UNTIL I FOUND YOU
Chapter Twenty-Six
It’s been a full week since Lily
Dawson’s return to the world of the living, and even though his condition was
improving, Jack had yet to wake up. Rose and Lily kept constant vigils at his
side, praying that soon he’ll open those beautiful blue eyes and smile that
famous mischievous grin at them.
"What is taking him so
long?" Rose asked, her eyes filling with tears. "The doctor said he
should be waking up any day now and that’s been a week ago. Why won’t he wake
up?" Rose wiped away the tears.
"Maybe he likes the
attention?" George shrugged.
"I just wish he’d wake
up." Rose sniffed, laying her head on Jack’s chest, trying to be careful
not to hurt him.
"Poor dear." Lily
stroked her daughter in law’s hair, her blue eyes revealing her compassion for
her son’s wife. "Don’t worry sweetie, he’ll wake up. George, why don’t we
go down and fix lunch? I bet Rose is starved."
George was about to protest but
decided that maybe it was a good idea. "We’ll be back Rose." George
got up and left the room, Lily was right behind him. Rose closed her eyes and
was about to head into dreamland when she thought she felt Jack move. She
looked up, but his eyes were still closed. Sighing she closed her eyes again,
but was awakened by a soft ouch.
She looked up and saw Jack’s eyes
opened, a bit glazed, but still opened.
"Jack?" She sat up, her
voice full of hope and excitement. "Jack you’re awake."
He looked at Rose. "What
happened? Why am I in bed and why does my stomach hurt?"
"Oh Jack." Rose threw
her arms around his neck as she cried. "Oh Jack you’ve come back to
us!"
"Rose?"
"You were shot. Babette’s
pimp shot you when you wouldn’t tell where she was. You were unconscious for
two weeks. At first the doctor thought you wouldn’t make it and then you began
to improve but you still wouldn’t wake up. What took you so long?"
"I’m sorry." Jack
coughed and groaned at the pain in his stomach, where he was shot. "Ow
that hurts."
"Oh my poor Jack." Rose
smoothed back his hair. "I’ll call the doctor and ask if he can get you
some pain pills."
"Rose honey what would you
like…" Lily stepped in the room and stopped in her tracks when she saw
Jack awake, staring at his wife. He turned his head to see who had entered and
his eyes widened in shock and disbelief.
"Mom? How…" Jack
stammered, so his mother’s voice wasn’t just a dream. She was really here. But
how can that be? She had died in that fire all those years ago. She was
supposed to be dead.
"You’re awake." Lily
sniffed back her tears as she stared into those blue eyes she loved so much.
Jack had been her joy, her best friend before the fire. She was so afraid that
s he would lose him after finding him again and was ecstatic that he was no
wide awake, tightly holding Rose’s hand.
"Rose…I think I’m
hallucinating. I’m seeing my dead mother right over there."
Rose giggled and squeezed her
husband’s hand. "Jack, you’re not hallucinating. That is your mother. I
don’t know the full story, but she’s back and like me, she’s been by your side
since she got here."
"What…" Jack began to
cough again and groaned as another pain flooded his system. This was getting
ridiculous.
"I’ll go for the
doctor," Lily said. "Rose stay with Jack. Make him as comfortable as
possible." The older Mrs. Dawson ran out of the room.
"Oh Jack." Rose’s voice
was full of worry as she watched her husband in pain. Jack looked up at her and
tried to smile.
"It could be worse." He
squeezed her hand. "Don’t worry. It’s not all that bad."
"But it’s bad enough."
Rose wiped more blond strands away from his eyes. I’ve come so close to losing
you…"
"Hey you didn’t though. I’m
still here." Jack squeezed her hand. Didn’t I tell you I wouldn’t leave
you?"
Rose sadly smiled. "Yes you
did."
"Jack’s awake?" George
appeared in the doorway
"He just woke up," Rose
explained, not looking away from her husband.
"How do you feel kid?"
George walked over and ruffled Jack’s hair.
"Like I got ran over by a
train." Jack weakly smiled. "Mom’s back."
"I know. Isn’t that great?
You’ve been so happy to see how she’s stood by your side. She never left for a
moment."
"The doctor is on his
way." Lily came back in. "Rosie dear, why don’t you go on in the
guestroom and take a nap. I’m sure you must be exhausted."
"I’m fine," Rose
replied. "Really."
Lily just smiled and shook her
head. "I don’t think so sweetie. You can barely keep your eyes open."
"But I want to stay and take
care of Jack." Rose sighed, looking down at her beloved. "Please
don’t make me leave. Jack needs me."
"I need you well rested and
healthy." Jack squeezed her hand. "Please Rose, go get some sleep.
I’ll be right here when you wake up."
"George please take her to
the guestroom and make sure she’s comfortable."
"Yes Aunt Lily" George
nodded. He took Rose’s hand and helped her to her feet. "Come on Rose. Let
us get you tucked in."
"I’ll be back." She
looked at Jack meaningfully.
"I know you will." Jack
weakly nodded with a smile. He waited until Rose was gone before turning to his
mother. "Thank you."
"For what dear?"
"Taking care of Rose. Just
by looking at her I can tell she wants to collapse."
Lily smiled, tenderly touching
her son’s cool cheek. "She’s a delightful girl. I like her. Of course your
father and I had pictured you with a girl from here…but we hardly get what we
expect."
"She’s everything to
me."
"I know sweetie. I
know." Lily kissed the top of his head just as Cillie entered with the
doctor.
"So you’re finally awake I
see! You gave us all quite a scare for a while there," the doctor greeted,
beginning to check Jack’s vital signs.
"He’s in a lot of pain
doctor." Lily stood back and let the doctor do his job. "Is there
anything you can give him?"
"Pain is good. It means
you’re healing." the doctor looked at Jack. "But I guess I can make a
prescription. But only take them when you need to."
"Yes sir." Jack nodded.
"Where’s your lovely wife?
I’m surprised she’s not in here refusing to leave your side."
"We made her go take a
nap," Lily answered.
"Good. All this can’t be
good f or her or the baby. Needless to say Jack, you’re a lucky young man. You
almost didn’t make it. May I suggest that you stay away from people with guns
for now on?"
"Yes sir." Jack nodded.
"And Lily." The doctor
looked at her strangely. "It’s good to see you back...I suppose. Keep
surprises down to a minimum. They’re not good for someone in your son’s
condition. If there’s something he doesn’t know about, I suggest you wait until
he’s in better condition to tell him."
"Yes sir." Lily noticed
the curiosity in her son’s eyes and was about to leave when his voice stopped
her.
"Is pa alive too? Did he
survive?"
Lily bowed her head, not wanting
to meet her son’s eyes. "No he didn’t sweetie. Listen, we’ll talk more
about this when you get better. Right now rest. I’ll go down and get dinner
on." She quickly left the room, leaving Jack wondering how only one parent
survived and the other died.
"Questions for another
day." Jack sighed before drifting back to sleep.
*****
Rose awoke three hours later,
refreshed and ready to properly take care of her husband. Jack. He was awake,
alert and warm. Everything was going to be ok. Her world wasn’t ending after
all. She slid out of bed and looked out into the hall. She bumped into George
as they both tried to hurry to Jack’s room.
George laughed. "It looks
like I’m not the only one that wants to spend time with Jack."
Rose giggled. "Well they do
say that great minds think alike."
"Shall we go in
together?"
Rose nodded. So together they
entered Jack’s room to find him staring at an old picture of his father. A
single tear slid from his eyes. He glanced up and smiled at Rose.
"Hey there." He held
out his arms and slid into them effortlessly.
"What are you doing
Jack?" George took the picture.
"Just thinking. That’s
all." Jack shrugged, releasing Rose.
"About your father of
course." George nodded.
"I can’t help but wonder why
he didn’t survive. I’m happy to have ma back. Don’t get me wrong. I just wish I
could have both of them back. That’s all."
Rose’s heart broke at the lost
look in Jack’s eyes, indicating how much he truly missed his father. "Oh
Jack." She wrapped her arms around him, wanting to take the pain away.
"I miss him too Jack. You’re
not the only one." George squeezed the hand that rested against Rose’s
back.
"Ouch." Jack pulled
away from Rose as the pain returned.
"Jack?"
"It’s time for me to take
another pain pill." Jack groaned.
"I’ll get the water."
George hurried downstairs.
"George was so worried about
you." Rose wiped the hair out of his eyes. "And so was I."
"I’m happy my mother could
be there to take care of you."
Rose smiled. "She’s
wonderful Jack. She’s everything I wish my mother could be but wasn’t. I wish I
had a mother like her."
Jack smiled and took her hand in
his. "That’s the good thing about marriage. We share everything. Even
mothers."
A tear appeared in Rose’s eyes.
"Oh Jack, you’ve given me so much. First your love, your baby and now a
wonderful mother! You’ll never know how much I love you!"
"I have a pretty good
idea." Jack smiled, holding her lightly against his body, remembering the
gunshot wound. "I’m always going to be here for you Rose. I promise."
"I know. I promise the
same." She sighed as her muscles relaxed and her eyes drifted shut.
"Rose?" Jack asked, but
didn’t receive a answer. Poor thing must be more exhausted then she thought.
Ignoring the pain from what he was doing, he pulled her up onto the bed and
pulled the covers over her. "I love you." he kissed the top of her
head.
"What have we here?"
Lily entered the room
"She fell asleep." Jack
shrugged. "I pulled her onto the bed so she’ll be more comfortable."
Lily smiled as she watched how
gentle Jack was with the young woman in his arms. It was obvious that he loved
her dearly.
"It feels so good to hold
her again." Jack sighed.
"Here’s the water!"
George returned. "Rose went back to sleep?"
Jack nodded, swallowing the pill
down with the water. "So where’s Babette? I thought she’d be in here by
now."
"Uh…she left two weeks ago
Jack. No one kicked her out or anything. They just left without a word to
anyone," George explained.
"Oh. That’s too bad. I would
have liked to say good-bye."
"Jack, why don’t you let
George take Rose into the guestroom? She looks awfully heavy," Lily
worried.
"She’s fine where she is.
Right next to me." Jack shook his head.
"Ok. If you’re sure she’s
not too heavy." George shrugged before turning to his Aunt. "Aunt
Lily, there’s a man outside wanting to speak with you. Do you want me to go
with you?"
"That won’t be necessary
George. I’ll take care of him." Lily got up and left the room, leaving the
two boys staring after her.
"What’s that all
about?" Jack frowned.
"I don’t know." George
shrugged.
*****
Downstairs, Lily found the man
setting on the porch tapping his foot impatiently.
"Dean…" Lily breathed
in shock. "What are you doing here?"
"Looking for you. I thought
you were going to send for me three days ago." the man got to his feet.
"What happened?"
"Oh Dean…I was, but something
happened and now’s not the right time…"
"What happened?"
"My son was shot. He almost
died and the doctor said no more surprises until he’s better."
"Which means I’m going to
have to wait. Right?"
Lily weakly nodded. "This
won’t be for long Dean. I promise."
"Ok. I’ll be at that
boarding house up the street if you need anything."
"Ok. Thank you Dean."
"Yeah." The man waved,
walking off into the darkness.
Lily closed the door and sighed
as she bit her lip. How was she ever going to explain things to Jack and when?
She didn’t know how much longer she could keep the secret or wanted to for that
matter. But she had no choice. Jack must not know about Dean until he was well
enough to handle the news.