IMAGES OF ONESELF
Epilogue
July 4, 1931
The wispy clouds drifted lazily along in the
brilliantly blue summer sky. The apple red barn contrasted sharply with the
lush green corn stalks, predictably knee high by the fourth of July, according
to the old saying. The white farmhouse looked peaceful and loved, now that a
complete family lived there. Piles of two by fours and roofing shingles were
stacked neatly on the south side of the porch. Young Jack was spending the
summer building the sunroom addition for his mother. He had hoped that the
warmth of that room in winter, some wicker furniture and some plants would make
her less lonesome for the ocean she loved so much. Everything was quite a bit
different from last year at this time when Jack sat alone here, lazing in the
shade on the same holiday. He looked around marveling at all these wonderful
changes. The past nine months had been a strange and incredible journey for
him.
The lonely boy who had shown up on his
doorstep last October had turned out to be a son he never knew existed, born of
a brief encounter with the only woman he had ever loved. Now that woman waved
to him from the kitchen window, a glowing smile on her face, gesturing with her
hand that she would be outside soon. The same kind of accident of fate that had
torn Rose and himself apart in 1912 had brought them together last fall. And
now she warmed his life everyday with her love, beauty and sense of humor.
The magic he had hoped that she would bring
to their lives was obvious in so many ways. Just a glance at the open windows
and the back porch indicated that a great deal of loving care had gone into
each improvement. Jack had been pleasantly surprised at how thrifty and clever
Rose had been. Let loose in a second hand store in Madison, she had purchased
several dozen lace hankies for a few cents and then had carefully stitched them
into graceful panels for their bedroom window. Brightly decorated seed packets
and old calendars had been artfully framed, splashing color on the once stark
walls. Jack had moved his art work out into the room adjoining the barn and now
that space waited the arrival of someone special. And after so many years of
frustration with his drawings, Jack’s pencil again flew across the paper,
sketching Rose, their son and the interesting people of Chippewa Falls. She had
brought inspiration and motivation back into his life. Nothing seemed too
difficult or boring anymore. It was a pleasure now to come in from the fields
in the evening, knowing that the good smells of cooked food and Rose awaited
him.
Life had taken a good turn for Jack. He
continued to prosper in spite of the Depression. Of course he like everyone
else had to scrimp and save more than usual in order to get by. But generally
things seemed to be in his favor. He had Rose at his side, their son, Jack
would be off to college in the fall over at the state university in Eau Claire,
fulfilling his dream of studying architecture and the weather had been most
co-operative for this year’s crop.
Rose had taken Chippewa Falls by storm. Bill
Taylor and Wally Bishop had done their job in telling the truth about Jack and
Rose and how they had met on Titanic and then separated. In turn, the neighbors
accepted her and welcomed her into the fold of community life, with relatively
little ado. Rose and their neighbor, Alice Miller had become good friends, both
learning from each other. Often Rose would return from their place, up to her
elbows in flour, bearing the results of a baking lesson. And more often than
not, Alice would sneak out the backdoor, with her hair beautifully coifed, her
face anointed with just the right amount of makeup, courtesy of Rose. She had
taken to the farm routine with ease and was a big help to him, even if
sometimes there was more milk on the barn floor that in the milking bucket. He
was confident that she would improve. Once the high school drama club had
learned of Rose’s background as an actress, they had immediately offered her
the job of drama coach for their twice a year plays. And she loved every minute
of it.
A few recalcitrant citizens in the town spoke
of their disapproval. The face of Doris, the waitress at the Welcome Inn, had
turned green with envy when she’d had her first glimpse of Rose. Doris had
passed the word around town that Jack Dawson was certainly not deserving of a
wife like Rose. Everyone in town knew, however, that her words were born of
nothing more than jealously. There were still a few old timers who lifted their
eyebrows when Rose passed, not understanding the combination of her polished
manners and speech and her high spirited personality. Those people were better
left behind in their own world anyway and neither he or Rose gave them a second
thought. He had much to be grateful for and if he lived to be one hundred, he
would always be thankful for the stubborn streak in his son, that had caused
him to hit the road in hard times.
His eyes glanced back at the house as he
heard the screen door squeak. Rose moved slowly down the steps, carrying a tray
that held a pitcher of lemonade and two glasses, careful avoiding her pet
geranium plant that grew in a clay pot on the back porch. Her steps were slow
and awkward now that her stomach was swollen in the last few weeks of her
pregnancy. Their dream of another baby had been fulfilled and soon another
member of the Dawson family would be joining them in this house. Rose had once
again taken up a skill that had been taught to her in boarding school, the art
of smocking. So sure was she that this baby would be a girl, that she already
had already prepared a small wardrobe of daintily smocked dresses for her
daughter to be. On asking her what would happen if it would be a boy, Rose had
calmly dismissed him, telling that she knew what she was doing.
“Do you need any help with that?” Jack stood
up and reached out to the tray that she carried.
“Thanks.” Rose blew the hair out of her face
and handed Jack the tray. She reached behind her and rubbed the small of her
back. Today she was experiencing a backache like she had never had before. It
had started before dawn and if it kept up, she was not sure if she would be
able to sleep. Deep down inside, she suspected that it had to do with her
pregnancy. But she’d never experienced this particular symptom with her first
baby.
Jack cast her a worried look. “You okay?”
She nodded. “I’m fine. Really thirsty though.
Can you pour the lemonade?” Rose carefully arranged the skirt of her red print
maternity dress, the front of which had little room left for expansion. “If I
get any bigger, I swear I must be having an elephant.” Rose wiggled into the
wooden lawn chair, biting her lips in an attempt to hide her discomfort. Jack
sputtered and lemonade splashed everywhere, sending them both into peals of
laughter. Despite her pain, Rose could not contain her mirth.
“What’s so funny?”
They both turned as they heard their son come
out of the house.
“Just commenting on the size of your new
brother or sister.” Rose studied her first born, taking in his carefully combed
hair, his freshly pressed white short sleeved shirt and khaki colored pants.
“So, who are you trying to impress today?” she teased.
“Aw Mom. I’m picking up Susie Perkins and
then a bunch of us are having a picnic on Lake Wissota.”
Jack rolled his eyes behind the boy’s back
and smiled at her.
“Then we are going to Eau Claire to see the
fireworks. I’ll be home by midnight, if that’s what you are worried about.” He
bent down to kiss his mother good bye. Then he turned to his father. “Bye Dad.
See you later. And I know, I know. Take it easy with the truck.”
Jack nodded. “Right and Jack? Remember to
watch yourself tonight. You know what I mean.” He winked at his son and with an
incline of his head and a smile, indicated that the young man should be on his
way. “Don’t want to be late!”
“No, I mean, yes.” The boy, having turned
several shades of red, opened the door to the pickup truck and hopped in. He
started the engine, put it in gear and waved as he bumped along up the drive.
“Bye.” With a quick glance and a smile back at them, he was gone.
“Jack, you really should trust him.” Rose
took a sip of the cooling liquid, still feeling no relief from her back. “He is
your son after all.”
“Oh, I do. It’s just that some of these kids
around here can get carried away. Now if I want to get carried away, Mrs.
Dawson, that’s another thing.” He gently lifted her hand and pressed it to his
mouth, kissing each of her fingers.
“Jack, how can you still be so romantic when
I look like this,” she said, placing her free hand on her swollen stomach.
“Rose, you look beautiful to me no matter
what. Just remember that.” He poured another glass of lemonade for each of
them, then raised his in the air. “To you, mother to be. Everything is going to
be fine. You’ll see.”
Suddenly Rose put her hand up. “I just
remembered. I have a lemon pound cake cooling. I forgot to bring it out. I’ll
go get it.”
“Want me to?” Jack offered, starting to get
up.
But Rose had already wiggled out of her
chair. He watched as she made her way back into the house. It was amazing how
she had changed since she had come here with him. Her hair had grown longer,
down to her shoulders, her face had filled out and her brilliant green eyes
sparkled with each new thing she learned and discovered. She brought such
enthusiasm to each thing she did. Through her eyes, he was rediscovering his
surroundings and appreciating them all the more.
“Jack!”
He sat up when he heard his name called.
“Jack. Help!”
There was no mistaking the panic in Rose’s
voice. Hurriedly he got up, knocking over his chair and crashing into the table
with the lemonade, sending the contents flying through the yard. In less than a
second he was in the kitchen and found Rose doubled over the table, gasping.
“Oh, Jack. The pains have started. Bad. It’s
too soon.” She squeezed her eyes shut and bit her lips as she was convulsed by
another spasm. “What if something is wrong?”
Gently he pulled her into a chair, thinking
as he moved. She was right. The baby was not due yet for another two weeks.
This might just be a warning of things to come, or it could be real labor. Jack
looked down at her face, now white with pain. He glanced back out into the yard
at his 1928 Chevrolet, the one major extravagance in life. Nodding his head, he
decided what to do. They would go to the hospital. If it was a false alarm,
they’d just come home. No point in taking chances.
“Alright, Rose. Do you think you can make it
out to the car? I’ll help you.”
She shook her head affirmatively, an
expression of worry on her face. “Jack, what it something goes wrong now, at
the last minute?”
He put his arm around her waist and helped
her up, coaxing her step by step to the door. “Shh. It’ll be alright. Try to
relax.”
She turned her head towards him. “Ow.” Rose
took a deep breath, trying to speak between the contractions. “How long will it
take up to get there? To the hospital?”
Jack looked back at the kitchen clock.
“Twenty, maybe thirty minutes. The roads aren’t too great you know. Come on,
Rose,” he urged, wanting to get her on the way as soon as possible.
At last he got her seated in the car, glad
that he had a full tank of gasoline. As he backed out of the driveway, he
reflected on how thankful he was to have another vehicle besides the truck.
He’d surprised Rose with the car for Christmas. Even though she had happily
made do and accepted the inconveniences of farm life good-naturedly, he could
not bear to see Rose riding in a truck, much less driving one. He had been
lucky to get this one used for eighty dollars. Today, it was proving to be
worth every penny.
“Just lean back and close your eyes. We’ll be
there soon. Just hang on for a few minutes longer. It’ll be alright, Rose. And
I’ll be with you, just like we talked about.” Jack turned out on the main road
and headed south toward the hospital in Eau Claire. He could not let his
feelings show to Rose, but however nervous she might be, he was equally afraid.
* * * * *
Jack threw the newspaper he had read for the
third time down on the wooden table and got up, pacing the room. It had been an
hour since they’d arrived at the hospital. The pleasant student nurse who had
escorted Rose to a room promised that she would come back for him as soon as
Rose was settled. But the hour and come and gone and there was no sign of any
hospital employee. He felt totally alone, as there were not even any other
fathers in the waiting room. The two that had been there had been sent for
dinner and told that it would a long time until their babies were born. So Jack
remained keeping his vigil, alone.
When Rose told him that she was pregnant,
they had talked about how they would be together for this event, so that Jack
would not miss a second of this child’s life. Now he wondered. Everywhere he
looked there were signs on the wall, reminders that no one was allowed to
accompany the mothers to the delivery room. It seemed as though all of their
plans were crumbling before his very eyes.
The white swinging doors behind him swung
open and a short man, with graying hair and glasses, walked out. Jack
recognized him as Rose’s doctor. Dr. Peterson. “We’ll be taking your wife to
the delivery room now, Mr. Dawson. I’ll have the nurse come out and tell you
how things went.”
“What do you mean?” There was a touch of
anxiety in Jack’s voice.
“Oh, just if it’s a boy or a girl. Things
seem to be progressing normally.” The doctor answered casually seemingly unimpressed
that he was about to bring Jack’s child into the world.
Jack was just about to answer when both he
and the doctor turned their heads toward the doors. The sounds of raised voices
came closer and closer, but as yet the words were as yet undistinguishable.
“Probably some minor disturbance. Sometimes
the patients get a bit excited,” said the doctor.
Jack’s forehead creased with furrows when he
recognized the sound of Rose speaking. Yelling would have been a more apt
description.
“I don’t care about your stupid policy. This
is a baby, not a policy. And since it is my baby, my body and my husband, I’ll
decide what it right for me. Don’t tell me what is right and wrong. You don’t
know anything about me.”
Jack bit his lips when he heard the state of
Rose’s anger.
“But really Mrs. Dawson, this is a hospital.
Having a baby is a private thing. Really it is not the place for your husband.”
Someone with a crisp, formal voice was engaged in this dialogue with Rose.
“It was a lot more private when I conceived
this child and he was there then. I want him here now. I will not have this
child unless he is with me.”
Jack’s face was red from embarrassment as he
heard Rose lashing out at the woman. And he knew that having him with her had
been her greatest wish. He also had heard that women sometimes said all kinds
of things when they were in the intense pain of childbirth. He put his head
down, unable to face the doctor who was also listening to this tirade.
The white doors opened once more and another
nurse appeared. Not the young woman who had been so kind earlier, but a dour,
gaunt woman who looked as if everything about childbirth disgusted her. “Doctor
Peterson, Mrs. Dawson is quite out of control. She is refusing to co-operate.”
The woman looked at Jack, sizing him up from head to toe. “Are you her husband?
Maybe you can talk some sense into her.” Her sarcastic voice chilled Jack to
the very bone. This was not the kind of person who should be assisting at such
a happy event.
Jack was about to speak, when they all heard
Rose again. “Jack, please. I need you. Please?”
Dr. Peterson, scratched his head, his eyes
going from Jack to the doors. “Well, it is against hospital policy, but
considering there is no one else around… and it’s a holiday. Nurse Watkins, get
Mr. Dawson a gown and show him where to scrub up.”
Nurse Watkins squared her shoulders. “Really
doctor. This just isn’t done.”
“Nurse, I thought I told you to get Mr.
Dawson a gown? That is quite enough. We will proceed with the delivery now and
that is that. I need the patient to co-operate and if this is the only way, so
be it. Is that understood?”
Jack watched this scene between the two
medical people with his heart leaping with joy. Things were going to work out after
all. He and Rose would be together for this special time.
A few minutes later, Jack found himself in
the white and sterile environment of a hospital delivery room. There were no
homey touches here, only the white porcelain fixtures and the bright surgical
lamps. The only beauty came from Rose herself and the event was about to
happen.
Jack stood behind Rose’s shoulders, urging
her to relax and take deep breaths. He could feel the intensity of her pain every
time she gripped his hand. The doctor had said only a few more minutes and Jack
kept reminding her of that.
“Come on, Rose. You can do this. I’m with
you, just like I promised. Come on.” He continued encouraging her, wiping her
forehead with a damp cloth and finally propping up her shoulders so she could
help more. “It’ll be fine.” He desperately tried to reassure her.
At the foot of the table stood the doctor and
yet another nurse. Jack could not hear their whispered exchanges, but he saw
that every once in awhile, the doctor was handed another mysterious implement.
This nurse patted Rose on her leg and spoke soothingly to her. “You’re doing
great. You’ll be a mom again soon.”
Rose glanced backwards, trying to smile at
Jack as she heard those words. She gave a little groan and laid her head back
down on the table. The nurse stepped closer to Rose, taking one of her hands.
“This is it now Mrs. Dawson. Give it your all.”
Jack’s eyes temporarily misted over as he
watched Rose use all the strength she had left to bring their child into the
world. Her lips turned white as she struggled to maintain some control. “Jack,
I can’t….”
He bent closer to her face, locking his eyes
on hers. “Yes, you can.”
There seemed to be a great deal of activity
at the foot of the delivery table. Jack heard Rose take one deep breath and he
saw her body go limp. “That’s it, Mrs. Dawson. You have a girl.” Those words
were accompanied by the loud squeal of a baby and the booming of fireworks
outside. The nurse looked up at the glass block windows of the delivery room
where flashes from the holiday celebration were visible. Even above her
surgical mask, Jack could see her smiling eyes. “You’ve got a little
firecracker on your hands.”
Jack chuckled. “That’s right. It’s still the
Fourth of July. Kind of easy to lose track of time in this place. “ He looked
down at Rose beaming with joy. “Did you hear that Rose? Her birthday is the
Fourth of July.”
“Oh, Jack. I can’t believe it. I just can’t
believe it.” She rolled her head from side to side trying to see what was
happening in the room. “Where’s the baby? Is it alright?”
Jack helped Rose sit up so she could watch
the nurse as she cleaned off this tiny morsel of a human being. The woman
glanced up from her work to tell this remarkable couple about their newborn.
“She’s just fine. Kind of kicking and fussing her. You can hold her in a
minute.” It took some time before the doctor had finished up with Rose and
examined the baby. Without further ado, he gave Rose and Jack his good wishes
and headed out to the next delivery room.
“How much does she weigh?” asked Jack, unable
to think clearly. “What time is it?” Somehow, he knew that people always wanted
to know those two facts. From the corner of the room, he heard someone say
“seven pounds, six ounces at 9:35.” He nodded his head, still having a sense of
disbelief of what was happening.
The nurse carried the baby to Rose, wanting
to place the child in her mother’s arms. But Rose put her hand up. “I want my
husband to her hold first.” The woman looked from Rose to Jack and then to the
baby. This was not the usual way of things. “Please,” Rose said again.
Jack nervously held out his arms, his
emotions nearly undone by the soft whimpering of his new daughter. She was
light as a feather, her feet wiggling and her little face was puckered and red.
But to him, she represented yet another miracle in his life, another special
event that fate had brought him. This small person with her golden hair and
greenish blue eyes waved her fist in the air, as if already giving royal
commands. To Jack, it seemed only natural. She would always be his little
princess.
“Who does she look like?” Rose reached over
and gently pulled the blanket away from the baby’s face. Jack held the little
girl at an angle so that Rose could see. “What do you think, Jack?”
He turned his head as he examined the
delicate face. In her he saw the unfinished yesterdays of his parents, the
dreams of today that he and Rose would share and the future of his family with
his son and daughter.
“What do you think?” she asked again.
Jack glanced at Rose. She had a smile on her
face and her color was now returning to normal. “I think that she looks like
the most beautiful person in the world, next to her mother. I believe she is
perfect.”
“Oh, Jack.” Rose spoke softly, her energy
expended from giving birth. “This has to be the most wonderful moment of my
life. I love you Jack. Thank you.” She reached up and drew her hand along his
cheek.
Jack handed her the baby and with a solemn
expression on his face, said what was in his heart. “You’ve given all of us a
gift, Rose. You, me, Jack, the baby. I should thank you.” He leaned over and
kissed her, oblivious to the rest of the people in the room. This was their
moment, something they had awaited to share for nine months. Jack knew that he and
Rose would savor this experience for the rest of their lives.
* * * * *
The gravel crunched and popped as young Jack
tried to drive up to the house without making too much racket. He stopped the
truck near the machine shed and jumped out. Trying to be quiet, he pushed the
door shut, managing to get by with only a squeak.
As he headed toward the house he looked
around the yard, puzzled by the disarray. One of the wooden lawn chairs was
lying on its side. The small table where the lemonade pitcher had stood earlier
was upside down and the pitchers and glasses were on the ground. Jack walked
over righting the mess, wondering what had happened. His parents were so tidy.
Surely they would have not left things in such disorder.
He walked into the kitchen where the light
had been left on. A single coffee cup remained on the big old table in the
center of the room. He went to the stove and put his hand on the coffeepot. It
was still warm. He was confused and a gnawing sense of uneasiness grew in the
pit of his stomach. “Dad? Mom? Pepper?” He glanced around the first floor,
hoping for someone to answer him. Even the dog had not been downstairs to greet
him. He took the stairs two at a time. When he got to the top, he noticed that
the door to his parents’ room was open and the small lamp on the dresser was
still on. He walked to the doorway and on the bed was his father sound asleep,
still in his clothes. Clothes that looked rather disheveled. Pepper was lying
peacefully at the foot of the bed. Where was his mother? What was going on? The
boy headed toward to bed, hoping that perhaps his father might awaken and he
could find out what was happening.
“Dad?” He pressed lightly on his father’s
shoulder. “Dad? What’s going on? Where’s Mom?” He whispered softly, not wanting
to startle his father too much. Slowly Jack lifted his head, blinking his eyes,
trying to see who was talking to him. “Where’s Mom?” he heard his son repeat.
Jack sat up and swung his legs over the side
of the bed. “She’s at the hospital,” he said through a yawn.
“The hospital?” The boy was now clearly
alarmed. His mom had looked just fine when he’d left this afternoon.
Jack put his hand up and rested it on the
boy’s arm. “No. She’s fine. The baby was early.” He looked up at his son and
smiled. “You have a sister.”
Young Jack sat down next to his father. He
had been excited about a baby. He had hoped it would be a girl. He would have
someone to tease and to protect. Even if she would be lots younger, he
suspected they would still have fun. It was almost unbelievable that now it was
a reality. “A sister?” He had to repeat the words, trying to digest their
meaning. “Is Mom, alright? I mean, is she okay?”
Jack nodded, trying not to yawn again. “She
is fine and your sister is too.”
“Gee, does she have a name? I mean my
sister?” He kept saying the word over and over so that the concept of having a
sibling would sink it. It all seemed so unreal.
“Yes, she had a name,” said Jack. “We decided
on Margaret. That is quite a fashionable name now. It’s the name of the new
little princess over in England. And for her middle name, your mother decided
on Eleanor. She read about a character in a book with that name. It seems to
fit nice with Margaret.”
“Margaret Eleanor.” Young Jack repeated that
several times. “That seems kind of a big name for a tiny baby. Don’t you
think?”
“Well, I suppose it does,” agreed Jack,
thinking of the tiny little girl with blond hair and green eyes, back in the
hospital. “Why don’t you come up with a nickname for her?”
The boy beamed, thrilled with this new
responsibility. Of course it had to be cute and nice. Nothing that anyone would
make fun of. “I’ll think about it tonight, then when I see her tomorrow, I can
tell her.”
Jack chuckled, amused at the thought of his
son thinking she would be aware enough tomorrow to understand. “Listen, Jack,
it’s been a long day for me. I better get ready for bed. Up early tomorrow. We
have two lovely ladies to go visit.”
“Sure Dad. I’ll be ready.” The boy stood up
and moved toward the doorway. “You’re sure Mom is okay?”
It was touching the way the boy still worried
about his mother, even at his age of eighteen. Jack knew it was because she and
the boy had been through so much together alone, that he still felt this great
responsibility towards her. “Oh she’s fine. I can’t guarantee that the hospital
will ever be quite the same. But your mom couldn’t be better. Night son.”
Young Jack looked back at his father. On the
man’s face he saw so many different things. Love, pride, fatigue. Something
within him tugged at his heart. He took several steps back to where his father
stood and reached out to embrace him. “We’re two pretty lucky guys, aren’t we
Dad? See you in the morning.” With that he was gone, leaving Jack to see him
cross the hall into his room, thinking indeed how lucky they all were.
* * * * *
Jack would never forget what he saw that
morning, when he arrived to visit Rose. The view of her standing in silhouette
by the window, her hair in a braid falling over her shoulder and her face
buried against that of her infant daughter was so perfect, so beautiful that he
never ever tried to draw it. She was the embodiment of an earth goddess. He
doubted that many women could have given birth only twelve hours earlier and
still look at lovely as Rose. He would keep this special image locked away in
his memories forever. With the sun shining behind her she looked almost like a
religious icon. Even his practiced hand could not compete with that.
“Rose?” Jack whispered from the doorway, not
wanting to wake the baby. He watched breathlessly as she raised her head to
look at him. Despite her ordeal last night, her face was radiant and her smiled
glowing.
“Jack. I didn’t think you would be this
early. Did you sleep after all the excitement?”
He came to her side and looked down at the
baby who slept calmly in Rose’s arms. “Yes, I really was exhausted. Almost as
if I had done the work.”
Rose fluttered her eyes and smiled
bewitchingly at him. “Well, you did do some of the work a few months ago.”
“Seriously, Rose, are you alright? I can’t
even begin to comprehend what you went through.” Jack rubbed his finger along
her cheek, appraising her with a very intent look.
“Don’t worry. It is what we are made for. I
am tired, but otherwise feel fine. It was so much easier this time, having your
hand to hold.” She rested her head on his shoulder, closing her eyes, just
enjoying this private moment with Jack. Rose watched as Jack took each of
Margaret’s miniature hands in his and examined each perfect finger.
“It really is a miracle.” Jack kissed Rose’s
forehead, careful not to disturb the baby between them. “I love you so much,
Rose. And everyday I think of another reason to love you more.”
“Jack.” She bit her lip, unable to speak.
Rose only hoped that her eyes conveyed the feelings in her heart.
“Morning Mom. I just stopped to get these
flowers for you.”
Rose and Jack turned to greet their son who
had entered the room. “ Oh, they’re lovely,” she said touched by the gallantry
of her son. “I’ll have them find a vase around here.” Jack cleared his throat
trying to compose himself after these few tender moments with Rose.
“How is the baby?” asked the boy, sensing
that he had interrupted something.
“She’s fine,” said Rose. “Would you like to
see your sister?”
The boy took a few steps closer to the baby.
He knew of course, that babies were tiny, but he had never seen a newborn
before. Laying the flowers on the bed, he peered at the tiny sleeping figure.
“Do they sleep all the time?”
“They sleep a lot, but soon enough she will
be sitting up watching you.” Rose remembered the days of her son’s infancy when
she was alone. Thankfully, he had been a good baby. Somehow she sensed that this
little one would be more mischievous, eager to entertain a captive audience of
her father and brother.
“Would you like to hold her?” Rose held
little Margaret out to her son.
“Well, gee. Sure, I guess. I never held a
baby before.” Gingerly he reached out for his sister.
“Neither had your father and he did just
fine. Right, Jack?” Rose leaned her head on her husband’s shoulder, suddenly
feeling overcome with the emotion. This was the first time they were all
together as a family. She felt Jack slide his arm around her waist, pulling her
closer to him.
Young Jack stared at the tiny figure in his
arms. She really was too small for that big name of Margaret Eleanor. His
father had suggested that he choose a nickname. “Maybe we should call her Meg
for short?” He hoped his suggestion would be approved by his parents. His
mother nodded, her eyes suspiciously wet. His father beamed indicating that he
agreed. He felt a wiggle and a stretch. Glancing down, he saw that Meg was
awake. Her little arms and legs were moving within the confines of the pink
blanket. Young Jack watched fascinated as she blinked several times and waved
her fist in the air. Then much to the delight of her parents, she took a deep
breath, gave a big yawn and settled back to sleep, cradled safely in the hands
of her big brother.
The End.