Written
by Viola
Williams
Based on some situations originated by James Cameron.
Cal sat slumped in a chair on the observation
deck, staring morosely into the glass of brandy in his hand. He took a large
swallow of the liquor, feeling the comforting fire as it traveled down his
throat. He sighed with frustration. What to do about Rose?
Rose was a mystery to Cal. He had heard
plenty about her reputation as a wildflower, and found her intriguing in the
early days of their courtship. Yet, even with their wedding only weeks away, he
felt as distant from her as he had when she was no more than a pretty face looking
at him from across the ballroom.
It wasn’t age. He had had several affairs
with women and many had been almost as young as she had. He had understood them.
But then, they were all rather similar. Compliments and expensive bagatelles
satisfied them. They never looked for more.
What does Rose want? he wondered. He had often seen a look in her eyes
when she thought everyone’s attention was elsewhere--a lonely, longing look.
What he didn’t know was why she was lonely or what she longed for.
He had given her a priceless necklace, but
she had disregarded it as though it was no more than paste. Most other women
would have died for even a chance to wear it, let alone own it. It had been the
same in Paris. All manner of expensive clothes and accessories, yet the only
things she had bought that truly satisfied her seemed to be those messy looking
finger paintings. What had she said about them? Something about their being
like a dream and having truth but no logic. Complete nonsense. Cal was willing
to bet that she and that steerage rat Dawson talked about things as silly as
that all the time, though. Where the devil was Rose, anyway?
She had left the dinner table early,
complaining of a headache, but Cal was sure she wasn’t anywhere near her cabin.
Just thinking about Rose and the rat made him angry and tired. Yet...there was
something else, too. He had caught a glance exchanged between them at dinner
the night before--a glance that expressed something he couldn’t describe.
"It’s called contentment, Caledon,"
said a voice.
Shocked, Cal lost his hold on the glass of
brandy and it hit the floor with a loud smash. The pieces skittered everywhere
and he swore loudly.
"Now, now. Watch your language,
Caledon," chided the voice. Cal shook his head. He was hearing things.
That was a voice he hadn’t heard in fifteen years.
"No, you’re not hearing things. I am
here, and I am real--in one sense of the word. Turn around."
Cal turned around with a start. "You can
read my mind, Eleanor?" he asked in surprise. He looked at the figure in
front of him. Dressed in that long yellow organdy dress, with the picture hat
and her smoky brown curls, his sister looked exactly like she did on the day
she drowned in the lake.
Eleanor smiled gently. "You never did
believe in something that couldn’t be explained, did you? You have never learnt
to trust, Caledon."
Cal stood there with his mouth hanging open.
With a superhuman effort he regained control of his senses. "How long have
you been able to do this for? And why didn’t you ever appear to Mother?"
Eleanor shook her head. "Since
I...passed over. And I did. I appeared to her on her deathbed, telling her to
die in peace. I only appear to those who I choose to appear to. You were
standing there, but you couldn’t see me. And you couldn’t hear what I said to
her."
Cal sat back down in his chair. "So I’m
going to die?" he asked.
"No. I came for something a little less
final. This is about Rose."
Cal nodded numbly. "What about
Rose?"
"Where Rose is concerned, you have two
options. You either beat her into submission and watch her die, or you let her
go free."
"What?"
Eleanor drew a deep breath. Even as a ghost,
she had her problems. "Caledon, you have never learnt to show love. I was
watching you at my funeral. I watched as you presented Rose with that rock.
Both times, you showed no emotion whatsoever."
Cal replied almost automatically.
"Father told me I was old enough to control my emotions. I thought Rose
would like the Heart of the Ocean."
Eleanor shook her head. "The rock you
gave Rose, that Cur De La Mare or whatever it may be called, has no more warmth
in it than the iceberg we just passed. It would have been fine as an engagement
present, but not as a remedy for misery. Telling her that you loved her and
maybe giving her something she would truly value would have been much
better."
Cal sighed. "But--"
"I know what you’re going to say. A true
gentleman does not show his feelings. He never tells his wife or his fiancée
that he loves her. No, it won’t do. He has to be cold and distant," mocked
Eleanor, sounding like a teacher from deportment class. She continued, in a
softer tone, "That’s not what a gentleman is, Caledon. Gentry is not money
or breeding. It is far more than that. To tell the truth, Jack Dawson is more
of a gentleman than you are."
Cal bit back a retort of blunt denial. A
steerage ruffian better than he!
"It won’t do you any good thinking like
that," said Eleanor. "The most you can do now is set Rose free. Let
her go with Jack. And try to act more like a human being."
"But--"
"No buts. Caledon, do you remember that
summer day when you were just seven years old? Before Father started on the
gentleman routine? We came across a man with tiny larks in a cage. They were
all huddled there, frightened and unhappy. Some looked as though they’d die
then and there. Well, you looked up at the birds and back at me. You asked if I
could free them. I gave the man the silver chain I was wearing and you set the
birds free. Now Rose is the bird. Let her go free."
Cal looked blankly at her. "I don’t
remember any birds."
"Wrong. You just refuse to remember. I
suppose you think your actions were weak."
"I give up. I do remember. I’ll let her
go."
Eleanor walked over and passed her hand over
his forehead. "You love her, but you’ll never be able to show it. I can
see that. You’d always be stifling her. You need someone who will be happy as
Mrs. Caledon Hockley, society matron and member of the best society circles.
Rose is not the woman."
Cal sighed. "So how do I tell her?"
"She’s coming. I can sense her
approaching. She’s with Jack, but when she asks to see you, make sure he waits
outside. You’ll know what to say. Good luck and good-bye, Caledon."
With that, Eleanor dematerialized and Cal sat
alone on the observation deck. Half a minute later there came a muffled knock
on the door. Cal walked to the door slowly and opened it to find Rose and Jack
standing there with nervous expressions on their faces.
"Rose. I see you’ve returned. I need to
speak with you. I would ask that Mr. Dawson remain here," he added, seeing
Jack squeeze Rose’s hand protectively. Rose hesitated, then walked into the
room, glancing back at Jack. Her eyes reassured him with their confidence.
Cal gestured to the nearest chair and asked
her to sit down. Rose started to worry; wasn’t he going to yell at her for
being with Jack?
Cal took a deep breath. "Rose, did I
ever mention I had a sister?"
Rose almost jumped with surprise.
"What?"
"It may seem like a shock, but I did
have a sister--my twin. Eleanor. She died fifteen years ago, in a boating
accident."
"I’m sorry."
"That’s not what I wanted to talk to you
about, though." Rose braced herself for the lecture or a slap.
"I’m letting you go free."
"What?"
"I can see you love him. Go. You’re free
from this engagement. Throw the ring overboard, pound it to smithereens. Do
what you wish with it. The Heart of the Ocean is yours as well." Rose
shook her head, dazed and very confused.
"What does this have to do with your
sister?"
"I heard her telling me to let you go.
She’s right."
Rose stood up shakily. "Th-thank you,
Mr. Hockley. But there is a problem. What will become of my mother?"
"I’ll settle a handsome sum upon her. A
pension for life. Let her think you’ve run off without my knowledge and that
can be a condolence payoff."
Rose nodded. "May I retrieve my
possessions?"
Cal nodded. "Yes, go ahead. But Rose,
remember that wherever you are, someone still thinks of you."
Rose then understood what Cal could not say.
He did care for her, even though he could not show it. She felt a little pity
for him and drew a small silver filigree ring off her finger. She had bought it
while window shopping on a small street in Paris.
"Please take this as a memento. I
forgive you for your domineering actions," she said softly.
Cal took the ring and thanked her quietly. As
she left the room, he knew he’d done the right thing for once. And if he
listened carefully, he could hear Eleanor’s joyous laughter once again.
The End.