Written by Kari Raines
Based on some situations originated
by James Cameron.
His eyes drifted across the open
vastness of the blue ocean as he took in everything, attempting to calm his
racing mind. He had come to the front of this floating palace to think; to make
sense of the past few days.
But the silent waves, rolling
gently across the bottom of the bow, and the breeze on his face, carrying with
it the fresh scent of the sea, did nothing to calm his aching, love struck
heart or his racing mind.
Jack Dawson relived his last
conversation with Rose in his head, trying to make sense of the first class
girl's words. He had seen the desperation in her eyes and the longing to be
free, but she had done nothing to help herself.
His mind drifted back to his
first glimpse of her on deck. His heart had almost stopped at the sight. God,
she had seemed like an angel as she stood against the light of the midday sun,
its rays playing beautifully on her fiery red hair. But Jack had noticed that
she was alone, and her eyes had been sad--he could see that even from their
distance apart. He didn't know what could make a first class girl despair, but
upon looking at her, he would have done anything to make her pain go away.
As if feeling his gaze, Rose had
looked up, meeting his eyes momentarily, but just as abruptly, she had looked
away, ashamed by her own infatuation. But Rose hadn’t been able to resist
another glance in his direction as he had stared at her, transfixed by her
ethereal beauty.
Jack smiled sadly at the memory
as another gust of wind swept across his face, chilling him slightly. Damn him.
If only he hadn't looked up and noticed her. If only their eyes hadn't met in
that single moment, in which electricity had passed between the two of them.
Tommy Ryan's words came back to
him. "Oh, forget it, boyo. You'd as like have angels fly out of your arse
as get next to the likes of her."
It looked like Tommy was right.
Tommy and Fabrizio were both right. Last night, after Rose had returned to her
first class world, they had asked him what he was doing with that rich girl.
They had both warned him that she'd be trouble. What would a first class girl
want with a steerage boy, anyway? Amusement, perhaps? A way to keep herself
entertained? To laugh at them behind their backs?
Jack knew that they had meant
well, but he had become angry and defensive. "You saw they way she
was," Jack had insisted. "She's not like them."
Tommy had shaken his head sadly.
"Boyo, love's a-blindin' ya. The lass is trouble, whether she means to be
or not. It's in her nature."
"You don't know her,"
Jack had snapped angrily. He had looked desperately from Tommy to Fabri, but
they had looked at him with raised eyebrows, as if asking, And you do?
Jack had stalked away, needing to
be alone. He hadn’t been able to believe what they had been telling him. Because
he was in love with Rose. He was unsure of when it had happened, but when he
had wandered the deck that night, the realization had hit him abruptly. He
loved Rose.
And now, the very next day, as he
once again sat alone, he realized that they were right. Rose wanted to be free,
but not enough. She couldn't give up her lifestyle. It was too much of a price.
Jack sighed. Had he really
expected her to? He barely knew her, after all. He couldn't ask her to give up
her whole way of life for him after only knowing him for a few days. It would
be unfair. But if only he hadn't fallen in love with her. If only, despite her
upbringing, she hadn't been so wonderful.
He thought about their last
conversation. "I can't turn away without knowing you'll be all
right."
"I'll be fine. Really."
"Really?" He had
touched her face then, looking into her conflicted eyes. "Because sooner
or later that fire...that fire that I love about you is going to burn
out..."
He sighed with frustration. Why
did he have to care? Why did it torture his soul, knowing what she was going
through? Why did he feel so betrayed?
Serves you right for falling
in love with a first class girl. This voice extended from the darker part of his mind--the part
where he felt the most pain. He pushed this voice aside, and concentrated on
the fading sun. Twilight was disappearing fast, and the last of the sun's rays
were beginning to cast their brilliance on the afternoon clouds.
"Hello, Jack."
Jack's heart leapt at these
words, and that unmistakable voice. Never before had anything sounded so
beautiful. He spun around, confirming what he already knew.
Rose DeWitt Bukater, in all her
elegance and beauty, stood behind him, a small smile plastered on her face. He
smiled back boyishly, all his relief evident on his face. His last thoughts
faded into oblivion as she spoke her next words.
"I changed my mind,"
she told him.
Jack could hardly believe his
ears. She had come to him after all. He had been right about her. He reached
his hand out to her, and she came to him.
"They said you might be up
here--"
"Shh." He silenced her
with a finger across her lips. There was no need to talk. "Now, close your
eyes," he instructed her, his voice dreamy. She grinned, but did as she
was told, unsure of what was about to happen, but anticipating it nevertheless.
"Now, step up...step up onto
the railing." He guided her, wrapping his arm about her waist as he helped
her. "No peeking."
"I'm not," she assured
him as she was situated.
"Do you trust me?" he
whispered into her ear.
Rose could feel the railing
against her feet, and Jack's protective arms wrapped firmly around her waist.
The feel of his breath on the skin of her neck and ear was almost as
breathtaking as the ocean breeze that now whipped her skin and face. She was nervous,
but she knew instinctively that she had nothing to fear from Jack. He would
never harm her. "I trust you," she answered sincerely.
Jack was behind her now, bracing
her with his own body. "Now, open your eyes."
Rose opened her eyes, and was
suddenly astounded by the beauty. She no longer cared that what they were doing
might be dangerous. She felt as if she were gliding over the silky waters of
the ocean, nothing beneath her, nothing stopping her. The only thing to keep
her from falling was Jack, but she didn't care. She was flying, heading away
from here--away from Cal and her loveless engagement, away from her selfish
mother and society...
"I'm flying!" she said
breathlessly, her voice catching in the wind as it scattered her hair about
her. "Jack..."
It was Jack--all Jack that was
making her feel this way. She imagined she was the ship itself, heading out
into oblivion, the world and its people forgotten...
Behind her, Jack smiled into her
hair, loving the perfumed scent of her skin and her red locks as they whipped
around his face. His face was next to hers, peering over her shoulder, and he
could feel her joy. He smiled with her as his arms, extending hers, suddenly
began caressing her fingers with his own. "Come, Josephine in my flying
machine, going up she goes, up she goes..."
Rose smiled at the familiar words
of the song that had been so popular two years before as Jack sang them to her.
She was lost in the sound of his playful voice, but what made her body tremble
was not that, nor the coolness of the evening as it transformed the sky into
endless shades of the most beautiful blues and purple and pinks Rose had ever
beheld...what made her body tremble was the way Jack was caressing her fingers
with his own, sending chills up her spine.
She was lost in the feel of his
body pressed up against her own, and his distinctly masculine scent was heady,
intoxicating. The feel of his silky fingers on hers was delicious.
She should have made him stop,
but she didn't. For the first time in her life, she did something that she
wanted. She allowed Jack to make her feel the way he made her feel. He gently
moved his arms back around her body, locking them firmly around her.
His hot breath was on her neck,
sending deliciously pleasurable chills up her body at the pace of her speeding
heart. She turned her head toward Jack then, gazing at his anticipating mouth
expectantly. Never before in her life had she wanted to be kissed so badly. Her
body and heart ached with the need.
In truth, the only other person
she had ever kissed was Cal, but he could never make her feel the way Jack made
her feel--alive, free.
As she felt the first sensation
of his silky lips against hers, Rose was lost. She knew that she could never
again go back to the way she was, not after experiencing something as pure and
sweet as this...
His tongue dipped inside her
mouth, tasting her, exploring her. Rose complied, opening her mouth to allow
him in. She was intoxicated by him--the feel of him, the taste of him. Never
before had she experienced anything so intimate.
Jack grunted into her mouth,
deepening the kiss that had begun so slowly, and before he knew it, their
passion had erupted into a fire as they allowed themselves this simple but
precious moment.
They didn't notice as the
brilliant colors of the evening sky slowly faded around them, and the first
hint of stars appeared, winking at them from the far reaches of space. All that
mattered was this moment--a moment that neither would soon forget.
It was the only moment of honesty
either had ever really allowed themselves.
The End.