NIGHT TRAIN
Chapter Eleven
Wedding Day, 1948
“Joe,” cried Rose, “what are you doing here?”
She flung her arms out and hugged her red
haired son, who towered over her.
“Your telegram said that you couldn’t come.
How did you get here, and so fast?” she marveled.
Joe straightened up after embracing his
mother and grinned.
“It was quite an adventure. I flew. Made it
in about 12 hours. We only had to stop in Chicago. Pretty amazing. Jack thought
it would be a great idea to surprise you.”
She wondered to herself how many other
surprises Mr. Dawson had in store for her. First, the carriage ride. Now, Joe’s
appearance. This was truly going to be a day she would always remember.
“Oh, Joe, it’s so good to see you. You know
how important this is to me, to us,” she smiled. “How is Sue? I guess you know
that now I will be there for sure when the baby comes, since we will be living
in New York too.”
This tall, gentle looking young man, who so
resembled Rose, nodded knowingly.
“I can hardly believe that I am going to be a
father. It’s a little scary. She is probably better right now than I am.”
She looked up at her son, wondering where the
time had gone since she had first become a mother herself. So much time, and
now it was gone so fast. Here she was about to marry again, this time the love
of her life.
“Have you met Jack?” she asked, still
breathless from the shock of seeing Joe.
“Yes, and I am really happy for you. He is
great and I can see that Richard and I have a real partner in Jeannie when it
comes to making mischief.”
Rose laughed, thrilled that they were all
going to get along. This wonderful day was made even better knowing that
everyone was happy to be one big family. That meant everything to her and Jack.
“Come on, you two,” said another voice.
Joe and Rose looked up to see that Richard
had come out from behind the opening.
“Hey, little brother, we have to get Mom in
there. The groom is getting kind of nervous,” Richard said, kidding his younger
brother.
Rose looked at Richard, swallowing hard.
“Is Jack here? Is he really nervous?”
“Don’t worry, Mom,” Richard assured her. “He
is here and he doesn’t look nervous to me. I think he must have nerves of
steel.”
They all laughed, but Rose’s stomach was
still doing cartwheels.
“I wish I could say the same for myself,”
thought Rose, as she rubbed her icy cold hands.
While Rose was not nervous about actually
marrying Jack, it was the thought that she wanted to look perfect for him and
the disbelief that this was really happening that contributed to her anxiety.
Richard and Joe both offered Rose their arms
and she curled her hands around them, carefully holding her bouquet in one hand
and Jack’s letter in the other. She took a deep breath, not knowing what to
expect when she entered this private haven that Jack had created for their
wedding.
They walked behind the canvas partition and
Rose tried to see everything at once. There were people standing here and
there. She stopped and looked carefully. Louise and Peter, Jeannie and Doug,
her fiancé. With them was another couple that she surmised must have been
Doug’s parents. She knew they were from nearby Riverside. She scanned the area
again and she also saw Louise’s parents.
“Gracious, they must have come down from
Seattle. And, oh my, there is Lily and that must be her boyfriend.”
From somewhere behind her Rose heard the
strains of violin music. She listened for a minute and realized the song was
from the popular musical OKLAHOMA, “People Will Say We’re in Love.”
A long table had been set off to the side. In
the center of the table stood a tiny wedding cake. Tall palm plants that had
been placed along the sides of the railing, swayed gently in the wind. In
another corner, two waitresses dressed in black and white fussed over some
trays of food. And there, at the very end of the pier standing and conversing
with a man she did not recognize, was Jack. Her wonderful Jack, looking
resplendent in tails. He looked calm and thoughtful.
“God, he looks like he did that night at the
bottom of the staircase. In fact, he looks even better,” decided Rose, her
heart starting to beat wildly.
She let go of Richard and Joe and smiled at
them.
“Do you want to have us walk you over there?”
asked Joe, looking at his mom with some concern. He had felt her cold hands
shaking.
“Thank you, both. But, I think I want to do
this alone. Could one of you please hold this for me?” she asked, holding out
the letter.
“Sure thing,” said Richard, tucking it into
the inner pocket of his suit coat.
They kissed her and patted her on the back.
“You’ll be great mom. This whole thing will
be great,” said Richard sincerely. “I think I better go help Louise deal with
Peter, unless we want him to take over the whole wedding.
Rose and Joe chuckled.
“Good luck, Mom.” Joe winked at her, before
he too headed off to join the rest of the guests.
Her eyes reverted back to Jack. He was still
talking to the other man. She supposed that perhaps he was a judge or justice
of the peace. Jack was resting his chin in his hand with his index finger on
his cheek. His head was bent down slightly. He had not yet seen her.
Rose nervously straightened the ribbons on
her bouquet, as she waited for Jack to look up.
“What will he think of my dress? Will he even
remember?”
Jack lifted his head back and laughed. Then
he saw Rose.
He had to look twice. It seemed impossible,
but she appeared to him the same way she had the very first time he had set
eyes upon her. Her age, rather than detract from her appearance, had only
enhanced her loveliness. For the wisdom and understanding in her soul, were
reflected in her eyes. Eyes that had seen tragedy and joy, sadness and love.
Eyes that now were on him.
Somehow she had managed to find a dress that,
while maybe not identical, was very close to what she had been wearing the day
she had stood above him on the deck. The day they had first made eye contact.
The antique looking lace set off her creamy skin to perfection. The delicate
ruffles at her wrists, made it seem as though her arms were floating at her
side. And her lovely hair was loosening in the wind, some tendrils already
freeing themselves from the confines of her chic hairdo. She was a vision of
elegance and beauty. How well she hid the fiery spirit that burned inside of
her.
“That is something for me alone to know
about.”
Jack smoothed his hair back and felt in his
pocket for the ring.
“Ready as I’ll ever be,” he thought to
himself, eager at last for he and Rose to be joined together.
In an almost imperceptible movement of his
head, Jack nodded at the violinist. The man began to play a classical number.
It could have been Bach, or Mozart. But to Rose, it didn’t make a difference.
To her it only meant that her wedding to Jack was beginning. She knew that she
was supposed to move forward, to walk to Jack, but she felt rooted to the place
where she stood. As the music began, the guests ceased their talking and looked
back at her. She had her head down, trying to will her body forward.
“I am so afraid,” she said to herself. “What
if I start walking and I get there and wake up and this whole week will have been
a dream? What then? Could I ever go on?"
She was breathing rapidly and she knew that
dream or reality, she had to do something. Rose raised her head and her eyes
connected with Jack’s. He wore a serious look that she had never seen before.
As if in slow motion, his hand moved and she saw him stretch it out, reaching
for her. With that small movement, she somehow gathered her strength and slowly
began to walk to Jack. It was as if his hand was a lifeline, pulling her to
safety.
The music stopped and Rose was at Jack’s
side. He took her trembling hand and brought it to his lips.
“God, you look beautiful, Rose,” he
whispered, his words meant only for her.
He slipped his left hand around her waist,
his feelings of joy catapulting to desire as his fingers made contact with the
delicate lace of her dress and he smelled the fragrance of her perfume.
“Take it easy, Jack,” he warned himself. “You
still have a long day ahead.”
Rose rested her head against his shoulder.
Almost silently she whispered, “Is this
real?”
For the first time, he smiled.
“This is as real as it gets. We are going to
belong to each other forever now, Rose. Forever.”
“Oh, Jack, I wish it could be for even longer
than that.”
She suddenly became aware of someone clearing
their throat and they were brought back to reality by the voice of the man Jack
had been speaking too.
“Rose, this is Judge Farley. He is going to
marry us. He is a friend of mine from New York and lives here now,” Jack
explained softly.
Rose smiled at the man and put her hand out
to shake his. Never forgetting her well bred manners, she said, “Thank you very
much for coming here this morning. We both appreciate it very much.”
The judge smiled, enchanted already with the
woman his friend Jack was about to marry.
“Ready?” he asked.
They both looked at each other and nodded.
Then they were lost again in their own world.
Jeannie watched with Doug next to her, their
arms linked to one another. Joe and Richard and Louise stood on the other side
of her. In spite of her happiness and love for Doug, she doubted that even her
own wedding would be this romantic. She watched as her father gently kept his
hand on Rose’s waist, as if to give her strength and to support her. Rose’s
head still rested lightly against his shoulder. Their bodies were almost molded
together as one. She had never seen such intimate behavior between a bride and
groom at a wedding ceremony. And yet it was not objectionable. It was instead
tasteful and loving. So like Rose and Jack themselves.
“By the power vested in me by the State of
California, I now pronounce you man and wife. Jack, you can ah, kiss the bride
now.”
The family and friends who had gathered to
watch Jack and Rose be married, all had a look of anticipation on their faces.
This was everyone’s favorite part of the ceremony. The kiss. They wondered if
it would be an embarrassingly quick one or one that told of the passion they
all knew this couple felt for one another.
To their delight, Jack put both of his hands
around Rose’s waist and bent his head down to meet her. It was a long, tender
kiss that bespoke years of yearning and separation and clearly demonstrated the
happiness that soared through them.
“Rose, shh, everyone will hear you moaning,”
whispered Jack, teasingly. She felt the warmth of his breath in her ears.
She ducked her head against him, blushing.
“You can do that all you want later,” he told
her.
Rose looked up at him. In his eyes she saw
tenderness, understanding, desire and love. The silence of that moment said
more than any words.
Without regard to the fact that anyone was
watching, Rose then clasped her hands around Jack’s neck and brought his lips
to meet hers once more.
“Oh, Jack,” she murmured softly, “Will
tonight ever come?”
Louise felt a little poke in the ribs and
looked up at Richard.
“What?” she asked with a smile on her face.
“Can you imagine, that I told Jack that he
had his nerve disrupting Mom’s life and that she probably didn’t have the nerve
to tell him. I must have been blind.”
“You didn’t!” she giggled softly. “Looks like
your mother can do plenty of disrupting herself. Maybe I need to take a few
lessons from her.”
Richard smiled and grasped her hand tightly.
Jeannie leaned her head against Doug’s arm.
“You know, if we try that at our wedding,
everyone will think we are scandalous. And they are getting away with it.”
“Maybe when you are older, you can do stuff
like that,” Doug suggested, his eyes still on Rose and Jack.
“I just want to forget that I even gave Dad a
hard time about this at first. This is so right, so perfect.” Jeannie had tears
in her eyes, tears of joy that for the first time, she was going to be part of
a complete family.
“Hey, come on, Jeannie. Don’t cry,” he said,
slipping his arm around her. “Don’t even think about that, because it sure
looks like your dad has forgotten.”
Joe stood in the bright sunlight smiling to
himself, his thoughts a few thousand miles away, on his wife Sue in New York.
He alone, the child that resembled Rose in so many ways, had always felt that
his mom’s heart and sometimes her mind had been elsewhere. And today, he saw
just where. For since that time on Titanic, both Rose and Jack, had been
consumed by a love, that would smolder for all these years and ignite again on
a pier, an ocean away from where it all started.
The cry of a seagull overhead brought them
out of their spell. And they remembered where they were.
“Jack, let me be the first to congratulate
you.” Judge Farley put his hand out to Jack and shook it.
“Thanks, Tom. It was great that you could
help us out like this.”
Tom Farley gave Jack a questioning look. “Can
I kiss the bride too?”
Jack laughed. “That’s up to Rose.”
She reached up and gave Jack’s friend a tiny
kiss on the cheek and a hug.
“Thanks for everything,” she said with a big
smile on her face.
“My pleasure. I think I’d better be going.
I’ll see you on your next trip out here, Jack.”
Jack nodded and waved goodbye. Then he and
Rose went to greet their guests. There were warm hugs and kisses from everyone.
“Mom, told you it would be great.” Richard
and Louise came up to them first to offer their congratulations. Close behind
were Louise’s parents.
“Is he Grandpa Jack now,” asked Peter,
pointing at Jack.
“Don’t point, Peter. And yes, he is now
Grandpa Jack.”
Peter succeeded in wiggling from his mother’s
grasp. Jack, who was meeting Louise’s parent’s for the first time, felt a tug
on his legs. He looked down to see Peter.
“I can call you Grandpa Jack now,” he announced.
“Wanna pick me up?”
Jack reached down for the charming little
toddler. “Are you having fun, Peter?”
Peter gave an emphatic nod of his head. “Yep,
but I want to eat, Grandpa Jack.”
Rose looked over from where she was talking
to Louise’s parents. Grandpa Jack. Hmmm. She would get back at Jack for calling
her a grandma earlier this week. But she would save that for later. Jack
glanced at her and wondered why she had that dangerous look in her eye.
“Mrs. Dawson, Ma’am.” She heard a voice at
her side.
“Mrs. Dawson,” the voice repeated.
Rose looked around for a moment and then
realized that she was the one being addressed. “Oh, yes.”
One of the waitresses stood next to her
holding a tray of champagne glasses.
“Would you like some?” she asked.
“Yes, thank you,” replied Rose, lifting a
glass off the tray.
Jack joined her, having deposited Peter back
with his parents. He was also holding one of the fluted goblets.
“Everything okay?” he asked.
“It’s wonderful. Jack, you are amazing.”
Rose moved closer to him to that their
glasses touched.
“And so are you Mrs. Dawson. So are you.”
He looked at her with such tenderness in his
eyes, that Rose felt short of breath.
“That is who I am now, isn’t it?” she said in
a small voice.
He shook his head in wonder at this amazing
turn of events in his life.
"Yes, you are. Do you like that?” He
lifted his hand and pushed some strands of hair away from her face. “There, now
I can see you better. You really look beautiful today. More beautiful than I
have ever seen you.”
She wanted to answer, but she felt tongue
tied. All she could do was lean against him and give an affirmative nod of her
head.