A LOVE NEVER FADING
Chapter Fifty-Two
Rose studied every face that passed her. She
was jumping out of her skin. She shut her eyes tightly and reopened them. Rose
sighed with relief. She was still standing at the harbor, and soldiers were
still exiting the ship. She had feared it was all a dream. But in a few short
minutes, she would be back in her love's arms.
Rose had made the decision to come alone. She
knew this would be a very emotional and cherished time. She wanted it to herself.
Maybe that was selfish, but she felt she had a right to be selfish when it came
to Jack.
Rose scanned the crowd once more. Her heart
stopped. "Jack," she gasped out. Rose felt something inside of her
stir. Her eyes focused in and out. It was him! It was Jack! Her body began to
move towards him. She didn't have any idea how fast she was walking, or even if
she was walking, but in one motion, arms encircled her, and she buried her face
in a comforting chest.
Jack laid his head on her shoulder. His arms
went tighter around her. She moved her hands up his back. He shut his eyes
tightly and let the tears fall free. Here she was, in his arms. Her soft hair
against his skin. Something he hadn't felt in two years. She was no longer a
dream or vision he held onto for comfort. She was living and breathing. Her
gentle crying and the soft way she uttered his name was the most beautiful
thing he had ever heard.
Now he needed something. It wasn't a want, it
was a need. He felt that if he had to go one more day without it, he would die.
Jack lowered his mouth to hers. He could feel her warm breath on his face. He
closed his eyes and they shared a soft gentle kiss. Jack pulled back and looked
in her eyes.
Rose was pleading with him to kiss her again.
The way he once did. The way she knew he wanted to do again. Her eyes looked up
at him with a longing. She put her arms around his neck.
Jack moved back to her mouth. He worried.
Would the fire and the passion still be there? Would it feel the same? He
didn't care, though. Jack pulled Rose to him and they were locked in a
passionate embrace.
Rose more than willingly opened her mouth and
let his tongue massage hers. She felts parts of her awaken and come alive. It
was all flooding back. She was being revived. All the pain was dissolving.
Jack deepened the kiss. He forgot how good at
had felt to kiss her. Now he was afraid he wouldn't be able to stop. He thought
about all those nights when he had dreamed off this moment. His dreams hadn't
come close to the real feeling.
Rose pulled away, and rested her head on his
shoulder. Jack rocked her back and forth, and kissed her neck.
"You're back. You came home," Rose
said gently.
"Of course I did. Nothing could keep me
from this." Jack kissed her again.
They just held each other. Words were
completely unnecessary. They could both sense that each had been through
something horrific. But right now, all they cared about was that they were
together. Each had their eyes closed. For some reason they didn't feel ready to
look at one another completely.
Jack opened his eyes and realized that the
harbor had emptied. They must have been holding each other for over an hour.
"Let's go home," he said in an emotion filled voice.
Rose nodded and brushed her tears away. Jack
placed his palm on her cheek and kissed her tear tracks. One fallen to her
lips. He kissed it sweetly away and smiled very slightly.
Jack wrapped his arm around Rose's waist, and
they walked to a cab that just happened to pull up. They climbed in the back
seat. Their arms were intertwined, and they rested their heads against one
another. Jack shut his eyes again and his breathing slowed. The building need
inside of him was beginning to take its toll.
To both Jack and Rose, it seemed like time
had disappeared. And a minute to them could have been an hour to the rest of
the world. For it seemed like the moment they stepped in the cab it pulled up
in front of their home.
Jack, still clutching Rose, opened the front
door. All either one of them wanted to do was go upstairs. They started towards
the steps. Brian and Maggie were at the kitchen door. They knew better than to
say anything. Jack and Rose deserved this time alone.
Andrew was standing at his father's feet. He
didn't recognize the man who with Rose. He started to walk towards them, but
his mother grabbed him. She lifted him into her arms and shook her head. Then
she and Brian turned around and walked into the kitchen.
Jack and Rose entered their apartment. He
pulled her to his mouth and kissed her passionately. When he stopped, the kiss
had taken so much out of the two of them that he had to lean back against the
door. Rose rested herself against his chest and sighed heavily. She shut her
eyes. It was all so surreal. She had barely looked at him or spoken to him
since he arrived home. She realized how much they had to say to each other.
"Jack, we have to..."
Jack put his finger against her lips. He lifted
her head so he could look at her. This was the first time he had really looked
at her. He studied her face. She looked even more beautiful than she had the
last time he saw her. When he looked in her eyes, he could tell she had been so
through many ordeals. Her eyes reflected experience.
Rose gazed lovingly at him. He had changed
greatly since he left. He looked mature. Grown up. He was still her Jack,
though. She knew his heart was still the same. She could tell by his eyes. They
revealed everything. She could see the compassion and fire that she always saw.
Jack closed his eyes to make a decision. When
he reopened them he gave Rose a penetrating look. "Rose, do you think
maybe, just for tonight, we could act like nothing has happened? Like nothing
has changed? Just for one night. Please. I know there are things to discuss,
but right now I just want you...I need you."
Rose did not even have to think about it. She
nodded her head. "Yes...yes. Jack, that's fine."
Jack kissed her softly. "I love
you."
"I've been waiting so long to hear you
say that again." Rose shook her head gently. "I love you."
Jack smiled weakly. He wanted to pick up
where they left off. Two years ago, at the train station, when they had said
good-bye he had showered her with kisses. He began to do the same thing. At
first he focused exclusively on her mouth. Then, slowly, with a growing
passion, he moved across her face and down her neck. Further still.
Rose moaned. "Jack..." she breathed
out.
They backed themselves into the bedroom. Their
clothes fell off effortlessly. As Jack moved his mouth and hands around Rose's
he began to want her more. It had been over two years, and now that she was in
his arms he was ready to explode. They fell into the bed and everything
disappeared. All the pain, worrying, wondering, heartache, confusion,
everything. The only thing on their minds were each other.
Up in their own little world, Jack and Rose
were lost in passion. Over and over again they reached unimaginable heights.
Everything felt new, like it was the first time. It had been so long. Neither
Jack nor Rose had forgotten, but they missed it so much it was painful. Now
they were so overwhelmed with each other's presence, it was impossible to stop.
Hours later their bodies had had enough and
were tired. Rose snuggled into Jack's arms. Her head rested on his chest. A
smile crossed her face. A genuine smile. The last time she had been this happy
was before Jack had left. Before there had been a war. She felt at peace.
Jack breathed in deeply. Feeling Rose against
him was unbelievable. For a long time, he had thought he would never be able to
feel this way again. He felt alive and awakened. He had died in France.
Everything that made him Jack had been killed. But now, Rose had brought him
back to life. It was something only she could do. And she done it. He felt like
he could conquer the world. But all he wanted to do was hold onto Rose and stay
with her forever.
Eventually they fell asleep. Smiles were on
both their lips. They knew they had made the right decision by putting
everything off for the next day. They didn't need to think about that now. They
didn't want to. All that was important was that they were both alive and safe,
with each other. And from now on nothing was going to keep them apart. They
were stronger and more in love. Tonight was the start of a new, better life for
the both of them.