OLIVIA
Chapter Ten

The sound of hushed whispers seemed to be all around Olivia. She felt odd and couldn’t seem to quite figure out why. She tried to move, but her body felt heavy and uncoordinated. She tried to open her heavy-lidded eyes and did manage to a fraction, although everything was blurred.

"I think she’s coming to," a deep male voice said close by.

She felt her hand being lifted and then she felt her cheek being stroked. "Olivia, it’s Cal. Can you hear me?"

She turned her head toward the sound of his voice and tried to open her eyes again. Ever so slowly, she managed to finally open them and focus on her husband’s concerned face.

"Cal?" she questioned groggily. "Where am I?"

"In our room," he answered.

"Why am I here? What happened?"

"I don’t know, my dear. You were found outside unconscious. You were brought upstairs and the doctor was summoned immediately. I was hoping you could tell us what happened."

Olivia searched her mind, but couldn’t seem to remember. She slowly shook her head. "I don’t know…I don’t know what happened. I can’t remember."

Cal’s features darkened momentarily, but he brushed it off quickly. "Perhaps it will come back to you later. The important thing is that you and the baby are all right."

"The baby," she whispered frantically, and placed a protective hand on her stomach. "Is it…all right? Is everything all right with the baby?"

"Yes. The doctor has given you a thorough examination and everything is just fine. You gave us quite a scare, Olivia."

As everything became clearer to her, she looked around her and saw her parents and sister, as well as Cal’s parents and her doctor. "I’m sorry. I don’t know what happened. I went outside for a breath of air and that’s all I can remember."

"As I said, the main thing is that you and the baby are all right," Cal repeated as he stood. "I think you should rest now."

She nodded as he stepped back and her mother came forward to take her hand. "Olivia, we were so afraid something terrible had happened. Thank goodness you’re all right."

"I’m fine, Mother. I just feel very tired."

"Of course." She bent to kiss her forehead. "We’ll leave you now, darling. I’ll call tomorrow to see how you’re doing."

Her father and sister hugged her, as did Cal’s mother. When Nathan Hockley came by her bed, she felt a sense of dread wash over her, as if a dark cloud had come overhead. He smiled at her, and she stared back at him, wishing he would go away. She didn’t understand this feeling, but it was there nonetheless. He saw the change come over her and his smile gave way to a puzzled frown. She quickly averted her eyes until she knew he had left her bedside.

Dr. Covington stopped beside her before leaving as well. "I’ll come back tomorrow to check on your progress. But, as I told your husband, you’re young and healthy and I don’t foresee any complications. Just rest, my dear. That’s the main thing."

Olivia nodded at him as he turned and left the room. Once she and Cal were alone, he came back over to the bed and sat down beside her. He smiled at her, but there was something dark and cold in his eyes. He leaned forward, lifted one of her long golden curls, and wrapped it around his finger. "All right, Olivia. It’s just you and me. We’re alone. Now, tell me what happened out there on the terrace."

Olivia looked up at him and shook her head. "I told you. I can’t remember."

He stared intently at her for a moment and then gave her a cynical smile. "You don’t expect me to believe that, do you? Something must have occurred, something you’re trying to hide from me. Now, I will ask again…what happened?"

She stared wide-eyed at him, her heart pounding in her chest. He didn’t believe her? She licked her dry lips to answer him. "Cal, I honestly don’t know. I went outside to get some air and the next thing I know, I’m right here. You have to believe me."

He gazed coolly down at her for a breathless moment. "Very well, Olivia. I shall take your word for it, but if I ever find out that you’ve lied to me, I won’t be as understanding. Is that in any way unclear?"

Olivia couldn’t speak, so she only responded with a nod of her head.

"I’ll send Angelina in here to stay with you. We still have guests to attend to who haven’t left yet." He stood and straightened his suit, taking great care to smooth everything out. "Stay in here and rest. I don’t want you to exert yourself. If you need anything, Angelina will take care of it."

"Yes, Cal," she answered quietly.

She watched his retreating form and felt a sense of relief when she was finally alone. She was hurt at Cal’s reaction, but worse than that, she was becoming accustomed to it. His cool attitude towards her was not what she needed; she needed comfort, reassurance, and most of all, his love. But she was beginning to truly believe that she never had it.

A sense of foreboding and sadness gripped her. She felt the same feeling when Nathan Hockley came near her, but she couldn’t figure out why.

As she lay there in the quiet, she went over in her mind all that had happened, but she simply could not remember why she had fainted. The very last memory she had was standing on the terrace, and the next thing she knew, she was lying here with everyone around her.

Why couldn’t she remember? It was as if a piece of her memory had been removed. It was very disconcerting. And Cal’s accusation that she was keeping something from him was unfair. She had never lied to her husband, but she doubted she could say the same for him.

Angelina came in a short time later and helped her undress and get ready for bed. Hours passed, but Cal never came back to their room. Eventually, she fell asleep, and it was only when the morning came that she realized that he had never come back and she had spent the night alone.

Olivia slid from the bed and wrapped her dressing gown around her. She felt a little unsteady on her feet, but after a few minutes it passed. She made her way to the hall, where the early morning light filtered through the high, cut glass windows. Everything was so quiet--almost too quiet.

She came down the staircase, doing a cursory check of the foyer and the outlying doors for any signs of anything amiss. As she rounded the bottom of the stairs, she heard soft music coming from the library. She turned and walked slowly and silently towards the doors. When she reached them, she listened for any movement from inside but didn’t hear anything.

Grasping the brass handle, she turned the knob and opened it quietly, peeking inside as she did. Her breath caught in her throat at the sight she saw.

There, on the long, leather couch, lay Cal, and wrapped his arms was a beautifully framed photograph of Rose DeWitt Bukater.

Chapter Eleven
Stories