SAVE ALL WHO DARE THE EAGLE’S FLIGHT
Chapter Seven
"I cannot believe I lost to
yeh," Tommy declared, shaking his head as I collected the winnings--a few
bills, some cigarettes, and a button. Really, I have no idea who presented the button
or even why they had it or even why any of us agreed that it was adequate for
winnings, but still, it was something to flaunt.
"I told you," Jack said
in a long-suffering voice. "She does that every time."
"It is pazzo," Fabrizio
added, looking somewhat put out.
"Aw, come on, Fabri." I
laughed, leaving the winnings in a pile. Everyone was going to take their
things back anyway—the betting pool was all for show. "Come dance with
me!"
"What is it with you and
dancing?" Jack asked as I pulled Fabrizio up out of his seat.
"Women love dancing,"
Tommy said seriously. "It’s mad. Once they learn, they don’t stop. They
always want to dance. They—"
"I get it, Tommy," I
said, snatching his hat as I passed him. He whirled around to try and catch it,
but I was quicker. "Fabri, catch!"
Fabrizio fumbled with it for a
moment before lunging it at Olaus, who caught it with the hand not holding a
beer. Olaus must have figured out what was going on, either because Bjorn was
shouting at him or because Tommy was making a beeline for him. Either way, he
tossed it to some random man dancing by. Tommy’s battered bowler hat was soon
passed to nearly everyone in the dining room. Fabrizio and I giggled ourselves
silly as we danced around the room, evading Tommy’s wrath and watching him try
and get his hat back.
"Oi, that’s me bloody
hat!" he howled as Jim Farrell, one of Tommy’s roommates, caught the hat
and spun away with Katie Murphy, who was laughing so hard she could hardly
dance. Even Cora caught the hat at one point, darting under arms and between
dancers. The hat finally came back to me, and Tommy nearly tackled me to get
it.
"That’s quite enough of
that," he said triumphantly when he had finally pried the hat loose,
putting it firmly back on his head. Then he gave me a rather disturbing look.
"Yer in fer it now."
"No!" I shrieked,
running. Many people began to laugh at me, which I thought unfair, considering
that they had been laughing at Tommy’s expense and applauding me only moments
before. Tommy chased me all the way up to the poop deck, where he finally
caught me from behind and told me that if I were his sister, he would spank me,
but as it was, he would just "let me off with a warning."
"Oi, it’s after hours, it
is! Get back down below!" a crewman snapped at us.
Snorting, we returned to the
party, where it seemed that everyone had forgotten about the hat incident.
Jack, Fabrizio, Bjorn, and Olaus had all started up a game of poker, which
Tommy joined in on. Seeing as how I was always terrible at it, I sat and
watched for a few dances until I started to get restless again. Jack must have
noticed my fidgeting, for a moment later he said, "Look, Ang, if you’re so
bored, go dance."
"There’s no one to dance
with," I pouted.
"I ain’t doin’ it
again," Tommy declared.
"I am actually
winning!" Fabrizio said excitedly, giggling to himself. "I am not
a-getting up until I a-win the whole game!"
The Swedes looked as if they had
no intention of moving any time soon, so I huffed and crossed my arms over my
chest.
"Dancing isn’t all that bad,
you know," I muttered. "It’s fun. It’s better than poker,
anyway."
"Angie."
"What?"
"Please shut up."
"But I’m bored! I want to
dance!" I said to Jack, knowing I sounded extremely childish but
determined to impress my sentiments upon him.
After a moment, I felt a
tentative poke in my back. I turned around to see a small boy standing meekly
behind me. "Um…excuse me, miss, but…would you, would you dance with
me?"
I beamed. "Well, of course I
will!"
He grinned shyly as little
children are prone to do as I took his hand and walked out to the dance floor.
He awkwardly put his right hand on my hip and took my right hand with his left.
I led, of course; I don’t think he had ever danced before. He had probably only
just watched, poor thing.
"And what’s your name?"
I asked.
"Timmy. Timmy
McFarland," he said. I had to lean down to hear him over the noise, but I
could hear a slight Irish lilt to his voice.
"I’m Angie Marshall," I
returned. "Is this your first dance, Timmy?"
He nodded. "Yessum."
"Then I’ll show you what to
do."
I had to change things around a
little bit, but soon I was spinning and twirling Timmy all over the place. The
kid loved it; he laughed out loud and begged for more. Finally, he declared
that he was too tired to move, so I settled him against my hip.
"Where’s your family,
Timmy?"
He looked around sullenly for a
moment and then pointed hesitantly over to a table in the corner. "That’s
where Mommy and Nora are. But we don’t have to go over there."
Ah. So he had given them the slip.
"Well, I’d like to meet them," I said, heading for that table. Nora
was a little older than Timmy, red-headed and speckled in freckles. Her feet
were dangling from her chair as she clapped in time to the music. Mrs.
McFarland was a red-headed woman covered in freckles who looked rather stern.
For a moment, I was afraid she would chastise her son for running off.
"Timmy!" she exclaimed,
standing up. "Where did yeh go?!"
"I was dancing, Mommy,"
he mumbled, not looking at all happy that he had been found out.
"Hello," I interjected,
smiling in what I hoped was a winning manner. "I was dancing with your
son."
Mrs. McFarland’s sternness
immediately faded into an apologetic expression. "I’m so sorry! Was he
bothering yeh?"
I shook my head quickly, setting
Timmy down. "Oh, no, not at all! We’ve had lots of fun, haven’t we,
Timmy?"
Timmy nodded fervently, obviously
hoping I could get him out of trouble with his mother.
Mrs. McFarland smiled. "I’m
glad. Kathleen McFarland."
"Angie Marshall," I
returned, taking her outstretched hand.
"This is my daughter,
Nora," Kathleen McFarland continued, resting a hand on her daughter’s
orange hair. I waved at Nora, who shyly waved back. It’s cute how little
children are so shy until they get to know you. Then they tell you more than
you needed to know. "Well," Kathleen went on, "it’s about time I
put these two in bed. It was nice meeting yeh, Angie."
"You too, Mrs.
McFarland."
She rolled her eyes as she began
to shepherd her children away. "Please, Mrs. McFarland is me mother-in-law!
Call me Kathleen or I’ll start calling yeh Miss Marshall!"
I laughed. "If you say
so."
Timmy waved at me before he was
lost in a tangle of legs. I smiled to myself and returned to the table, where
it appeared that Tommy had won the poker game.
"Who was your sweetheart
there, Angie?" Jack teased as he dealt out the cards for another game.
"Ha, ha. His name is Timmy
and he’s adorable," I said sincerely, already starting to feel bored. I
hated poker. A part of me thinks that the whole reason they were playing it was
because I couldn’t play and would probably be out of their way. I was the
annoying kid who tagged along where she wasn’t wanted. It was even worse that I
was a girl surrounded by men—I pouted just to let them know how much I disliked
the situation.
Bjorn stood up then and said
something to me in Swedish, holding out his hand. He jerked his head towards
the dancers as he talked and I realized he was asking me to dance. I beamed and
popped up, taking his hand and allowing him to lead the way to where the other
dancers were already spinning.
"Doesn’t she ever sit
still?" I heard Tommy ask as we walked away.
As I’ve said before, Bjorn is a
wonderful dancer. I laughed and giggled as he spun me around every which way,
all the while gabbling in Swedish. He even dipped me once, much to my delight.
Since we had come in during the middle of that dance, we went on dancing for
the second and third dances. By the time the band struck up a fourth tune, we
were both tired and retreated back to the table, where Fabrizio had won the
poker game.
"Now that she’s good and
tired, let’s see if Angie will win at blackjack," Jack suggested, giving
me a fiendish look.
"Vad?" Bjorn asked,
which I had figured out earlier that night meant "what?"
"Blackjack!" I shouted
over the noise. Of course we had to get a table near the band so that we
couldn’t hear a blasted thing.
He nodded eagerly, ready to play.
I actually lost this round. Tommy
came away the victor, and boy did he let me have it.
"Excuse me, but I just got back
from dancing all night, so I’m a little tired!" I argued, knowing it was
futile as Tommy whooped and Jack and Fabrizio clapped his back in
congratulations. I think Bjorn tried to console me, but of course I couldn’t
understand a word he was saying, so his efforts were in vain.
By now the fellas were tired of
playing cards, so we sat and watched those who still had the energy to dance. I
nearly fell asleep at the table, so exhausted was I from dancing. It was a
relief when Bert tapped me on the shoulder, a sleeping Cora in his arms and her
head lying on his shoulder. I yawned the entire way back to the Cartmells’
cabin and I was so tired that I don’t even remember getting into bed, but I
must have, for the next morning I was in it, wearing my nightgown.
"Coo, we stayed out late
last night," Emmy remarked, yawning widely.
"Is Bert gone already?"
I asked, yawning as well and scratching the back of my head.
"Yes; he’s always been an
early riser." Emmy yawned again, shaking Cora, who was still asleep.
"Cora, love, it’s time to get up."
"Mmphbug," Cora
mumbled. Or at least, that’s what it sounded like.
I climbed down from my warm and
comfortable bed, rummaging through my bag for some clothes. "What time is
it?" I asked, yawning again.
"I have no idea." Emmy
yawned. Was it just me, or were we only talking in yawns? She shook Cora again,
less gently than before. "Cora, love, wake up."
Cora sat up and yawned as well
before stumbling out of bed. It took the combined efforts of both Emmy and I to
dress her, but finally we were all ready and we ambled wearily into the dining
saloon for breakfast. Jack and Fabrizio had opted to sit at one of the long
tables with Tommy, Bjorn, Olaus, and Bert, so we joined them there. Their eyes
were slightly bloodshot and there were marks on their faces where they had laid
their faces on their pillows and the pillows had left funny creases, but I’m
sure I didn’t look much better, so I refrained from teasing them.
As none of us had anything
special to do that day, we accepted an invitation from Jim Farrell to go watch
the first and second class passengers on the poop deck. You see, for some
reason, the upper classes seemed to find watching steerage passengers an
amusing way to spend their days. Personally, I don’t see what’s so interesting;
we were all dressed in tatty clothes and watching the children play games. But
they goggled at us as if we were creatures in a zoo. So, we decided to return
the favor and stare at them. I found that they didn’t like this so well.
We reached the poop deck at about
ten o’clock, giving us two hours until lunchtime. We congregated around the
space of deck just below the second class deck so that the first class
passengers would have a clear view of us and we of them. While the Cartmells
took a stroll around the deck, Jack, Fabrizio, Tommy, Jim Farrell, and I all
pointed rudely at the first class passengers, acting as if they couldn’t see
us. Some of them, the older ladies in particular, seemed extremely ruffled by
this.
"Lucille, do you see those
common people down below? I do think they’re ogling me!" one particularly
snobby lady asked her companion loudly.
I nudged Jack and Tommy--for they
were on either side of me--and said in a very loud voice with an extremely
over-exaggerated English accent, "Oh, my, I think those ladies are staring
at us! How ghastly!"
"Shocking, that is,"
Tommy said as seriously as he could, his ever-present cigarette twitching as he
tried not to laugh out loud at the ladies’ stunned expressions.
We imitated their voices for
awhile afterwards until they finally said, "What nerve!" and stalked
off, their noses so high in the air I feared they would walk into something. It
vaguely occurred to me that they could have left much sooner, but I think they
were trying to make us leave first, considering we were their
"inferiors." Obviously, it did not work the way they had wished it
to. Gradually, more and more first class passengers appeared; it seemed that
many of them liked to sleep in. Not that I was accusing them of anything; I had
roused unwillingly that morning, and later than I normally did.
The sea air had once again made
us hungry, so at twelve o’clock, we adjourned back to the dining saloon. The
McFarlands were sitting at a table already, and Timmy anxiously waved me over.
We were soon joined by the Gundersons and the Cartmells. We were quite the
group—talking and laughing in different accents and, in the Gundersons’ case,
different languages. I noticed Fabrizio eyeing the blonde girl from the night
before as she passed with her parents, and I would have said something had Jim
not chosen that moment to ask me if it was true that I had choked on a
cigarette the night before.
After successfully bruising
Tommy’s arm, I finished my lunch and went with the Cartmells to lie down for an
hour or two. The party from the night before had worn me out, and the sea air
didn’t help at all. Luckily, all four of us felt extremely refreshed after our
hour-long nap. Emmy insisted on staying to fix her hair; it had been mashed as
she slept. I stayed with her and did the same, more out of politeness than
because I was too concerned about my appearance, while Bert and Cora went off
to the public room.
I had passed by the public room
one or two times, but I had never actually gone into it. It was the brightest
room in the third class area, or so a kindly steward had told me. Speaking of
stewards, although we steerage passengers did have our own stewards, we had
less than the other classes and very few of them were patient with us. So far I
had counted several different stewards, and I suspected that there were more
that I hadn’t seen and probably never would see. Stewardesses very rarely came
down to us; they were normally stuffing women into whalebone and pinning up
their hair and drawing baths. I should know; that’s all I ever did at the
hotel. I had tidied up more women than I had rooms.
But I digress. The public room,
from what I had seen, was full of wooden benches and had a few tables off to
the sides. There was even a piano, for I had heard someone plunking around on
it earlier. The smoking room, according to Tommy--of course, he had already
been there--was very similar in design, but the smoking room was carpeted,
dimmer than the public room, and had more tables and individual chairs than the
public room. Typically women and children frequented the public room more than
men, so Jack, Fabrizio, and Tommy had not yet visited it as well.
When Emmy and I finally deemed
our appearances satisfactory, we set off for the public room. She laughed that
she had never walked so much in all her life ever since she had boarded the
Titanic—apparently, she had only ever walked to the market once a week in
Manchester. I sheepishly admitted that I had walked for most of my life; that
is, the life I remember. I might have had a car in Pacific Grove, for all I
know. But Emmy was quite interested to hear that I had almost always been on my
feet when Jack, Fabrizio, and I weren’t sneaking aboard trains.
Bert and Cora were, thankfully,
sitting near the end of a bench that left some room for Emmy and me. Someone
was noodling around on the piano and the whole room was buzzing with
conversation in several different languages and accents. Bert and Emmy were
content just to talk about nothing in particular, but Cora and I were restless,
so I took her hand and we walked around the room. The McFarlands were sitting
in the opposite corner as the Cartmells, which is why I hadn’t initially seen
them. Cora and Nora were delighted to find that their names rhymed and
immediately began to make their dolls play with each other. This didn’t suit
Timmy too well; he begged and begged his mother to take him topside.
"I can take him," I
offered. "I’m not one for sitting down."
Kathleen smiled. "If yeh
don’t mind…"
"Not at all," I assured
her. In truth, I was eager to get going—while the public room was lovely and
all, the deck was by far more interesting. So, after Kathleen had instructed
Timmy to keep his hat and coat on and to stay close to "Miss Angie"
and to listen to her, the two of us were free. I stopped to inform the
Cartmells that I had not abandoned their daughter—she was just playing with
another girl in the other corner. The Cartmells, being the lovely people they
were, said that that was fine and for me to have fun. Really, they were such
nice people!
There was a set of stairs going
right from the public room to the deck, so it was not long before we were in
the salt-tinged fresh air. Timmy took my hand and ran around the deck, pointing
out various clouds of steam from the funnels and seamen going about their
duties and first class ladies in their impossibly large hats. It was a wonder
that they ever found hatboxes to accommodate those things, but no lady would
ever purchase a hat that did not have a box, so it must have been possible.
It was not long before Timmy
paused in the middle of the poop deck and suddenly pointed, an action I was
growing steadily more accustomed to. "Aren’t those the men you were
sitting with last night?"
I looked up to where he was
blatantly pointing and saw that Jack was indeed sketching something while Tommy
was talking to Fabrizio, his cigarette in his mouth again. It occurred to me
that the only times he had ever been without it was the one time we had danced
and when he ate; other than those, he was never without it. Timmy was more than
happy to go visit with them; he had already done everything he wanted,
including romping with some of the dogs that a patient steward had been
walking.
"We wondered where you’d
gone," Jack said by way of greeting.
"Who’s this?" Tommy asked,
nodding at an uncharacteristically silent Timmy.
"This is Timmy
McFarland," I said proudly, displaying the little boy. "Timmy, this
is Tommy." Tommy flicked his cigarette. Lovely. "Jack." Jack
smiled, returning to his sketch immediately. "And Fabrizio." Fabrizio
was by far the kindest; he shook Timmy’s hand, which delighted the little boy
to no end. "What are you drawing?" I asked Jack, leaning back against
the railing while Timmy asked Fabrizio if he was an Egyptian.
"No, no, I am Italian,"
Fabrizio explained, smiling. This wasn’t the first time someone had mistaken
Fabrizio for another nationality; he had been called an Egyptian, Greek,
Armenian, Hispanic, and even an Indian.
"O-o-o-o-oh," Timmy
said, regarding Fabrizio with something like awe. Italians were generally said
to be untrustworthy thieves, so Timmy seemed to find it incredible that such a
nice man was an Italian.
"I’m drawing those girls
right there," Jack answered me, jerking his head towards where two girls
who had to be sisters were sitting by the railing, their legs poking through
the rungs so that they were dangling over the sea and their arms resting on the
bars of the railing. They were chatting away happily in what I think was
French.
"So, is this where you’ve
been this whole time?" I asked, flapping away the smoke from Tommy’s
cigarette. He smirked and dragged on his cigarette again.
"Pretty much," Jack
said absentmindedly, shading in their shawls.
"Where have you been?"
Tommy asked me.
I pushed a curl out of my face;
despite the fact that Emmy and I had redone our hair just over an hour ago,
running around on a windy deck with a little boy is bound to make one’s hair
fall down. "I went with the Cartmells back to the cabin for an hour, and
then we went to the public room. Then I found Timmy and we came up here."
Tommy, deciding his cigarette was
no longer satisfactory, flicked it into the ocean and lit up a new one.
"What were yeh doin’ in a cabin fer an hour?"
I hesitated, which caused Jack
and Fabrizio to look up as well. I was turning red; admitting that I, Angie
Marshall, had taken a nap like a child was like a man admitting he enjoyed
women’s fashions; his--or in this case, my--friends would take the mickey out
of him--or me--for it.
"Well? What were you doing,
Angie?" Jack asked.
I fiddled with a button on my
coat. "I was taking a nap," I mumbled.
The lads exchanged smirks. Damn
them.
"Aww, was widdle Angie
sweepy?" Jack asked in a rather annoying baby-voice.
I groaned. "I was tired. And
besides, it got me away from you lot for awhile."
A chorus of "oohs" came
up at this last comment.
"Aw, lass, that hurts,"
Tommy said in a voice that suggested it did nothing of the kind, clutching his
chest as if pained.
"Sometimes Mommy makes me
take a nap," Timmy piped up.
The others bit back snorts,
turning away so that they wouldn’t catch each other’s eyes and burst out
laughing. I was not amused.
"Come on, Timmy; let’s get
back to the public room," I suggested, beginning to shepherd him away.
"But why?" he asked,
thoroughly confused that we were leaving so soon.
"Um…I’m cold," I lied.
In fact, I was quite the opposite; the lads’ laughter at my expense was making
me flush with indignity. But I didn’t want to be laughed at any longer, so
Timmy gallantly escorted me back to the public room. I say "gallantly"
because he took it in his stride, trying to take my elbow like the gentlemen of
first class did and trotting back to the public room. When we got there,
Kathleen apologized and said that it was time for the children to have a
lie-down.
"But I don’t want to
go!" Timmy protested, his lower lip jutting out most unattractively.
"Yeh’ll go if yeh want to
stay for the party tonight," his mother warned.
Timmy sighed loudly in a very
annoyed manner before waving good-bye to me and slouching off after his mother
and prim-and-proper sister. Cora was still there, and she and I returned to her
parents.
"How is it outside?"
Bert asked genially as we sat down.
I thought for a moment.
"Windy," I finally decided. "It’s lovely out, if you can avoid
the wind."
He nodded happily. "Yes,
yes, I heard it was supposed to be excellent weather. You know, I’ve even heard
speculation that we might make it into the harbor on Tuesday night instead of
Wednesday morning!"
I raised my eyebrows. "Are
we really going that fast?"
He nodded. "So the steward
says."
The stewards were generally
experts in this area, so I took his word for it. At dinnertime, we were
reunited with the three lads, whose hair was tousled from the wind and their
cheeks somewhat red. Just as the last of the plates were being cleared away,
Eugene Daly and his motley ensemble gathered together in the corner. His
bagpipes flared to life just as the drum began to pound away and several bows
went up in unison, playing upon well-tuned strings. My feet began to tap at
once. I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned around.
"May I have this
dance?"