PHILADELPHIA IN SPRING
Chapter Four
Ruth started walking up to the front door,
her arms folded across her chest. Rose followed her, suddenly scared at what
she would say.
Ruth opened the door and motioned for Rose to
follow her. She walked into the formal sitting room right off of the foyer. She
sat down on one of the stiff chairs. Rose hesitated before taking a seat across
from her.
Ruth opened and closed her mouth several
times before speaking.
"Rose, what were you doing with that
boy?"
"Mother..." Rose cast her eyes
downward, searching for some way to explain.
"I take it that's the same boy from the
park?" Ruth asked, with an interrogating look on her face.
Rose brought her head up, and with a sudden
surge of courage, looked her mother straight in the eyes.
"Yes, actually, it was."
"Were you with him all morning,
Rose?"
Rose stood up abruptly. "Why would it
matter if I was, Mother?"
Ruth stood up, her face red and furious.
"I'll tell you why it matters, Rose Dewitt Bukater. You are getting
married on Sunday. Sunday, Rose. And you will never, never disappear like that
again, do you understand?"
Rose's eyes dropped to the floor. "Rose,
do you hear me? You're not to see that boy again."
"Oh, stop it mother, you'll give
yourself a nosebleed. It wouldn't matter if he were of our class, now would
it?" She demanded angrily.
Ruth grabbed Rose's arm fiercely, and Rose
squirmed.
"Rose, you are not to talk to or see
that boy again. I can look at him and tell you it's not appropriate!"
Rose fidgeted, trying to loosen her mother's
grip on her arm.
"Rose, our situation is precarious. You
know the money's gone."
Rose turned to face her, eye to eye. "Of
course I know it's gone- you remind me every day."
"Rose, would you like to see me working
as a seamstress, is that what you want? To see our fine things sold at auction?
It's a good match with Hockley--it will ensure our survival. And you are
marrying him Sunday. Sunday, Rose! And you'll barely speak to him!"
Rose's eyes grew weak, as she saw the scared
and saddened look in her mother's face.
"It's so unfair..."
Ruth let go of her arm. "Of course it's
unfair- we're women. Our choices are never easy."
"Now, Rose, what's his name?"
Rose look confused. "Jack--but
why...?"
Ruth persisted. "Jack what?"
Rose kept silence, staring into her mother's
face. "Tell me, Rose."
"Dawson. Jack Dawson."
"Alright, then. Rose, you are not to see
Jack Dawson anymore. I'll tell you; I did not like the way you were standing
with him...do you understand me?"
Rose nodded limply, a tear threatening in her
eye.
"Good." Ruth turned around and
walked to the door, closing it behind her.
Rose sat down immediately, burying her face
in her hands. She was now in heavy tears, her eyes squinting as she remembered
everything her mother had said.
Today had been so wonderful- she'd actually
been happy. And Jack had showed her that happiness. Now she wasn't even allowed
to see him again. For some reason, that thought cut and tore at her heart like
nothing she'd ever felt. She closed her eyes and pictured his eyes, his smile.
Why was this bothering her so much?
Just then, the door opened once more.
Cal crossed the room, his dark eyes intent on
Rose's wet, disturbed face.
Rose looked at him, and then the floor.
"What is wrong with you, Rose?" He
demanded, his eyes heavy with anger.
Rose stood up and walked to the other side of
the room, away from him.
"Rose, your mother told me about where
you were today." He walked to join her on the other side of the room and
slid his hand to the top of her shoulder. She cringed.
"Rose, I don't like that."
Rose's eyes flared, and she turned to face
him. "Cal, I'm not at all concerned with what you like or do not like. I
spent the day out, and I had a good time."
Cal's own eyes turned to fire, almost scaring
her. "Rose, what bothers me is who you spent the day with. A young man, am
I right? Ruth, I believe, described him as a "scruffy, scrappy looking
young man." A man you barely know."
Rose refused to be intimidated by him.
"Cal, please leave. I don't feel well."
"Rose, whether you like it or not, you
are to become my wife in exactly six days. And you will obey me. You will. I
suppose your mother has already told you that you're forbidden to go out alone
for awhile?"
Rose looked up at him, tears in the corners
of her eyes. "No, she didn't."
Cal grabbed her arm and squeezed it harshly,
sending a streak of pain through it.
"Well, now you know." He let go and
walked briskly across the room, and out the door.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Jack walked quickly down the street in his
waiter's uniform, headed for work. He was almost late. After he'd left Rose,
he'd walked for what seemed like days, thinking about what had taken place this
morning. Rose's image would not leave his mind, and the thoughts that had
invaded were scaring him. He was trying to come to terms with how he really
felt about her. She was still such a stranger to him, but he felt as if he'd
known her forever.
"But you haven't, Dawson." He
sighed and opened the door to the cafe adjoined to the Ashford. The dinner
crowd was beginning to trickle in, and he crossed the room and entered the
kitchen, ready to clock in.
"Hey, Dawson. How's it going?" A
large bearded man was walking toward him.
"Hi, Mr. James. Pretty good. How bout
you?" His boss nodded, laughing cheerfully.
"Ah, pretty good."
Jack smiled.
"I'll let you get to work. Quite a crowd
out there tonight."
Jack made his way to the counter, picking up
his pad and pen, then pushed the door back open into the dining area. The night
went by quickly, business slacking off around 9:30. The room grew empty, and
Jack stopped to clean off several tables. He was wiping the tops of them,
staring off into space. He couldn't get Rose off his mind at all.
Mr. James entered the room and stared at Jack
for a moment.
"Dawson? Got something on your
mind?"
Jack looked up surprised.
"I guess you'd say so..." He looked
back down at the table and continued wiping.
"Women troubles, son?"
Jack blushed and pushed several chairs in,
looking down.
"Sir, I..."
"Ah...It's okay son. Well, looks like
you're done...why don't you go on home?"
Jack smiled graciously and took his apron
off, folding it on his arm.
"Thank you sir. I'll see you
tomorrow."
Mr. James nodded as Jack raced out the door.
He almost took the way back to his apartment, but instead he headed in the
other direction. He couldn't ignore the fact that he wanted to see her again.
In fact, he had to.
And he had an idea.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Rose sat in front of her mirror, staring at
her tear stained face. She'd locked herself in her room--insisting that she
didn't feel well.
It seemed, more and more, that Cal was her
father, telling her what to do, demanding answers, treating her like a small
child.
She thought about how happy she'd been this
morning--laughing and talking with Jack. It seemed as though he brought
something out in her- just like her father had.
"Rose, stop it." she ordered
herself, shaking her head back and forth. Maybe her mother was right- maybe she
should try to accept Cal-
But Sunday seemed like execution day, and
nothing would change that. Nothing.
"God, Jack is so different..." Rose
covered her face with her hands.
But then she heard a knock. Not on her door,
but...her window. It sounded like a stone hitting the glass. She stood up and
walked over to her window. The sound continued. And when she looked down, what
she saw filled her heart with utter confusion, but also indescribable
happiness. Jack was standing on the grass below her room. The darkness
enveloped him, but she could just make out his bright smile.
She opened her window and whispered down to
him.
"Jack, what are you..."
But he wouldn't let her finish her sentence.
"Rose, come down."
Rose laughed, and poked her head out the
window. "Jack, I can't. It's late." And then her face dropped
"And..."
Jack moved closer to the house, looking
straight up at her. He seemed to look right through her.
"Jack, my mother...she saw us today,
and...and I can't see you anymore Jack. She told Cal too."
Jack's eyes glazed over. He bit his lip.
"Rose I'm sorry."
Rose smiled tenderly. "Jack, it's not
your fault. I had a great time today, But I shouldn't have..."
"You shouldn't have?" Jack laughed.
"Rose, come on. There's somewhere we can go."
It was Rose's turn to laugh. "Jack,
no." She giggled. But she had to admit to herself, the prospect excited
her.
"Yes you can, Rose." He lifted his
hand upwards toward her window, motioning for her to come down.
"They'll never know, Rose--isn't your
mother asleep?"
"Yes, Jack, but...I couldn't possibly,
Jack."
Jack sighed loudly. "Rose, come on.
It'll be fun, I promise."
Rose looked down at him, catching his eye.
Any doubt left her mind at that moment. She sighed and smiled.
"Alright, Jack Dawson. Help me
down."
She was still wearing the same dress from
earlier but she'd let her hair down. Jack noticed how beautiful she looked, her
red hair glowing in the moonlight as she leaned down.
"Alright, come on. I'll catch you."
Rose looked scared. It was quite a distance.
"Do you trust me Rose?"
"I trust you." She smiled. And she
did, she realized.
She turned around and began to lower herself
from the window.
"Okay, just let go. I've got you."
Rose let go and dropped into Jack's arms. The
two fell, laughing, unto the plush nighttime grass.
For a moment, they remained on the ground, in
a playful embrace. Then Jack got a hold of himself and jumped up, pulling her
with him.
"Where are we going exactly, Jack?"
Jack grinned. "You'll see. Come
on."