Written by Tracy
Boardman
Based on some situations originated by James Cameron.
Cal smiled smugly. He was feeling very
pleased with himself, very pleased with himself indeed. He had taken advantage
of a last minute cancellation to secure three Parlor Suites on the Titanic's
maiden voyage to America. Rose will be thrilled, he thought. And what a
luxurious end to their European trip. It would surely provide many after dinner
conversations. But when to tell Rose? After dinner he decided. It would also
give him opportunity to impress their hosts.
* * * * * * * * * *
Rose stared out of the window at the
manicured lawns and elegant flower beds. Cal had promised her a stay at a real
English stately home and he always kept his promises. The house belonged to Sir
George Hardy, a friend of Cal's father. They had mutual interests in the steel
industry and politics either side of the Atlantic. Any more than that Rose knew
not and cared not. She found Sir George and his wife Lady Mary very narrow
minded and irritating. They had a daughter Elizabeth who was a year older than
Rose and also engaged to be married that summer. They had all met up in Paris
the previous month where Elizabeth and her mother were shopping for her wedding
trousseau. As Cal and Sir George shared the same interests in shooting,
fishing, hunting and polo, an invitation to Sir George's country house was duly
made and so it was during a cold April that the Hockley wedding party arrived
at Faired Manor.
Rose was bored. Cal had spent the previous
day looking at dead stuffed animals, guns and horses whilst Lady Mary and her
philanthrosophical ladies circle entertained Ruth. Rose had been with Elizabeth
all day, listening to her excited chatter about wedding arrangements and her
beau Charles. An unnerving feeling began to spread over Rose as she realized
how much Elizabeth really loved Charles and how involved she had been in the
wedding plans, whilst she had been virtually told what was going to happen. The
only thing she had been adamant about, the color of the bridesmaids dresses, had
caused considerable dismay to her mother who had wanted lemon. Rose wanted
lavender and mother was now being extremely difficult whenever the subject was
raised. Rose was almost tempted to give in for a quiet life, but as it was the
only thing left she had personally decided on, she vowed to stick by her
choice. But Elizabeth and her mother had chosen the dresses, the venue and the
flowers together. Charles seemed a wonderful, caring gentleman. "I bet he
never raised a hand a her," she thought bitterly. And the more Elizabeth
spoke, the more disturbed Rose felt. Why don't I feel like this? she asked
herself. But she already knew the answer.
Elizabeth had a secret surprise for her.
"I can't tell you what it is," she giggled, "But be down by the
stables for 2 pm with your outdoor things on. And don't tell anyone!"
All through lunch Rose was sure Elizabeth
would explode with excitement. But no one seemed to notice as Rose's wedding
plans were scrutinized by Ruth's new friends. Rose sat composed and sipping tea
whilst all the questions posed to her were answered by her mother. Inwardly she
was trying to control the sense of rising panic. The previous day she had
managed to avoid talking about the wedding as Elizabeth liked to talk about
herself so much. But now she could not avoid it. And as the panic mounted Rose
struggled to keep control.
Luncheon over, Rose made her excuses and fled
to her room. Once the door was closed behind her the composed facade crumbled
and Rose fell into a sobbing heap on the bed.
Trudy, on hearing her mistress returning
rushed in to see what was wrong. "Miss Rose, what on earth is the
matter?"
"Oh Trudy," sobbed Rose, "I've
made such a mistake, I cannot marry Cal, I simply cannot."
Trudy had guessed some time ago that all was
not well with the engagement. However, she knew better than offer her honest
opinion. "It'll be all right, Miss Rose. You'll see. It's just pre-wedding
nerves. You'll be fine, just fine."
Rose stopped crying and wiped her eyes with
the handkerchief that Trudy offered. "Yes, it's just nerves. You are
right." Rose was beginning to convince herself. "Just nerves."
She dabbed her eyes again. "Now I will just tidy myself up a bit and you
can help me dress for this afternoon."
So, with her coat on, she was now looking out
of the window before she went downstairs. The panic attack had now subsided and
she was feeling a lot better although a little curious as to what Elizabeth had
planned.
Down by the stable block, Elizabeth was
waiting. Although older than Rose, she was small and pale, almost childlike,
thought Rose as she watched her fidgeting, blonde curls bobbing out from under
her hat.
"Rose!" she exclaimed and rushed
over taking both of Rose's hands into hers. "Come quickly behind here. The
pony and trap is waiting and we must not be seen!"
Elizabeth pulled Rose behind the block where
the trap was waiting with a young man. Rose followed Elizabeth into the trap.
The young man touched his cap, took up the reins and off they went.
"Isn't this wonderful!" said
Elizabeth, eyes shining. "Now the surprise is this. We have some gypsies
camped on the edge of the estate. One of them is a renowned clairvoyant. The
crowned heads of Europe have consulted with her! Her name is Madame Petra and I
have heard the servants all talking about her. They say she is very, very
good." Elizabeth became serious for a moment. "However, if Mama knew
where we were going she would have a fit I'm sure!"
Mine too, thought Rose. She did not share her
friends enthusiasm as since a small child she had disliked fakers and parlor
tricks. This was something she had inherited from her mother who had
discouraged her from attending side stalls and conjuring shows.
"So I asked Cook to arrange for us to
have a sitting with her. She can tell us all about our wonderful husbands to be
and how many children we will have!"
Rose already knew as much as she wanted to
about Cal and the thought of children nearly threw her back into the throes of
a panic attack. However she put on the now well practiced facade and smiled sweetly
at Elizabeth. "Yes, that would be interesting."
Presently, they came to a small encampment
near a wood. Smoke rose from several small fires whilst ragged children ran
amongst the gaily colored caravans and tethered horses. As they came nearer
Rose noticed cooking pots were placed over the fires and men sat huddled in
groups watching them approach. They didn't move or speak but the children ran
up them curious about the two fine ladies who should come so close to the camp.
The trap stopped and the young man helped the two girls out. Rose also noticed
there seemed to be no woman about. Then out of one of the caravans an older
woman appeared. She her shawl tightly around herself as she came down the
steps.
"You'll be here to see Madame Petra
then?" she asked with a strange almost foreign accent. Elizabeth nodded
suddenly almost too shy to speak. The lady went over to another caravan and
knocked on the door. The door opened slightly and the woman spoke to an unseen
person. She then came back over to them. "She'll see the first one of you
now."
"Go ahead," said Rose, pushing
Elizabeth forward a little. "I know you will want to go first."
With a backward glance, Elizabeth followed
the gypsy woman over to the caravan, climbed the steps and disappeared inside. Rose
decided to sit back in the trap and wait. She looked over at the men who still
sat in silence watching. Slightly embarrassed by their gaze, she looked at the
caravans, taking in their colors and the patterns painted on them. Then she
looked back at the children with their patched and torn clothes, matted hair
and dirty faces.
"Hello," she addressed them.
The children looked at her in astonishment
and then ran behind the caravans. Rose was taken a little aback by this. They
peeped at her from behind the caravan, speaking in whispers. She wasn't sure
what was worse, being stared out by the menfolk or whispered about by the
children. Her attention was suddenly grabbed by the sight of Elizabeth emerging
from the caravan, a beaming smile all over her face. Good news then, thought
Rose sarcastically.
Elizabeth rushed over. "Oh Rose, she is
so good," she gushed. "She described Charlie so perfectly and oh, we
are going to have three children!"
Rose smiled patiently. The thought had
crossed her mind that as Cook would have told Madame Petra her client that
afternoon was the daughter of the master of the house, gleaning information on
her and her fiancé would not have been very difficult at all.
"Do go in, Rose, do!" Elizabeth
implored. "And when she asks, give her this," and she pushed a coin
into Rose's hand.
Rose climbed the steps and entered the
caravan. It was dark and smelled musty. A chair and table faced her immediately
and behind the table sat a lady. Upon the table was an object hidden by a
cloth.
The gypsy introduced herself. "I am
Madame Petra, please be seated."
Rose peered at the woman before her. Her face
was hidden by a veil, but voice seemed young. "Thank you," replied
Rose seating herself.
"And what is your name?"
Rose noted her accent was the same as the
first gypsy woman. "Rose."
"I am Madame Petra," she announced
loudly. "Cross my palm with silver and I will see into the mists!"
A hand duly reached out and Rose placed the
coin into the palm. Madame Petra lifted the veil from her face to reveal the
face of a woman in her thirties with flashing dark eyes. Another veil tied
tightly around her head hid her hair. She raised the cloth from the table to
reveal a crystal ball, which she rubbed theatrically and stared into.
"I see a strong female presence around
you. Forces are pulling into one direction."
Not a bad start, thought Rose.
"There is conflict within and
darkness."
What is she talking about? Rose puzzled.
"I see a ship, a voyage."
Rose was unimpressed. She can tell I'm
American from my accent so I have to get home somehow!
"I see a ring, sparkling like the
ocean."
Rose was suddenly very conscious of her left
hand and slipped it under the table. But it was obvious to her that the gypsy
must have seen it.
"But there is joy and sadness with this
ring, forces pulling into two directions." Madame Petra's voice seemed to
waver. But then it uplifted again. "I see a party, much laughter and joy.
There is dancing and music and you are wearing a flowing gown. You are smiling,
all is well there is no conflict here."
Now I know she is faking, mused Rose, for my
wedding day will surely be a day of sorrow and conflict.
"There are choices to be made later
however, two clear paths. Your blonde fiancé will help you choose."
This is utter rubbish now, Rose thought
angrily. She couldn't find out the hair color of the guest at the Manor House!
I have heard enough of this. Rose was about to get to her feet when the next
statement stopped her.
"There is danger, beware of the cold!
Keep the ones who love you close to hand."
Rose leaned forward.
"Ah, the mists have returned, I can see
no more." Madame Petra looked up at Rose who was flushed with annoyance.
"One moment Rose, I have something for you." She reached into a
wicker basket at her feet and removed what looked like some plant leaves. To
Rose's astonishment, she selected certain stems and tied them together with a
piece of ribbon. She handed it to Rose who was still feeling very annoyed.
"There is danger ahead, young Rose. Take this charm and keep it with you
always. It will protect those who care about you." She paused and them
pulled the veil back across her face. "That is all."
Rose stepped out of the caravan and back into
the light, clutching the charm the gypsy had given to her. Her anger had
partially subsided into sheer puzzlement. She just did not know what to make of
it. Elizabeth came over and put her arm through Rose's.
"Well, what did say? Is she not
wonderful?"
Rose put up the facade again and smiled
sweetly at her friend. "She told me all about my wedding. Now Elizabeth,
tell me everything she told you."
The ploy worked and Elizabeth spent the
entire return journey talking all about what Madame Petra had said, barely
pausing once for breath. Rose wasn't listening at first, she was too busy
trying to make sense of it all. Failing to do this, Rose turned her attention
back to Elizabeth. As she listened, it occurred to Rose that Elizabeth had been
told everything she wanted hear, wonderful fiancé, wonderful wedding, wonderful
husband, country estate and wonderful children. Details that could easily be
obtained from unsuspecting servants whilst Rose was unknown, hence details that
were made up or said cryptically so that they could mean anything! Yes, that
was it, decided Rose, she was a fraud, a faker for sure.
* * * * * * * * * *
Dinner was over and the servants were
clearing the plates away. Cal rose to his feet, champagne glass in hand.
"On our last night here at Fairhead
Manor, I would like to propose a toast to generous hosts Sir George and Lady
Mary." A toast was raised and Cal continued, "I would also like to
take this opportunity to surprise my most beautiful fiancée with a small announcement."
Cal looked directly at Rose and smiled triumphantly.
Rose recognized the look. It was the one he
always had on his face before he presented her with an extravagant bauble.
"We will be returning to America on the Titanic's
maiden voyage. I have secured parlor suites on the White Star Lines
finest!"
Everyone round the dinner table murmured
approvingly and all eyes fell on Rose. She caught sight of her mothers beaming
smile and then of Cal also smiling. The feeling of panic began to rise again,
chilling and strangling her insides. She smiled back. "Well, thank you,
Cal."
The conversation round the table struck up
again, but Rose did not hear it. All she could think of was that soon, very
soon she would be on that ship returning to America and there was no way of
avoiding it, the engagement gala first then the wedding. The wedding. Rose's
head began to spin. She excused herself from the table with the excuse that she
was tired and wished to be refreshed for traveling the following day.
Once on the staircase and out of sight, she
once again ran to her room and began to sob. When the sobbing finally ceased,
she sat at her dresser and stared at her reflection. The reflection stared
back, red eyed and sad. She heard familiar footsteps on the corridor outside
and a quiet knock on the door.
"Rose, my darling, are you awake?"
She sat still, hardly daring to breathe. The
handle turned, but she had locked it so she would not be disturbed in her
grief. Cal's footsteps softly went away and Rose drew breath again. Her eyes
suddenly fell on the lucky charm given to her by Madame Petra. The gypsy's
words came back to her. "There is danger ahead. Keep this charm with you
to protect those who care about you." Well, thought Rose defiantly, I do
not believe in fortune tellers but, she paused, almost daring herself to say
it, if any harm could come Cal then...maybe the wedding could be delayed. With
her eyes closed tightly like a child making a wish, Rose threw the tiny bundle
onto the fire. The fire crackled and a flames flared up and devoured it.
That is it, it is done now, decided Rose.
What will be will be. And with that she called Trudy and began to get ready for
bed.
The End.