SHIP OF DREAMS
Chapter Ten

"Eternal Father strong to save…" Anne stood at the back of the room at the divine service Sunday morning at eleven o’clock AM. "Whose arm doth bind the restless wave…" She looked around the dining saloon. "Who bids the mighty ocean deep…" Her eyes rested on the back of Rose’s head, between Hockley’s and Ruth’s. "Its own appointed limits keep…" She turned her gaze to Smith, who led the service. "Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, for those in peril on the sea."

After the service, Anne took a walk around the decks. Mr. Andrews led a small tour around the ship, which included Hockley, Ruth, Rose, and Anne. Anne had only agreed to go after Rose pleaded with her. Rose needed someone to keep her sane!

"Reminds me of my Harvard days," Hockley commented as he worked the oars of one of the stationary rowing machines in the gymnasium.

Anne suppressed the urge to comment about him attending Harvard. She instead occupied herself with watching Mr. McCauley, the gym instructor, flip the switch on an electric horse.

"Care to try your hand at rowing, Ma’am?" Mr. McCauley asked Ruth, gesturing to the machine.

"Don’t be absurd," Ruth scoffed. "I can’t think of a skill I should likely need less."

Anne lightly rolled her eyes as Mr. Andrews led them to the bridge. She smiled upon seeing Murdoch, who nodded ever so slightly in greeting. Just then, a rather young man brushed past the group and handed a piece of paper to Smith.

"Another ice warning, sir. This one’s from the Amerika," the man said.

"Thank you, Sparks." Smith glanced at the message, then shoved it into his pocket. He seemed to notice the slightly worried expressions on Rose’s and Anne’s faces. "Not to worry. It’s quite normal for this time of year. In fact, we’re speeding up. I’ve just ordered the last boilers lit."

"That’s the second ice warning today," Mr. Andrews muttered under his breath. He shook his head. More speed? And ice warnings?

Anne’s eyes quickly swept the bridge to rest on Murdoch. She could tell he had heard Andrews’ comment. You didn’t tell me. Of course, we haven’t exactly seen each other. She moved towards the door with the rest of her group. As the last to leave, she saw Lightoller exit the chartroom and enter the main bridge house.

"Will, have we found the binoculars for the lookouts?" Lightoller asked Murdoch.

"Haven’t seen them since Southampton," came the reply.

Anne fought the urge to glance back. So, not only were they speeding up in the midst of ice, but also the lookouts had no binoculars. How were they to spot ice?

Mr. Andrews was discussing the lifeboat capacity with Rose when Anne noticed a young gentleman standing between two of the boats. However, as they passed, she quickly realized that the man was no wealthy socialite, but rather Jack Dawson. She pretended not to see him, lest she draw attention to him, and tugged lightly on Rose’s sleeve. However, Jack captured her attention and pulled her away. To make Rose’s disappearance less suspicious, Anne slowly lagged farther and farther behind, until she was away from the group, as well. No one else had noticed the departure of either woman.

She walked around the boat deck, where she finally saw Murdoch. He asked if she’d wait until two, which was when his watch ended. She agreed, and continued to walk around the deck. When his watch finished, Murdoch fell into step alongside her, and they both quietly walked around the boat deck, staying close to the bridge.

"How visible are icebergs at night?" Anne suddenly asked.

"It depends. There’s usually a ring of foam at the base, where the waves crash against it. And you can smell icebergs before you can see them, because of the minerals they give off. But on days like today…" Murdoch nodded toward the calm, clear ocean. "…it will be difficult. There will be no breaking waves. But we can still smell them."

Anne nodded. She knew Murdoch could tell she wasn’t assured at all, but she didn’t care. She was frightened half to death, and there was an odd feeling in the pit of her stomach. Something wasn’t right.

"The Caronia reported icebergs, field ice, and growlers at forty-two degrees north, from forty-nine degrees to fifty-one degrees west," Murdoch finally admitted. "That was at nine o’clock AM today. At 11:40 AM, the Noordam reported much ice roundabout where the Caronia had. And at 1:42, the Baltic reported ice about four hundred meters ahead. Oh, the Amerika reported two large bergs at 1:45. Don’t look at me like that. I promised you I’d get you to New York safely, and I intend on keeping that promise. We might even get there early. We’re traveling at twenty-two knots. That’s almost full speed for us."

"Is that so we can hit the bergs with full impact?" Anne quipped. "I have a queer feeling, and I’ve had it since I woke up. There have been four warnings in less than five hours. And it’s only Sunday!"

"Miss Stewart, stop worrying. Everything will be fine." Murdoch gently placed his hands on Anne’s forearms. "I promise."

"That’s two rather lofty promises. I hope you can keep them." Anne smiled good-naturedly.

"Let’s hope," Murdoch replied with a grin, more serious than he let on. Where are the bloody binoculars?

*****

The temperature had dropped to a frigid thirty-three degrees Fahrenheit. And yet, Anne was standing at the gunwale on the starboard boat deck. She was wrapped in the shawl Murdoch had given her, the cold air making her drowsy. The moon was hidden by clouds, and she couldn’t make the distinction between the ocean and the sky at the horizon. Anne didn’t even know why she was outside in such chilly weather; her nose was cold and so were her cheeks and ears. Her hands were freezing.

"You should be asleep," Murdoch whispered in Anne’s ear. He saw her on his way to the bridge, and quietly approached the young woman. "Aren’t you cold?"

"Very." Anne smiled. "I have no idea why I’m out here."

"Well, neither do I." Murdoch grinned as the two walked towards the bridge. "I’m cold, and I’ve only been out here for a few minutes. I’ll be out here ‘til two!"

"Sounds wonderful," Anne teased, then yawned. She turned to see Lightoller approaching them.

"Captain Smith has retired for the evening, but you’re to alert him if it looks at all doubtful. I’ve ordered the lookouts to keep sharp observations for bergs and growlers. James predicts we’ll hit the ice at twenty-three hundred hours, and Hemming told me you had him close a hatch on the forward deck because of the glare, so that should make the bergs easier to spot," Lightoller informed Murdoch. "It’s thirty-two degrees and we’re traveling at twenty-two point five knots. I’ve had enough of this blasted weather for one evening. Cheerio."

"G’night, Lights!" Murdoch called.

"Well, I’ll let you get to work. I don’t want to hinder you at all, especially with all of these ice warnings. I’ll see you tomorrow?" Anne asked as she tried to ignore Lightoller’s we’ll hit the ice phrase.

"Right, then." Murdoch nodded and gently squeezed her hand. "‘Night."

"Good night." Anne smiled, then returned to her stateroom.

Chapter Eleven
Stories