ALL I NEED
Chapter Twenty-Two
I watched myself in the mirror in
front of me, all dressed up as if it was my wedding day. The sensation inside
of me was the same as if it actually was my wedding day. I looked up in disgust
at my mother and her grin, looking at me in the dress, my hair and my makeup
all done. She had been ignoring the fact that I wouldn't go on with this for
over three weeks now. My wedding would be in three days.
"You look gorgeous,
Catherine," Mrs. Knott spoke from my left, lifting the transparent white
veil in front of my face. "One of the most beautiful brides New York will
ever see. This will be unforgettable!"
"Extremely
unforgettable." I smiled falsely at her and looked at my mother. She knew
I was talking about my escape with Harry and she shot me a killing look,
rapidly smiling again.
"How do you like it?"
Mrs. Knott nodded and pointed to the bridesmaids behind me. I turned around to
see Mr. Henderson's young cousins in beautiful dresses, all excitedly waiting
for my approval.
"They look beautiful,"
I said simply, and turned to face Mrs. Knott again. "May I take this off
now? I still have to have my bath and get dressed for dinner." I wasn't
excited about dining with Mr. Henderson at his house, but this seemed a proper
excuse to take all this unwanted clothing off me.
"Yes, of course. We don't
want you to be late, do we?" She smiled and I returned the smile falsely,
following her so the maids could help me to take everything off.
Now everything was arranged and
done. I hadn't seen or heard from Harry since the last Sunday that we met and
my mother found out about us. I wondered if he knew what was going on. He
probably did. He was quick-witted. He would realize sooner or later that
someone had found out. Larry came to my house the day after for our usual
routine, but my mother said I was now indisposed and the next few weeks I would
be busy with the wedding arrangements. He tried to convince her that he should
see me, but she didn't let him. He probably realized, too, and told Harry.
My mother also said she would
cancel the invitations to Larry and Harry, but I reminded her that both of them
were Mr. Henderson's guests and that it was better for her to do nothing, and
so she soon forgot the idea.
*****
The chauffeur helped me out of
the car, and for the first time since I left my house, I took a look around.
Mr. Henderson's mansion was incredibly big. My mansion was quite large itself,
but his mansion was easily three times the size of mine. It looked like a
castle, with big towers in some places and an enormous garden that the car came
to a stop in beside the front door. The garden was illuminated with bright
lights and the trees gave the sensation that I was locked in a fortress. It was
a beautiful mansion, but at the same time, it gave me shivers at the sensation
of being locked inside it.
"Miss, you may come this
way." A young maid appeared in front of me while I looked around and I
nodded, smiling at her. Poor thing, working in this place for Mr. Henderson.
"The other guest has already
arrived," she said, following my look at another car parked in front of
Henderson's car, which had come to pick me up at home.
"What other guest?" I
asked quietly as I entered the shining hall of his house, but she didn't
answer, excusing herself when Henderson entered the hall with no one other than
Larry. He seemed nervous and incapable of hiding it.
"You look stunning,
dear," Mr. Henderson said, managing to give me a kiss on the cheek. I
falsely smiled and shot a look at Larry while he kissed me. He tried to motion
something to me, but stopped quickly when Mr. Henderson looked at him.
Mr. Henderson seemed calm. Too
calm for me. He directed Larry and I to the dining room and I couldn't help but
look at Larry. He tried to point to things with his eyes, but I couldn't
understand what he was trying to say. I merely paid attention to the
beautifully polished furniture around us, the sculptures, and the paintings.
Something bad was about to happen and Larry was trying to warn me.
"Unfortunately, Larry will
not be joining us for dinner after all." Mr. Henderson’s soft voice spoke
as he helped me to sit at the table. Larry remained beside us and I looked from
Henderson to him. "I'm sure you would appreciate his presence."
Something in his voice made my stomach turn upside down.
"I would like it, yes,"
I said politely, and Larry frowned in desperation. What on earth was happening?
"I thought so." Mr.
Henderson smiled almost slyly and looked at Larry. "It was a pleasure
talking to you, Mr. Brown."
"Yes, sir." Despite
Larry's visible nervousness, his voice was steady. Mr. Henderson's last words
were his farewell, and without approaching me or kissing my hand, he left the
house.
"Is there something wrong
with him?" I couldn't help but ask a few minutes later, when Mr. Henderson
sat at the head of the table--on my left--and the maids started to serve our
dinner.
"You should know," he
said slyly. He never talked to me that way. Something was definitely wrong.
I concentrated on my meal more
than I ever had in my entire life. I barely looked at Mr. Henderson. His eyes
were watching me all the time, as a parent watches a bratty child. I tried to
think positive. He could not possibly know about Harry and I, could he?
"How did you like it?"
Mr. Henderson spoke for the first time since his last words to me. The only
sounds I had heard during this time had been the soft noise of the silverware
against the china.
"It was good," I said
quietly and simply in my best attempt to look and sound casual. I cleared my
throat quietly after resting the napkin on the table.
"I'm glad you liked
it," he started while taking a sip of his whisky. His voice still had that
sly tone, and now it was as if he had rehearsed everything he was saying.
"Because I have been thinking about a few things that I don't like."
"Your point?" I asked
with a blank look, though I could feel my heart almost jumping from my chest.
"I don't like to be made a
fool of, Catherine." His voice was angry. Oh, no. That was what Larry had
been trying to tell me. He had found out.
"Who--"
"And I know that I've been
made a fool of for quite a while by you," he cut in dryly. I looked away
from his eyes, fixing my gaze over the glass of water in front of me on the
table.
"What--" I attempted to
act as if I didn't know what he was talking about, but once again I was cut off
by him.
"I know about you and that
boy." He stood up. I froze, my eyes fixed on the glass. "It was
happening right under my nose."
"No, look--"
"No, you look." He cut
me off once again, grabbing the chair I was sitting in and turning it quickly
to the side so I would look at him. He rested both of his hands beside my body,
a little bent over me, his face close to mine. His eyes were furious. "Mr.
Brown may be a qualified gentleman," he said, trying to keep his voice
low. It was a little shaky. "But you won't make a fool of me."
For a moment, the fear that I was
feeling vanished as I kept myself against the chair, sitting quietly and looking
into his eyes. He thought Larry and I...he thought that it was Larry. And worst
of all, he had already talked to Larry and from the direction things were
going, he had confirmed it so nothing would happen to Harry.
"Larry?" I couldn't
help but ask. I didn't know if I was relieved that he hadn't even imagined that
it was Harry, or if I should fear that now Larry was vulnerable to his power.
He nodded at my question. "Do you think Larry and I--"
"I'm sure of it." He
cut in again. He stood straight again, grabbing my wrist and making me stand
up. He looked down into my eyes as I stood up. The feeling of relief for Harry
had now become fear for myself.
"And from now on, I don't
want you mentioning him or seeing him. Do you understand?" His voice was
authoritarian. He did not let go of my wrist. I simply nodded. I had no idea of
what else to do.
"Now, for your part…"
He pulled me closer to him. I tried to step back, but he didn't let me, holding
my wrist tightly. "We can deal with it now."
"What are you--" I
tried to ask, but he already had me turned against the table, where he left me
no way to step back, and he was kissing my neck. "Stop. Stop!"
He pushed himself against me and
the table, making me unable to move. Even though I tried to push him away with
my free hand, he was stronger than I and this had no effect on him. He kept
kissing my neck as I kept trying to avoid him, and his voice once again spoke
between his kisses, close to my neck and ear, his warm breath giving me
shivers.
"You'll be my wife. There
will be no way for you to escape it," he said angrily.
My heart was racing in my chest
and I looked around the dining room. No one was around, and even if I screamed,
I'm sure no one would have the courage to fight their boss.
"Leave me alone!" I
said quietly. I couldn't even scream.
He kept kissing me, his kisses
going down to my chest slowly, full of lust, and I tried to think quickly. When
I looked back a little, I found my glass of water still on the table and I
didn't think twice before taking it with my free hand and crashing it over his
head.
"I said leave me
alone!" I screamed as I smashed the glass against his head.
The glass broke quickly into
pieces and I felt the palm of my hand stinging slightly, but most of the glass
was on Mr. Henderson's head, who rapidly let go of me and stepped back from my
movement. His head was bleeding.
"Oh, my God!" I
exclaimed in shock while he had his head down, his hands trying to stop the
blood.
I held my own hand, bleeding
slowly--fortunately, my cut wasn't serious--and stepped away from him as he
looked back at me. I couldn't stay there, even though he seemed to have lost
his senses from the attack. He seemed more furious than before.
I didn't think twice before
running to the hallway of the mansion, where I found the maid who had directed
me to the house.
"Miss, are you all
right?" she asked with a frightened look, looking at my bleeding hand and
my eyes. I had been crying in terror and hadn't noticed.
"I'm all right. Mr.
Henderson...cut himself. Go help him!" I said quickly, and she nodded,
running towards the dining room. I quickly walked out of the house.
I opened the door and ran down
the steps to the garden, looking back for a second to see if someone was
following me, when I suddenly bumped into someone. I screamed in fright and
looked at the person.
"Catherine…shh!" Larry
said, holding my arms gently and looking puzzled at me. "Are you all
right?"
"Larry!" I exclaimed,
relieved, and looked around to find his car ready to leave the house, the
chauffeur waiting for him. "Larry, we have to get out of here."
"Why? What happened?"
He looked at my hand. "Catherine, what happened?" His voice was
serious as he took my bleeding hand with both of his hands.
"Let us just leave,
please." I was shaking nervously and he analyzed me for a moment, nodding
and taking me to his car.
*****
"I can't believe he did
this," Larry said in shock while he wrapped his loose tie around my wound.
"I was frightened, Larry. I
didn't know what else to do," I said quietly. I was finally calm.
His car had left the Henderson
mansion a few minutes ago. I told Larry everything. He confirmed my thoughts
that Henderson had threatened him, thinking that I was having a love affair
with him, and that he was trying to warn me to confirm the story if Henderson
said anything, so he wouldn’t even think of Harry. Now he was carefully
wrapping his tie around my wound to stop the bleeding.
"I know. He was such a
coward," Larry said calmly, tying the tie very tightly. I gasped.
"Sorry."
"It's all right." I
smiled faintly and he returned it. "I'm so glad you were there. I didn't
know how I would get away from the house..."
"One of his manservants took
me to a room when I was supposed to leave," he said, leaning against the
seat again in front of me. "Emotional pressure, you know. I didn't think
he would do anything to you if he knew that I wouldn't leave you alone
there."
"No one would ever think
that." I looked away from his eyes. Mr. Henderson had finally revealed
himself as a cold-blooded, greedy man, and now, more than ever, I was afraid of
what he could do to Harry and I, and now, to Larry.