SAVE ALL WHO DARE THE EAGLE’S FLIGHT
Chapter Ten
As the afternoon wore on, I noted
with growing unease that Jack was still gone. It even distracted me to the
point where I was starting to lose at blackjack, and not of my own volition.
This made the three men I was playing with extremely happy.
"I told you I’d go easy on
you," I teased Tommy while trying to hide the fact that I was concerned
for Jack. I knew he would be fine; we were on a ship, after all. There were
only so many places he could have been. It’s not like something bad could have
happened to him. Not to mention that he was in the company of that first class
lady—surely nothing would happen to him. I hoped.
Luckily, my despair was ended by
Tommy, who, at mid-afternoon, declared that he had had enough of playing cards
and did I want to come with him to see what Jack and "the pretty
fiery-haired lass from first class" were up to. We brought Fabrizio with
us, which I think Tommy started to regret before long; Fabrizio kept going on
and on about Helga, the pretty blonde.
"But she doesn’t speak
English, does she?" Tommy finally snapped as we walked on the deck,
keeping our eyes peeled for red hair.
"No, she’s Norwegian,"
Fabrizio answered, obviously not getting it.
"Aw, shut it, Tommy. I think
it’s sweet," I said. And I did; it was adorable how two people who didn’t
understand each other were still attempting to get to know one another. They
both went out of their way just to learn the other’s names. Now, tell me that
isn’t sweet.
"Women," Tommy
muttered. I decided to let it go; he had run out of cigarettes, and the rest of
them were in his cabin. It was odd, seeing him without a cigarette. In fact, he
looked like a different person entirely. I rolled my eyes and shook my head. A
moment later, Tommy’s hand shot out and gripped my arm. A look to my right
confirmed that he had done the same to Fabrizio.
"What?" I asked
stupidly.
Tommy nodded his head up to the
first class decks. I looked in the direction his eyes were pointed and saw Jack
and the red-headed girl strolling along and talking as if they were old
friends. This was just…odd. Naturally, the three of us wanted a better look, so
we inched closer to them until we were standing by the gate separating third
and second class.
"D’you think we can get
in?" I asked.
Fabrizio frowned. "Well, if
Jack a-can, we should a-be able to."
"But Jack is with that rich
girl," Tommy noted. "The stewards probably aren’t allowed to argue
with people like her, so they let him go."
"Well, it’s a-worth a
try," Fabrizio said stubbornly, heading towards the gate. It was just our
luck that a steward walked down the deck at that moment and spotted us near the
gate.
"Shite," Tommy hissed, falling
back and leaning against the railing near the gate as if he had been there this
whole time. Fabrizio and I imitated him, praying the steward would ignore us.
He didn’t. Instead, he remained planted in that spot and eyed us suspiciously
for a long, long time.
"Should we go?" I asked
in a low voice so that he wouldn’t hear me.
Tommy shook his head, smirking.
"Nah—I want to have some fun. Lookit him. He’s gettin’ mad."
Sure enough, the steward was
looking positively furious. We were so close to the gate that it looked as if
we might try something, but we weren’t actually past the gate, so he couldn’t
reprimand us. And you know, it was amusing to watch his face go red and his
fists clench and unclench as he watched us. Sometimes Tommy scooted down the railing
an inch or two so that he was closer to the gate. This made the steward open
his mouth as if to snap at him before he closed it, knowing he wasn’t allowed
to shout at him. This went on for almost half an hour--or what felt like it, at
least--before he finally cracked and snarled at us, "Will you kindly move
away from the gate?!"
"But no one’s usin’
it," Tommy pointed out innocently.
"I…that is completely beside
the point! Now, please leave before I am forced to summon the
Master-at-Arms!" the flustered steward snapped.
"But, sir, we aren’t
disturbing anyone," I said, taking up the innocent, wide-eyed act I had so
often employed against vendors in Europe.
"You…oh, damn it all!"
the steward growled, storming away irritably.
We had a good long laugh about it
as we traipsed back to the public room. Tommy dealt Fabrizio and me cards and
made me play poker. I suppose I could have always walked away instead of
playing, but I had no real inclination to leave—there was little else to do on
the ship. The atmosphere was light, as it always was, but the noticeable
absence of one particular person soon wormed its way into my thoughts. Jack
still had not returned from his leisurely promenade with the red-headed
duchess. I twisted and turned in my seat every now and then, scanning the room
in case I had missed him earlier, but to no avail; Jack was gone. The jealous
part of me scathingly wondered what on earth that air-headed idiot could
possibly say to keep Jack so long. My constant fidgeting finally drew some
attention.
"Angie, if yeh can’t sit
still, maybe yeh should go for a walk," Tommy said tonelessly, frowning at
his hand.
"I’m fine!" I snapped.
"I just don’t like this game."
"Because you a-lose,"
Fabrizio said cheekily, grinning so widely that I saw his teeth. "That is
a-why we like a-to play it with a-you."
"Ma vaffanculo," I
returned, trying and failing to suppress a smile.
"And you are a pazzo
puttana," he said without missing a beat.
"I am not, you figlio di
puttana!"
"Yer both nuts, is what yeh
are," Tommy muttered, scowling at his hand. "Damn it."
*****
By the time the bugles signaling
the first class dinner sounded, I had excused myself several times to see where
Jack was. It was a very good thing that the lads knew better than to question a
woman’s reasons for temporarily seeking privacy; I was able to wander about and
look for Jack for a good five minutes every now and then before returning to
the card game, where Tommy and Fabrizio pretended as if they were not imagining
just why I had to leave so often. We girls were cursed by Eve and the
proverbial apple, but sometimes we can use it to our advantage.
Jack was not to be found on any
of my hurried excursions. I fiddled with my silverware and toyed with my food
all during dinner, my stomach being gnawed by an all-consuming envy of the
fairy who had put a spell on my Jack. I could just barely muster up some faint
happiness for Fabrizio when he sat beside Helga, the both of them talking in a
sort of improvised language while her parents eyed them like a mother cow
defensively watching the children in Barcelona playing with her calf. I had
seen more than one child screaming, "Diablo!" as they ran from an
angry cow; I hoped Fabrizio would not have to do the same. Although the image
of Fabrizio screaming, "Diablo!" and running from a cow with Olaf
Dahl’s face did make me a chuckle the slightest bit.
I would have been content to sit
quietly throughout dinner and then retreat to the cabin when the party started
up, but Emmy noticed my taciturnity and gently laid a warm hand on my own as my
finger lightly ran over the silver tongs of my fork.
"Is everything all right,
dear?" she asked me softly so that we wouldn’t draw the attention of the
others.
I forced a smile. "I’m
fine…just…" I figured that I could tell Emmy the truth—or at least part of
it. "I’m just a little worried about Jack. He hasn’t come back yet."
"Ah," Emmy said,
nodding in understanding. "Yes, Cora was asking about him. I heard he was
spirited away by the most beautiful first class princess; is it true?"
This again. I nodded as I twirled
some corn around on the plate. "Yes—she was a first class girl, maybe
around my age, with red hair and a yellow dress. She called him Mr. Dawson, so
I assume they know each other somehow."
Emmy looked thoughtful.
"Hmm. Was it the girl he was talking about at breakfast this
morning?"
I nodded again, feeling sick to
my stomach. It was her. I hadn’t really given it much thought, but…it was the
girl in a green dress he had been ogling the day we met Tommy. "I think
so. Maybe…maybe he wasn’t pulling our legs this morning."
Emmy looked thoughtful again.
"It’s unusual, but not entirely impossible. I suppose we’ll just have to
sit him down and have a nice long chat with him once he gets back."
"I couldn’t agree
more," I said truthfully. Emmy’s perpetually cheery disposition had
settled my unease until it had mostly ebbed away. I was able to laugh as Tommy
and Jim entered into a battle of insults, but only after I made sure they knew
that there were children present and certain insults were best saved for later.
The blackberry cobbler for dessert was the best I had yet sampled, and this,
too, improved my mood. I was still anxious for Jack’s return, but I tried to at
least enjoy myself as much as I could.
Before the slower diners could scrape
their plates, the dishes and silverware were cleared away by stewards and some
of the tables pushed to the side. Eugene Daly and his same band members
collected themselves in a corner, starting to warm up their instruments. A few
people--myself included, I’ll admit--rushed to the water closets so that we
wouldn’t have to miss anything tonight. When I sprinted back into the dining
room, the makeshift band was striking up a tune, their synchronization slightly
off from not having played all day. As the dance went on, however, they fell
into the same rhythm as if they had been born to do it. Maybe they had been.
"You will dance with me,
won’t you, Angie?" Timmy asked hopefully once he had found me.
"Of course, Timmy!" I said,
resting my left hand on his right shoulder and catching his left hand with my
right. He laughed loudly as we took off, as did I—it never got old for either
of us. His sweet little grin was enough to take my mind off of Jack, at least
for the moment. Predictably, he tired after two dances and asked to sit down
and watch the lads play cards again. And once again, predictably, the lads were
playing poker, sitting in almost the exact same chairs they had sat in the
previous few nights. Except for Fabrizio, that is; he was twirling a
bright-eyed, flushing Helga around the room.
"What’s the game,
boys?" I asked, pulling up a chair and letting Timmy settle into my lap.
"Poker," Tommy said
gruffly through his cigarette.
"Don’t you lot ever play
anything else?" I asked. So far, I had only ever seen them play poker and
blackjack. There was no variety.
"Well, we’re at a bit of a
disadvantage, given the language barrier," Tommy said, gesturing to the
two Swedes.
"That’s true," I
agreed, taking a swig of his beer.
Presently, Fabrizio came to the
table, leading a beaming Helga by the hand.
"Everyone, this is
Helga!" he announced, looking as proud as a small boy who has managed to
catch a frog. "Helga, this is Angie, Timmy, Tommy, Bjorn, and Olaus,"
he added, pointing to each of us in turn.
"Pull up a chair," I
suggested before I turned to Tommy. "Get us some beers, would ya?"
He threw down his cards as Bjorn
and Olaus hooted; obviously, he had lost. "Fine," he grumbled as he
heaved himself out of his chair. "’S not like I have anything better ter
do."
"Aren’t you just a little
bundle of sunshine?"
Tommy retorted by pinching my
ear.
Bjorn asked Helga something which
I had now taken to mean, "Do you speak any Swedish?" Or something to
that effect.
Helga shook her head, seeming to
understand at least part of what he was saying. "Nei; Norwegian."
The Gundersons looked a little
disappointed that their new acquaintance was yet another person who couldn’t
understand them, but they lit up at once as Tommy returned with the beers.
"Why do grown-ups always
drink that stuff?" Timmy wanted to know.
"Because it tastes
good," I said simply. "To adults," I added, not wanting to give
him any ideas.
Tommy looked stunned.
"Because, me boy, beer ‘tis the sweet, sweet nectar from the heavens
above. ‘Tis the finest thing man has ever made, including this here ship. We
Irishmen are suckled on it as wee babes and we die on it as old farts who piss
‘emselves. That, Timmy McFarland, is why we drink it."
Helga and the Gundersons, who
understood none of this monologue, merely blinked at Tommy’s impassioned
expression. Fabrizio, Timmy, and I stared at him. Fabrizio’s mouth was actually
hanging open.
"I do believe that was the
single most poetic thing I’ve ever heard you say, Tommy," I said after a
moment, once I had regained my faculties.
"’Tis what the beer does ter
me, ‘tis," Tommy replied smugly, grinning as he swigged from his glass of
dark beer.
"It also thickens your
tongue and mixes up your mind until you’re a blithering idiot, and then, if you
drink too much of it, it gives you a hell—it gives you a nasty headache and
makes you sick," I added, correcting myself so that Timmy would not be
exposed to even more language than he was already forced to endure.
"I want to try some,"
Timmy said promptly.
I bit my lip. "I’m not sure
that’s such a great idea, Timmy."
"Why not?" he pouted.
"Well…because it’s…it’s sort
of a grown-up drink, Timmy. It might make you sick. I was sick the first time I
drank beer," I said delicately.
"Yeh were?" Tommy
snorted.
"Sì; she a-slept for almost
the whole a-next day," Fabrizio nodded, momentarily breaking away from his
attempt at conversation with Helga.
Tommy sniggered. I scowled at
him.
"Angie, can’t I have some?
Just a little bit?" Timmy begged. "I won’t tell Mommy, I promise!"
It took only five minutes before
I caved in. Well, honestly; he had his lower lip jutting out and quivering, and
his eyes were wide and hopeful, and he just…he was so adorable. And I melted
like the sap that I am. The lads looked on excitedly, pounding the table as a
sort of drum-roll as I held up the class for Timmy to take a small sip, praying
Kathleen never found out about this. He had barely let the dark liquid touch
his lips before I jerked it away.
"That’s quite enough for
you, mister. Well, how was it?" I asked, setting down the glass.
His screwed-up face was answer
enough for me. The lads roared with laughter, banging their fists on the table
and clapping each other on the back. Even Helga was laughing.
"That was horrible! How do
you drink that awful stuff?!" Timmy sputtered. "That’s almost as bad
as cod liver oil!"
Tommy twitched involuntarily at
the mention of the awful stuff.
"What did I miss?"
We turned to look at Jack and our
mouths promptly fell open. He was almost unrecognizable--his blond hair was
slicked back and he was in a damned tuxedo. He looked like a damned swell. His
blue eyes danced as he watched our reactions. The moment was promptly ruined
when Tommy burst into loud, raucous peals of laughter. "Yeh look like a
bleedin’ dandy!"
Tommy’s laughter ceased
instantaneously, however, when the red-headed princess appeared from behind
Jack. She was…incredible, to say the very least. Her pink dress, covered by a
bejeweled, black sheer layer, glimmered over her, giving her dress a reddish
color and making her seem even more majestic, something I had thought to be
impossible. Her hair was done up again, this time with an ornate decoration of
sorts studded with gems. She was positively dripping with jewels and would look
like a queen if not for her hesitant demeanor. So the little duchess was
nervous around us low life scum. Good.
"Well, so did most of
my…ah…dinner-mates. Fellas, this is Rose," Jack said calmly, pulling her
gently forward by a gloved hand and displaying her to all of us. "Rose,
this is Angie Marshall, Timmy McFarland, Tommy Ryan, Fabrizio di
Rossi…uh…Helga, I think, and Bjorn and Olaus Gunderson."
We stared at her and she stared
at us, although she, at least, could keep her mouth closed. The rest of us, I’m
sure, looked rather ridiculous. I’m not quite sure what the others were
thinking, but a thousand different things were running through my head. I
registered shock. And then the jealousy came. Jack was spellbound by the
creature. Yes, creature. That was all she was. A witch who had ensnared an
innocent mind for her own selfish purposes. She would break Jack’s heart when
this voyage was over; I knew that right then and there. But I couldn’t warn
Jack just yet; the enchantment was still fresh. I had to wait until it had dulled
down a little.
Jack coughed, obviously sensing
the awkwardness of the whole situation. "Well…"
"I can’t find the bloomin’
angels," Tommy said seriously.
I very attractively choked on my
beer as I laughed, causing the two Gundersons to gallantly thump me on the back
and for Timmy to leap off of my lap and ask me loudly if I was all right. What
a wonderful first impression I must have made on Rose. Tommy winked at me once
I had recovered, and I can’t really blame him for being in such a good mood; if
someone found one of my jokes so amusing that they choked on their beer, I
would be rather happy as well.
"So…can we pull up some
chairs?" Jack asked, clearing his throat. I hiccupped and then giggled.
Apparently, I had had more beer than I thought.
"Uh…sure," Tommy said
cautiously, reaching behind him and pulling over two chairs. Rose--what a sweet
name for such a vile creature--sat down hesitantly, acting like a bird that had
spotted a potential predator nearby and was unsure of whether or not it should
flee just yet. Jack was completely at ease, of course, shrugging off his
jacket--somehow, I doubted very much that it was his jacket--and running
his fingers through his slicked-back hair until it was restored to its normal
state.
"What in the bloody hell
happened ter you?" Tommy asked Jack. Then he turned to Rose. "Oh,
beggin’ yer pardon, ma’am."
Damn him.
"Oh, no, I don’t mind,"
Rose said in her charming, melodic voice.
"Nice, Tommy," Jack
said sarcastically, grinning as he took a swig of Bjorn’s beer. "Well, a saint
from heaven lent me her son’s suit so that I could have dinner in first class,
like I told you this morning."
"Shit, you really did
it," I gasped. I didn’t turn to apologize to Rose as Tommy had; I wasn’t
going to apologize to the woman who had taken Jack away from me for so long.
And what the hell did she think she was doing down here, anyway? If she wanted
to slum, she should have at least dressed down a bit. Her jewels and exotic
clothes made her stand out like a sore thumb. Or, as Tommy would later laugh,
"The rose between the thorns." Bloody prick.
"Yes, Angie, I did,"
Jack said calmly, winking at Rose. She nervously returned the smile and started
to pull off her gloves, one finger at a time. I started to look away when a
very noticeable something glinted from her hand and flashed in my peripheral
vision.
"Whoa; look at the size of
that rock!" I declared, whistling—for Rose had a ring the size of Texas
and then some on her finger. So she was engaged. That relieved me a bit; at
least she wouldn’t be romantically inclined towards Jack, not if she had a
fiancé. That still didn’t mean I was going to like her, though.
"So, how were the
swells?" Tommy asked. "’Scuse me, ma’am."
"It’s fine, really,"
Rose said meekly. Her hesitance irked me. No; her very presence irked me. I
could see that Jack was infatuated with her, and jealousy consumed me. I was
absolutely pea-green with envy. I knew at the time that I was being childish in
my emotions, but they were just that--emotions. They were mine and mine alone; no
one else knew how I felt, so I could feel whatever way I wanted to without
being chastised for being cold and unfeeling. I know; it sounds stupid and
childish. But at the moment, they were entirely serious to me.
"Uh…they weren’t bad,"
Jack said carefully, his eyes continually flitting to Rose. "Some of ‘em
were real good folks."
I raised an eyebrow, debated over
whether or not I should make a sarcastic comment, decided against it, and
closed my mouth.
"Helga, you come a-dance
with a-me now?" Fabrizio asked Helga, standing up and gesturing wildly
until she understood and nodded, taking his hand and following him into the
whirl of color and sound.
"I want to dance, too,"
I declared, hopping to my feet and looking expectantly at Timmy; he never turned
me down.
"I don’t want to dance
yet," Timmy complained, his eyes fixed firmly on an oblivious Rose. This
was new. Obviously, he was just as entranced by her as the others.
Bjorn got up and said something
in Swedish, but I didn’t need to worry about the language barrier; he held out
a hand to me and jerked his head at the dance floor. I grinned at him and
tugged him out to the middle of the floor, hopping into the dance as soon as
possible. He complied easily, laughing at my enthusiasm. I wondered if he knew
that I wanted to get away from Rose—nobody else at the table was moving.
I wasn’t going to worry about
Princess Rose just now. Maybe she was like a bee or an animal begging for food;
if I ignored her, she would go away in time. Oh, if only that were the case.