Written
by Kara
Based on some situations originated by James Cameron.
"Where's Mommy?" little Tommy asked
his father. There was no denying it. Tommy's mother was dead and there was
nothing George Ryan could do about it. The stillborn child was still nestled in
his arms, looking as sweet and innocent as it had when it was born. He looked
down at the little baby, realizing how small it was. The tears began to slip
down his cheeks, and he suddenly remembered that Tommy was still standing in
front of him, looking quizzically at the bundle in his arms.
"It's yer sister, Tommy." He knelt
down beside his son. "She's dead, too. Guess it's only you and I now,
son." Tommy may have only been just five years old, but he was smart, and
understood what his whiskey-drinking father was saying. The tears came quickly,
and soon were dripping off the little boy's face.
"Mommy!" he suddenly screamed, and
raced into his parent's bedroom. His mother lay lifeless on the bed so he
grabbed her, and shook her roughly. His screams echoed around the house, and
soon his father was beside him. Roughly, Tommy was picked up, and immediately
felt the stinging slaps. His father carried him into his room, shut the door,
and clicked the lock shut. Quickly, Tommy ran to the door and began banging on
it until his body collapsed on the floor in exhaustion.
His entire life had revolved around his
father, the beatings, his lovely, gentle mother, and looking to the future,
hoping for the best. Now his world was about to take another sudden turn for
the worse. His mother was dead, and that shattered any shreds of happiness he
had left to hang onto. As he lay in a heap in front of the door, the tears
poured faster and faster as the hatred for his father grew. He stood, the anger
glimmering in his eyes, and began kicking the door.
"Shut up!" his father suddenly
screamed. "If you don't then you hain't gettin' any suppa!" Tommy's
body fell into a heap on the floor again, and he sobbed quietly until the sun
began to fall. He went to his window, and slowly parted the curtains.
"Good-bye, Mommy," he whispered,
watching his father cover up the hole he had thrown his mother's body in. The
tears welled up again, but he forbade them to fall and ground them out of his
eyes with his small fists. He knew he would have to put up living with his
father and his disgusting ways for a few more years. Then he'd leave to start a
life of his own. His decision final, he crawled into bed and quickly fell
asleep.
*****
"Tommy, get up! I got someone comin' to
see ya." Tommy sat up and rubbed his eyes. It had only been a few short
weeks since his mother had died, and he knew his father spent every penny on
whiskey. Entering the kitchen, he saw a beautiful woman sitting on a chair,
talking to the handsome man seated beside her.
"Oh, he's so darling!" the woman
exclaimed, looking at Tommy. "Don't you think he's worth the five
hundred?" The man who Tommy supposed was her husband looked in disgust at
Tommy's filthy clothes, dirty face, and tousled, unwashed hair.
"It's gonna take a good amount of
cleaning to get him looking decent," the man mumbled.
"We'll take him. He's so precious,"
the woman cooed and gently pinched Tommy's cheeks. He backed away from her
arm's length and glared at them both. He saw her wince and smiled inside.
"I don't think he's right for us,
dear," the man whispered.
"Oh, we'll fix him up real quick,"
she shot back, smiling warmly at Tommy. "What's his name?" she asked.
"Tommy. You can change that, if you
want," his father grumbled.
"I want to keep my name!" Tommy
suddenly yelled fiercely.
"Tommy. How cute," the woman said
sweetly. Her sweetness was becoming sickening, and Tommy wanted to slap her.
Instead, he sat roughly on the chair and demanded his breakfast. His father
smiled and sat a plate of discolored toast in front of him.
"You're really not going to make him eat
that," the woman said, wrinkling her nose.
"Why not? He's eaten it every other day
of his life," George said sharply.
"We'll take him," the man agreed,
looking once again at the food on the boy's plate and turning green. He felt
something bitter rise in his throat, so he quickly pulled out five crisp
hundred pound bills and handed them to the man. The woman took Tommy's hand in
hers and told him that he was coming with them.
"I don't wanna go with you!" he
yelled. The woman put on her sweet smile again.
"But you're going to live with us now,
sweetie."
"Why?" he asked, his voice
softening.
"Because. You'll live in a nice house,
have nice clothes, and eat decent meals. All you must do is agree to come with
me." He nodded, mesmerized by something deep within her gray eyes. She
gently tugged him off the chair and hand in hand they walked to a shiny car.
"Come on in," the man said, holding
the back door open for him.
"What about my things?" Tommy
asked, becoming angry again.
"Oh, honey, you won't need those. You'll
have all new things, fancy things."
Tommy gave her a pleasing smile, and she
hummed proudly. "That's a good little boy. Now get into the car." He
obeyed, watching her face carefully. The smile vanished and was replaced with a
hateful look. He closed his eyes, pretending he didn't see it. When he opened
them, the smile was back, and they were starting off down the road.
Tommy had never known the modern comforts of
living. His family had always lived in the same, shabby little shack on the
hillside overlooking the town below. The wash line had hung crookedly outback,
and he remembered how he used to play while his mother hung up the clothes. She
would pick him up and kiss his cheeks lovingly. Then, holding hands, they would
trudge inside always to be met with his father who was either drunk or passed
out on the table.
Tommy now watched the scenery fly by, not
paying attention to the conversation the man and woman were having. He had
never seen anything away from his little shack besides what could be seen on
the hill. Now, he'd see it all. His smiled brightened when he saw a deer
fleeting through the woods. Suddenly, it ran onto the road.
"Damn deer!" the man yelled, the
brakes squealing. The car roared forward, past the deer who was now munching on
some grasses far back in the field. Tommy watched in amazement and felt the car
speed forward. They entered the town, the buildings becoming closer together.
He saw many shops and restaurants with bright-colored signs hanging outside.
His eyes tried to wander everywhere, to drink in everything, but it was
impossible. Things flew past on either side, and he couldn't keep his eyes on
one or the other for more than a few seconds. After awhile, he grew nauseated.
They began exiting the town. The rhythmic movement of the car caused Tommy to
fall into a deep, dreamless sleep.
*****
The squeal of the tires coming to a halt
abruptly awoke him, and he rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. It was apparent he
was very farm from home because the land was more flat, the trees sparse, and
air more humid and muggy. He stepped from the car, and his hand was immediately
taken by the woman. She practically dragged him into the house, quickly showing
him the rooms, and explaining his chores while talking a mile a minute.
Finally, she dropped him off in what would be his room and told him she would
be back with some soap, shampoo, and towels so she could properly wash him
down. His head was still spinning when she returned. She picked him up and
brought him into the bathroom. First, she instructed him to strip down. Slowly,
he began to remove his clothing and hand it to her. She took it with gloved
hands and disposed of it in a large black bag. Then, she drew a bathtub full of
warm water and told him to get into it. He did so, and found it to be scalding.
"It's too hot!" he complained.
"Oh, is it dear? I'm sorry," she
said and turned on the hot water, hoping he would believe it was cold. He put
his finger in the flow and briskly drew it back.
"That's hot, too!"
"Oh is it? I'm sorry. Here," she
turned off the hot and turned on the opposite faucet. She left it on for only a
few seconds before instructing him to sit and raise his arms. Roughly, she
scrubbed his skin with what felt to him like steel pad. It reddened and burned
when the water hit it. He screamed out in fury, and in pain. Her soft hands
gently stroked his hair, trying to sooth him.
"It's okay. This is just the way to get
all those collected germs off." Tommy sat and sulked in the tub while she
continued scrubbing against his skin. His whimpers stayed in his throat,
desperately waiting to be uttered. He kept silent until she lifted him out, and
let him dry off. Then, she handed him a flannel shirt and pants.
"Those will be your bed clothes for now.
We will go shopping for you tomorrow. In the meantime, there are some clothes in
the closet."
"Thank you," he whispered. When
fully dressed, he left the bathroom, his skin still stinging. It was raw and
very red. Even the soft, warm bed sheets made it burn when he brushed up
against them. Still, there was nothing he could do, for he was just a
five-year-old boy whom no one thought had any real sense.
*****
"Tommy, dear! Your breakfast is
ready!" came the all so familiar sickeningly sweet voice.
"What's your name?" he asked, when
she stepped into the door frame.
"My name's Abigail and my husband's name
is Philip. You may call me Mother, if you like."
"No, thank you, Abigail," he said
coldly, and watched the smile on her face dim.
"Well, suit yourself," she said
harshly. "Your breakfast is ready, but will not be served to you until you
are dressed and look like a proper young man." She turned and quickly left
the doorway.
"Until you are dressed and look like a
proper young man," he mimicked gleefully in the woman's sickening voice.
Crawling out of bed, he threw open the closet door and came face to face with
the clothes he was expected to wear. There was a sleek pair of dark blue pants,
neatly creased, and a starched white shirt. To be worn overtop was a double
breasted suede jacket. He threw the doors closed and stomped downstairs.
"I want my old clothes back! I don't
wanna wear what's in that closet! I hate it!" he screamed. The woman
looked up at him, shocked, her mouth ajar.
"How dare you come down here yelling
like that? The neighbors will hear you!" He thought about this. Neighbors?
No one lived as far as you could see. "And for another thing, you will
wear what we want you to wear without objection! Do you understand?"
His eyes clashed with hers, both burning with
anger.
"I wanna go home!" he finally
yelled, knowing he would be defeated.
"Well you can't go home. We bought you,
fair and square. We own you now. Your father has no more ties to you. You are
ours," she declared.
"No!" he screamed. "I want my
father!" He ran upstairs, the tears gliding down his cheeks and threw
himself onto his bed. Was the rest of his life going to be like this? Why did
he have to listen to these awful people? Why did his father sell him? Didn't he
want him anymore? Didn't he love him? So many questions, and so few answers. He
laid there, and sobbed into his pillow.
*****
"Tommy, honey, I'm sorry. Please come
out and eat something. I promise I won't yell again. Please come out. I'll try
to be a better mommy for you, really I will."
"I want my own mommy back!" he
yelled.
"I'm sorry, honey. You can't have her
back."
"I know, she's dead!" he screamed,
and pounded his small fists into the pillow. The door opened slightly.
"I know, but now you have me. I'm gonna
be your mommy now, and everything is going to be just fine." She stroked
his hair, and the pounding stopped.
"I don't want you!" he hollered.
"I want my mommy and my sister back!"
"You can't get them back. I'm sorry, but
you can't. You'll see them soon enough."
His sobs stopped and all was quiet. Lifting
his head, he looked at her soft face.
"I don't wanna wear those clothes,"
he whispered and pointed to the closet.
"That's okay, dear. We'll get you all
new things, but if you want to go shopping, you're going to have to put those
on."
"Okay," he said, and forced a small
smile.
"Good. I'll take you as soon as you eat
something." He nodded in agreement so she left the room. He crawled off
the bed, and opened the door, looking into the hall. Abigail was gone, so he
carefully stepped into the hall, and closed the door behind him.
*****
"What are you doing in here?! Didn't I
specifically tell you that you were never allowed to enter this room!" the
man roared.
"No," Tommy said, weak with
exhaustion. He had been exploring the house, inside and out, on an empty
stomach. Now he was extremely hungry, and tired.
"Well, you're not! This is my private
study, and no one is allowed in here. Not even my wife, and especially not
you."
"I know you don't like me, Philip, and I
don't care," the boy responded sharply and left the room, slamming the
study door behind him. Philip stood there, absolutely stunned. He sat in the
large, leather armchair, and cradled his head in his hands.
"Why does my life have to be so
complicated?" he whispered to himself.
"Philip, honey? What's all the yelling?
Do you know where Tommy is? He has disappeared, and I'm so worried."
"He was here. He just left. I yelled at
him for being in my office. He believes I don't like him."
"It's going to take some time honey.
Just relax. He'll come around soon. We'll be a happy family."
"I'm sure," he mumbled, and stood
to join his wife in the hallway. "I knew that kid would be trouble for
us."
"Oh dear, don't fret over the poor boy.
He's not used to this environment yet. He needs some new things, so I'm taking
him shopping." She pulled his wallet from his pocket and went upstairs to
find the boy.
Tommy ran from the man and hid under the bed.
His sobs were soft, smothered by the thick carpet on which his tears fell. He
had shed so many tears those past few weeks, it was surprising he had any left.
It wasn't long after that he heard the woman's sweet voice call his name.
Determined not to come out, he didn't respond, and instead, fell asleep there.
*****
"Tommy!" the woman screamed. She
was becoming awfully frantic in her search. The entire house had been searched
three times over and still no sign of him. Philip had to admit that after hours
of searching, he too was growing worried. Finally, they plopped down on the
couch in exhaustion.
"I'm such a bad mother," Abigail
whispered.
"No, you're not. You just need some
practice and time," Philip assured.
"I just wish I could find him. He's
worried me to death."
"We'll find him. He couldn't have run
away."
"Oh, no! I'd feel so terrible if he
did."
Tommy silently crept down the stairs, taking
notice of the man and woman sitting in the living room. He sneaked down into
the basement. It was final. He would go back to his father. He hated these
people, and they hated him. Opening the door, he ran up the steps and out into
the pouring rain. It blinded him, and he ran forward, into the woods,
underneath the shelter of the trees. Shivering, he pulled the jacket tighter
around him and raced forward into the woods.
Three Days Later
"Look at him. He's so beautiful."
"Is he all right? He's not sick, is
he?"
"The doctor will be here soon. I'll try
to find something warm and dry for him to wear. Such a pity. What a beautiful
little boy," a woman's soft voice whispered.
"We should keep him," the man's
voice answered. "It doesn't look as if he has any real home. Besides, he
would be a good help around the farm, when he gets a little older."
"It only looks as if he is about five or
six years old," the woman answered, returning with some clothes she had
pulled from a trunk in the attic. Tommy's heavy eyes finally opened, and he
stared into the faces of the man and woman.
She had a soft face, light in its color, her
features drawn perfectly. Her eyes lit up when she smiled, and were the
shiniest green eyes he had ever seen. He liked her almost immediately. His gaze
fell onto the man's face. His eyes were dark, but full of warmth. His
complexion was rugged and very handsome.
The woman slowly ran her hand over her
stomach.
"He's awake."
Tommy shivered and realized how wet and cold
he was.
"Hold on son, we're going to give you
something dry to change into." The woman approached with the clothes, a
few sizes too large, and a large bath towel.
"Here you are. You may change in the
bathroom." Tommy sat up and surveyed the room. The walls were a drab
beige, and the room itself, sparsely furnished. The cot he was laying on was
narrow and hard. The two left saying, "Let us know if you need
anything." He went into the bathroom, dried himself off, and tugged on the
large clothes. When finished, he began exploring the house. Suddenly, he
realized he hadn't eaten anything all day. While searching for the kitchen, he
overheard the couple talking.
"Why can't we keep him? I don't believe
he has any family, the poor boy. He's such a beautiful child, and a strong one,
too."
"Darling, with the baby on the way, I
don't think we can afford to keep him."
"Please?" she begged. The man
sighed deeply.
"I suppose, but he'd better be a good
worker." Tommy peeked his head around the door frame. They were sitting on
the couch, his arm around her shoulders. Her head was rested gently against his
chest, and they looked peaceful and contented. They didn't need someone as
raucous as him. The thought of running away came through his mind, but he liked
these people.
"Can I stay?" he whispered. The
couple looked at him, then motioned for him to join them. When he was settled
in on the couch, they began asking questions about his past.
"Do you have any parents?"
"No," he said, shaking his head for
emphasis. "My daddy sold me to these people who I hated."
"He sold you? Why would he sell such a
sweet little boy like you?"
"He doesn't love me. After Mommy died,
he locked me in my room and didn't feed me until the day those people came and
bought me."
"So you ran away?"
"Yes'm," he answered.
"When did you run away?"
"I don't know. I hid under my bed,
because I didn't want them to find me. They gave up, so I left."
"Oh, I see. Well, we found you this
morning, in the barn. Do you know how you got there?"
"No, not really," he admitted.
"I remember bein' awful tired."
"Would you like to stay here, with
us?" The smile on his face widened considerably.
"I don't have any other place to go,
ma'am."
"Oh, you poor boy," she cried, and
pressed his face to her breast, stroking his hair softly.
"You can stay here with us, if you
wanna," she told him. He pulled away and looked at the man. There was a
small hint of doubt in his eyes.
"Thank you. I think I would like
that," he told them, his eyes lighting up. Unexpectedly, he asked,
"Are you gonna have a baby?"
"Why, yes, I am."
"Mommy died having my baby sister. She
was stillborn or at least that's what Pa tole me. Don't rightly know what
stillborn is."
"It means that the baby was born
dead."
"Oh," said Tommy, now
understanding.
"You hungry?" the man asked.
"Oh yes, very. I haven't eaten
anything." The woman smiled. She took Tommy's hand and led him into the
kitchen.
"You can have anything you desire,"
she whispered. She opened the icebox and pulled out a few dishes. "Go on,
take whatever you want." He smiled and sat at the table. Finally, he had
found where he belonged.
The End.