PHILADELPHIA IN SPRING
Chapter Three
Rose awoke the next day refreshed, and
invigorated by the possibility of finding Jack again.
She got out of bed and walked immediately to
her closet, taking out a charming day dress, that had a yellow bodice and white
sleeves. After adding the white heels to match and placing her hair up into a
bun, she was ready to go. It was earlier than she usually was up, but she
wanted to leave before Ruth realized she was gone. And Cal came over these days
around noon.
Rose grabbed her purse off of her nightstand
and pulled her gloves on quickly. She opened the door slowly, careful not to
make too much noise doing so.
The hall was quiet and empty, so she tiptoed
lightly towards the stairs.
At the bottom of the steps, she heard a faint
noise coming from the kitchen. Trudy appeared at the door of the pantry,
looking surprised.
"Miss Rose? Up so soon?"
"Yes, Trudy, please tell me mother that
I went out for the morning. I have some errands I want to run."
"But miss- don't you think you ought
to..."
Rose started to make her way towards the
door. "No, Trudy, just please tell her for me."
"Yes, miss."
Rose exited and found herself on the sidewalk
below her house. Her neighborhood was one of the poshest in the city, and the
houses were spread farther apart. She took the direction towards the park,
wondering the entire way why she was even doing this. At one point, she almost
turned back, but continued, no longer scared of what would befall her when she
returned later. She convinced herself that it was harmless; she was simply
making a new friend.
The spring air was fragrant, and the streets
were already bustling with people heading to work. Rose smiled when she saw
several children, obviously late for school, running past her, books flying in
their hands.
Soon the park loomed ahead of her once again.
"Oh, Rose, he's probably not even
there." she told herself. But she had to see.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Jack lay awake, early that morning, basking
in the thought that he didn't have to be at work until five o'clock. Of course,
that meant working late into the night, but at least he could sleep late this
morning.
Well, he should have been. But for some
reason, thoughts of Rose kept creeping up in his mind, and soon he found
himself considering returning to the park, just to see.
"She might be there- she probably lives
close to the park..."
"Dawson, what are you doing to
yourself?" Jack sighed and dropped his head unto his pillow. After a
moment's hesitancy, he jumped out of bed to get dressed. He had to see.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Jack stepped out unto the warm spring air.
The industrial neighborhood he lived in was quite crowded, and already the
streets were bustling.
He stuck his hands in the pockets of his
overalls, and contemplated how sincerely crazy this was. Why he was getting up
so early, on his morning off, to go look for someone he'd met once, was behind
his comprehension. He decided to just trust his gut instinct. Besides, she
probably wouldn't even be there. What were the chances?
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Rose was trying to appear nonchalant. She was
sitting on the same bench that she and Jack had talked on yesterday; her hands
folded on her lap. The wind was blowing tendrils of her hair everywhere. She'd
been sitting there for over half an hour, every few minutes telling herself
she'd leave soon.
Across the park, several older couples were
walking together, arm in arm. Birds were chirping happily in the early morning
breeze, and the fountain was spraying a cool mist over the wildflowers.
Rose looked around nervously, convinced that
he would appear any second. What would she say? What would she tell him, to
explain her presence here again?
But time was passing, and still no Jack.
Depressed and dejected, Rose stood up slowly, making one more quick glance
around. Hesitantly, she started walking back towards the direction of the
street. After a few steps, she heard a sound behind her, a faint calling.
"Rose?" She turned around and saw
Jack jogging toward her, a smile on his face.
"Jack..." Rose stuttered, suddenly
losing her ability to speak.
"It's nice to see you again..." she
finally managed to churn out.
Jack laughed. "Kind of weird, huh? I
usually don't come here during the week, but I...I have the morning off from
work."
Rose nodded nervously. "I was...I was
just running some errands, and I decided to take a walk through here..."
Jack looked at her. He'd come all this way so
early in the morning, to find her. And she'd been here, by some wonderful fate,
so he intended to continue this conversation.
"You wanna take that walk
together?" He eyed her, and she opened her mouth slowly, as if to say
something. In the end, she simply nodded her head. He turned back towards the
pathway, his hands in his pockets, and motioned with his head for her to walk
beside him.
"You come here a lot." he said,
smiling sideways at her.
Rose blushed at this. "Yes, I guess.
It's just so beautiful...in the spring."
Jack nodded. "Hmm...yeah, I like to come
here too. It's so quiet, even in the middle of this huge city. When you're
here, it's so hard to believe what's outside of those trees."
Rose looked at him as he spoke. "How
long have you been here, Jack?"
"Only about a month, actually." His
eyes darted upward as a bird flew above their heads.
"I've lived here all my life..."
Rose replied, her eyes cast to the side.
"You don't sound to thrilled about
it." Jack squinted past the sun to look at her. He smiled.
Rose laughed slightly. "No, no. It's
just, when you live the way I do- it becomes so boring, so repetitive."
"And how is it that you live?" Jack
chuckled.
Rose smiled up at him. "Wouldn't know
how to describe it. The world I live in is so narrow-minded, so
fabricated."
"Are you by any chance, one of those
Philadelphia debutantes, Rose?" Jack smiled.
"Unfortunately, you could put it that
way."
"Is that where the fiancé comes into
play?"
Rose stopped suddenly and turned toward him.
He looked curiously at her. She couldn't believe how openly he had said that.
But she wasn't mad, only surprised, because he was reading her like a book.
"Yes." she said, then continued
walking.
"What's his name?"
"Cal. His name is Cal."
"And he's one of those arrogant
people?"
"Cal's not just one of them- he is them,
Jack."
Rose seemed eager to move on to another
subject, so Jack remained quiet for a little while. They walked in silence, the
gentle sounds of spring all around them.
"So, you mentioned you work. Where at,
if you don't me asking..."
"I work at a little hotel cafe- at the
Ashford Hotel- have you heard of it?"
"Hmm...I think so. It's right around
here isn't it?"
Jack nodded. He found himself staring at her
profile, admiring her beauty once again.
"Jack, would you like to go to breakfast
with me?"
Jack's eyes widened. He hadn't expected this
at all. He wondered where she had in mind. Probably somewhere where he wouldn't
fit in.
"Sure, I guess."
"Good, come on." Rose's eyes
brightened, and she started leading the way to a small cafe right outside the
park.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
The two were seated at a table for two at
Madeline's, a small cafe that at the moment, was very empty. The tables were
ironwork, and the floors were a polished marble. Rose took off her gloves, as
Jack fidgeted. He stood out here, and received several LOOKS when they had
entered.
After they’d ordered, Rose looked at him
teasingly. "So, how do you like Philadelphia? Doesn't exactly compare to
Europe, does it?"
Jack thought for a moment. He put his hands
together and rested them on top of the table.
"Actually, it's okay. I wandered around
France, Italy, but I missed America, I think. Missed the familiarity of it all.
But then..."
"But then what?" Rose stared at him
intently.
"I told myself I'd never settle down.
Now that I have, I feel like something's missing."
Rose bit her lip. "So you liked the
wandering?"
Jack smiled and nodded profusely. "More
than anything. I loved waking up not knowing where I'd head next or where I'd
end up. In a way, it was sort of bohemian, I guess you’d say, but I...made each
day count."
Their food arrived, and the waitress sat
their dishes and glasses in front of them.
Jack's eyes took on a far off look, as if he
were remembering all of those days.
"I still want to."
Rose smiled. "Still want to make it
count?"
Jack nodded. "When you think about it
Rose, I had everything I needed- air in my lungs, a few sheets of blank
paper..."
Rose held her glass in midair after he said
that. Her eyes darted upward towards his, and for a moment, she was lost in
them, consumed by them.
Then she smiled and raised her glass.
"To making it count."
Jack grinned widely, his eyes sparkling. He
raised his glass and knocked it gently against hers. "To making it
count."
They ate for a while, laughing and talking
about little things. Rose clued him in on her background, everything from her
childhood with her father, to his death, to the marriage next Sunday. Jack
listened attentively to all of this, taking note of the look in Rose's eyes
whenever she even mentioned the wedding, or Cal. It was a sadness.
Jack told about some of his escapades in
Europe, partly to cheer Rose up. And it worked. When the waitress came to clear
their dishes, Rose was laughing hysterically, happier that she had been in such
a long time.
She calmed down slightly and asked another
question. "Where did you go before you went to Europe, Jack?"
"Oh, before?" Jack squinted and
thought a moment. "Hmm, let's see- I went to Colorado, Wyoming, all over
that part of the country. I went California, spent a lot of time there."
This sparked interest in Rose.
"California?"
Jack nodded. "Uh huh, I went to Santa
Monica for awhile. I drew portraits on the pier there for ten cents a piece.
The ocean is so blue there, and the pier is always crowded. And seagulls walk
around, right at you feet. I'm actually thinking about making my way back
there. As soon as I get enough money."
Rose sat mesmerized by the person in front of
her.
"Jack? Say we were to go there some day-
only if we just talk about it today..."
"No, we'll do it. We'll ride on the
roller coaster till we throw up, drink cheap beer..." Rose was laughing,
and Jack admired how beautiful she looked when she did so. Her whole face was
lighting up.
"And we'll ride horses, right in the
surf. And none of that side-saddle stuff." He smiled.
"You mean, one leg on each side?"
Rose seemed excited at the prospect.
Jack nodded. Then Rose's face took on an
almost childlike curiosity.
"Can you show me?"
"If you like."
"Teach me to ride like a man." Rose
laughed.
Jack laughed along with her. What was he
doing? Telling her they'd do this? She was getting married next week...to a man
she didn't even appear to like talking about.
But Jack saw such a fire in her. The obvious
way she lit up when something sparked in her mind. She'd told him all about her
schooling, how much she loved art. Rose Dewitt Bukater was so much more than
she would let on...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
After they left the cafe, they strolled down
the busy street. It was getting close to noon, and Rose knew she should head
home, knowing what trouble she was most likely in, but she couldn't make
herself leave Jack. This morning had been too wonderful.
There was a small moving picture theater on
the corner. The sign red "A Day In The Park", Playing Now.
"Rose, look at that." He pointed
amusingly at the sign.
Rose laughed "That's perfect."
"What?" Jack smiled suspiciously.
"I mean, let's go. It's about to
start."
Jack chuckled lightly. "Do you ever
stop?"
Rose smiled. "No, I don't. Come
on."
Rose took his hand. Jack hesitated. This felt
so strange, but at the same time, so right. And her hand felt so wonderful in
his own.
They bought tickets and entered the small
theater. Rose led him to a seat near the front.
"Do you come here a lot too?" Jack
asked, smiling.
Rose sat down, taking her gloves off once
more. "Not a lot, but it's one of my favorite things to do. I've always
wanted to be an actress, Jack."
Jack was surprised to hear this, but after
this morning, in a way, wasn't.
"Sounds strange, doesn't it?" She
turned toward him. Her eyes were sparkling, and her head was turned slightly to
the side. Jack stared into her eyes for a moment, and then shook himself back
into reality.
"Not at all, Rose." Rose smiled.
The theater darkened and the picture came on
screen. The movie was, oddly enough, about a man and a woman who meet in a
park, and then embark on a comical romance.
Halfway through the movie, Rose felt Jack's
eyes on her. She turned her head to the side, but he'd already returned his
eyes to the screen. She looked at him for awhile. His blue eyes were staring
intently at the screen. His face was contorted into a serious expression, and
he was biting his lower lip.
Rose smiled to herself. She turned back to
the movie. After a few seconds, she lifted her hand from the armrest and slid
it cautiously into Jack's.
He turned toward her, surprised at first, but
then he smiled. They watched the rest of the picture with their hands tenderly
intertwined.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
They stepped back out into the sun, and Rose
reached up to shield her eyes from the sudden light. "Argh."
Jack laughed and lifted his arm up to look at
his watch.
"Oh, God, it's already two-thirty."
Rose suddenly realized how long she'd been
gone. Her mother and Cal would be furious. How would she explain being gone so
long without telling them. But then she decided she didn't even care. She'd had
such a wonderful time today.
With Jack.
"Do you have to go?"
Jack looked at her. He didn't want to say goodbye
just yet.
"Not quite. I don't have to head for
work for another couple of hours." She nodded slowly, as if she didn't
know what to say at all.
"Do you need to go home Rose?" Jack
looked worriedly at her. Maybe she shouldn't have...
Rose smiled. "Don't worry. But I guess I
should head back."
Jack looked at her, suddenly saddened with
the prospect of saying goodbye.
"Will you walk me home Jack?"
Jack laughed slightly. "Surely. But
you'll have to show me the way."
"That I can do." She took his arm.
Walking down the street, they received several glances. Jack looked down at
Rose. She looked up at him and simply smiled. It didn't bother her at all.
They walked in the sun-filled street, and
turned the corner to her house. She stopped in front of the long driveway, that
stretched up a large green hill.
"This is the entrance to your
house?" Jack looked impressed, almost flabbergasted.
Rose laughed. "Unfortunately, yes."
"I had a wonderful time today,
Jack."
"So did I Rose, so did I."
Jack lifted Rose's hand from her side and
bent down to kiss it gently.
He looked up and smiled.
"I saw that on a Nickelodeon once, and I
always wanted to do it."
Rose giggled. She looked at him silently.
Their gazes locked for a moment. They were leaning up against the fence near
the drive. Rose placed her hand on the fence; Jack's was already there.
Still entranced in Rose's eyes, Jack moved
his hand on top of hers. Rose searched his eyes for a second. Jack moved his
face closer to hers. Rose took a deep breath.
"It would be so easy to kiss
her..." Jack thought to himself. He could almost hear her heart beating
quickly, just as his was.
Rose stepped toward him, thinking the same
thing.
But then the moment was interrupted by a call
from the top of the hill.
"Rose?" Rose turned suddenly to see
Ruth on the top of the drive, with an indescribable look on her face. Her hands
were gripped tightly into a fist at her waist.
"One second, mother."
Rose turned back to Jack, who had such a
disappointed look on his face, she almost felt compelled to forget her mother
was standing above them.
She smiled at him and lifted her hand from
the fence.
"Thank you Jack." She searched his
eyes, making sure he knew what she meant.
He nodded and smiled. "Bye Rose."
"Goodbye." She hesitated before
turning back and starting up the hill.
Her mother was walking to meet her with a
disgusted expression, her lips firmed in an angry line. Rose ignored her,
turning around to see Jack ambling slowly back down the street, his hands in
his pockets, looking toward the sky.
The sky.