FALLING STARS
Chapter Twenty
April 18, 1933
"You what!?" Jack and Rose Dawson
stared at their son incredulously.
"I proposed to Emily," Gregory
repeated calmly, "and she has accepted."
"Gregory..." Jack got up from his
place at the table and paced around the dining room. "I don’t think this
is such a good idea."
"Why not?"
"You’re both too young, for one
thing."
"I’m twenty years old, and Emily will be
twenty in October. Many people our age are married. You and Mom were married
when you were twenty and seventeen."
"That was different."
"How so?"
"It just was," Rose told him,
trying to conceal her shock. She had long accepted the friendships between her
children and the Hockley children, and had even come to view Emily as something
of a daughter, especially since Emily’s mother had left four years earlier, but
to have one of her children marry a Hockley--after she herself had struggled so
hard to escape from them--was more than she could tolerate.
"Look, I know we’re young, but we’re
ready for marriage. I’m sure of it. We’ve known each other for thirteen years.
I work hard. You know that. I can support her."
"Gregory..." Rose sighed, trying
not to show her true feelings about the matter. "I just don’t think it
would work."
"Why? Because she’s a Hockley? That’s
what this is all about, isn’t it? It isn’t about our ages, or my ability to
support her. It’s because you two can’t stand her father. Mom, I know that you
didn’t want to marry him, but Emily is not her father, and I’m not you.
Whatever quarrels you two have with the Hockleys are none of our concern.
You’ve always liked Emily, and you know that she’s nothing like her parents, so
why are you raising such a fuss now?"
"Have you really thought about this? Are
you sure this is what you want? There’s a whole world out there, and you’ve
only seen a small part of it. How can you be sure that you’re making the right
decision?" Jack tried to reason with his son.
"How did you know you were making the
right decision?" Gregory retorted. "Emily is different from anyone
I’ve ever met. She’s smart, she’s beautiful, she stands up for what she believes
in...whether you believe it or not, I love Emily, and she loves me." He
stalked from the room.
"Where are you going?" Rose called
after him.
"To see Emily. Where else?" The
front door slammed behind him.
Rose put her head in her hands. "I never
thought I’d see the day when one of our children would want to marry a
Hockley."
Jack sat down beside her. "The Hockleys
lost their money years ago. What if they’ve decided that this is the way to
rekindle their fortunes? We’ve been lucky enough to not lose much of what we
have."
"Somehow I just can’t imagine Emily as a
fortune hunter."
"Not Emily, no. But I can imagine her
father using her for financial gain."
"I don’t know." Rose looked at him
doubtfully. "Cal seems to have changed since he lost all his money in the
stock market crash. Remember what Nathan said, about how he found his father
with a pistol in his mouth, ready to pull the trigger, and how he changed his
mind when the children begged him not to? He seems to have lived for those
children these past four years. If he wanted Emily to marry a man with money,
why didn’t he marry her off years ago to one of the wealthy young men in this
city? The Hockley name is still respected, despite their change of fortune, and
he could undoubtedly have found Emily a wealthy husband--probably one with more
money than we have. Gregory’s inheritance won’t exactly make him a
millionaire--not with five siblings to share it with--and he’s not likely to
receive an inheritance for years yet. We’re both still fairly young, and in
good health. Cal will probably die before we do, so arranging a marriage
between Emily and Gregory wouldn’t benefit him at all."
"I wouldn’t put it past him to find a
way to make it benefit him." Jack was less willing to forgive Cal than
Rose was. He had never forgotten how Cal had framed him and left him to die in
the sinking ship, or how he had fired shots at himself and Rose after Rose had
jumped out of the boat to be with him. They had maintained an uneasy truce
through the years, but Jack still didn’t trust him. Neither, for that matter,
did Rose, but she was more willing to forgive and forget. The thought of having
Emily for a daughter-in-law made her uncomfortable, but she realized that Emily
was not her father, and could not be blamed for the problems he had caused
them.
"We can’t stop them," she told
Jack, putting a hand on his arm. "They’re both adults, and we can’t force
Gregory to bend to our will."
"We could never force Gregory to bend to
our will. He’s too much like you."
"And you. He’s independent, stubborn,
and strong-willed, just like we are."
"Sometimes it would be nice if he were a
little less strong-willed." Jack sighed, thinking. "But he’s right.
We aren’t objecting because we don’t like Emily, we’re objecting because we
don’t like her parents. Even though Laura left four years ago, I don’t think
you’ve ever forgotten what hell she tried to make of your life, accusing you of
trying to steal her husband and turn her children against her."
"I don’t think Laura was playing with a
full deck. She didn’t need anyone but herself to turn her children against her,
and as to her accusations about me and Cal--it was almost funny, the way she
would suddenly turn very sweet and polite each time we had a new baby, coming
over and looking at the newborn. I think she just wanted to make sure that the
baby didn’t resemble Cal. She always got this triumphant look on her face when
she realized that the baby resembled you, and I wouldn’t be surprised if she
taunted Cal about that fact."
Jack smiled and shook his head, remembering.
The Dawsons had had three more children during the 1920’s--Adam, born in 1923;
Heidi, born in 1925; and Andrew, born in 1929. Adam and Heidi had both
inherited Jack’s blonde hair, as had Nancy, while the other three children were
redheads, like Rose. For the most part, the Dawsons were proud of their
children, although Rose had once commented to her mother that she would have
liked to give away two of them--but it was a different two every hour.
"It isn’t Emily’s fault that her parents
are the way they are, and her mother left years ago. Objecting to this marriage
won’t stop it--it will only push them away." Rose spoke quietly, looking
at her hands. "I suppose we should have seen this coming--Emily has been
chasing Gregory since she was six years old, and they’ve been acting like a
courting couple since they were fifteen. I don’t think it would have lasted so
long if there wasn’t something between them. Maybe we’ve just been blinded to
the idea because Emily is a Hockley."
Jack looked at her. "I think you’re
right. Emily isn’t responsible for what her parents have done, and--I suppose
that Gregory could do worse. Emily’s a sweet girl, and she’s intelligent."
"She inherited the better qualities of both
her parents--her mother’s beauty and her father’s intelligence. At
least--" Rose smiled, a hint of mischief in her eyes, "--she doesn’t
sound like a poodle."
Jack laughed, remembering the time that they
had speculated on what Cal and Laura’s child would be like. "I think we
need to try to look past Emily’s family, and look at her for who she is. If she
wasn’t a Hockley, I wouldn’t have any objection to having her for a
daughter-in-law."
"I think we have two choices--we can
accept this marriage, and give them our blessing, or we can refuse to accept
it, and drive them away." Rose took a deep breath. "I think that we
should try to accept it. I don’t want to drive either of them away. Gregory is
our son, and Emily has become like a daughter to me."
"I’ll try to accept it," Jack told
her, sighing. "I like Emily well enough--and I suppose that I can accept
her for a daughter-in-law."
"Technically, we’re already related to
the Hockleys anyway," Rose pointed out, "because my mother married
Nathan Hockley all those years ago. We would be become in-laws to the
Hockleys--but we’re already step-relatives, so it isn’t too much of a
change."
"You’re right, it isn’t."
"So...shall we give them our blessing,
and help them get started in their new life?"
He nodded. "We’ll give them our
blessing."
*****
Gregory brought Emily to dinner with him that
evening. The two of them, as well as Libby, spent a long time sitting in the
parlor, listening to the radio and talking. Rose overheard the word
"wedding" several times, and surmised that they had already told
Libby. She wondered if Cal knew about the wedding plans yet, or if Emily had
told her younger brother, or if Gregory had told his other siblings.
The answer came at dinner, when Gregory stood
up and made his announcement.
"Emily and I have an announcement to
make," he told everyone, pulling Emily to her feet beside him. She blushed
slightly and smiled.
Libby grinned widely, already privy to what
they were going to say. Gregory locked eyes with his parents for a moment,
hoping that they would not challenge him in front of everyone.
"What is it?" Nancy asked, eyeing
her grinning older sister, and her older brother, who seemed to be having a
hard time finding the words.
"Emily and I are engaged."
"You are?" Nancy squealed
excitedly. "Wow! Neat! Can I be a bridesmaid?"
"Me, too," Heidi added. Adam and
Andrew just stared at everyone, Adam wondering why his sisters made such a big
fuss about a wedding, Andrew not quite sure what was going on.
Gregory looked at his parents, half-expecting
them to blow up at him. Instead, Jack spoke quietly and sincerely.
"Congratulations, you two."
"Thank you, Mr. Dawson," Emily told
him. "Gregory was worried that you wouldn’t accept it. My father certainly
doesn’t like the idea, but he’s trying to accept it."
That cleared up one question in the minds of
Jack and Rose--Cal wasn’t behind Gregory and Emily’s decision to marry. It
truly had been the choice of the two young people.
"Have you set a date yet?" Rose
asked.
Emily shook her head. "No. I was
hoping...if you and Mr. Dawson accepted the idea of Gregory and me getting
married...that you would help me plan the wedding. Libby is already
helping," she added.
Rose smiled. "I would be honored to
help," she told Emily. "We can even help pay for the wedding,"
she added, glancing at Jack.
He nodded, a bit hesitantly. He knew that the
Hockleys didn’t have much money these days, and Gregory, while he worked hard,
was struggling to make a name for himself in the art world, and didn’t have
much money, either. Gregory worked at the art gallery with his father when he
wasn’t practicing his art, but money was tight there, as it was all over, and
Jack didn’t pay him much. It was enough to live on, but not much more.
"Oh, no. We couldn’t accept that,"
Emily told them.
Jack put up a hand to silence her. "We
insist."
Rose smiled at him, proud of the way he had
accepted their son’s decision. It hadn’t been easy, she knew, and she had had
difficulty accepting it herself, but they had both come through. They would be
proud to have Emily for a daughter-in-law.
"Do you think that two months is long
enough to plan a wedding?" Emily asked. "I was thinking that June
might be nice--June twenty-first, the longest day of the year. What do you
think?" she asked Gregory.
"If you can plan a wedding by then, I
think that would be a good date." Impulsively, he kissed Emily on the
cheek, making her blush and his siblings giggle.
Adam sang under his breath. "Gregory and
Emily sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G..."
"Be quiet," Nancy hissed, poking
him in the arm. "It’s rude to sing at the table."
Everyone laughed, breaking the spell. "I
think two months is long enough," Rose told Emily, "especially with
three people to plan the wedding."
*****
After Gregory had walked Emily home, he saw
his father standing in the yard, smoking a cigarette and gazing at the stars.
He came to stand beside him.
"Dad?"
"Hmm?"
"Thank you for not making a scene at dinner.
I know you and Mom don’t like the idea of my marrying Emily--"
"We talked it over, Gregory, and we
realized that our real objection was to Emily’s father, not to Emily herself.
She isn’t responsible for the animosity between us and her father. After thinking
about it, I realized that I would be proud to have Emily for a daughter-in-law,
if only she wasn’t a Hockley. But she has no control over who she’s related to,
or over what they do. As your mother pointed out to me, we’re already related
to the Hockleys, because your grandmother married Emily’s grandfather. When I
congratulated you at dinner, I meant it."
"Why do you and Mom dislike Mr. Hockley
so much?"
"It’s a long story, going back to when
we were young and your mother was engaged to him."
"He really doesn’t seem like that bad of
a person."
"I suppose he has his good
qualities," Jack conceded, "but they can be hard to recognize."
"He’s been a much nicer person since
Mrs. Hockley left."
"Maybe, but I still don’t know. We never
liked each other. The first time we met, he tried to have me arrested for
attacking your mother."
"He thought you attacked Mom? Why?"
"She almost fell overboard on the
Titanic, and when I pulled her back, we landed in a...compromising position. He
immediately jumped to conclusions, as did the seamen who found us. Your mother
defended me, and he let me go...but he didn’t like me even then. I think he
knew I was a threat to his relationship with her."
"And he was right, since Mom married
you."
"She wasn’t very fond of him, either,
although I think she’s grown more tolerant as the years have gone by." He
paused, taking another drag off of his cigarette. "Gregory...you don’t have
to marry Emily, do you?"
"Have to? No. We don't have to
get married. We just...we love each other, and we want to get married. We’ve
been going together for five years, and...it’s time. We want to make things
permanent."
Jack nodded. "Being married isn’t always
easy--your mother and I have had our share of disagreements over the years--and
it takes a lot of work to make things right, but if you’re with the right
person, it’s worth it. I hope Emily is that person."
"Thanks, Dad. I think she is."
Gregory turned to go up the steps.
"Good luck, son."