UNTIL I FOUND YOU
Chapter One

Rose walked along the steerage deck of the Carpathia, her mind lost in the past couple of days. The last couple of days with Jack. Closing her eyes, she could almost hear his voice, feel his touch, smell the ocean scent of his blond hair. She thought of how unfair it was. God had given her Jack just to take him away from her. A few short moments of happiness were all she had, and all too soon, it was ripped from her.

Meanwhile, while Rose was drowning herself in self-pity, in the Carpathia infirmary laid Jack Dawson. He was deathly pale, and if one was just passing by, you would think he was dead. But thankfully, thanks to the dedication of the nurses and one Molly Brown, he was just asleep, exhausted from the effects the hypothermia had caused to his system. It was a long fight, but it seemed that he was finally winning. If only he could stop wondering about Rose. Where she was, whether she was still alive or not. What if Cal had her? Or was she was still out there, dead? Somehow, the kind officer had overlooked her and left her out there to freeze to death. No! Rose! Rose!

"Rose!" He bolted awake, looking wildly around the room in search of his beloved. "Rose!"

"Shh, Jack. Shh. Lay back and rest. You still need to get your strength back." Molly Brown rushed back into the room and gently pushed Jack back down onto the cot.

"Molly…Rose…I have to find her. I have to know that she made it." Jack tried to get back up, but Molly was persistent. "I have to find Rose."

"Shh. Jack. All this isn’t good for your already depleted system." Molly noticed how he was beginning to weaken again. If Jack didn’t calm down, he was going to have a relapse, and he might not survive.

"Rose…"

"Shh. I’ll find her for you, Jack, and bring her here. Just lay back and stay calm. You want to be at your best when I bring her."

"Promise me, Molly, that you’ll find her."

"I promise. Now, lay back and go back to sleep." Molly nodded, staying until the young man drifted back off into a restless slumber. She shook her head. Poor dear. He was so distraught, and the doctor said it was so bad he doubted the young man would survive. But she couldn’t give up on Jack yet. Not the strong, vibrant young man that reminded her so much of her own son. What Jack needed was the motivation to pull through, and Molly hoped that the motivation still survived. He needed Rose, and by golly, Molly would find her. Rose was too much of a fighter to just lay back and die.

*****

Rose stood on the deck, looking out towards the endless ocean. An ocean as blue as her Jack’s eyes had once been. Sighing, she got up and walked along the deck. Everything reminded her of Jack now. He was everywhere. In the air, the sky, the ocean…in a child’s laughter and a woman’s tears. She couldn’t get him out of her mind or her heart.

"Why, bless the lord above, there she is!" a familiar voice boomed from across the crowded deck. "Rose! Rose!"

Molly pushed her way across the deck to Rose, who was frozen in place, sure that Molly was going to drag her back to her mother and Cal. Her great escape was now ruined.

"Rose, there you are! I knew you made it! I knew it! Come with me! There’s someone who’s dying to see you." Molly began to pull Rose from her spot, and was surprised to feel the girl pull back.

"No, Molly, no. I can’t go back. Mother will make me marry Cal, and I’ll die if I do that. I promised Jack that I’d survive, and I’ll be going back on that promise if I go back to first class."

Molly shook her head in amusement. The girl thought she was dragging her back to Ruth and Cal. "Oh, Rosie…listen. Just follow me. I promise. It’s not as bad as you’re assuming it is."

"Molly…"

"Now, Rose, I’m not taking no for a answer. Now, come on." Molly yanked on her arm and pulled her along the deck.

All of Rose’s spirit and hope faded as Molly pulled her along, certain that she was going back to her old way of life. She had failed Jack and herself. Now she was going to be made into a trophy wife. Rose was so depressed that she didn’t notice that they had never gone up to first class. Instead, they were going deeper into the steerage section of the ship, and just five short minutes later, they were standing at the door of the infirmary.

"Come along, Rosie. No time to waste." Molly pulled the reluctant girl into the brightly lit room.

Rose’s eyes widened with surprise, shock, and fear as they entered the large room full of pale, shivering, and sleeping people. They had quite a ways to walk still.

"Now, Rose, tell me, what happened to you on that ship?"

"What?" Rose snapped back to attention.

"Titanic, Rose. What happened after you walked away from the lifeboat?" Molly spoke a little louder.

"Oh. I found Jack, and we went through the sinking together. We rode the stern down into the water. We were holding hands, and somehow…I don’t know how…" Rose began to sob, remembering her loss. "…somehow we got separated. I looked and looked and called for him, but I couldn’t find him. So I found this board and got on, all the while looking for Jack…but I never found him, Molly. I must have blacked out, because I don’t remember being rescued or anything…just looking and calling for Jack. He’s gone, Molly! I know he is!" Rose burst into renewed tears.

"Oh, Rose. Shh…don’t cry. Listen…just follow me. You’ll see that there’s light at the end of the tunnel. Come on." Molly again forced Rose to follow her.

"Molly, what are we doing here in the infirmary? Where are we going, and why?"

"You’ll see, darling. Just follow me." Molly nodded.

"Mrs. Brown!" A nurse ran up to them, her brown eyes frantic.

"What is it now?"

"Your young man is worsening. He won’t wake back up! The doctor said he’s gone into a coma, and he doubts he’ll wake back up!"

"Oh, my heavens, no! Come on, Rosie! There’s no time to waste!" Molly pulled Rose along again, this time quickening her pace.

"Molly! Who are we going to see? Why won’t you tell me? Who is this man the nurse was talking about?"

Just then, Rose got her answer as Molly pulled her into a room for the critically injured and found Jack lying on his back, his face deathly pale. His closed eyelids were a slightly bluish color. His blond hair lay limply against the pillow, and he was as still as death.

"Oh, Jack…no…" Rose gasped in horror, then fainted.

Chapter Two
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