered. I know nothing about cooking. It was a stroke of luck that
Jack returned early and showed me how to make grilled cheese. But now they want
me to cook dinner, and I have no idea what to do. Jack said to make spaghetti
with garlic bread. Of course, he can’t help this time, so he wanted to ask if
you’d show me how to make it."
"Why, of course, dear. I’d
be happy to show you. Come, let’s start. It’s getting late, and they’ll be
returning in another hour. Don’t worry. This doesn’t take long to make at
all." Betsy guided the younger woman into the kitchen.
Lisa came out of her hiding place
and glided to the couch where Betsy had left the paper. It was open to Rose’s
picture. "Well, well. Looks as if our newlyweds have a secret." She
tilted her head, looking at the picture. The girl in the picture was definitely
a fancy version of Rose. She had known there was something about her. She
looked at Cal and sighed. He certainly was a handsome fellow, and had a need of
a new fiancée. She smiled. That would be a perfect way to escape this drab
existence. Instead of bedding these small town men, who she knew would never
marry her, she could land this grieving millionaire. But how could she go about
it? She looked to where Rose had disappeared and smiled as a plan formed in her
head. Soon she’d be going from Lisa Dawson to Lisa Hockley if she played her
cards right.