SAVE ALL WHO DARE THE EAGLE’S FLIGHT
Chapter Two
He plucked me off of the street
when I was thirteen years old. I was scrawny, starving, poor, and prepared to
do whatever was necessary to survive. I had been hungry for as long as I could remember.
I couldn’t even remember my old house in Pacific Grove. All I knew was that I
had been hungry for so long that I had become scrawny, and I was so scrawny
that the dirty men in the streets didn’t even try to grab my skirts and throw
them up in the air; they thought I was eight years old.
Before I met Jack, I hardly even
knew who I was. All I had was a name--Angelica Marshall. I didn’t remember my
middle name. I just barely remembered my age. Before I met Jack, I had several
run-ins with a policeman. I was a dirty, scraggly child on his beat and he
didn’t like having orphans wandering around. Was I an orphan? I couldn’t even
remember. He threatened to take me to the local orphanage five different times.
One of my few lucky strokes prevented me from having to go to an orphanage.
Who knows? The orphanage might
have been a better option for me. I might have had clean clothes and a full
belly and no bugs crawling around in my hair. I might not have had to sleep in
garbage or with stray dogs that were only snatched by the dogcatcher the next
day. I could have been adopted and had something like a family again. But if I
had gone to an orphanage, I never would have met Jack Dawson, and I certainly
wouldn’t be where I am today.
As I said, I was thirteen when he
found me. I was sitting on a stoop and the family’s dark-skinned maid was
shooing me away with her broom when he saw me. He was the most handsome thing I
had ever looked at. At seventeen years old, he stood tall and lanky, blond hair
falling into his beautiful blue eyes. I think my breath caught in my throat at
the sight of him. I remember feeling ashamed that I was in rags; if I had
looked a little closer that day, I would have noticed that he was in rags, too.
"I’m guessing you don’t live
there, huh?"
It was with those words that I
fell under his spell. Obviously, I was not very difficult to impress.
"No," I said hoarsely;
I didn’t use my voice often.
He nodded then and pulled
something out of his pockets. "I got a few dimes. You wanna eat
something?"
I nodded and followed him to a
diner. I ate all of my food so quickly that I almost heaved it right back up. I
was falling more and more in love with this fellow, and for stupid reasons. All
we did was talk about who we were and how miserable our lives were, but that
was enough.
"My name’s Jack Dawson, by
the way," he had said, after ordering our meals. "What’s yours?"
I swallowed a sip of water,
knowing my voice would be hoarse and scratchy. "Angelica Marshall."
Jack nodded slowly.
"Angelica. That’s a nice name."
I shook my head. "I don’t
think it fits me."
Jack smiled then. To this day, I
remember how my heart thudded as he smiled like that at me. "Well, how
‘bout Angie? D’you mind that name?"
I shook my head. A silence
stretched between us then. I knew I should have been the one to break it, to
ask him something, but my mind was still reeling that this kind, handsome
stranger was buying me lunch. Finally, Jack broke it. "How old are you,
Angie?"
I was quiet for a moment. How old
was I? "Thirteen. I think."
Jack nodded again. "I’m
seventeen."
He didn’t look seventeen to me.
He looked twenty. There were faded memories of princes in fairy tales, but I
could hardly remember those. The closest thing to what Jack reminded me of was
an angel. I had been in church before. There was a small parish that let my
kind wander in off the streets. They spoke of angels and of the Father and the
Son and the Holy Ghost. I wasn’t too sure about the Holy Trinity, the Three in
One, but I did know that he reminded me of an angel.
Our meals came then. I ate
quickly, unable to savor the taste of food. I had never savored food before in
my life. An irrational part of me was afraid that Jack would suddenly take my
food away from me, so I ate as fast as I could. I stopped a few minutes later,
feeling sick. The food was churning unpleasantly in my stomach, making my
insides convulse. I put both hands on the table and lowered my head, gulping
down nothing.
Jack saw me. "Hey, slow down
there," he had said gently. "You’ll make yourself sick if ya eat too
fast."
Finally, the spell had passed. I
raised my head and drank from my water, finding the sensation of ice against my
lips odd. I ate my food slower, chewing it thoroughly before swallowing.
"You don’t eat much,
huh?" Jack stated rather than asked.
I shook my head.
Jack nodded again. "I know
what it’s like. My folks died about two years ago. I was homeless and hungry
until I came to Monterey." He was quiet for a minute. "Where are you
from, Angie?"
I shrugged. "Pacific Grove,
I think."
"I’m from Chippewa Falls.
It’s in Wisconsin," Jack offered.
I looked up then. "That’s a
long way from Monterey, isn’t it?"
He chuckled. "Yeah, I guess
so."
"What did you do in
Monterey?"
"I worked on a squid boat there.
But it wasn’t for me. I’m heading down to Los Angeles. I hear there’s more to
do there," he said calmly.
I toyed with my napkin. "Why
did you buy me lunch?"
Jack shrugged. "I
guess…because I felt bad for ya. I used to be just like ya. I would’ve killed
for a free lunch back then."
It was things he said like this
that made me fall in love with him. He had been just like me once, and now he
was helping me. He was…looking out for me, if only for a short while.
"Thank you," I said
quietly. And then he ordered some apple pie.
*****
Somehow, we never parted after
that lunch. We sneaked onto a train with an old man named Bart. The train took
us just less than two miles from Santa Monica, where Jack was aiming to go.
There was a bridge in walking distance from the pier there that we slept under
for a few weeks. Jack was an artist, and he sold his paintings for ten cents
apiece. I sold tickets, and together, we earned enough to stay in a dingy hotel
with one bed. We alternated; I would sleep on the bed one night while he slept
on the floor, and then I would sleep on the floor the next night while he took
the bed. There were many times I wanted to crawl into bed beside him, to feel
the warmth of his being comfort me, but I never did.
On Jack’s eighteenth birthday, I
gave him five dollars that I had saved up. He told me that he was getting bored
of Santa Monica and that we should go somewhere else. I had never left
California in all my life, but Jack was a worldly man, having traveled all the
way from Wisconsin to California. I was expecting us to wander a few states
over, maybe even to Chicago or New York. But we went all the way to England on
a small ocean liner and then we took a tramp steamer to Italy. In Italy, Jack
showed me the Sistine Chapel. He was fascinated by it; he spent hours gazing up
at the work of art. I did too. It gave me a neck ache, but it was beautiful.
Beautiful like Jack. It was when we were leaving the Sistine Chapel that our
lives changed, if only a little bit.
"The market’s not far from
here; we could…get something," Jack said lightly.
"All right, but it’s your
turn," I replied warningly. "I nearly got caught last time."
"Butterfingers," Jack
teased, tugging my pathetic excuse for a braid.
The next part was very confusing.
I could not and still do not speak Italian; therefore, I wasn’t entirely sure
of who was shouting and what they were shouting and why they were shouting. As
a young man sprinted into view, however, with several uniformed men on his
tail, I had a pretty good feeling that they were shouting, "Stop!
Thief!" Or something to that effect.
"Angie, over here!"
Jack said quite suddenly, tugging on my arm. Honestly, I have no idea where we
were; it was a labyrinth and only Jack had a vague idea of what was going on. I
guess the street the Italian thief was running down came our way, because we
heard him coming a few minutes later. Jack, with expert timing, reached out and
yanked the Italian into the alley we were standing in.
"Bastardo!" the man
shouted. He was more of a boy, really.
"Shh!" Jack hissed,
clamping a hand over his mouth. The police ran right by us. After we couldn’t
hear them anymore, Jack took his hand off of the boy’s mouth.
"Ah…thank you," he said
in a considerably more cheerful tone of voice. He extended his hand so quickly
that it startled me. "Fabrizio di Rossi!"
"Jack Dawson."
"Hello!" I had a
feeling that Fabrizio could not say much in English, especially since his
accent was so thick that he was nigh impossible to understand, but I was
grateful he wasn’t spewing out Italian like everyone else.
"Angie Marshall," I
said, extending my hand. Fabrizio di Rossi, instead of shaking my hand, took it
and kissed it. He was the first person who had ever done that to me and it left
a funny sort of tingling. I was liking him already. We beamed at one another
and I knew that we just had to bring him with us. I was prepared to whine to
Jack like a child wanting a puppy. But Jack smiled at Fabrizio as well.
"Speak good English,
Fabrizio?"
Fabrizio shrugged. "Ah…poco.
A leetle."
Jack nodded. "Good. Come
with us?"
I don’t think Fabrizio understood
the actual words, but he knew the gist of what we were saying, for he nodded
enthusiastically. "Si! Si!"
And so Fabrizio di Rossi joined
us. His English was bad, but it was better than our Italian. He picked up
little phrases Jack and I used quite easily; within a week, he could say
please, thank you, "what the hell is your problem, and I swear, it wasn’t
me! Early in the mornings, I would teach him what English I could until Jack
announced that it was time. That meant it was time for us to find food, and not
always in an honest way.
We had a whole system worked out;
I, being so scrawny that I looked nine or ten instead of fourteen, would stand
to the side and wait for Jack’s signal. He was more conspicuous as a tall,
blond white man than either Fabrizio or I. When Jack decided on a stall, I
would stumble towards the vendor, crying. Or something close to crying.
"H-have you s-seen my
m-m-mama?" I would sob piteously.
The vendors very rarely spoke
English, and so I would babble in English while he babbled in Italian, trying
to understand me. In truth, Fabrizio was teaching me some Italian, and while I
pretty well knew what the men kept asking, I maintained a confused, tearful
face. Meanwhile, Fabrizio was lurking in the crowd nearby. While the vendors
were busy trying to help me, Fabrizio would slip what we needed into his
jacket. Jack always had a rule; take only what we need. We did this to survive,
not for sport.
"I don’t understand
you!" I would insist as Fabrizio took what we needed, all without catching
the vendor’s eye. Customers saw a wailing child and quickly moved away, not
wanting to deal with the raggedy American girl who was vexing the poor vendor
immensely. Having taken what we needed, Fabrizio would slip away to the bridge
we slept under. Jack would usually come a few moments later, speaking in
botched Italian to the vendor and explaining that I was his sister and that I
had gotten lost. Then he would steer me away and we would sprint to the bridge,
dining on stolen bread or fruit.
This isn’t to say that we were
successful every single time. We had plenty of close shaves and we were nearly
caught on a number of occasions. One time a beady-eyed vendor caught sight of Fabrizio
and whirled around. A long argument ensued, in which I am pretty sure Fabrizio
claimed he was only looking at the apples, not taking. I took this as my
opportunity to stuff my own jacket with apples and dart away. Fabrizio finally
managed to get away and was muttering a number of obscenities that he had
taught me.
There was one time when the
vendor caught both Fabrizio and me. He saw Fabrizio and turned, and when I was
reaching for an apple he whirled around and snatched my wrist. I really cried
then, but this time, the vendor had no sympathy for me. He shouted something
that I think meant police. I was fully expecting Fabrizio to dart away and save
himself while he could, but he came around the side and shouted at the vendor,
tugging on my other arm as if the vendor would release me. Of course he didn’t,
so both my wrists were starting to hurt before long.
"Ma va fan culo!"
Fabrizio was shouting. "Figlio di puttana!" Some women nearby gasped;
obviously, he had said some very, very naughty words that he hadn’t even taught
me yet. This made the vendor so angry that he released his grip on me to
backhand Fabrizio. I was such an idiot, standing stock-still and not quite sure
what to do.
"Angie, run!" Jack, who
came out of nowhere, shouted in my ear. And like magic, I turned around and ran
as fast as I could to the bridge. Jack and Fabrizio followed a few minutes
later. Fabrizio had a small trickle of blood running out of his nose, and his
cheek showed signs of a bruise, but he seemed otherwise fine.
"I’m so sorry," was all
I could say for several hours. Jack swore that he wasn’t mad at me, it could’ve
happened to anyone, and Fabrizio kept reassuring me that he had been in worse
scrapes. He didn’t use that wording, but I knew what he meant. Later on in the day,
Jack scrounged up the money he had made from his paintings to see if he could
buy some food. Fabrizio used his absence to his full advantage.
"You and ‘a Jack; you
have…amore, no?"
Amore, I knew, meant love.
Everyone who came to Italy did. I shook my head vigorously. "No, no;
we…are friends. No amore."
"No amore?" Fabrizio
asked, looking almost disappointed.
I was sorely tempted to tell
Fabrizio that I loved Jack; after all, I could trust Fabrizio enough to know
that he wouldn’t tell Jack. But I would have to put far more time and energy
into explaining it to him, and I really didn’t think I could. So I settled for
no amore.
*****
After less than three months in
Italy, we convinced a man named Paulo to let us ride in the back of his wagon
to France. It was on this trip that I whined and pleaded until Fabrizio caved
in and told me just what ma va fan culo and figlio di puttana meant. I laughed
until my sides hurt while Paulo grunted indignantly. I decided to keep those in
mind and use them when we were away from Italians.
It took us over a week to get to
Paris, but get there we did. It was beautiful. And it was full of art. Jack
acted like a boy on Christmas, shouting excitedly for Fabrizio and me to look
at this painting or that sculpture and did we see how the artist used the
colors here? I didn’t always see, but I pretended I did to please Jack. In
Paris, Jack drew his ten cent portraits and made a lot of money off of them.
Sometimes he would disappear at night to the brothels; he claimed that some of the
women there were perfect models. He had drawn me before, but I was fully
clothed and staring at something only remotely interesting.
Fabrizio found a job as a waiter.
He had a way of convincing the customers to take the finest food and wine, thus
earning him the favor of his employer. As for myself, I worked as a maid in a
hotel generally used by Americans. They were glad to see a native of their home
country, even if I was beneath them. Together, the three of us saved up enough
for a hotel room with two beds; I slept on one and the boys slept on the other.
It was mostly Fabrizio and I who brought in the money; Jack’s drawings weren’t
as popular in Paris as they had been in Santa Monica. A few Americans bought
them, but not many.
It was at the hotel I worked at
in Paris that I met Yves. Yves was a Frenchman by birth who was fluent in
English. He was in charge of the lifts, two years older than me and rather
attractive. I still had not stopped caring for Jack; I still clung to the hope
that someday he would realize that we were meant to be. But in the meantime, I
figured that I could have some fun.
I liked to take the lifts, just
so I could talk to Yves. I was young when I knew him; therefore, I was silly.
Looking back, I turn red with embarrassment when I remember how hard I laughed
at his little jokes, how I wore a stupid, idiotic grin whenever I was around
him. I found myself glancing in every possible reflective surface before I went
onto the lifts so that I would look as nice as possible. And I took the lifts
quite often.
Yves took to walking me places.
Walking me to the street corner, walking me down the block, walking me to the
hotel I stayed in, walking me all the way to my room. I never let him inside; I
didn’t want to give him the wrong idea. And by wrong idea, I mean the fact that
two other men around his age were living with me and we all three slept in the
same room. That might have discouraged any interest he had in me.
One morning I woke up to Jack and
Fabrizio standing over me.
"Wake up, Rip Van Winkle!"
Jack bellowed, grinning. Normally, this sight would have made my heart flutter.
Instead, I remembered that my hair was tangled and disheveled and my mouth was
open while I slept and I generally did not look very pleasant. "Come on;
get up! It’s your fifteenth birthday!"
"It is? How do you know
that?" I asked, slowly rising and scratching the back of my head.
"Well, we decided that it
is," Jack conceded, shrugging. "Partly because too much time has
passed since I first met you and now. But mostly because we have enough money
to take you out for a birthday dinner now. So tonight, we’re going to that Les
Augustine place."
Les Augustine was a nice bar. It
was the kind of place young cads take naïve girls who don’t have a terribly
large inheritance before they whisk them off to a hotel and never speak to them
again after that night. Naturally, it was a rather nice place, considering who
the three of us were.
"I a’ make you a cake a’
today!" Fabrizio promised, beaming at the prospect of celebrating a day that
probably wasn’t even my birthday. "You a’ come to my ristorante today for
lunch, okay?"
"All right," I agreed,
trying to smile even while I yawned.
I couldn’t help but announce my
sudden birthday to Yves that day. After I had answered a summons from the
concierge and directed a haughty-looking woman with a voluminous bosom towards
a fashionable café, I all but skipped over to the lifts. It was empty, save for
Yves, who smiled as I entered.
"Good afternoon, miss,"
he said, tipping his hat as he closed the doors.
"Sir," I replied
airily. After three seconds of silence, I couldn’t take it anymore. "Today
is my birthday."
Yves cocked an eyebrow. "Oh?
Really? You didn’t tell me before."
"I forgot," I said,
shrugging. It was better than telling him I just now found out. "My
friends are taking me to Les Augustine for dinner."
Yves nodded. "That’s a nice
place."
"Very," I agreed,
trying not to grin.
"How old are you?"
"Um…fifteen." Was that
too young for him? I had never disclosed my age to him before; perhaps he
wouldn’t be so flirtatious now.
"Well, bon anniversaire,
Angie," Yves said warmly as the lift came to a halt. He opened the doors
for me, and as I was about to leave, he stopped me and took my hand. "And
many happy returns." And with that, he kissed my hand, only the second
person to have done so.
I blushed crimson, I’m sure of
it, and mumbled what I think was a thank you. The moment my hand was out of his
grasp, I walked quickly down the corridor, my skirts swishing violently.
When I was finally allowed to
leave the hotel and scurry over to Les Augustine, I was tired but ecstatic.
Jack and Fabrizio had promised me drinks and presents at lunch, and I was not
about to be late for that. I nearly slipped on the snow but plodded on, eager
to get to warmth, beer, and my surprise presents. Finally, I made it to Les
Augustine. I pushed open the door and nearly gasped with the warmth that
overcame me. I pushed the door further and stumbled in, brushing snowflakes off
of me. Jack and Fabrizio flagged me down from a table in the corner where they
were nursing two beers.
"Is that how you come
dressed for your birthday dinner?" Jack teased as I took off my coat.
"Excuse me, but I don’t have
all day to change clothes at my leisure," I teased back, taking a swig of
his beer.
I had just sipped the froth off
of my own beer when Fabrizio nudged me. "He looks a’ lost."
"Who?" I asked
rhetorically, looking around in the direction Fabrizio was staring at. My mouth
fell open. It was Yves. "Oh, God," I muttered, turning around quickly
and ducking my head.
"What?" Jack and
Fabrizio asked at the same time.
"It’s…it’s someone I work
with," I tried to explain. "He…he’s…"
"Angie!"
I plastered a huge smile on my
face and turned around. I liked Yves and all; I just wasn’t prepared for, well,
this.
"Yves!" I returned as
he made his way towards us. He smiled uncertainly at Jack and Fabrizio. I
didn’t want to introduce them, but I had to. It would be quite awkward
otherwise. "Oh, Yves, this is Jack and Fabrizio. Fellows, this is Yves. He
works at the hotel with me."
They all shook hands in that
maddeningly masculine way before Jack and Fabrizio sat back down.
"Wanna join us?" Jack
asked, shouting as some rather loud music started up.
"Oh, no, thank you,"
Yves shouted back. "I just…my sister’s husband works here…and…well, au
revoir!"
And just like that, he was gone.
I sank back into my seat.
"What the hell was that all
about?" Jack asked, sounding stunned.
I grinned sheepishly. "Um…I
don’t know?"
Suddenly Jack smirked.
"Uh-oh, Fabri; it looks like our little Angie’s found herself a
sweetheart."
"What?" Fabrizio asked,
sounding very confused.
"He’s just being stupid,
Fabri," I snapped, flushing red.
"Never mind that," Jack
shouted, pulling something out of his pocket. He pulled a stack of cards out of
a small carton and began to shuffle them. "Tonight, we’re gonna teach you
how to play blackjack."
"Why?" I asked,
curious. I didn’t even know that Fabrizio knew how to play cards, let alone an
American game like blackjack. Or was blackjack even American?
"Because it’ll impress your
little Evie," Jack replied smoothly, not missing a beat.
"It’s Yves—oh, ma va fan
culo!" I snapped.
Fabrizio roared with laughter.