Written by Allie
Based on some situations originated by James Cameron.
"I don't see what all the
fuss is about. It doesn't look any bigger than the Mauretania," Rose said offhandedly.
She was lying, though; she was in awe of the Titanic. It was an enormous ship,
full of strength and power, but Rose was not impressed with either of those
things. But something about the ship, which was not even bobbing in the tossing
tides of the ocean, intrigued her. It was not the size, nor was it the
strength--it could have been a rowboat, for all she cared. In fact, she might
have preferred a rowboat, purely for the possibility that she could discreetly
throw her fiancé overboard. No, what fascinated Rose about the Titanic was the
tingling sensation that ran through her body when she drew closer to the ship,
as if she had been in a deep sleep for years and was finally waking up.
"You can be blasé about some
things, Rose, but not about Titanic. It's over a hundred feet longer than the
Mauretania and far more luxurious. Your daughter is far too difficult to
impress, Ruth," Hockley replied pompously. But he was wrong, for Rose was
not difficult to impress. It was simply that he did not impress her, with his
corrupt business dealings and his coveted bank accounts. Money was something he
had been blessed with simply because he had been born with the surname Hockley.
Money was something Rose would be cursed with if she changed her surname to
Hockley as well.
"So, this is the ship they
say is unsinkable," her mother said conversationally, trying to act as
though she traveled on unsinkable ships as a means of daily transportation.
"It is unsinkable,"
Hockley declared with pride. "God himself couldn't sink this ship."
Dangerous words to utter on a ship’s maiden voyage…perhaps it had been this
human audacity that caused God to steer the Titanic to its downfall, as He had
flooded the earth in the time of Noah and destroyed the Tower of Babel so that
no living man could reach heaven.
Rose was not paying attention to
Hockley’s words. She was willing the gentle breeze that was lazily drifting
through the warm air to speed up into a raging wind, with hopes that it might
sweep her off her feet and into someone else’s life.
She glanced down hesitantly at
the rippling water below as she climbed the ramp and boarded the ship. She
feared that if she fell in, her heavy heart would drag her right to the bottom.
And as Hockley’s hand gripped her waist and held her, similarly to the way one
might hold an object, the dark waters of the Atlantic suddenly looked more
welcoming than ever. She halfheartedly tore her eyes away from the tantalizing
depths and fixed her gaze on the ship--her brand new cage. The fact that it was
an expensive and luxurious cage did not make it any more liberating.
Walking across the threshold from
land to sea, Rose felt a trace of hope rise up within her, and set her jaw,
thinking she was ready for whatever the future would hold, only to be proven wrong.
*****
She sat at the table, staring at
the crisp, white tablecloth and idly arranging the caviar on her plate into
interesting shapes. None of it reached her mouth, for Rose disliked caviar with
a passion, and had lost her appetite when Hockley had ordered it for her
regardless. She probably could have stomached the caviar. It was Hockley that
made her want to vomit. Preferably on his expensive suit, if she had the chance
to aim for it.
She excused herself immediately
after lunch to get some fresh air to calm her stomach. But the breaths of cold
air entering her lungs did not make her feel better. Instead, she felt worse as
she thought of how she not only had to endure the trip with Hockley--but the
rest of her life.
Rose walked with as much
composure as she could muster to an empty section of the upper deck. Sighing
longingly, Rose raised her gaze to the horizon, a mural of color stretched
across the sky.
She felt someone’s eyes watching
her, a feeling she had grown accustomed to over the years. She turned her head
in the direction the stare was coming from and locked eyes with a young man who
was watching her intently. Another man followed his gaze and whispered
something to him, but he did not avert his eyes. Rose tried to turn back to the
dimming horizon, but found herself drawn to the young man as she sneaked
another look at him. He was handsome, but common, bordering on plebeian. His
clothes were worn, faded, and loose–obviously not tailored–and probably had not
been washed for an unhealthy length of time. Rose thought they looked better
then any one of Hockley’s identical business suits, which were all stiffly
ironed and uniformly black.
Speaking of Hockley, she suddenly
caught a whiff of his nauseating cologne--or perhaps the revolting odor was Hockley
himself. She felt his controlling hand grip her shoulder firmly and pull her
back towards the world of high society. With one final glance at the mysterious
man in third class, Rose found the third class stranger, with his dirty clothes
and messy hair, to be more attractive than her fiancé, whose very smell made
her ill and whose touch made her cringe. At that moment, while he led her back
into the dining hall to introduce her to more of his associates, she would have
given anything to be in that man’s arms instead of Hockley’s.
The End.