WE’LL MEET TOMORROW
Chapter One
June, 1912
The Dawson farm came into view at
last as Michael Cross steered his dappled gray mare, Snowball, a little to the
left. Two months had passed since the sinking of the Titanic, two months since
he had arrived with the Jack, Rose, and their family in Chippewa Falls,
Wisconsin. He pulled on the reins so the horse would stop, and glanced over his
shoulder.
The sun was setting, filling the
sky with a brilliant orange and purplish glow. He could hear a few whinnies in
the distance as two more horses, one black and one brown, came up from behind.
Occupying each of the animals were Mac Dawson, Jack’s daughter, who had turned
eight in May, and the Grand Duchess Anastasia.
Mac rode like a cowboy, her legs
straddled over either side of the horse. This, to most of society, was
considered very unusual behavior for a girl, but she was certainly
not…well…usual. Mac was a tomboy who preferred pants to dresses and enjoyed
boy’s games as well as hiking and fishing instead of needlepoint and cooking.
She beamed as she came to a stop
beside Michael, bending forward to stroke her horse’s neck. "Where is
Anastasia?" Michael asked as Ebony, Mac’s black stallion, bobbed his head
impatiently, snorting.
"Taking her sweet time, as
usual," Mac growled.
"You two were riding much
too quickly!" Anastasia gasped after pulling Apple Cider to a stop as
well.
"If you’d agreed to learn
how to ride with one leg on each side, then it wouldn’t be a problem," Mac
retorted. Anastasia, being the youngest daughter of Tsar Nicholas II, had been
brought up to ride sidesaddle, as was customary for ladies of the day. She
shared most of Mac’s tomboyish antics, but her royal blood was still thick.
"You’re not riding in a
dress!" Anastasia snapped back.
"We’d better get back to the
stables quickly," Michael hissed, noticing a tall figure appearing at the
parlor window.
"Oh, dear," Anastasia
breathed, following Michael and Mac at a canter towards the riding ring.
*****
Inside, Jack Dawson heaved a
sigh, rubbing his forehead wearily. Ever since he had purchased the horses,
they seemed to be more trouble than they were worth. He turned and headed into
the kitchen, where Rose stood at the stove and Coddie Anna was setting the
table.
"Any sign of them yet?"
Rose asked quietly as Jack kissed her on the cheek.
"Yes, thank God."
Coddie Anna glanced up from where
she stood, her lips fixed in what seemed to be a permanent scowl. Ever since
Rose left her fiancé, Cal, and decided to marry Jack, the eleven-year-old girl
had held him in great contempt. She refused to speak to him unless absolutely
necessary, and spent more time than was healthy sitting in the parlor and
staring blankly at the wall.
"Don’t be too hard on them,
Jack," Rose begged after taking the ham out of the oven and setting it in
the center of the table. "Thank you, dear," she told Coddie Anna, who
turned on her heel and stalked off.
"Is it too much to ask me
for permission to go out riding?" Jack asked, raising his arms in
exasperation. "Just because I might be sleeping a bit more than usual
these days doesn’t mean I don’t have authority!" He heard the front door
open slowly, and Rose turned back to dinner, not wanting to become involved.
"Coddie Anna? Can you help
me carry the rest of the food to the table?" Rose called as Jack stepped
into the front hall. Mac was the first to enter the house, and it was easy to
decipher her expression of guilt. Michael and Anastasia came in next, and all
three stood staring at him.
"Sir, it’s my fault."
Michael immediately spoke, and Mac nudged his arm. "I didn’t stop
them."
"No, it’s mine," she
added. "I was bored."
"I suggested we go and look
at the horses," Anastasia added, and Jack narrowed his eyes at each of
them.
Coddie Anna paused halfway from
the counter to the table and peered down the hall. The idea that Mac and
Anastasia might both be in big trouble gave her a great sense of pleasure.
"Coddie Anna, you know
better than to eavesdrop," Rose warned, and gave her daughter an
encouraging nudge.
"Do you realize how worried
I was when the horses were gone?" Jack asked, his voice cold.
"We didn’t think it would
take that long, Papa," Mac told him. "But…"
"Either way," Jack
continued, "it was very irresponsible. You could have gotten lost, or
hurt, and we would not have had the slightest idea of where to look! When I
agreed that you could take the horses out every now and again, I meant within
proximity of the house. They’re still not quite broken in yet, and could have
easily thrown you."
"We’re sorry," Mac said
in a quiet voice, her head bowed, and Jack cleared his throat.
"Well, that will not stop
you from receiving a punishment. You have to learn to follow instructions
properly, Mac. But I am not quite sure what the punishment will be, so we will
discuss it after supper. Go wash up and come to the kitchen."
Mac, Michael, and Anastasia
shuffled upstairs, not saying a single word.
Jack joined Rose and Coddie Anna
at the table shortly afterwards, and Rose touched his arm. "That was
well-handled," she told him with a nod of approval, and he looked at her.
"What am I going to do with
them?" he asked, coughing.
"They’ll learn to
behave." She kissed his hand. "I’m sure that once school begins,
things will calm down."
"Speaking of school,"
Jack added, "I think I’ve decided that I am going to accept that position
at the art school that Olivia told us about when she was over the other
day." He took a sip of his water and continued.
"Oh, Jack, that’s
wonderful!" Rose cried. Jack, still recovering from a bad case of
pneumonia, had not been strong enough to work since they arrived in America.
These days, he was feeling considerably better, though he was busy taking care
of things around his parents’ house. As far as money was concerned, they were
fairly well-off, for the time being, anyway.
When they first reached New York,
Coddie Anna had discovered that Cal had accidentally left five hundred dollars
in twenties in a coat he gave her. Also, Anastasia had written to her father,
despite Jack’s protests, to replace the rubles he’d earned working as a guard.
That had come shortly after Mac’s birthday, and with part of it, they had
purchased the three horses. The rest went to final repairs on the farm, including
the building of a new barn, since the original one had burned down in the same
fire that had, unfortunately, taken Jack’s parents’ with it.
Mac, Michael, and Anastasia
finally appeared in the kitchen, taking their usual seats at the table. Michael
sat between Coddie Anna and Anastasia, and Mac sat next to her father on the
opposite side of Rose.
"I trust you enjoyed your
ride?" Rose asked as they began helping themselves to the food, and Mac
wet her lips.
"Er…" She looked at
Coddie Anna, who glared daggers at her. Mac glared back, and then looked at her
father.
"Papa, please just say
you’ll ground us," Mac begged, and he managed a small smile.
"Mac, I told you I would
think about it over dinner," he replied.
"Just take into
consideration that when your father gives you orders, you are to follow
them," Rose continued. "They aren’t to be taken lightly."
Michael nodded, and all three of
them replied, "Yes, ma’am."
Dinner continued in its usual
fashion, though with less chatter. Anastasia and Mac kept stealing looks at
each other between bites, and it took a lot of willpower not to burst into
giggles.
"Did you tell Rose about the
position?" Mac finally spoke, catching Michael’s eye and smiling at him.
"I did," he replied,
and Mac beamed.
Anastasia finally couldn’t take
it anymore and began giggling uncontrollably for no particular reason. Everyone
was watching her with surprise, and after a few moments of staring, Michael
began chuckling, too.
"What’s so funny?" Jack
asked, and Anastasia shrugged, her eyes sparkling. Every time she tried to stop
herself, she would only make it worse, and soon, Mac began giggling as well.
After a few moments, everyone
burst into laughter, with the exception of Coddie Anna, who was staring at them
as though they had gone completely insane.
"You know," Mac said
suddenly, "if you keep scowling like that, your face’ll stay that way,
though it wouldn’t be a bad look for you, either."
Coddie Anna shoved her chair
back, and, without a single word, stomped out of the kitchen. Jack sighed,
looking at Rose.
"Now you’ve gone and done
it," Anastasia whispered.
"Mac, you know better than
to tease her like that," Jack scolded, and Mac looked at him.
"Well, she deserved
it," she snapped, "for being a great big sourpuss all the time!"
"Hold your tongue,"
Jack warned.
Rose set her fork down.
"I’ll go and talk to her," she said, and Jack shook his head.
"Let her be," he said.
"When she’s ready, she’ll come around."
"I thought it would take
less time than this," Rose told him. "I’m so sorry, Jack."
"This is hard on her,"
he replied. "She lost her father, and she thinks I’m trying to replace
him."
"I lost my mother," Mac
cried, "and I don’t think Rose is going to replace her! I know why she’s
acting like a brat! It’s because she liked Cal best because he was rich and
you’re not!"
Rose’s face turned pale, and she
had to turn away.
"Mac, enough!" Jack
snapped, and Mac stared at him. Anastasia and Michael sat uncomfortably silent,
having lost interest in their meals. "Go to your room right now."
"But…"
"Now," Jack repeated,
his voice menacing. She gave a huff, and, after shooting her friends apologetic
glances, stomped out of the room in Coddie Anna’s wake. She reached the room
she shared with Anastasia and flung herself on her bed, weeping. She was not at
all ashamed of her father’s social status, but the thought that other people
looked down on him because of it infuriated her. Especially after Rose and
Coddie Anna knew about their royal connections, Coddie Anna still refused to
approve of her mother’s choice.
When Jack eventually came
upstairs after supper ended and the table cleared away, he heard soft sobbing
from Mac’s room. Lowering his head, he knocked gently on the door. "Honey,
can I come in?"
There was a pause, and finally, a
small voice responded with, "Yes."
Jack opened the door and found
Mac lying on her stomach, her face buried in her arms. He sat down next to her
on the bed and stroked her strawberry blonde hair gently. "Mac, what
happened tonight?" he asked, and she gave a great sniff, allowing one eye
to show.
"I don’t know," she
croaked, and he encouraged her to sit up so he could hug her.
"Mac, teasing Coddie Anna
isn’t going to help anything. She’s having a hard time adjusting, and we have
to be understanding of that. And you have to learn to control your temper, all
right?" He offered his handkerchief, which Mac accepted gratefully. After
she blew her nose and wiped her eyes, she took a deep breath.
"I don’t know. I guess…I’m
just so mad at her." She hiccoughed. "She keeps glaring at us and
won’t talk at all. You’re trying to be nice to her, and she’s ignoring
everything. Why can’t she just…accept that Rose is happier with you than she
was with Cal?"
Jack kissed the top of her head.
"Honey, it probably isn’t just Cal, though I’m sure she did like him. Some
people have a more difficult time handling change. This is a big change for
her. I remember how uncomfortable you were after you came to live with me for
the first time. You were used to living in a nice house, having nice food on
the table, and clean clothes every day at Aunt Olivia’s."
Mac nodded. "Yes, but I
didn’t hate you for taking me away from it," she insisted.
"That’s because you’re my
daughter." Jack chuckled.
"I’m sure some daughters
can’t stand their fathers," Mac pointed out, and he laughed again.
"I’m sure that’s true."
"I remember hearing Aunt
Olivia read the letters you sent her about all the traveling you were doing,
and I thought how exciting it must be to have a father who could go wherever he
wanted whenever he pleased. I always wanted to go on a great adventure. When
Aunt Olivia told me you were poor, I didn’t care at all…you loved me…you always
asked about me in the letters, and that was all that mattered."
Jack hugged her tightly just as
Anastasia peeked through the door. "Is everything all right?" she
asked, and Jack motioned for her to come in. Michael stood a few feet away,
watching.
"Sir, I’ll be up at dawn to
take care of the horses," he began, and Jack, after releasing Mac, looked
at him.
"And so will you, my
dear," Jack added, and Mac stared, horrified.
"What?" she cried, and
he nodded.
"I believe I’ve decided on
your punishment. You will get up with Michael and help him with the horses
every morning for the next week."
"But…" Mac pouted.
"I was hoping…"
"Sweetie, sometimes lessons
need to be learned the hard way." He kissed her. "Michael, you will
wake her when you get up."
Anastasia swallowed. "Aren’t
I going to be punished too, Jack? I took part as well. It wouldn’t be fair if I
did not get in trouble as well!"
Mac stared at her friend.
"You’re asking for a punishment?" she asked.
"You don’t have to feel
badly about giving me a punishment, too," Anastasia insisted. "I
don’t want special treatment because I’m a princess."
Mac snickered and felt her shift
beside her.
"Well, I suppose you may
join them, then," he replied.
"All right. I’ll know more
than my sisters do when I get home…how to clean a stable and take care of
horses!" She smiled and gave Jack a hug.
"Well," Jack began,
"thank you, Michael. I am going to speak to Rose in private, and I think I
am going to turn in early again. My head is aching."
Mac frowned after he kissed her
and Anastasia and left their bedroom. "Sorry," Michael apologized
when both girls glared at him.
"I would rather have been grounded,"
Mac muttered, crumpling her father’s handkerchief in her palm.
"Well, look on the bright
side," Michael began, sitting beside her. "At least you get to go
outside."
"Yes," Anastasia
agreed. "When you’re grounded, you’re not allowed out at all!"
Mac sighed and whacked both of
her friends over the heads with pillows.
*****
Jack found Rose sitting in the
living room, gazing out the window. It was officially dark now, and a gentle
breeze blew through the slightly open window. "Are you okay, Rose?"
Jack asked, startling her a little as he sat down.
"Jack," she breathed.
"Mac may be right about Coddie Anna. She’s been so heavily influenced by
my mother and the rest of upper class society over the past few years since her
father died. I’m afraid you can’t easily break an old habit."
Jack smiled, kissing her.
"Rose, I am sure Coddie Anna will learn that money isn’t everything. I’ll
try my best to make it as comfortable as possible for her to live here. As you
said, I think things will fall into place once school starts….she’ll be able to
meet people her own age."
Rose took Jack’s hand and
squeezed it tight, pointing towards the window. "Isn’t it beautiful here,
Jack? You were so lucky to have grown up in an area like this. Philadelphia was
so dirty and cramped." She leaned against his shoulder. "Oh, Jack, I
love you so much," she added as he nuzzled her neck.
"I love you, too,
Rose," he replied. "I think I’m going up to bed early…I have a
splitting headache." He glanced at the old grandfather clock in the corner,
which read 8:30.
"I’m sorry, Jack," Rose
said softly. "Would you like some tea?"
He shook his head. "No, but
thank you. Are you going to sit up a while?"
Rose nodded. "I think so…a
little while, anyway. Good night, dear," she added after Jack gave her
another kiss and headed back up the stairs.
Rose made herself a cup of tea
after she had the downstairs half of the house to herself, and decided to sit
out on the porch and get a breath of fresh air. Jack was unable to sit out with
her for long because of his hay fever, but she loved to sit and gaze at the
stars for hours. Everything was so open and endless in this part of America,
and she wondered just how anyone could prefer the city to this.
It was nearly ten o’clock when
she finally came in for the night, and the house was silent. She set her mug on
the kitchen counter, and, using a candle, made her way up the narrow staircase
to the bedrooms. She peeked in Coddie Anna’s single room, noticing that she had
already gotten into her nightgown and under the covers. She was sound asleep
with a book open over her stomach. Rose tiptoed over to the bed and eased the
book out of her hands, setting it on the nightstand, and pulled the blankets
closer to her daughter’s neck.
Coddie Anna merely shifted in her
sleep, not actually waking up. Rose turned down the lamp and made her way to
the bedroom she shared with Jack. He was snoring loudly, a noise Rose was
slowly learning to get used to. She blew out the candle after dressing in her
own nightgown and slid into bed beside her husband.
"Good night, Jack," she
whispered, wrapping her arms around him and letting sleep take over.