LOVE THAT NEVER FADES
Chapter Twenty-Three
Jack and Jon were talking in the
parlor while Rose was upstairs, playing with Amanda. Katherine had gone out of
the house, mentioning something about going to the market to purchase a few
items. Jonathan told Jack everything he had done during his two years of
absence. Jack, too, told Jonathan everything about his adventure. From his
parents dying in the fire up until the day he married Rose. He talked about
some experiences on the Titanic, but left the sinking part out because it was
too hard for him to share with Jonathan, for it was still fresh in his memory.
Now, Jack and Jonathan were having a discussion about their married lives.
"I met Kat three years ago
while I was walking on the beach. It was a beautiful summer day. It was June, I
suppose, and as I was walking, I bumped into her, nearly knocking her over.
Luckily, I caught her before she fell, and from that moment, I was in love with
her. We started seeing each other more, became intimate with each other, one
thing led to another--she got pregnant, we got married, and now, we’re just a
happy family. And let me tell you, every time I look into her eyes, I fall in
love again. It’s like I was eighteen again, falling in love with the most
beautiful girl that I had ever met. She was only fifteen or so when we
met," Jonathan said. "She’s eighteen now, but I’m deeply in love with
her, something that I never felt in my entire life up until I met her. She’s my
world. She’s my everything. If something happened to her, I don’t know what I’d
do." Jonathan looked over at Jack, smiling. "We married on July 15,
1909, and had Amanda on February 17, 1910. Kat and I have been happily married
for two years. Our third anniversary will be this July." Jonathan smiled
over at Jack, who was smiling back. "How old is Rose, by the way?"
"Seventeen," Jack
answered.
"Seventeen?" Jonathan
asked. Jack nodded. "And you’re what--twenty?" Jack nodded again.
Just as Jack was about to say something, Rose appeared at the top of the
stairs. Jack looked at her and smiled. Jonathan looked over his shoulder,
finding Rose descending the stairs with graceful, elegant steps, her hand
holding onto the banister. Once she reached the bottom step, Rose walked over
to the sofa and sat beside Jack.
"Amanda is fast asleep in
her room," Rose said to Jonathan. Jonathan nodded.
"Yeah, at this time she
always takes her naps," Jonathan replied. Rose smiled. "So, have you
two thought about having children of your own someday?" Jonathan looked at
Jack and Rose.
Jack was taken aback by the
question. He had never thought about having children of his own, not even
having the courage to discuss it with Rose herself. Someday, he would love to
become a father, but he felt that they should wait for a few months. Just so
they could enjoy being husband and wife before they became parents. He didn’t
want to rush things at the moment, for they had just gotten married, and if
they had children now, they wouldn’t be able to have time to themselves, and
Jack wished to have some time to themselves before they became parents to their
own child. Rose stared at him with an expressionless face. She just stared at
him as if she was expecting him to say something to answer Jonathan’s question.
Jack looked into Rose’s eyes and saw longing in them. As if she wanted to have
children of her own...as if she would like to have one now. Jack ran his rough
fingers through his tousled hair as he sighed uneasily.
"Well, I would like to wait
for awhile before we have children of our own. If we have a child now, we won’t
be able to experience just being a husband and a wife...having the ability to
enjoy our marriage for a few months before we head on to another chapter of our
lives," Jack said, looking over at Rose, hoping that she wasn’t too upset with
his answer. He looked over at Jonathan, finding him nodding his head. "But
I would love to become a father...it’s just that it’s a little too early now.
I’m only twenty years old, and I want to be able to experience being a husband
first. Then, when it’s the right time, I’ll be able to experience fatherhood.
Just as I believe that Rose should first experience being a wife, then later
on, a mother. A child can change a person’s life, and I’m just not ready
yet...I’m not ready to be a father...although I want to be." Jack looked
over at Rose, who gave him a small smile. "You’re not upset with me, are
you?"
"No," Rose said.
"Why would I be? I understand that you’re not ready, and I know I’m not,
either, and I can wait if you want me to. There’s plenty of time for children,
and I have to agree that we should first experience being a married couple
before we become parents. We should just give it time, I guess. There’s no harm
in that." Rose looked over at her husband. Jack smiled, pressing his lips
against hers, bringing her into a gentle, loving kiss. Rose closed her eyes at
the gentle brush of his lips against hers. Rose felt Jack’s tongue tease her
lips, urging her to open them. Rose made a small gap between her lips, allowing
Jack’s tongue to slip into her mouth, interlocking with her own. She felt
Jack’s hand go up her arm, landing on top of her shoulder. Rose’s hand traveled
up to his neck, where her fingers ran through Jack’s golden-blonde hair. Their
kiss lasted for a minute when Jonathan’s cough broke them apart. Jack looked
over his shoulder and smiled, his cheeks turning a pinkish color. Rose, too,
blushed as Jonathan stared at them, a smile spread across his features. Just
then, the front door opened, revealing Katherine holding two bagsful of groceries.
Both Jack and Jonathan got up to assist her, taking both bags away from her.
Jack carried one and Jonathan carried the other.
"Why, thank you,
gentlemen." Katherine smiled. "I really appreciate your
kindness."
"Anything for my wife,"
Jonathan said, planting a kiss on her lips. Rose smiled from where she was
sitting and watched as Jack went into the kitchen to put the bag on the table.
Rose just sat there, playing with her fingers. Jonathan and Katherine went into
the kitchen to put the groceries away. Rose sat on the sofa, completely
oblivious to the fact that Jack had entered the parlor, or that he was making
his way towards her. She jumped when she felt a pair of arms go around her.
"Oh...it’s only you,"
Rose said, smiling at him.
"Of course it’s me,"
Jack said. "Who did you think it would be?"
"Nobody..." Rose said.
She looked over at him, finding his blue eyes shining with love and concern.
"I’m just tired."
"Well, then, why don’t you
go to our room and take a nice long nap?" Jack asked. "I’ll be outside
if you need me. Okay?" Rose nodded and felt Jack’s lips brush against her
cheek. "I love you...have a nice rest."
"I will," Rose said,
getting up. She found Jack smiling at her. Rose smiled back, heading towards
their room, which was on the second floor. Rose opened the door to the guest
room and stepped inside. She closed the door behind her and leaned against it,
closing her eyes. Sighing, Rose walked towards the bed and fell upon it,
closing her eyes and falling into a deep sleep, her exhaustion taking over her.
Jack watched Rose walk up the
stairs and heard her close the door of the guest room. Jack pursued her just to
make sure she was okay, because she was acting strange. He gently knocked on
the door, hearing no response. He turned the doorknob and poked his head in,
finding Rose lying on the bed. Opening the door a little further, he stepped
into the room and headed towards her, finding her eyes closed. She lay on her
stomach, her head resting on the pillow. Smiling, Jack took a blanket from the
chair beside the bed and put it over her, placing a gentle kiss on her delicate
cheek. He saw her smile, her eyes still shut.
"I love you..." Rose
said, her voice soft.
"I love you, too, Rose. Have
a nice rest," Jack said before leaving the room, closing the door behind
him and leaving Rose in peace. Jack passed Amanda’s room, finding it open. He
peeked inside, finding Amanda sleeping peacefully on her bed. Jack walked
inside quietly and went towards her, covering her with a comforter. He gently
pressed his lips on her cheek, moving her hair away from her face and smiling.
Jack left her room, leaving the door open a crack. He went down the stairs,
putting his hand in his pocket, taking out his pack of cigarettes, and hitting
the end of the pack with the palm of his hand. Taking one cigarette out of the
pack, he put the end in his mouth, slipping his hand into his pocket, putting
the pack back, and taking out his matches. Heading out the front door, he lit
the cigarette and took a long drag. Blowing out the flame from the match, he
dropped it on the ground, blowing out the smoke from his nose.
Jack’s eyes skimmed over the
houses that were across the street. He saw the mailman opening the gate,
climbing up the steps, and heading towards him. The mailman slipped his hand
into his bag and took out a pile of mail, handing it to Jack. Jack took the
mail and nodded to the mailman, who smiled at him and climbed down the stone
steps, closing the gate and heading towards the next house to give the people
their mail. Jack looked down at the pile of mail he had in his hands and looked
through it. Most of it was bills, while other items were letters or
advertisements. Jack heard the front door open. He looked over his shoulder,
finding Jonathan standing behind him.
"The mail usually comes at
this time--" Jonathan said, finding Jack holding up the mail that was in
his hands. "Oh, thanks." Jonathan retrieved the mail.
"No problem," Jack
said, swinging his hair away from his face and taking another drag from his
cigarette.
"Got another
cigarette?" Jonathan asked. Jack nodded, taking the pack from his pocket,
taking out a cigarette, and handing it to Jon. He put the pack back in his
pocket and took out his matches, lighting the cigarette for Jon. "Thank
you..." Jonathan took a long drag from the cigarette and blew the smoke
out through his nose. Jack blew the flame out and dropped the match onto the
pavement. "I haven’t smoked in awhile, you know. I think my last cigarette
was before Amanda was born."
"That’s a long time,"
Jack said, holding the cigarette between his forefinger and middle finger and
blowing out the smoke from his mouth.
"I know, and I’ve been
missing it, but I wouldn’t wanna smoke in front of Amanda, you know. She’s only
two, and I wouldn’t want to see her get anything serious from my smoking.
That’s why I stopped when she was born," Jonathan said, taking another
drag from the cigarette.
"I haven’t smoked since
before it happened, you know. I couldn’t find the time to buy some, and
besides, I was enjoying my time with Rose so much that a cigarette didn’t even
cross mind," Jack said. "I just had time to buy some yesterday, and
this sort of helps me relieve my stress from all the shit I’ve been through for
the past week...besides Rose. From the time the ship hit the iceberg,
everything changed...from the time when I had the chance to love Rose...to
actually fall in love with her, the iceberg had to hit."
"It’s nature, Jack,"
Jonathan said. "You can’t go against nature."
"I know, but it wasn’t
nature’s fault," Jack stated.
"Then whose was it?"
Jonathan asked.
"Who knows?" Jack
asked. "All I know is that they received six iceberg warnings, but they
ignored each and every one of them...only asking for help when it was too late.
Before we knew it, the ship had gone down...taking more than fifteen hundred
people with her...mostly third class passengers." Jonathan just shook his
head.
"How can those people judge
others without really knowing who they are?" Jonathan asked. "Can’t
they see that they have feelings as well? They don’t have to have all the money
in the world to show others that they’re actually worth something, that they’re
actually real human beings, just as much as the first class passengers?"
"I have to agree with you,
but they can’t see it. The only person I know who really understands is
Rose," Jack said, looking over at Jonathan. "She was a first class
passenger with elegant clothing and fancy hairstyles...but within all that, I
saw a woman who wanted to be set free...and she was looking to me to set her
free. To let her be the woman that she wants to be, instead of being miserable
and trapped, as she was in first class."
"I still don’t understand
how she could be miserable with that kind of life," Jonathan said, taking
a drag from the cigarette.
"She was miserable,
Jon!" Jack said. "Her mother controlled her life. Her mother chose
her fiancé, her mother chose the clothes she should wear, her mother never gave
her a chance to have the ability to live life to the fullest. All her mother
did was make her life miserable and not worth living. She attempted to end her
life on the Titanic by jumping off the back of the ship, and I couldn’t let her
do that. She’s worth more than that. She deserves more than what her high
society life had to offer. From the moment I laid eyes on her, I knew that she
was miserable--that she needed someone to set her free from the gilded cage
that she was forced to live in, and I did everything I could to set her free,
and I did. I did. I made her the woman that she is now, allowing her to do
whatever she wants with her life. I’m not going to stop her. I love her too
much to destroy her life--to control her life. I will never control anybody’s
life, no matter who they are. They are capable of living their life on their
own, and as I always say, making each day count." Jack put the end of the
cigarette back in his mouth, taking his last drag from the cigarette before
dropping it onto the pavement. He blew out the smoke as he continued. "I
would do absolutely anything to make her life worthwhile. It would kill me if I
saw that she was living a miserable life." Jack put his hands in his
pockets, looking over at Jonathan, who had just finished his cigarette.
"Now you know why Rose didn’t want to live her life in high society."
Jonathan nodded.
"I guess she’s one of a
kind," Jonathan said.
"She is, Jon. She’s a unique
woman, and I love her for that. I love that fire that she has inside her. The
one ounce of hope that she would be free. That’s what made me fall in love with
her. Her will to be set free from her cage...to be a free butterfly who was
flying in the wind, able to do whatever she pleased without anybody objecting
to her wishes. I know she still has that spirit inside her. That spirit allowed
me to set her free, more or less, allowed me to fall in love with her. To see
the true Rose that was being held by the beauty of the woman that walked as
elegantly as a princess and wore garments that had a silky touch to them,"
Jack said. "She’s the world to me. She’s my life...without her, I’m not
living." Jonathan nodded.
"That’s exactly how I feel
about Katherine," Jonathan said, dropping his cigarette onto the pavement
after blowing out the smoke from his nose. Jack smiled. Jonathan looked at his
watch, whistling. "It’s already three o’clock. I should be heading for
work. I have to work a double shift today. I’ll see ya later, Jack. Okay?"
Jack nodded, watching Jonathan go through the gate. After closing the gate, he
walked up the block before waving to Jack, who waved back. Jack went inside,
closing the front door. He went into the kitchen, where he found Katherine
preparing a pot of coffee. She looked up at the sound of his footsteps.
"Hi, Jack." Katherine
smiled.
"Uh…Jon left for work,"
Jack said.
"He did?" Katherine
asked, looking at him.
"Yeah," Jack said.
"He said something about working a double shift today." Katherine
smiled, shaking her head.
"He never tells me these
things, you know," Katherine said.
"Ah…maybe he forgot to tell
you," Jack said.
"Maybe," Katherine
said. "Would you like a cup of coffee?"
"Sure," Jack said.
"Why not?" Jack took a seat in one of the chairs, watching Katherine
pour him his coffee.
"How much sugar?"
Katherine asked, looking at him over her shoulder.
"Three teaspoons," Jack
said, tapping his fingers on the table. Katherine set his cup in front of him,
sitting beside him and taking a sip from her cup.
"Where’s Rose?"
Katherine asked.
"She’s resting," Jack
said, taking a sip from his cup. "She said that she was tired."
"She must be exhausted from
all the strain she’s been through. I don’t blame her," Katherine said.
"Besides, it’s best that she gets her rest now instead of being exhausted
all day long." Jack nodded, taking another sip from his cup of coffee.
Jack glanced over at the clock that hung on the wall in the kitchen, finding
that it was fifteen minutes past three. Cal had invited them to dinner tonight,
and it was only five hours away. Jack ran his fingers through his hair,
sighing.
Silence hung in the kitchen for
minutes. Jack just stared down at his cup of coffee, which was half full, his
mouth forming a thin line. Strands of his blonde hair fell into his face, his
eyes holding a mysterious glow. Jack lifted the cup and brought it towards his
mouth, taking a sip of the hot liquid. Setting the cup down, Jack ran his
fingers through his hair, moving the strands away from his face and closing his
eyes for a brief moment. When he opened them, he looked over at Katherine, who
was drinking her coffee. Jack finished his coffee, getting up. He mumbled that
he was tired and left the kitchen, climbing the stairs and heading towards the
guest room, where he opened the door, entering the room quietly. After closing
the door behind him, Jack turned, finding Rose still fast asleep on the bed.
Smiling, Jack took off his boots and set them aside. He walked over to the bed
and lay upon it, putting his hands behind his head and staring up at the
ceiling.
As Jack stared up at the ceiling,
thoughts began to linger in his mind. He wondered if going to dinner with Cal
tonight would be a good idea. He still had that one ounce of hatred towards the
man, but his heart also told him that he was a friend. It was awkward for him
to be friends with Cal when they had been enemies aboard the Titanic. Caledon
Hockley had despised him because he had stolen Rose away from him. But now, Cal
had learned to accept the fact that he was married to Rose, that he was no
longer capable of winning her. As these thoughts played in his head, Jack’s
eyes grew heavier, and as they did, they began to close, bringing Jack into a
dreamless slumber. Turning to his side, Jack fell asleep, letting his
exhaustion take over his body. There, in the room, Jack and Rose were sound
asleep, their souls drifting into another world.
*****
It was close to five o’clock in
the Michaels’ house, and Jack and Rose were still sound asleep in the
guestroom. The first to awake was Rose, who was on her back. Her eyes fluttered
open, staring up at the ceiling. Rose rubbed her eyes to awaken them from their
slumber. After moments of awakening herself, she finally sat up, yawning quietly.
She looked over her shoulder, finding that Jack, too, had taken an afternoon’s
rest, as she had. Smiling, she got up and left the room to grab something to
drink, for her mouth was dry. When she reached the bottom steps, she found
Amanda playing in the parlor. Rose smiled at her, making her way towards the
kitchen. There, she found Katherine preparing a meal. Rose walked over to the
icebox.
"You don’t mind if I grab
something to drink, do you?" Rose asked, taking out a pitcher of freshly
squeezed orange juice.
"No, not at all. Go right
ahead," Katherine said, smiling at her. Rose smiled, going over to the
cabinet and retrieving a glass. Closing the cabinet door, Rose set the glass on
the counter, pouring the liquid into the glass until it was full. Heading back
towards the icebox, Rose put the pitcher back in its place and took the glass
from the counter, where she began quenching her thirst. The glass was empty
when she finished drinking the last drop of the juice. Rose walked over to the
sink, where she washed the glass and put it in the dishrack. Rose found Jack’s
portfolio by the counter. She picked up the portfolio and opened it, finding a
portrait of herself and Katherine talking that morning. Smiling, Rose looked
down at the initials that Jack had written, along with the date. Rose closed
her eyes, reminiscing about the time that Jack had drawn her in the nude.
*****
"It’s quite proper, I
assure you," Rose said, laughing and opening the door to the sitting room.
Both entered the room, Rose closing the door. "This is the sitting
room." Rose looked at Jack. "Will this light do?" Jack turned,
confusion written on his face. "Don’t artists need good light?" Jack
smiled.
"Zat is true, but I’m not
used to working in such...’orreeble conditions," Jack said in a bad French
accent. His eyes fell upon a painting that he recognized. He gasped.
"Monet!" Jack headed towards the painting, crouching down, his
artist’s fingers gliding over the rough texture of the painting.
"Do you know his
work?" Rose asked, standing behind him.
"Of course...look at his
use of color. Isn’t he great?" Jack asked.
"I know...it’s
extraordinary," Rose said, heading towards the closet. "Cal insists
on carrying this thing everywhere." Rose chuckled.
"Should we be expecting
him anytime soon?" Jack asked, looking over at the other rooms.
"Not as long as the
cigars and brandy hold out," Rose said, taking the necklace out of the
velvet box and walking toward him. She handed him the necklace, Jack taking it
in his hands and examining it.
"What is it? A
sapphire?" Jack asked, staring down at the jewel, which shone in the light
in the room.
"A diamond. A very rare
diamond," Rose said, looking over at Jack. She took a deep breath.
"Jack, I want you to draw me like one of your French girls...wearing
this." Rose looked at him. Jack nodded.
"All right," Jack
whispered, still examining the diamond.
"Wearing only this,"
Rose finished, a smile spreading across her face, Jack’s shocked face looking
at her.
"A-all right," Jack
said, taking a shaky breath. Rose smiled.
"Good...I’ll go get
ready," Rose said, taking the necklace from Jack. "I’ll be back in a
few minutes." Jack nodded, watching Rose disappear into her stateroom.
Rose walked over to her
closet, removing a silk kimono. She threw the kimono atop her bed, taking off
the velvet dress that she was wearing. After a few minutes of struggling with
the buttons, she managed to strip out of her dress. Putting her dress on a
chair, she took off her shoes and stockings and set them aside before she began
unhooking her corset. She had trouble at first, but she managed. Taking the
corset off, she slipped on the kimono, tying the sash around her. Rose walked
over to the bureau and took off the earrings that hung on her ears. She took
off the necklace that was wrapped around her neck and placed them in the
jewelry box. She looked down at her left hand and saw the engagement ring that
lay upon her finger. The ring which symbolized the ownership of Caledon
Hockley. The ring that proved to the rest of the world that she belonged to him
and nobody else. Without hesitation, she removed the ring, as if she was ending
the commitment Cal had offered a short year ago. As if she was breaking free
from the possessed life she had lived for the past year. Dropping the ring onto
the bureau, not giving a care to the world if she lost it, for she had never
wanted it on her finger in the first place. Her fingers landed on the butterfly
comb, which held her curls away from her face. Removing the comb, she shook her
curls free, her hair falling past her shoulders and around her face. She put
the comb on the bureau and took a deep breath. Her hand rested on the doorknob
before opening the door that separated her stateroom from the sitting room,
where Jack was waiting for her. Finally, she opened the door and stepped into
the sitting room, where she found Jack sharpening a piece of charcoal.
Jack looked up, hearing the
door open. There, he found Rose standing in the doorway, a sly smile on her
face, swinging the sash of the silk kimono she was wearing. A smile appeared on
Jack’s face, straightening from his sitting position. Rose took a few steps
until she stood in front of him. She smiled at him, his shining eyes staring at
her.
"The last thing I need is
another picture of me looking like a porcelain doll," Rose said. She held
out a dime, which held between her fingers, was exposed to Jack. "As a
paying customer..." Rose tossed the dime toward his chest, Jack catching
it. He smiled at her. "I expect to get what I want." Rose stepped backwards,
her hands going at the opening of her kimono. She slowly removed the kimono,
exposing her bare skin to the man who was first witnessing her in the nude. She
put her hands in front of her, taking a deep breath. She just stood there,
waiting for him to say something, for he only sat there, his eyes wide, his
face showing off a pinkish color, and she saw him shift nervously in his seat.
"Over on the bed--I mean,
couch," Jack said, mentally kicking himself for the mistake that he had
made. He could feel the blood rush to his cheeks as he watched Rose make her
way towards the couch. He watched as she lay gracefully on the couch, resting
her head on one of the pillows and putting her left arm over her head, then
moving it to another position.
"Tell me when it looks
right--" Rose began, trying to find the right pose.
"P-put your arm back the
way it was," Jack said. Rose put her arm over her head, her hand holding
the edge of the fancy pillow. "Right...now, put your other hand right by
your face there." Jack demonstrated the way he wanted her posed. "All
right. Head down, eyes to me--keep them on me, and try to...stay still."
Jack brought his right foot over his knee, positioning his portfolio. He took a
deep breath, beginning to draw the beauty that lay before him. His mouth was a
thin line and his hair fell in his face, his eyes concentrating on his
work--drawing every line, every curve, and every shadow perfectly, his eyes
staring down at the paper and up at Rose, capturing her soul--capturing her
beauty and putting it all onto the piece of paper.
Rose watched Jack
concentrating on his drawing. Rose hadn’t moved a muscle, watching Jack’s eyes
look at her and at the paper, hearing the scratching of the charcoal, and
seeing the strokes of his fingers on the paper, drawing the real Rose he saw.
Rose looked into Jack’s eyes, finding him concentrating on his work, as if
nothing in the world could ever disturb him. A small smile came across Rose’s
face as she scrunched up her nose.
"So serious..." Rose
said, seeing Jack smile. Rose continued to stay still, laying as motionless as
possible so she would make it easier for Jack to draw her. As she watched Jack
draw, she noticed a pinkish color appearing on his cheeks. Rose smiled, her
heart fluttering inside her chest. "I believe you are blushing, Mr. Big
Artiste." Rose smiled at him. "I can’t imagine Monsieur Monet
blushing." Jack looked at her, smiling.
"He does
landscapes," Jack pointed out. "Now, relax your face."
"Sorry," Rose said,
taking a deep breath.
"No laughing," Jack
said, continuing to draw. His eyes narrowed, making every stroke and every
shadow on the portrait perfect. His attention went to her eyes, capturing her
soul--the way her eyes twinkled at him, and drew them onto the piece of paper.
After two hours had passed, Jack had finally completed the drawing. Smiling, he
looked down at his work, satisfied. He heard Rose get up from the couch, pick
up the kimono that was on the floor, and slip it on.
"Date it, Jack,"
Rose said, looking at him. "I want to remember this day for the rest of my
life." Rose smiled at him, watching him scribble something in the bottom
right hand corner. She went over to him and stood behind him, looking over his
shoulder. Her hand was on his shoulder, her chin laying upon it. Jack blew the
dust off the portrait and closed the portfolio, handing it to her. "Thank
you." Rose pressed her lips against his, her hand holding the portfolio
and trying to take it, but Jack was preventing her from doing so. They laughed
as they shared their kiss.
*****
Rose was still caught in her
trance, gazing down at the drawing Jack had done of herself and Katherine that
morning. She was so transfixed by the portrait that she hadn’t heard
Katherine’s question, nor had she heard Jack appear in the kitchen yawning.
"Rose?" Katherine
asked, watching Rose stare down at the drawing. She saw Rose blink a few times
before looking up.
"I’m sorry. What is
it?" Rose asked, looking at Katherine.
"I asked you if you were
hungry and if you wanted me to serve you some mashed potatoes and fried
chicken," Katherine said, worry shining in her eyes. "Are you
okay?"
"I’m fine," Rose said.
"I was just reminiscing." Rose looked at the portrait and closed the
portfolio, setting it aside.
"It wasn’t a bad one this
time, was it?" Jack interrupted, walking towards her. Rose looked up at
the sound of his voice and turned. A smile spread across her face, looking at
him.
"No," Rose said.
"It wasn’t." Rose looked at him, smiling and planting a loving kiss
on his lips, which automatically brushed against hers. She felt Jack’s arms go
around her back as she put her hand on the back of his neck. A few moments
later, their lips broke apart, inches apart. "It was much more appealing
than the others." Rose looked at him with a sly smile.
"Well, what could possibly
be appealing at this time of day?" Jack asked, taking a plate from the
cabinet and serving himself a big spoonful of mashed potatoes and a piece of
fried chicken, and pouring hot gravy onto his mashed potatoes. He went to
another pot and served himself a spoonful of white rice. He grabbed a fork, a
knife, and walked towards the kitchen table.
"I don’t know," Rose
said. "Besides, I’m sure you’ll know. You were blushing most of the
time." Rose smiled, accepting the plateful of food that Katherine had
served for her after Jack had served himself. "Thank you." Rose went
to sit across from her husband.
"I wonder what this
appealing moment is," Katherine said, taking a seat on one of the
available chairs. Rose smiled, putting a forkful of mashed potatoes into her
mouth, gracefully chewing the delicious food.
"Well, this was a moment way
before the Titanic struck the iceberg. Probably four or five hours
before," Rose said. "This was one of the moments when I enjoyed being
on the ship--other than the sinking." Katherine nodded, her eyes fixed on
Rose. "Well, it was the fourteenth of this month. Jack and I had shared
our first kiss moments before. I took him to the sitting room, which was on B
Deck--the richest part of the ship. As we entered the sitting room, Jack was
amazed at the beauty of the magnificent first class sitting room. Of course, I
had paintings, for art is one of my major interests. And one of those paintings
in particular caught Jack’s interest. It was a painting by Monet. As he was
occupied with the painting, I went to the safe and took out an expensive
necklace. It was heart-shaped, with a very rare blue diamond surrounded by tiny
diamonds. In French, they call it Le Coeur de la Mer--in English, it’s known as
the Heart of the Ocean."
"How much did this necklace
cost?" Katherine asked. "If you don’t mind my asking."
"No. Of course not,"
Rose said. "Well, according to Caledon Hockley, it cost two million
dollars." Katherine’s eyes went wide as she heard the price.
"T-two million
dollars?" Katherine asked, her eyes still wide. Rose nodded.
"I know. Cal used to smother
me with this expensive jewelry," Rose said. "It was something he did
to try to get me to love him. But sure enough, it didn’t work." Katherine
smiled.
"Do you still have the
necklace?" Katherine asked.
"Yes. It’s in
safe-keeping," Rose said.
"That’s one expensive piece
of jewelry to have," Katherine said, chuckling.
"I have to agree. Only Cal
didn’t understand," Rose said. "To him, money was everything.
Material things meant more to him than me. Well, at least at that time. I’m not
sure if he’s the same now."
"Well, people have their
moments," Katherine said.
"True," Rose said.
"I have to agree with you on that one."
"Well, you were
saying…" Katherine said, urging Rose to continue with her story. Rose
smiled.
"Well, when I showed him the
necklace, I asked him something," Rose said. "I asked him if he would
draw me like one of his French girls, wearing the necklace." Rose noticed
that Jack’s face was growing pink, though he continued to eat his meal.
"When I meant the necklace...I meant only the necklace." Katherine’s
mouth went wide.
"You mean...you..."
Katherine couldn’t get the words out.
"Posed in the nude for
him?" Rose finished for her. "Yes, I did." Rose smiled.
"I could never imagine
someone like you doing such a thing!" Katherine said, a smile on her face.
"Well, don’t judge people
before you know them," Rose said, smiling. Rose looked over at Jack,
finding his face beet red. "Why are you blushing? You had it easy. All you
had to do was draw me. Do you think it was easy for me to pose in the nude in
front of a man?" Jack chuckled.
"Do you think it was easy to
stare at a naked woman for two whole hours?" Jack asked, chuckling. Rose
joined in the laughter.
"Mommy?" The sound of
Amanda’s voice was heard from the parlor.
"Yes, sweetie?" Katherine
called, her head turning in the direction of the door.
"I have to go potty!"
Amanda said.
"Coming, sweetheart!"
Katherine said, getting up and heading in the direction of the parlor door,
leaving Jack and Rose in privacy.
"She’s one lucky
woman," Rose commented, continuing to eat her food.
"Why is that?" Jack
asked, after he swallowed his bite of chicken, mashed potatoes, and rice.
"She has a husband who loves
her," Rose said. "And she has a beautiful little girl."
"Don’t you think you’re
lucky enough to be married to me?" Jack asked, a smile threatening to
cross his face.
"Well, doesn’t someone
believe he’s special?" Rose asked, a smile across her face. "And to
think that you were lucky enough to end up with me!" Jack laughed.
"Things happen. And we ended
up being married," Jack said. "Why? Do you want to change that?"
"Absolutely not!" Rose
said. "I love the way my life is going, and I wouldn’t change anything.
You being my husband is perfectly fine with me."
"Just as you being my wife
makes my life worth living," Jack said, taking a sip of the white wine
that was before him. Rose blushed, continuing to eat her meal.
"What time do you suppose we
should prepare for the dinner we’re going to attend to tonight?" Rose
asked, putting a forkful of her meal in her mouth.
"I believe in an hour or
so," Jack said. "It’s only 5:40, so I suppose we can be ready by
seven and leave the house at 7:30 at the latest."
"That doesn’t sound too
bad," Rose said, agreeing to his plan. Rose finished up her meal until all
that was left was the gravy. Taking a slice of bread from the basket on the
table, Rose ripped a piece off and cleaned the gravy from the plate, then
placed it in her mouth, where she chewed the bread gracefully. A few minutes
later, Jack finished his meal and did the same as Rose until their plates were
cleared of the food. Rose got up, gathered the dirty dishes, including Jack’s
plate, and placed them in the sink, where she began washing them. She was
accustomed now to doing her own chores, instead of other people doing them for
her. Her whole life had been about money and fancy dresses. Her mother had
always believed that Rose should marry the richest bachelor in town and live
her life that way. But Rose had thought otherwise. She hadn’t wanted her mother
to choose her husband, nor had she ever wanted her to choose her life. Rose
wanted to be independent, but her mother had never allowed it. But now she had
all the freedom she had ever wanted, without anyone objecting to her wishes,
and without anyone to stop her.
While she was washing the dishes,
she felt a pair of strong arms go around her waist. Rose stopped what she was
doing and smiled, leaning her head against Jack’s chest and feeling his chin
atop her head. She placed her hand over his, closing her eyes for a brief
moment to enjoy being in her husband’s arms, to enjoy being loved as she was
with Jack. She felt Jack turn her around, pressing his lips against hers,
giving her a loving kiss. Rose was immediately lost in his kiss, bringing her
hands towards his face, their lips brushing against each other‘s and giving the
kiss more tender, loving intimacy to it. Rose heard the running water playing
in her ears as they kissed, and she pulled away, looking at him with a bright
smile.
"You always do that to
me," Rose said. "Kiss me, then make me forget what I was doing
before." Rose turned around and continued washing the dishes, a smile
still lingering on her face.
"Well, you’re my wife,"
Jack said, wrapping his arms around her once more. "What do you expect me
to do?"
"Love me," Rose
answered, placing the last of the dishes in the dishrack. She turned off the
water and dried her hands with the kitchen towel.
"But I do," Jack said,
slowly turning her around to look at her. "I always will." Rose
smiled, looking at him. Just as they were about to kiss, they were interrupted
by Katherine, who had entered the kitchen. Both looked at her.
"I-I’m sorry...am I
interrupting something?" Katherine asked, her cheeks developing a pinkish
color.
"No," Jack said,
letting Rose go. "We were just...uh...talking." Rose laughed.
"You don’t have to hide it
from me," Katherine said. "I was once a newlywed." Jack and Rose
smiled. "Well, Mandy is over at Sarah’s, so she won’t be bothering you.
Why don’t you two go on up to your room and spend some quality time
together?"
"Don’t we do that
enough?" Rose asked, chuckling.
"Well, a little more
wouldn’t hurt, would it?" Jack asked, looking at her.
"I suppose it
wouldn’t," Rose said, slipping her hand into his as they left the kitchen
and went up to their room. They closed the door and went over to the bed. Jack
kissed Rose, gently hovering over her, her head resting upon the pillow. Jack’s
hand rested upon her shoulder, while Rose’s hand was on his chest. Rose shook
her head and pulled away.
"What?" Jack asked,
looking at her.
"Jack, as much as I would
love to do this, not right now," Rose said, looking at him.
"But--" Jack began.
"No buts," Rose said.
"We have made love every day for the past three days in a row, and every
time we do make love, we end up exhausted and sleep for more than three hours.
Also, we have a dinner to attend, and we have no time whatsoever to make
love." Jack pouted. "Don’t give me that look. It’s hard enough to say
no to you. I don’t need a little puppy pout with it. Now, let’s just
talk."
"Please?" Jack begged.
"Now, Jack, be a good little
boy and listen to your little wife," Rose teased him. "We have plenty
of time to make love, but right now is not the time." Jack sighed, slowly
getting off of her. Rose sat up straighter and placed her hands on his
shoulders. "Don’t worry...I still love you. Besides, you’re the only man
I’ll ever make love with. No man will ever take your place. I promise. I love
you, Jack. You’re the only man I’ll ever love." Jack turned and smiled at
her, gently pressing his lips against hers, bringing her into a gentle, loving
kiss. As they were kissing, Jack tickled her, causing her to laugh.
"Ah!" Rose laughed, trying to stop Jack from tickling her, but he was
too strong. She managed to escape from him, running towards the balcony door.
Quickly opening the door, Rose went outside, hearing Jack walking towards her.
Rose laughed when Jack lifted her up. She swung her legs as her arms went
around his neck, laughing. Jack’s strong arms held onto her, swinging her
around, causing Rose to shriek in happiness. Jack laughed, pressing his lips
against hers, kissing her with all the love and passion that was inside his
heart.
Jack slowed his spinning until
they weren’t spinning at all and slowly brought her down, their lips still
connected. The gentle breeze blew around them, causing Rose’s hair to flutter
in the wind and her dress to flutter in the spring’s gentle breeze. The sun was
still up in the sky as the two lovers kissed. Birds flew across the horizon as
the crashing of the shore was heard two blocks away. Moments later, their kiss
broke, and Jack wrapped his arms around her, bringing her into a warm, tight
hug and burying his face in her crimson curls. Rose’s arms went around his
neck, her chin resting on his shoulder with her eyes closed and a small smile
upon her face, the two hugging with the gentle breeze playing with their hair,
and their love growing with every moment of their lives together. Their love would
grow as strong as the iceberg that had sunk the Titanic on the morning of April
15, 1912. They knew that nothing would come between their love for each
other--or so they hoped.