LOVE THAT NEVER FADES
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Jack emerged from Benjamin’s
office, his eyebrows raised. Rose turned in her seat and stood up, wondering
what was wrong. She looked into his blue eyes and found that they were content and
shone with love. Rose felt his arms wrap around her as she put both hands on
his chest, looking into his eyes.
"Well, is everything all
right?" Rose asked.
Jack smiled and chuckled.
"Everything’s perfectly fine," Jack said, a smile on his face.
"What did Ben want?"
Rose asked. "If you don’t mind my asking."
"Of course not," Jack
said, tucking a red curl behind her ear. "Ben raised my salary, and he
said that he was glad that you’re working here and that you’re a pleasure to
have around at the gallery."
"Well," Rose said,
smiling. "I’m happy to be here. And as for your raise in your salary, I’m
happy for you. I really am. You’re making your dream come true, little by
little."
Jack smiled and leaned in,
bringing her into a kiss that lasted for less than a minute.
"If it weren’t for you, I
wouldn’t be here right now," Jack said, pressing his forehead against
hers.
"What have I done to cause
you to be here?" Rose asked, looking at him.
"You encouraged me,"
Jack said. "No one, besides my parents, ever encouraged me to hold onto my
dream, and that means so much to me that you care, and…" Jack couldn’t
find anything else to say, so he pulled her into another kiss, pressing her
body as close as her pregnant stomach would allow. When he pulled away moments
later, Jack looked into her eyes. "What’s your dream?"
Rose smiled, her eyes twinkling.
"I’ve always wanted to be an actress," Rose said. "To be up on
stage and perform in front of people that I don’t know, and to explore the
world and see where my dream would take me, but—"
"But what?" Jack asked,
looking at her.
Rose sighed. "But,"
Rose began. She looked into his eyes, a small, gentle smile on her face.
"I have this baby growing inside me, and I don’t want anything—" Rose
stopped as Jack put two fingers upon her kiss-bruised lips.
"Rose," Jack said, his
voice soft and encouraging. "I know you want to act. I can see it in your
eyes, and if you think that that baby inside you will stop you from following
your dream, you’re wrong."
"Jack, I highly doubt that a
director would hire a woman who is expecting," Rose said, looking at him.
"Especially now that I’m starting to show. Maybe if I had begun to look in
my earlier months, maybe then a director would have hired me, but I waited too
long, and now it’s too late."
"Rose, it’s never too late
to follow your dreams," Jack said. "If you want to be an actress,
then go on and be an actress. I’m sure some director will hire you, and if they
don’t, then they don’t know what they’re missing."
Rose smiled at him and cuddled
closer into his arms. "What would they be missing, Jack?" Rose asked,
looking at him from her position.
"Well, they won’t be able to
meet the most beautiful woman alive, nor will they ever get to have the chance
to see your free-spirited personality, or see how talented you really
are," Jack said. Jack looked at her and smiled. "I remember that
afternoon when we were out on the deck of the Titanic, and you noticed a man
carrying a camera. I saw the light shining in your eyes. I saw the longing and
the adventurous spirit inside you. When you performed in front of the man, you
made me realize your talent, and how wonderful you would appear up on
stage." Jack looked into her eyes with deep love and passion. "Rose,
if you believe that being an actress will make you happy, then go for it. Make
your dream come true. Maybe we can make our dreams come true together. I want
to be a professional artist, while you want to be a talented actress. If we
work on our dreams, then maybe they will come true."
"You really think so, Jack?"
Rose asked.
"I know so," Jack said,
kissing her nose.
Rose smiled brightly, wrapped her
arms around Jack’s neck, and pulled him into a tight embrace.
"Thank you," Rose
whispered in his ear.
Jack smiled and returned the
loving hug. "You’re welcome," Jack whispered back. He looked into her
eyes and pressed his lips against her forehead, putting his chin atop her head
and holding her close. "I love you, Rose. I love you so much."
Rose smiled and clutched at him.
"I love you, too, Jack," Rose said. "More than anything in the
world."
*****
Two hours passed, and it was
close to one o’clock in the afternoon. Jack and Rose were on their forty minute
break, so they walked up the block from the art gallery, holding hands, and
headed towards a small café that was a few stores away from them. Rose put a
hand on her swollen stomach, looking at the afternoon sky. A small smile came
over her lips as she walked beside her husband, her hand in his. She had never
realized that her life could be as wonderful as it was now. They walked across
the street, stopping in front of the café.
"So, are you hungry?"
Jack asked, looking at Rose.
Rose smiled and looked at her
stomach. "I suppose I am," Rose said.
"Well, let’s go and eat,
then," Jack said, pulling open the door for Rose.
Rose smiled and walked ahead of
him, stepping into the small café, followed by Jack, who now stood beside her.
"C’mon," Jack said,
leading her towards a table that had two seats, and pulled out a chair for
Rose, who sat down with a smile. He went to the opposite side and took a seat
himself, picking up the menu. "What would you like?" Jack looked at
her.
Rose picked up the menu and
opened it, looking through the delicacies that were listed.
"Um…I would like a cup of
tea and a slice of cheesecake," Rose said, reading her choices from the
menu.
"Okay," Jack said,
nodding his head and making his own decision when the waitress walked towards
them.
"May I take your
orders?" the waitress asked, getting ready to take their orders.
"Yeah…uh…I would like the
slice of apple pie with whipped cream," Jack said, reading from the menu.
"With a glass of milk…"
"Okay," the waitress
said, scribbling down the order. "Anything else?"
"Yeah, a slice of cheesecake
and a cup of tea for her, please," Jack said, smiling at the waitress, who
smiled back at him.
"Your order will be ready in
a few minutes," the waitress said, heading towards the kitchen.
Jack looked at Rose and smiled,
reaching across the table and taking her hand in his.
"So, are you gonna go
audition for some parts?" Jack asked, rubbing his thumb over the back of
her hand.
Rose looked at him. She looked at
their hands and gripped them a bit tighter. "Well, I’m not sure yet, but I
would like to. I still don’t think directors would be hiring pregnant
woman," Rose said, her eyes locked with his.
"Well, it couldn’t hurt to
try," Jack said.
Rose smiled, looking down. No one
had ever encouraged her to follow her dream, besides her father. Her mother
usually told her that people who wanted to join the entertainment world were
poor and were prostitutes, but her father had always told her to follow her
heart, no matter what other people said, and to become a famous actress if she
wanted to be. Rose looked at Jack and felt her smile grow, finding his eyes
shining with love and determination.
"Rose, I know you can do
it," Jack said. "I believe in you. You would make an amazing actress.
I know it."
"Thank you, Jack," Rose
said, her voice soft and calm.
"You’re welcome," Jack
said. "So, are you gonna go for auditions?" Jack looked at her.
Rose looked at their hands and
sighed. "I’ll see, Jack. I’m still doubtful that any director will hire a
pregnant woman, and I feel pretty comfortable with working in the art gallery
with you…I just don’t want anything bad to happen to this baby," Rose
said, looking at him. "You really want me to be an actress, don’t
you?" Rose gazed into his blue eyes.
"Of course," Jack said.
"It’s your dream. You’re living here to do what you want with life. As
much as I don‘t want anything to happen to you, or the baby, I want you to
fulfill your dream, and become an actress if you want to. Remember what I said,
Rose. Life’s a gift, so don’t waste it. You never know what hand you’re gonna
be dealt next. You gotta learn to take life as it comes at ya, and make each
day count. And Rose, you’re gonna be an actress. I know you are."
Rose just sat there, listening to
his words. He was right. Just because she was pregnant didn’t mean that she
couldn’t follow her dream of becoming an actress. Sure, when she was in her
later months, she’d have to take some time off, but she was still in her early
months, and it wouldn’t hurt to take small roles in plays. And she would be
making each day count—just as Jack had before he met her. He was still making
each day count while he was married to her—making his dream come true, and
helping Rose’s dream come true, as well. Rose looked at Jack and broadened her
smile.
"I guess I’ll check on some
parts by the theaters. Maybe they have some part for me," Rose said, her
hand holding his in a firm, loving grip.
Jack smiled and leaned down,
pressing his lips against hers. "That’s the Rose I know," Jack said,
sitting back down, a smile on his face. Just as he sat down, the waitress came
towards their table with a tray filled with their orders.
"Enjoy," the waitress
said after she set their orders in front of them, and left to help another
customer, leaving Jack and Rose some privacy.
Jack forked the apple pie and
brought it to his lips, chewing. He looked over at Rose, who was nibbling on
the piece of cheesecake that she had on her fork. He smiled at her, drinking
some of the milk in the glass.
"Want some?" Jack
asked, pointing his fork at the apple pie and looking at Rose.
"Only if you take some of
mine," Rose said, smiling.
"Sounds like a fair
deal," Jack said, digging his fork into the slice of apple pie, pulling a
big chunk of the pie onto the fork, putting some of the whipped cream on it,
and bringing it to Rose, holding his hand under the fork. He got up and leaned
closer to her, urging Rose to open her mouth.
Rose smiled and opened her mouth
wide enough for Jack to put the piece of pie in it. She felt Jack slide the
fork out of her mouth and sit back down, smiling at her and watching her chew the
pie. Rose smiled and nodded.
"Mmm…this is delicious, I
have to say," Rose said after she swallowed. She looked at her cheesecake,
forked a big piece of it, and got up, going around the table and standing
beside him. "Open wide, baby boy." Rose smiled, holding out the
forkful of cheesecake in front of him.
Jack smiled and did as he was
told, tasting the cake in his mouth as Rose slid the fork out of his mouth. He
chewed and nodded his head.
"Not bad," Jack said,
swallowing. He picked up the glass of milk and took a sip.
Rose smiled and took her seat
across from him, continuing eating the cheesecake, while Jack finished his
apple pie.
When they had finished their
meal, although it was more of a dessert, Jack called the waitress and paid
their bill. Afterwards, Jack and Rose left the café and headed back towards the
art gallery, where they already had a few customers waiting for them. Rose went
behind the counter, Jack standing behind her. One of the customers walked
towards them and smiled.
"May I have a portrait done
of my two little girls?" The woman with ebony black hair that was pulled
back into a bun said. She turned, revealing identical twins with ebony-colored
hair and pure green eyes.
Jack smiled and nodded.
"Sure," Jack said. "Come this way." Jack led the three
towards the drawing room and looked at Rose. He smiled and mouthed I love you
before he disappeared into the room to do a portrait of the twin girls.
Rose smiled and turned to take
care of the other customers.
"How may I help you?"
Rose asked as a teenage boy who looked to be about her age came towards her. He
had blonde hair and crystal clear blue eyes—like Jack--and stood about two
inches taller than Rose.
"Do you have any
portfolios?" the boy asked.
"Yes, we do," Rose
said, smiling and crouching down to take out several portfolios, and lay them
out on the top of the counter.
The boy examined each portfolio
until he finally made a decision. He chose the dark brown leather portfolio
that had a slot for a charcoal pencil.
"How much will that be?"
the boy asked, reaching into his pocket for some change.
"Five dollars," Rose
said. "This is the most expensive one in the gallery."
"Okay," the boys said,
pulling out a five dollar bill from his pocket. "Here." He extended
his hand.
Rose took the bill and put it in
the cash drawer, sliding it closed.
"Would you like a bag with
that?" Rose asked.
"No. Thank you,
though," the boy said.
"All right, then," Rose
said. "Hope you come back again."
"I will," the boy said,
smiling. "Bye." With that, the teenage boy pulled open the door and
disappeared up the block.
*****
Jack held the door open for Rose.
They had just gotten home from work. The day had gone by pretty fast for the
two lovers, as plenty of customers had come to have their portraits done as
well as purchase a few paintings or drawings either made by Jack or some other
artist. Now, at five minutes past four in the afternoon, the two were ready to
relax on the couch and cuddle in each other’s arms. Rose stepped into the
apartment, followed by Jack, who closed and locked the door behind him.
Rose made her way towards the
couch, sitting down and looking at Jack, a smile on her face. She patted the
space beside her, urging him to sit, her eyes twinkling with seduction and
love. She watched Jack smile and make his way towards her, falling onto the
couch, wrapping his arms around her shoulders, and looking into her eyes.
"So," Rose said,
intertwining her hand with Jack’s. "What should we do now?" Rose
looked into his deep blue eyes and smiled.
Jack returned the smile and
pulled Rose closer to him, feeling his fingers brush against hers and gazing
into her eyes with deep love and passion.
"Just sit here," Jack
said. "And enjoy being in each other’s arms…unless you have something else
planned for the afternoon…"
"Well, I did have something
else planned…probably something that involves much love and a man like
you," Rose said, caressing his fingers lovingly. "But if you would
rather sit here, then that will be acceptable."
Jack smiled and held her in a
piercing gaze that made Rose feel a warm sensation flow through her body.
"I’ll take you up on your
offer instead," Jack said, smiling mischievously, leaning in, and bringing
her into a long, passionate kiss.
Rose responded to his kiss and pulled
herself into a comfortable position, clutching his shirt, while Jack hovered
over her, both undressing themselves. Within minutes, the two were making love,
becoming one and heading towards the stars, a world where only they could
visit. A world where only their love mattered and where their pleasures were
fulfilled. They were in a world of love.