CHANCE ENCOUNTER
Chapter Two
The gallery was
warmer that Jack expected, and noisier. The thick walls of the museum kept out
the worst of the heat, but the skylight allowed for some of the beastly hot air
to beat down on the art lovers. Sounds of leather shoes scuffling along the
parquet floor and the whipping of paper as people fanned themselves with
guidebooks, made the room more distracting than Jack wanted. A few tourists
whispered loudly among themselves, staring with glazed eyes at the ornately
framed masterpieces.
"Really dear,
why do you want to go and stare at a haystack?" said an exasperated voice.
"Very well, Rose. I'll be over here in the corner. That nice still life is
at least something even I could understand."
Rose. First the
girl with the red hair on the steps. Now someone named Rose. Would the
distractions never end? Jack made up his mind not to even look at his fellow
museum goers. After all, he had come to see the paintings, not the people. And
certainly not to be tormented by his own past.
Jack moved further
into the gallery, threading his way among the crowd. Most everyone had gathered
in the far corner of the gallery, where they were mesmerized by one of Monet's
water lily paintings. Jack was familiar with that series and parked himself
instead in front of the haystack in winter, transfixed by the blazing colors of
the sunset. He felt the air moving near him, but he did not look except to
glance at the floor, where he noticed a pair of stylish woman's shoes.
"Take it easy,
Jack. Other people than you are entitled to look at the wall."
It was just that
today he did not want to talk, nor hear. He only wanted to look, to lose
himself in the art he so loved.
A piece of paper
fluttered to the floor in front of him. Without thinking, he reached down and picked
it up. A woman's hand was held out and she took it, but not without
accidentally touching his. A jolt of electricity shot through Jack's body.
"I'm sorry for
dropping that. Thank you," said a regal voice.
Without looking,
Jack curtly replied, "Sure."
Rose had gravitated
to the side of the room where the famous series of Monet's haystacks hung. He
had painted them in different light and in different seasons. The one that
really struck her eye was the scene in winter. The richness of the colors reminded
her of Jack. Because he had loved the colors of Monet's paintings. If he could
only see this one.
The space in front
of the pictures was empty except for a well dressed man. He had a slim build
and blond hair. His prominent cheekbones were visible from the side. Her heart
began to pound. Not yet another person who reminded her of Jack.
"Face it,
Rose. There are lots of tall blond men out there. You have to get a grip on
yourself."
Yes, that was very
true. But getting a grip on one's self whenever she saw a Jack look alike was
not easy. Hopefully when this man turned so that she could she his face, his
eyes would be black, his teeth uneven and his nose round and turned up. Not
like Jack's stunning profile.
If she wanted to
look at the picture, though, she had no choice but to move in closer to the
man. She waved her little guidebook in front of her, in an attempt to dispel
some of the stagnant heat that hung in the room. But one flick of her wrist was
too strong and the little booklet landed on the floor in front of her. The man
must have had eyes in the side of his head, for in one graceful movement, bent
forward, picked up the book and handed it back to her, with only the briefest
acknowledgement of her existence. She had not expected him to start a conversation
and she had also not expected to feel a strangely familiar electrical sensation
when his hand touched hers. Her own hand returned to her side, her fingers
curling to the touch she could still feel.
She watched the man
as in yet another fluid movement slowly turned his head to the side as he moved
to look at another painting. At the same time, his right hand reached up to
pull back his unruly blond hair. What was revealed to her, in that instant,
rooted Rose to the very spot where she stood. Jack's tender mouth, his straight
nose and deep set eyes all fit perfectly on this man's face. She closed her
eyes, thinking she was not seeing clearly. As she took a deep breath, he turned
his head just a little more.
Jack's
concentration was interrupted by a sharp gasp beside him, then an odd, hoarse
croaking sound. He looked to his left where the sound was coming from.
Her knees felt weak
and her body felt like it would no longer support her. She reached out
instinctively for the man's sleeve to steady herself.
"God help me
if I make a fool of myself."
The sudden,
unexpected pressure of the woman's hand forced him to look at her. Why was she
touching him? If she was fainting, he'd better not let her fall. He extended
his left arm to support her body and at the same time saw for the first time a
curtain of red hair. It was the woman he'd seen before. No. Not now. Please not
someone who reminded him of Rose now.
As her head fell
back, she lifted his face to his, unprepared for what awaited her. For there
staring down at her was Jack. "Jack?" It was half spoken, half
whispered cry.
The woman's voice
swam around his head, mingling with the stale heat.
Her hair fell away
from her cheeks, and Jack saw the rich red lips and clear green eyes, that
could belong to only one person.
His eyes widened,
pausing in disbelief as her own eyelids fluttered once, twice, and then
reopened. Jack's mouth contorted as it attempted to form a word, and a low,
throaty gasp escaped his lips. Suddenly he felt so much pressure on his head,
his chest, and he stepped back, his hand still on the small of Rose's back.
Her green eyes
stared back at him with shock. He could feel his own body shaking, and the warm
trembling of her back. Before him swam the images of the painting he had just
studied, and the uncanny resemblance between it's vibrant colors, and the
bright red of Rose's hair. Rose. Rose. The word would not leave his mouth, but
was stuck somewhere in his throat, and he closed his eyes firmly, reopening
them to discover the beauty he had thought must be some sort of cruel joke.
"Rose."
There he had said it, and just as he did, he felt his own heart beat increase
drastically, pounding indescribably, so quickly, racing against the emotions he
could no longer control. His hand dropped from her side, and for a moment, both
stood in silence, examining the other with amazed expressions. Rose could feel
the heat of the cameo necklace she wore, boring into her chest as it almost
heaved forward. The control over any mobility was lost in the eyes, the oceans
of deep blue that kept her transfixed like nothing she had seen in seven long
years. Her hand involuntarily let go of the thick guidebook she held, and it
crashed to the floor, thumping against the parquet with one quick sound, that
echoed through their ears. Jack flinched and looked down, and to the side, the
sound somehow strangely bringing him back to reality.
"Rose? Rose
say something." Every word that left his mouth added more weight to his
throat it seemed, and his hands contorted in front of him, his feet sliding
towards her.
"What...HH.."
She tried to speak, but the meaning of her fumbling voice was lost before it
hit the air, and all she could do was cling to his sleeve, which her right hand
still clutched so tightly. The heat made her weak, and one look into Jack's
handsome face, and all ability was gone.
Jack didn't know
what to do, how to do it, and how odd that seemed. So many times had he
rehearsed this impossible moment in his mind, wishing and longing for this
forbidden chance. The warmth of her delicate grasp penetrated his sleeve,
traveling directly to his skin. This had to be the explanation for the
electricity he had felt before. His knees felt as if they would buckle soon,
and with the hope he could feel flowing through him, he stepped even closer to
her, ignoring the clicking footsteps he heard approaching behind them. His eyes
locked on hers, searching the depths of them. He searched mercilessly, watching
her reaction as he gazed into her soul once again. The flames, the embers of
the fire he had always known, seemed to be more present than ever in her
crystalline eyes. The vivid hope that she was trying to transmit to him, the
relief and wonderful amazement she felt, was reflected there under no uncertain
terms. His mouth opened as if to say something, and he could almost see the
corners of her full lips curving into a smile. The traces of tears in her eyes
were probably in his own as well.
He was bothered by
the presence behind him, the uneasiness he could feel coming upon them. But
that was impossible- what could it be.
The clearing of a
throat seemed as if to stain the magical moment of reunion, and Jack saw Rose's
eyes drop considerably. He turned to look, his straight hair flying over his
forehead. And none other than Maxwell Calvert stood before them, his eyebrows
creased in concern.
"Rose dear,
are you okay?" The older man looked down on Jack, worry in his eyes.
Confusion reigned
on Jack's expression, and Rose flinched when she saw the sliver of hurt in his
glorious eyes. She tried desperately to catch his gaze again, but had no time
before she was forced to remove her hand from the comfort of his arm. Her heart
was fluttering wildly, and she turned toward her fiancé with weakened eyes.
"Maxwell,
I..."
"Are you okay?
What happened...I glanced over here and saw you nearly fell." His pointed
nose moved with his dark eyes, examining Rose and the blond young man, their
nearness so apparent.
"I'm...I'm
fine. The heat...must be getting to me." She could not look back at Jack,
and lowered her eyes, so much guilt suddenly in her heart. Why did he have to
ruin this, why did she have to see that disappointment in the face she had
dreamed of for so long.
Jack took this time
to run his eyes along Rose, taking her in all at once. Her light summer dress
revealed the wonderful figure he had always remembered, the luscious curves
embedded so into memory. She was perfect, it seemed, the same. Until her left
hand came into view, and the familiar sparkle of a ring caught Jack's eye. He
held back a choking gasp he could feel coming, shifting his gaze quickly. This
couldn't be happening, not again...
"Rose, this is
ridiculous, this silence. Tell me who this is." Maxwell demanded politely,
his face expressionless. Jack sighed, for he knew all too well what was coming.
“I, well, Maxwell.”
Rose struggled to talk, to try and make sense of this most awkward situation.
What could she say now to the man she so desperately loved and had lived for
during these seven long years? A man that was supposed to be dead? And what
explanation did one give to a staid and proper fiancé, who had given her
another chance to build a life?
“Rose, here, let me
hold on to you,” said Maxwell, moving her away from Jack.
Jack watched the
familiar scenario and cringed inside. He had seen the light go out of Rose’s
eyes, when this man approached. For him, her face had lit up like a thousand
suns. However, for the Maxwell person, Rose seemed to be playing a part. Her
reactions were stiff and automatic.
“I, ah, Maxwell,
this is so extraordinary. Imagine, I was overcome by the heat, and the kind man
who saved me from collapsing right to the floor, is an old………..” Rose
hesitated. She knew the word she had to use, but calling Jack a friend was the
farthest thing from the truth. “An old friend of mine, Jack Dawson. We met a
long time ago. We, we,” she sighed and tried to connect again with Jack’s eyes.
“We both found we had an interest in art, right Jack?"
He could see her
lips twitching slightly as if to send him some hidden signal. “Oh, yes. Yes, we
did,” said Jack, his eyes piercing Rose’s in an attempt to say that he had
gotten the message.
“Jack, I’d like you
to meet Mr. Maxwell Calvert.” Rose stopped and took Maxwell’s arm. “My fiancé.”
Her voice dropped and Jack did not miss that fact that the word fiancé stuck in
her throat.
Calvert stood up a
bit taller, proud of the fact that his fiancée was someone as lovely and
respectable as Rose. He studied Jack somewhat suspiciously, wondering if
friendship was the only connection he had with Rose. But then, it was awfully
warm in here and he had come up and startled her. Maybe that was all there was
to it.
“Pleased to meet
you, Jack,” said Calvert. He offered his hand to Rose’s friend and nodded his
head cordially. Then he turned his attention to Rose. “My dear, you look a bit
pale. I think I should get you back to the hotel where you can lie down and
Aggie can look after you. Come along now.” He started pulling Rose away with
him and he could feel that she was resisting. Before they were more than a few
feet from Jack, she wiggled her arm free.
“I forgot.” Rose
put on her most charming smile on and batted her eyes at Maxwell. “I’ve got
Jack’s guidebook. Let me just hand it to him.” Maxwell reluctantly stopped and
waited as Rose walked a few steps back to Dawson. He turned his head briefly
looking for the closest way out. Maxwell suddenly felt the need to remove Rose
from the presence of the young Dawson man, as soon as possible.
Jack stood helplessly
with his arms at his side. He had watched this scene with Rose and Maxwell play
out in front of him, while his insides were torn apart. She was taken from him
again, as she had been that night seven years ago. Just when he had thought
there was no hope, Rose said something to Maxwell and she was here in front of
him with confusion on her face. She looked like she was pleading with him to
say something, anything.
“Think, Jack,” he
thought to himself. “She is giving you a chance here. Think, dammit."
“I believe this is
yours,” she said, handing him her guidebook. She had seen the edge of Jack’s
copy tucked into his pocket and she was sure that Maxwell had not noticed. “It
was good to see you, Jack.” Rose spoke slowly and deliberately, trying to buy time.
It was obvious that she wanted Jack to say something.
Jack reached for
her hand, his back now to Calvert. He bent his head down and drew her hand to
his mouth kissing it. Softly he whispered, “The clock, Field’s clock. Four. Be
there.” Gently he released her hand and stepped back. He could see her lips
quivering.
Rose moved away,
hoping against hope that she did not look like her heart was going to soar
right out of her body. Maxwell had stepped close to her again, impatient with
the delay. There was little she could say now. “Jack, it was a pleasure.
Perhaps we can meet sometime again.” She took hold of Maxwell’s arm and allowed
herself to be led from the gallery. Only Jack saw her left hand at her side
holding out four fingers, watching her as her head moved almost imperceptibly
up and down.
The room and its
paintings suddenly became a blur to Jack. The whole place turned into an upside
down crazy kaleidoscope of color, spinning as wildly as his heart.