Written by Alanna
Based on some situations originated by James Cameron.
Slow down
Make it last
I'm having the time of my life
And take a photograph
I don't wanna leave this behind
What seemed so out of reach
We're holding it right in our hands
Let's give up everything
Let's jump in and never look back
Let's jump in and never look back.
Jack sighed sadly, sitting on the
rock hard, dirty sofa. The date was April 15, 1913, a year after the sinking of
the Titanic. Jack didn’t know why he had survived. He was less now than before
he was on the Titanic. He was living in the crummy basement of an abandoned bar
that was rodent-infested and bitterly cold in the winter. Jack hated the way
his life had turned out, especially since he had lost Rose. Jack had checked
all the survivor lists, but he had not found her name. He had searched for her,
but he hadn’t found her anywhere, and he had come face-to-face with the cruel
reality. Rose was gone, and he would not be with her until he died and returned
to the Titanic.
"I wish you were here with
me, Rose," Jack muttered to himself as he got up from the rock hard couch,
walked over to the dresser, grabbed a piece of moldy cheese, and picked up the
newspaper. As he began to pick to mold off the cheese, something in the
newspaper caught his attention.
April 13 will be the one year
anniversary of the sinking of the Titanic. If you wish to pay your respects to
those lost in the sinking, go to Pier 54.
Jack’s eyes widened when he saw
the news and he dropped the cheese, but he didn’t care. A memorial for those
lost on the Titanic? Should he go? Jack silently reprimanded himself. Of course
he had to go! He had lost his love a year ago today. He had to go to pay his
respects. If he didn’t go, he knew that Rose would be hurt.
I’m coming Rose, Jack said to himself as he set the
newspaper down, grabbed his dark green, not warm enough jacket, and walked out
of the shack he called home. He had an hour’s walk to the pier. He knew that he
didn’t really want to walk and stand in this cold weather, but something inside
him told him to go. Something was telling him that it was important that he go
to pay his respects to Rose. It was very important to him.
This is all I ever wanted
But life got in my way
You’re all I ever wanted
I didn't see how it could change
That something was missing until today.
Not far away from the pier, Rose
sat on her bed and sighed sadly. She knew very well what day it was. It was a
year after she had lost her beloved Jack. She didn’t want to be happy. She had
loved Jack with a passion. She still hadn’t gotten over the fact that Jack was
dead. She knew it had been a year since she had lost him, but it still felt
like it was just yesterday. Rose felt a silent tear stream down her cheek. She
had a good life now that she was free from her mother and Cal. Not long after
she arrived back in America, she had found Molly. Molly had taken Rose in and
had sworn to her that she would never see her mother or Cal again. Molly had
taken care of Rose and given her everything that she needed, but she couldn’t
give her Jack, and he was what she needed most.
"Rose, honey, come on. Get
dressed." Molly said in a rushed voice as she barged into Rose’s room.
Rose broke from her thoughts and looked at Molly, confused.
"Why? Where are we
going?" Rose asked. Molly looked at Rose quickly before slipping into a
black dress.
"We are going to the
memorial for the Titanic," Molly informed her as she slipped into her
black shoes. Rose sat up and looked at Molly with wide eyes.
"There is a memorial
today?" Rose asked skeptically. Molly nodded as she sprayed on some of
Rose’s perfume.
"Yes. I just read about it
in the newspaper. I think we should go to pay our respects. I know that you
lost people you loved," Molly said, staring at Rose knowingly. Rose bit
her lip and looked Molly in the eye.
"But what if it’s too
painful to be there?" Rose asked, trying to keep herself together. Molly
looked Rose in the eye and, judging by the seriousness in her expression, Rose
knew that she was going to say something straight from her heart.
"Would you rather go and it
be painful or would you rather feel regret because you didn’t go to pay your
respects to Jack and all the others who were lost?" Molly asked, making
Rose think. Rose just stared and blinked in surprise. How did Molly know she
didn’t want to go? Was there something in her eyes suggesting she didn’t? Molly
always seemed to know.
"I’ll be ready in a minute,
Ma’am," Rose said politely with a forced smile. Molly nodded her head with
a smile and walked out of the room, allowing Rose to get dressed and ready.
Once Molly was out of the room,
Rose quickly walked over to her closet and pulled out the beautiful dress she
had worn the night the Titanic sank. It might have been just a year, but Rose
was amazed that she could still fit into the dress. When she slipped into it,
Rose was shocked when she saw that the normally tight bodice was hanging loose
on her. She must have lost weight due to her always running around on the
stage. But maybe most of it was because she didn’t feel the need to eat. She
couldn’t bear to eat anything, because Jack would never eat a meal with her
again.
Once she put on her white shoes,
Rose turned to her mirror and stared at herself in astonishment. In just a
year, Rose saw herself becoming older. She didn’t look like a young girl
anymore. She was beginning to look more and more like a woman. She saw her face
beginning to look more like an adult’s. Rose continued to stare at her
reflection and let a sad smile grow upon her face. She knew that Jack would be
proud that she was still alive, and she knew that if she went to the memorial,
he would be proud to know that she had never let go of him. Letting a single
tear stream her cheek, Rose sprayed on her perfume and wiped away the tear. She
and Molly left the house and headed for the pier. If there was one thing they
didn’t know, it was that they were in for the surprise of their lives.
The city comes alive
As soon as you walk through the door
Another sleepless night
But I don't wanna sleep anymore
I don't wanna sleep anymore.
Jack stared at the ships and
sighed. He remembered when he and Fabrizio had won those tickets. He and
Fabrizio had had nothing, but winning those tickets had given them something.
They had run onto the Titanic, expecting a better life in America. Jack looked
at the ground sadly. Fabrizio had never gotten a chance to experience the great
things in America. He, along with the majority of the passengers, had died
without even getting a chance to smell the New York air. Jack sometimes
wondered why he still breathed in the air when he had lost so many people who
deserved it more than he did. He knew that Rose did. Jack bit his lip as he
walked along the pier, trying not to bump into the hundreds of people who had
come to pay their respects.
Did all these people know
someone on the ship? Jack
asked himself, irritated that everyone was bumping into him. Jack stood two
rows away from the edge of the pier and stared at the empty water with blank
and lifeless eyes. Just standing there and staring at all the ships and the
ocean brought back memories of the Titanic, both the painful memories and the
joyful memories. Jack struggled not to let tears stream down his cheeks. It
would have killed him if he had started to cry.
Rose, I need you so much now.
This is all I ever wanted
But life got in my way
You’re all I ever wanted
I didn't see how it could change
That something was missing until today.
Not far from where Jack stood,
Rose and Molly walked into the crowd of people. Rose felt like a stranger in an
unfamiliar land. Everything seemed so different, even though she had been to
this pier several times since she had returned to America. She suddenly felt
like she was in a foreign country, just the way she felt when she first boarded
the Titanic. She felt like a prisoner in a land of freedom. Now that she was
back, almost a repeat of last time, she felt like that once again.
"Molly, I’m going to move a
little closer to the front, all right?" Rose informed Molly as she began
to walk away.
"I’ll come looking for you
at the end. Okay, Rose?" Molly asked Rose as the younger women walked to
the second row. Rose stood beside an old woman who had tears streaming down her
cheeks. Rose assumed that she had lost her husband in the terrible sinking.
Watching the poor old woman cry made Rose begin to tear up. It made her think
about what it was like leaving Jack behind.
Rose, keep yourself together, Rose told herself, trying not to break
down sobbing.
Climbing so high
Just don't look down
We can see everything from here
For once in my life
Feet off the ground
I don't wanna come back down.
Jack sighed in boredom and began
to look at his surroundings. Everyone seemed colorless and had the same faces.
No one seemed different. They all looked the same--colorless, dead, and
disappointing. Jack sighed sadly when something caught his eye down the row.
Red hair. Jack turned his head fully to see who the head of red hair belonged
to. He gasped loudly. It was Rose! She was alive! But how? Wasn’t she dead?
Jack blinked once more to make sure that he wasn’t hallucinating, and he
wasn’t.
Rose? Jack whispered to himself as he continued
to stare at her.
He didn’t know if he should walk
over to her. What if it was just a women who looked like Rose and would be
offended if he asked her if she was Rose? Jack was not ready to make a fool out
of himself on a day when he should be paying his respects to Rose. Maybe he was
acting strange because it was the one year anniversary. Jack was about to turn
away and think it all out when he heard a familiar voice call Rose’s name. It
was Molly. She had lived, too. Rose turned and waved at Molly. Jack knew for
sure that that was his Rose. She had the same beautiful smile.
Jack stared at her and saw that
she was beginning to walk towards the front. Jack followed quickly. He didn’t
care that he was pushing people aside to get to her. He couldn’t bear to lose her
again. He followed her and saw her stop right at the edge of the pier, staring
at the water and all the men and women as they began to prepare for the
memorial service. Jack bit his lip. He had to do this. It was now or never. If
he didn’t do this, he might lose her again, and he might never be fortunate
enough to find her a second time. Jack walked up beside her and took hold of
her hand. Rose didn’t look at his face. She looked at their hands, which were
intertwined with each other, and then she looked at his face. She didn’t gasp
or say anything. She just stared into his eyes in shock. Jack licked his lips
nervously.
"Rose…I finally found
you."
So take a photograph
We’re having the time of our life.
"Jack? You’re alive! But
how? I looked on all the survivor lists and I couldn’t find your name
anywhere," Rose said, backtracking in her mind to remember if she had read
the list carefully. Jack smiled at Rose.
"I wasn’t on any of the
survivor lists because a fisherman and his family found me and they kept me on
their boat. But I checked the survivor lists and you weren’t there," Jack
said. Rose bit her lip nervously. She didn’t know if she should tell him that
she had taken his name.
"I took your name, Jack. I
hope you’re not upset. I thought you were gone and I wanted to just have that
little part of you with me and I didn’t…" Rose rattled on, but was stopped
by Jack laying his fingers across her lips.
"I couldn’t care less if you
took my name. All I care about is that you’re alive and all right. And judging
by Molly still being alive, I’m guessing that you have a home that gives you
good shelter," Jack said. Rose nodded her head, looking at Jack’s dirty
clothing.
"And judging by the way your
clothes are, I’m guessing you’ve been living in a place that rats have been
living in," Rose said sympathetically. Jack nodded his head, embarrassed
by how grungy and dirty he looked.
"Yeah, we get along
great," Jack said, lightening the mood. Rose looked into his beautiful
eyes and smiled.
"Come live with Molly and
me," Rose said. Jack blinked hard.
"What?"
"Please, Jack. We can start
a life together before we get enough money to buy a house, and we can make
everything count. Jack, I can’t let you live in a place where the vermin gets
the best of you! I want you to live with me and Molly! That’s all I could ever
want! Jack, I love you!" Rose told him.
"Y-you…love me?" Jack
asked, a smile creeping across his face. Rose nodded her head as she moved in
closer to him and wrapped her arms around him.
"I love you more than anyone
I’ve ever known," Rose said with a smile. Jack smiled at her as he cupped
her cheek with his hand.
"I love you so much,
Rose," Jack said, moving in to kiss her. Rose and Jack stood lovingly in
each other’s arms as the memorial service began. They let go of each other,
smiles on their faces.
"Want to get out of here
and…can I take you to the stars?" Jack smirked playfully at Rose. Rose
smiled and held his hand tightly.
"I don’t see the need for us
to be here anymore. We found each other," Rose said with a smile. They
smiled and laughed happily as they walked back to Rose and Molly’s home. It
took a year after the sinking for them to realize that being together was all
they ever wanted.
This is all I ever wanted
But life got in my way
You're all I ever wanted
I didn't see how it could change
This is all I ever wanted
Nothing will get in the way
You're all I ever wanted
I knew that somehow it could change
I didn't know what I was missing until...today.
The End.