AN UNEXPECTED TURN
Chapter Six
The next morning Gwen woke, like
she always did. But this morning she did not sleep in on purpose. Judy had
already been awake for an hour as always. When she heard Gwen wake up she went
to the girls bedroom to see if she had picked out a gown.
"Good morning," Gwen
said.
"Good morning miss,"
Judy replied.
Gwen wiped at her eyes, still
feeling the sting from when she had been crying last night.
"So Miss. Gwen I thought
maybe you could wear this dress for breakfast," Judy said as she held out
a gown from the wardrobe.
Gwen looked the dress up and
down, the dress was one of her favorites.
It had loose sheer sleeves, a v
neck line, beads, and different shades of pink. Almost the color of roses, it
in fact had a pink rose pinned to it and just a slight train.
Gwen nodded, not much in a mood
to talk. So then Judy helped her as always into the stupid corset she was
forced to wear, then the dress. Judy left her hair down with just a clip to
keep her hair out of her face. Then a simple necklace, and like the previous day,
just as they were finishing up Bruce was knocking on the door. Gwen sighed, she
tried to fight back the tears as Judy went to answer the door.
As Gwen stood in her room for a
moment she heard footsteps coming to wards the room and assumed it was only Judy.
But to her horror she looked up and saw Bruce standing there.
"I need to talk to you in
private. Not with that maid of yours listening," he began.
Gwen looked at him, she didn't
care if Judy listened or not. Judy wouldn't eavesdrop anyways.
"You are not to see William
Murdoch ever again. I do not know what kind of relationship you two were
leading but it ends. You are my fiancé and you will honor me. People are
already whispering, they saw you two in a embrace last night. If I find out
that you have been with him he will be fired from the White Star Line and I
will see to it that he never gets a job working in the sailing business
anywhere. I am a very powerful man and I have connections. If you care for him
then you will not ruin his life," Bruce said.
Gwen was silent as she looked
down at her feet.
"Do you understand?" he
asked.
Gwen nodded.
"Good, then lets go to
breakfast," Bruce said.
Gwen took the arm he had held out
for her and the two went to breakfast.
When they sat down already at the
table was her father, Molly, Thomas, and J.J Astor. Madeline did not come down
because she was tired.
The table were all in their usual
conversations about the weather, where they were at during the journey and just
the normal chit chat with the occasional gossip. But Gwen chose not to
participate, choosing to be alone in her thoughts as she took small bites of
fruit. Molly was interested in her silence, after being so joyful the night
before. But she decided the breakfast table was not the place to ask.
As the breakfast died down Molly
chose to speak up.
"Gwen darling would you care
to go for a walk after breakfast?" she asked.
Gwen looked up and spoke before
Bruce could open his mouth, "Thank you Mrs. Brown that sounds
lovely."
Bruce nodded slightly and watched
Gwen for a few moments. Then he turned back to his tea and continued the
conversation with Thomas.
Once Gwen was finished she waited
for Molly who was also finished. Then they excused themselves and stood up and
went up to the deck.
For a few moments they walked in
silence and then Molly opened her mouth.
"Gwen darling, why were you
so quiet this morning at breakfast?" she asked.
Gwen looked at Molly as she
thought of something to say.
"Well Mrs. Brown, I
just...I'm tired. That’s all," she lied.
"First off I know I've told
you, it's Molly. None of that formality. Also, your a horrible liar. Tell me
whats really bothering you," Molly replied.
"I don't know if I should
say it. I do not wish for the whole ship to know about my problems," Gwen
said softly.
"Gwen your secrets are safe
with me," Molly said.
Gwen stood on the side and looked
out at the ocean, she was about to open her mouth when she was cut off.
"Pardon me a moment dear.
Hey Will! Come here a second," Molly said.
Gwen froze, she didn't dare turn
around to look.
"Why hello Mrs. Brown,"
the familiar voice said.
"Now I've told you more than
once already don't call me that. It's Molly or nothing at all. No formality
needed with me," Molly said with a laugh.
Will let out a laugh, not
noticing Gwen who was praying Molly would not say anything about Gwen's
presence.
"We missed you at breakfast
this morning," Molly said.
"Well last night at about
two I had a shift to go onto but I went early at nine and I was working the
shift until about four this morning. So needless to say I slept in a bit,"
Will replied with a slight laugh.
"Hey Will you remember Gwen
right? Gwendolyn Wilde?" Molly asked with a point to the now upset Gwen.
Gwen turned slowly to face Will,
"Good morning Mr. Murdoch," she said.
"Good morning Miss.
Wilde," he said softly.
"Well I'll take that as a
yes to my question," Molly said laughing.
The two looked at each other, a
odd silence had fallen. Molly observed the two.
"Molly I'm sorry but maybe
we can talk some other time. I need to go now," she said as she fought
back tears. Then Gwen turned around and went rushing off to her suite.
"Do you know what that was
about?" Molly asked.
Will shook his head slightly in a
negative response, but in truth he had a feeling he knew why she was upset.
"Well that was a bit of a
waste," Molly commented as she watched Gwendolyn disappear from sight.
"Well Molly I was just heading
to the kitchens now. To try and get something to eat. Have a lovely day,"
he said.
Then with a tip of his hat Will
walked into the first class door and made it look as if he was going to the
kitchens. But in truth he began to walk to the first class suites. When he
reached her door he stopped outside and heard Judy trying to calm the crying
girl.
He took his hat off and then
knocked gently on the door. When it was opened he was face to face with a
nervous Judy.
"Hello Miss. Judy. May I
please speak to Gwen?" he asked.
"Well Mr. Murdoch, in truth
I was told not to let you in this room but Miss. Gwen's father and
fiancé," Judy said.
"Judy...I need to see Will.
One last time," he heard Gwen say from inside the room.
Judy was hesitant but then
stepped aside to let Will in. He walked into the room and then Judy shut the
door.
Gwen stood up, wiped her face and
looked at Will.
"Will I can't see you
anymore. I wish I could but I can't. I just want to look at you one last time.
The past two days have been truly memorable. But I am engaged and I care about
you. I care about you a lot, but I care to much. So I can't see you any
more," Gwen said slowly.
"Can I ask why? Why you
can't see me anymore?" he asked.
"I can no longer see you
because...if I do you could get fired. I would not be able to live with myself
if I knew that I was the cause of your job loss. So that’s all I had to say
and, please leave," Gwen answered, again slowly.
Will looked down, then he took
Gwen's hand. He then planted a kiss as he always did on it and then he turned
and left the room. Gwen watched as the door shut, and as it did the tears came
back up. Judy sat the girl down on the sofa and did her best to comfort the
girl.
That afternoon for lunch Gwen did
not go up. She had Judy tell Bruce she was not feeling well and then she went
to sleep. It was similar for that evening, Judy told Bruce and her father that
she still did not feel well. Then once the men were gone down to dinner Judy
ordered a meal to be brought up to the room. Gwen sat at a table in her sitting
room and ate in silence, alone with her thoughts.