LOVE THAT NEVER FADES
Chapter Fifteen
Santa Monica
Three days had passed since Jack
and Rose had boarded the train. They were getting closer to Santa Monica, and
were going to arrive in the next hour or so. Rose was sleeping on his shoulder,
while Jack looked out the window, watching the scenery pass by. It was about
five o’clock in the afternoon on the twenty-third of April. Jack ran his
fingers through his hair, wishing for them to get there already. He was getting
tired of sitting on the train, doing absolutely nothing but wait for three days
to pass. Before he had met Rose, he hadn’t minded sitting in a train for more
than three days, since he had hopped on it while it was moving. Back then, he
had had no money to afford a ticket, so that was the only way he’d get to
places.
But now, he had a wife and didn’t
really look forward to sitting on a train for three days, waiting to arrive in
Santa Monica as the train made its way across the country. Jack looked down at
Rose’s sleeping face. Her arm was draped around his waist, while his was over
her shoulder. Her head rested on his shoulder as she slept like an angel. Jack
smiled and kissed the top of her head. He rested his head on the back of the
seat and closed his eyes for awhile, hoping that when he woke up they would be
in Santa Monica.
*****
An hour passed by, and the train
came to a halt. Jack quickly opened his eyes and looked out the window. There,
he saw the train station in Santa Monica. He smiled and looked at the still
sleeping Rose. Jack gently shook her, and she opened her eyes. She sat up and
rubbed her eyes.
"Are we there?" Rose
asked. Jack nodded. She smiled at him. "Finally." Jack laughed. Jack
got up and took the wooden box from the seat across from them and held out his
hand. Rose gladly took it and followed him off of the train and into the train
station. "So, this is Santa Monica?" Rose looked around the station.
"Yep. The good old Santa
Monica," Jack said, smiling. "Come on. We gotta stay in a
hotel."
Jack led Rose out of the train
station and led her to the nearest hotel. When they finally found one, they
went inside and checked in, receiving the key to their room. Jack thanked the
man and took Rose’s hand, leading her upstairs and to their assigned room. Once
he found it, he opened the door and went inside, with Rose behind him. In the
room, there was a queen-size bed in front of the window and one nightstand on
each side. There was also a bureau on the left side of the room. Rose smiled
and leaned on Jack’s shoulder. He looked at her and smiled. He kissed the top
of her head and put the wooden box down beside the bed. Jack stretched and
yawned.
"I think we should get some
rest so tomorrow we can start looking around Santa Monica," Jack said.
Rose smiled and went over to him.
"I love you," Rose
said.
"I love you, too," Jack
said, smiling. He leaned down and kissed her, laying her on the bed as he
hovered over her. Once they pulled apart, they stared at each other lovingly.
"Take me to the stars again,
Jack," Rose said, looking into his piercing blue eyes. Jack smiled.
"My pleasure," Jack
said, kissing her once more. Both stripped out of their clothes, and Jack threw
the covers over them, visiting the stars once more.
*****
It was two o’clock in the
morning, and Jack and Rose were cuddled together, sleeping. Rose’s head lay on
Jack’s bare chest, while his arm was draped across her shoulders. Suddenly,
Rose began breathing heavily, as if she was frightened, and tears began running
down her cheeks while she slept. She stirred, causing Jack to wake up, and she
began shaking.
"Jack...Jack, no...Jack,
please come back. Don’t die...Jack...please...I love you. Don’t leave
me...Jack...please, Jack. Don’t die!" Rose cried out in her sleep, tears
running down her cheeks. Jack sat up and gently shook her.
"Rose...Rose, wake up,"
Jack said, trying to wake Rose up. "Rose, wake up! I’m here! Rose!"
Rose opened her eyes, then sat upright, fright shining in her eyes. She looked
down at her left hand, where her engagement ring and her wedding ring sat on
her ring finger. Slowly, she turned to face Jack, and more tears came to her
eyes. She threw her arms around his neck, hugging him close, crying on his
shoulder, saying his name over and over. "Shh. I’m here. I’m here. I’m not
leaving you...everything will be all right. I promise." Jack hugged her
close and rocked her back and forth to calm her down. Rose pulled away and
looked into Jack’s worried eyes.
"Oh, Jack!" Rose cried,
covering her face with her hands and sobbing. Jack hugged her once more.
"What happened?" Jack
asked. Rose looked up at him.
"I had a dream about the
Titanic and what we’ve been through...but it was different. When we were in the
water, you were...you were...oh, Jack!" Rose cried, clinging to him,
afraid that he’d disappear if she didn’t hug him. Jack suddenly knew what she
had dreamt about, and hugged her close.
"I’m here, Rose. I’m not
going anywhere," Jack said, wrapping his arms around her bare back.
"Everything will be fine. I promise. I’m not going anywhere." Jack
buried his face in her hair. Rose cried and just held him close.
"I love you!" Rose
cried, holding onto him. "I love you."
All Jack could do was hold her
close. She probably had had a dream that he had passed away, and that must’ve
frightened her. Jack gently caressed her bare back to soothe her and calm her
nerves. He hated to see her cry. It broke his heart. Jack kissed her head and
just let her cry. It was all he could do. The Titanic was something they had
both experienced, and it would haunt them for as long as they lived. A single
tear slid down his cheek as he realized he had been close to death on that
night, and he would’ve left Rose alone...to mourn over him. Jack hugged her
close and buried his face in her fiery red hair, breathing in the scent.
"I love you, too,
Rose," Jack whispered. He caressed her hair lovingly. "I will always
love you." Rose just hugged him close and cried into his bare chest,
letting the hot tears fall down her face and fall onto Jack’s chest. Jack
pulled away, held her face in his hands, and looked into her eyes. "I just
want you to remember that I’ll always be with you, no matter what. I’m never
leaving your side. I promise." Rose looked up at him and kissed him.
"Oh, Jack. What would I do
without you?" Rose asked, hugging him once more. Jack smiled weakly and
hugged her back.
"I don’t know, but I do know
that I wouldn’t be able to live without you," Jack said. Rose smiled and
kissed him with all the passion in her. When they broke apart, they lay back
down, cuddled close together, and just fell asleep into a dreamless slumber.
*****
It was now close to eight o’clock
in the morning. Jack and Rose were still sleeping. The sun had crept into their
room from the window above them, causing Jack to squeeze his eyes shut against
the bright sun. Jack rubbed his eyes and sat up, yawning. He turned and saw
that Rose was still asleep. Jack got up from the bed and put on his
undergarments, which had been thrown on the floor the previous night. When he
had, he scratched his head and remembered Rose waking up at two o’clock in the
morning from a frightening nightmare. He sighed as he watched her sleeping
form. She clung to the sheet, covering her naked body, and her red curls were
spread out on the pillow. Her mouth was partly open, taking shallow breaths in
her relaxed sleep.
Her eyelids were closed,
preventing Jack from seeing her emerald green eyes, which he enjoyed looking
into. Jack smiled and put on the rest of the clothes that he had thrown on the floor
before they had made love. When Jack had dressed himself, he took some money
and left the hotel to buy them a decent meal to eat for breakfast, since this
hotel didn’t have room service. Jack walked fast, so that he could return
before Rose woke up. He didn’t want her to cry just from finding that he was
missing. When he exited the hotel, he turned the corner and went into a café.
Rose’s eyes suddenly fluttered
open, awakening her from her dreamless sleep. She sat up slightly and looked
around her. She stared at the spot beside her, finding it empty. Rose held the
sheet close to her, trying to remember what had happened. After awhile, she
remembered. Rose closed her eyes and sighed. She had had a nightmare about the
ill-fated ship that both she and Jack and been on while it was sinking. Rose
looked around, hoping to see Jack come out of the bathroom, but the door didn’t
open. She got up and covered herself with the sheet. She stood in the middle of
the room, confused.
"Jack?" Rose called
out, her voice shaking. No response. Where had Jack gone? Did he leave me?
Oh, dear God, please tell me that he didn’t. It would break my heart, knowing
that he doesn’t love me anymore...does he love me? Was it right to marry Jack
so soon? Oh, dear Lord, please help me. Bring Jack back to me. Don’t let him
leave me, not after what we’ve been through. Please! Tears suddenly welled
up in Rose’s eyes at the thought of Jack leaving her. She closed her eyes to
keep the tears from falling down her delicate cheeks. Rose suddenly burst into
tears and fell to her knees, holding onto the sheet. "Oh, Jack, why? Why
did you leave me?" Rose covered her face with one of her hands, the other
holding onto the sheet.
Jack had just exited the café,
holding a brown bag filled with a jar of coffee, two pastries, and two freshly
baked muffins. Jack walked back towards the hotel he was staying in and went
inside. He climbed the stairs and reached the hotel room that Rose and himself
were staying in. Jack was about to open the door when he heard sobbing.
Perplexed, Jack opened the door and found Rose on the floor, clinging to the
sheet, crying. Her back was facing him, and her body shook with sobs. Jack
closed the door quietly and placed the brown paper bag on the bureau beside
him. Slowly, he made his way towards her and knelt down beside her, wrapping
his arms around her.
Rose jumped, feeling a pair of
strong arms around her body. She turned and found Jack looking at her
worriedly. A smile appeared on her lips as she threw her arms around Jack’s neck,
crying on his shoulder. Confused, Jack wrapped his arms around her, trying to
comfort her. The sheet Rose was clinging to before had fallen down, showing off
her breasts but covering her waist. Rose hugged Jack tightly, not letting him
go. She had thought that Jack had left her, only to find that he hadn’t. Jack
pulled away and looked into Rose’s eyes.
"What happened?" Jack
asked, concerned and worried for Rose.
"I-I thought you left
me," Rose said, looking at Jack with tear-filled eyes. Jack just chuckled
sweetly.
"Left you?" Jack asked,
as if she was out of her mind. "Rosie, I would never leave you. I married
you, didn’t I?" Jack saw Rose nod, looking down. "Rose, if I married
you, I’m going to live with you and love you until the day death tears us apart.
I’m true to our vows. I’ll love and cherish you, if you’re sick or not, if
you’re rich or poor, until death tears us apart. Rose, it doesn’t matter to me
if your rich, poor, sick, healthy, or whatever. What matters to me is that I
love you. And what made me fall in love with you was you. Not your wealth, but
you, Rose Dawson, you made me fall in love with you." Jack caressed her
cheek with his thumb. Rose smiled, held the hand that was on her cheek, and
closed her eyes, tears of happiness beginning to fall down her delicate cheeks.
"Rose, I want you to know that I love you, and I would never leave or hurt
you. Okay?" Rose nodded. "Trust me on this, Rose. I love you. And
after what we’ve been through together, I’ll be sure to protect you from all
the dangers in the world."
"I trust you," Rose
said. Jack smiled and brought her face to his, kissing her lovingly.
"C’mon," Jack said,
getting up and holding out his hand. "I got us some breakfast." Rose
smiled, took his hand, and allowed him to help her up. Rose pulled the sheet
over her chest, standing up straight. Jack smiled at her. "So, you’re
planning to wear the sheet all day?" Rose laughed and shook her head.
"No," Rose said,
smiling. "I’ll be right back." Rose turned, went to pick up the
underclothes that were thrown on the floor, and put them on, as well as the
dress she had worn yesterday. Once she was fully dressed, she went over to Jack
and sat on the bed beside him as he took out the coffee, the pastries, and the
muffins. He hand Rose her coffee, pastry, and muffin, setting his coffee cup on
the floor and placing the pastry and the muffin on his lap while he placed the
brown paper bag on the bed, behind him. Rose took a sip of the coffee and
placed the cup on the floor, as well, since they didn’t have a small table. She
began devouring her pastry, enjoying the sweet taste of it, better than the
food she had been used to when she had been in first class.
Rose looked over at her new
husband and smiled, watching him devour his pastry, as well. Rose continued
eating her pastry until she had eaten all of it. She picked up the muffin from
her lap and began eating that, as well. Once she had finished the muffin, she
picked up her coffee cup from the floor and slowly drank the hot fluid. From
the corner of her eye, she could see Jack doing the same. After ten minutes had
passed, both had finished their breakfasts and begun disposing of the trash
that was left over. Once they were finished, Jack smiled. Rose smiled back and
went to stand in front of him, wrapping her arms around his waist. Jack smiled
and leaned down, placing a loving kiss on her lips. Rose craned her neck up so
the kiss could go deeper, and brought her hands to the back of his neck,
running her fingers through his hair.
Jack placed his hands on the
small of her back, gently pulling her close against his body. He lifted her up,
lips still connected, and spun her around. Rose let out a shriek as they kissed
and laughed lovingly, holding onto each other. Jack laughed as they kissed and
continued spinning her around, holding onto her waist so that she wouldn’t fly
out and fall. Shortly after, he put her down, but he was still kissing her.
Rose was the one to pull away. She looked up at him and smiled.
"So, what are we going to do
today?" Rose asked. Jack smiled.
"Well, first we’ll go to the
pier and drink cheap beer, then we’ll ride the roller coaster ‘til we throw up,
and then ride horses on the beach...right in the surf, just like we talked
about on the Titanic," Jack said, smiling. Rose smiled, tears glistening
in her eyes. She threw her arms around him, hugging him with pure love and
adoration.
"We’re going to head out for
the horizon, aren’t we?" Rose asked.
"I promised you, didn’t
I?" Jack asked. "You know I don’t break my promises." Rose
smiled and looked up at him, bringing her lips to his, bringing him into a
kiss. "C’mon. Let’s get going." Jack held out his hand. Rose smiled
and took his hand, allowing him to lead her out of the hotel. Jack called a
cab, and both got inside.
"Where to, miss?" the
driver asked Rose. Jack and Rose looked at each other, remembering when Jack
had said that. Jack smiled, as did Rose.
"To the Santa Monica
Pier," Rose said, trying not to laugh. The driver drove off, wondering why
the couple was suddenly acting strange. Jack and Rose interlocked hands,
staring at each other lovingly. Less than fifteen minutes later, the cab
arrived at the Santa Monica Pier. Jack reached into his pocket, pulling out the
money he had taken from the bank. He retrieved five dollars and handed it to
the man. The man was about to give him his change, but Jack shook his head.
"Keep the change," Jack
said, smiling. The driver smiled, as well, and thanked him. Jack and Rose left
the cab. Rose stopped and looked at the pier in awe. A hundred yards away stood
the amazing roller coaster that Jack had talked about, and a dozen yards away
from that was the beach. Rose smiled and looked up at her husband. "So,
Mrs. Dawson, are you ready to head out for the horizon?" Jack looked at
Rose, a playful smile on his face. Rose looked at him and smiled.
"Of course, Mr. Dawson. I’m
ready when you’re ready," Rose said. Jack smiled and kissed her, holding
her close to him. He led her towards a bar that he had gone to when he had been
there. He opened the door for Rose and let her go in front of him. The place
was dimly lit, with only five individual lights hanging from the ceiling to
light the room. Rose could see about ten tables around the bar, and some men at
the tables played poker, drank beer, smoked, and talked--everything that men
usually do in bars. Jack placed his hand on her waist, bringing her closer to
him. He began walking towards the bar, where there were individual stools
waiting to be sat on. Jack helped Rose sit on one of the stools, sitting on one
beside her.
"Two beers, please!"
Jack called, banging on the counter to get the bartender’s attention.
"Coming right up," the
bartender said. Jack recognized the voice and smiled.
"Well, if it isn’t good old
James Anderson!" Jack said. The bartender stopped and looked up.
"Well, I’ll be. Jack Dawson,
where in the hell have you been?" Mr. Anderson asked, smiling.
"Here and there," Jack
said, smiling. "Oh, I would like for you to meet my wife, Rose Dawson.
Rose, this is James Anderson. I would always come down to this pub after I draw
my portraits and drink beer here. We got to be good friends." Rose smiled.
"It’s a pleasure to meet
you, Mr. Anderson," Rose said, smiling.
"The pleasure is all mine,
Mrs. Dawson," James said.
"Oh, please call me
Rose," Rose insisted.
"As long as you call me
James, I’ll call ya Rose." James smiled. Rose smiled back.
"Seems fair to me."
Rose smiled. James poured the beers into two glasses and handed them to the
couple. Rose took the glass and began drinking it, shocking James.
"Well, I never seen a woman
drink that much before in my life. Jack, you got yourself some strong,
free-willed wife there. Take care of her," James said.
"Don’t worry. I will,"
Jack said, smiling. Rose set the glass down, her chest heaving from gulping the
beer without taking a breath. Jack smiled and took a sip of his beer. Jack
turned and looked around the bar, remembering the last time he had been here.
He had met two people here, two people who had helped him when he had needed
help. Jack looked around the bar, seeing men playing poker, drinking beer, arm
wrestling, fighting, and just talking. He saw a table with two men sitting
across from each other, talking. To Jack, they looked familiar. One of the men
had brown hair with matching eyes, while the other had dark brown hair, with
the same eyes as the other had. Jack squinted, and realized that the two men
were the men who had helped him when he had been in Santa Monica. Those two men
were Jonathan Michaels and Charles Stephens. Jack smiled and set his glass
down, getting down from the stool and going over to the table they were sitting
at, leaving Rose alone on the stool.
When Jack had reached the table
where he had seen his friends, he smiled. He just stood there, watching the two
men playing poker and talking. Jack turned, finding Rose looking at him,
confused. Jack just gave her a reassuring smile, sending her a message from his
eyes that everything would be fine. Rose smiled back and took a long drink of
the beer she was holding in her hand. Jack smiled and turned back to his
friends, who were now staring at him. At first, they didn’t acknowledge him,
but a few moments later, their eyes widened and both stood up, hugging Jack.
Jack smiled, hugging both of them.
"Jack, where have you
been?" Jonathan asked, looking Jack over.
"Yeah. You’ve been gone for
two years...where have you been, exactly?" Charles asked. Jack just
smiled.
"I’ve been everywhere. New
York, England, France, Germany, Switzerland, Italy, Norway...you guys name it,
I’ve been there," Jack said, smiling happily.
"Wow. You’re some
traveler," Jonathan said.
"Well, I’m Jack Dawson. Jack
Dawson is a traveler," Jack said. "Although I may cut down on all the
traveling."
"Why?" Jonathan asked,
his face wrinkled in confusion.
"Well, I’m settling down,"
Jack said. "I got married."
"M-married?" Charles
asked, eyes wide with shock. "The Jack Dawson, who wouldn’t let any woman
touch him, got married?" Jack nodded. "When?"
"Four days ago. We’re on our
honeymoon," Jack said.
"Where is she?"
Jonathan asked.
"Over there, sitting by the
bar," Jack said, looking over.
"The blonde?" Charles
asked. Jack turned and found that a blonde woman was sitting beside Rose,
having a conversation with her.
"No...I don’t know the
blonde," Jack said, smiling. "The red-headed beauty."
"How’d you two meet?"
Jonathan asked, curious. "I mean, there has to be some reason you two have
met. A woman that beautiful...with you? I mean, come on."
"It’s a long story, a story
I’m not yet ready to tell, but I’ll tell you that I met her onboard a
ship," Jack said, placing his hands in his pockets, trying to keep his
nerves at bay. He hadn’t mentioned the Titanic, but the mere thought of it made
his body chill.
"Can we meet your
wife?" Charles asked. "I mean, if the Jack Dawson I know got married,
I have a right to know who married him." Jack smiled.
"Sure," Jack said,
leading them towards Rose. Rose turned and looked up at Jack, with a loving
smile. "Rose, I’d like you to meet two men I met when I was in Santa
Monica. This is Jonathan Michaels and Charles Stephens. Jon, Charles, this is
my beautiful wife, Rose Dawson." Jack introduced his friends to Rose, who
was smiling brightly.
"It’s good to meet you,
Rose," Charles said. "It’s good to know Jack has married a beautiful
woman." Rose smiled, a shade of pink covering her cheeks as she blushed at
his kind words.
"It’s good to meet you, as
well, Mr. Stephens," Rose said.
"Please...call me Charles.
Mr. Stephens was my father," Charles said.
"All right...Charles."
Rose smiled.
"If Jack ever causes trouble,"
Jonathan said, looking over the beauty Jack had married, "you call me, and
I’ll take care of him." Rose laughed.
"Don’t worry, Jon. I think I
have him under control," Rose said. Jon smiled, as did Jack and Charles.
Jack looked over at Rose and gave her a loving smile. A smile that he only gave
to Rose--his wife. Rose smiled back, and her eyes shone as she did so. Jack
leaned closer and kissed her, not caring if people were watching, nor that his
friends were in front of him. All that mattered to him was his love for Rose. A
love that he cherished with all his heart. A love that was found aboard a
doomed ship between two different people from different classes. As Jack pulled
away, he stared into the beauty of Rose’s eyes and smiled. Jack moved a red curl
that was in Rose’s face and pushed it behind her ear, caressing her cheek as he
did so. He looked at his wife with love and care shining in his eyes, knowing
that she was the love of his life and that she deserved to be happy--deserved
to head out for the horizon, as they had once talked about onboard the
unsinkable ship. Rose deserved to fulfill her dreams here in Santa Monica--just
as they had talked about. Jack smiled, moved his hand down to her lap, and
cupped her hand in his, holding onto it tightly, but with love. He knew that
now Jack and Rose Dawson would start their lives and head out for the
horizon...whenever they felt like it. They smiled at each other and kissed once
more, enjoying the presence of one another. Enjoying being husband and wife for
the first time, enjoying being on their honeymoon in Santa Monica--the place of
Rose’s dreams.