AN UNEXPECTED TURN
Chapter Four
After they ate lunch Bruce
insisted on going out for a walk around his ship.
'What is this all about? I don't
want to go on a walk!' she thought in her head.
They walked out onto the deck and
as Bruce stopped to talk to someone Gwen looked around and saw people milling
around doing nothing really. A few women were on a bench, no doubt gossiping
and some men were drinking a brandy or something and talking about business. As
she looked some more she happened to see Will standing off in a distance
talking to her father. She then had to turn her attention back to Bruce as he
was asking her a question. She answered with trying not to sound as annoyed as
possible. As she answered her father came up with Will still standing beside
them. She finished talking to Bruce and then he greeted her father and Will.
"Good afternoon Henry,
Will," Bruce said.
"Good afternoon Bruce,"
Henry replied.
"Good afternoon sir,"
Will said with a slight smile at Gwen.
"William have you met my
fiancé? Gwendolyn?" Bruce asked.
"Just briefly yesterday at
lunch," Will answered.
Gwen and Will exchanged secret
smiles, Will knew full well that there could be problems if Bruce found out
that they had dined together in private that morning.
"Ah well Gwen this is
William Murdoch. Will this is Gwendolyn Ann Wilde. Henry here is her
father," Bruce said with a grin at knowing so much.
"It's lovely to meet you
miss," Will said as he gave her a kiss on the hand, as he always did. This
caused Gwen to blush slightly and make her heart scream.
'This is crazy!' she kept telling
herself.
"Well I am going to escort
Gwen back to her suite now. Will we be seeing you at dinner tonight?"
Bruce asked.
"Well I have my shift
tonight Bruce. But Will shall be joining you. Won't you Will?" Henry
asked.
"Yes sir. I enjoy the
company that is always at the table," he answered with a glance at Gwen
that made her want to start laughing at the secret the two had.
"Wonderful, then we will see
you this evening," Bruce said. Henry gave his daughter a kiss on the
forehead and then Bruce began to walk Gwen back to her suite.
When they reached her room Bruce
planted a kiss on her cheek and then he left. She walked into her room and
began to wipe off her face.
'Great, she had been kissed by
Bruce Slime ball Ismay. Fun!' she thought out loud.
"Miss? Is that you?"
Judy called.
"Yes Judy, it's me,"
Gwen replied.
Judy came out and looked at the
girl who was wiping at her face.
"Did Mr. Ismay kiss you
miss?" Judy asked.
Gwen looked at the maid,
"How did you ever guess?" she asked with a laugh.
Judy smiled at the girl, then
Gwen sat down onto the sofa. She opened a book and began to read it. Gwen knew
that people would frown if they saw her reading a book. Young women should not
be reading novels, it just wasn't done. She and her mother both thought that
this was a very idiotic rule. Why should men be the only ones to read novels?
In fact this very book was one her mother had given her on her thirteenth
birthday. She laughed as she read the familiar story. One her mother would read
aloud to the children and she remembered all of the memory's the family had
shared.
As Gwen stopped reading and
thought about her mother she wondered what she would have to say about this
whole marriage thing. If for one second her mother had detected her unhappiness
about this marriage her mother would demand that it all stop. She would never
make Gwen go through with something that she wasn't comfortable with. But that
would never happen, her father wanted to marry his daughter off to a man who
had money who would keep Gwen safe after he died. Who would always make sure
she was alright, and she guessed now that’s what her father thought she would
be. Always safe. That’s all that counted, safety. A few hours later while Gwen
was out on her deck enjoying the sunset she heard the bugles go off.
"Quick Judy! It's a
battle...oh wait no. That’s just dinner being announced," she said,
laughing.
Gwen walked into her suite and
into her room and decided to change, it would be odd if a girl wore the same
gown to dinner that she had worn to lunch.
Gwen decided on a black satin
gown that had gold embroidery on it, it scooped down just a bit. She wasn't
trying to look nice for Bruce, just trying to look pretty for Will. The gown
had a bit of a train with the gold all over it. The dress had just the right
kind of sleeves. As Gwen put on some gloves Judy fixed her hair up. Once she
had everything on Gwen truly looked beautiful, this disturbed her just because she
was afraid Bruce might gawk at her. She wanted one set of eyes on her and one
set only, Will's.
Gwendolyn knew this was being
vain of her, and impure. She knew that she should not wish any man to look at
her at all. But there was something about Will. He kept her laughing and had
such a kind gentle smile. He also understood her, he listened to her. She told
him her dreams and he listened. Maybe that was what attracted her to him. He
didn't treat her as an object.
Just as she was collecting a
purse there was a sharp knocking on the door and she was pulled from her
thoughts of Will. Judy answered the door and for the third time that day there
stood Ismay.
"Gwen, you look
wonderful!" he exclaimed.
"Thank you Bruce," Gwen
replied.
He gave her a kiss on the cheek
and then held out his arm for her. Gwen took it with disgust and they left.
'Great, now I get to burn my
favorite pair of gloves,' she thought.
The two arrived in the dining
saloon and as Bruce did his usual talking and reminding that he was Bruce Ismay,
President of the White Star Line, Gwen looked around. As she looked her eyes
passed over one man and almost continued. But then she looked back and saw it
was Will. She didn't recognize him in just a tux. She was so used to seeing him
in his uniform that he looked almost strange in a tux. He was talking to the
Captain and was just finishing his conversation when he saw Gwen. The two
exchanged smiles and he slowly made himself over to the couple.
"Good evening Bruce, Miss
Wilde," he said with a smile.
"Good evening Will,"
Bruce said.
"Good evening," Gwen
mouthed with a smile tearing at her lips.
Bruce talked for a few minutes to
some other people, totally ignoring Will. Gwen whispered something quickly into
his ear as Will made his way to the table. He laughed at the joke and then sat
down. Finally Bruce finished his boasting to the Astor's and they walked to
their table. Tonight Gwen was in between Bruce, and Will. With Thomas Andrews
on the other side of Will. As much as she detested Bruce, this arrangement
suited her well. Gwen decided on having the salmon that night. She waited for
her food while making small talk with the people at her table and on occasion
whispering things into Will's head which made him laugh. No one seemed to
notice, well no one except for Mrs. Brown. Or Molly as she insisted on being
called. She watched the two friends laugh at the little inside jokes the two
shared. When she observed how Gwen was with Bruce there was a total change in
her. But with Will this girl was alive and happy.
If you had come up to Gwen and
asked her if she was happier with Bruce Ismay or Will Murdoch she would lie and
say her fiancé. But the truth was she loved most being with this man, the first
officer of the ship. She preferred being with him any day. Well she preferred
being with anyone else but Bruce Ismay. But when she was with Will it was true.
He made her come alive, she would laugh. Laughing more than she had done since
before her mother died. As the food was served Gwen looked at Bruce and noticed
he had gotten up and was talking to the waiter. She didn't hear much of his
yelling except that he was Bruce Ismay, owner of the ship and that he didn't
order lamb!
Gwen looked at Will and the two
started laughing.
"He's upset about
lamb?" Thomas muttered.
"Apparently," Gwen
said, still laughing.
"I'm sorry everyone, but I
seemed to of been struck with the giggles and I can't control it," she
said to the table.
Everyone smiled at the girl and
soon they were all laughing. Unable to control themselves, mostly laughing at
the girl but partly laughing at Bruce who was still telling the waiter off.
They looked up and cooled down quickly because Bruce was returning. Gwen didn't
dare look at him for fear she might start laughing again. She began to quietly
cut her food and half listening to the idle chatter as she ate. After dinner
much to her protest instead of going straight onto the smoking room he insisted
on taking Gwen to her suite. She said good evening to Will and the rest of the
table and Bruce held her arm as they walked to the suite.
"That surely was
annoying," he said.
"What? I'm sorry Bruce. What
was annoying?" she asked.
"Those men who claim to be
chefs. Messing up my order, that was completely uncalled for!" Bruce said.
"Oh, that," Gwen said
as she restrained the giggles that were trying to come up.
When they reached the door to her
suite Gwen went to reach for the doorknob but was stopped by Bruce's arm.
"Do you have something more
you wish to say before going to your brandy?" Gwen asked, who had already
taken on hair pin out of her hair.
"You looked...so beautiful
tonight. Like your mother," Bruce commented.
"Well thank you," she
went to reach out to open the door again but was still stopped.
To her horror Bruce began to take
his other hand and gently stoked the back of her neck. It was gentle and yet so
rough. This caused Gwen to shudder, she knew what he was trying to do.
"Well I'm going to go to
sleep now. Good night Bruce," she said as she tried to reach out for the door
again.
But as before he stopped her.
This time his hand was rubbing the small of her back.
"Bruce will you please stop?
Your making me uncomfortable," she said.
"Your my fiancé. You should
not be feeling uncomfortable," he said.
"Can I please go to my room
now? I'm very tired," she replied.
But instead of an answer Bruce
began to lean in for a kiss, not the usual dumb kiss on the cheek. He was going
for a kiss on the lips. By the time he was close and Gwen had figured out what
he was doing she freaked out, poked him sharply with the hair pin, very hard
for that matter. And took off running, running as fast as she could in this
dress and corset. Leaving Bruce bent over in pain. She continued to run, up to
the deck. Not watching what she was doing, and then that’s when it happened.
She bumped into someone which caused her to almost fall down. When the man saw
her nearly fall he grabbed her just in time. By this time Gwen had been crying
and did not want to be in the arms of some strange man. Except the man was not
strange, in fact she knew the man.
"Gwen?" the familiar
voice asked.
Gwen opened her eyes and wiped
the tears to see Will looking down at her.
She tried to calm herself down
and like the night before when she saw the gleam from her engagement ring she
started to cry harder. Will stood her up and tried to get her to stop crying.
But instead she just crumpled into his arms, just crying and feeling the safety
and warmth of his jacket.
"Shh it's ok," he said
softly as he tried to calm her.
Gwen sniffed as she slowly
stopped crying, loving the feeling of his arms around her. When she finally
stopped crying Will looked down at her.
"What happened?" he
asked.
"Well Bruce took me back to
my room and I was trying to get into my room and he started to touch me and I
told him it made me uncomfortable and then he leaned in and wanted to kiss me.
I poked him with a hair pin and took off running," she explained.
"He continued even though
you told him you were uncomfortable?" Will asked, appalled.
Gwen nodded.
"Well it's alright now, your
safe. I won't let him hurt you," he said reassuringly.