Lola wrote this poem and gave it to me one day in Pre-calc class. I really like what she writes...
This is the last time I fall,
and watch you break my heart,
the last time I call
as you tear me apart
I'm not going to say goodbye
We're just not meant to be
This is the last time I cry
the last time you hurt me!
Don't try to push me away
I'll go on my own
I'll live another day
I'd rather be alone
This is the last time I say forever
What I thought would be true
This time I say never
And to hell with "I love you!"
Another Poem from Lola!
I am tired of all the pain, the loss of time i've wasted. Im sick of pretending i'm ok, the revenge i've yet tasted. I'm tired of being pushed away. I'm not here for you to hurt. My turn to push you down, and make you feel like dirt. I'll rip your heart out, for everyone to see. I'll make you feel like nothing till you shout, and i'll watch your eyes bleed. I'll fill your head with hope, raise your spirits high, then cut the stranded rope, and kill you with words until you cry. And as your tears run down your face, I'll be there to wash them away, then dissapear without a trace, and leave you there astray. And when I return, I'll be with someone new, just to see you burn, and you'll still say "I love you!" Because i'll have you wrapped around my fingers, I'll show you how it feels. Dare you play these games with me once more, dare you steal this heart anymore!
Granddaddy
The day you left I cried, weeped, hurt, and sighed.
I remember my mom telling me, that early Friday morning, that you died and went to Heaven.
Even though the tears stream down my face.
I know you are in that heavnly place.
Anyone of us would do anything just to see your face.
I was so sad to see you go.
It was just as if you went to sleep.
Your love for us was so deep.
Your laughter will be in our hearts forever and I know it will be in mine.
But unfortunately God takes everyone in their special time.
You're the most amazing man I've ever met.
The fact that your gone still hasn't completely set.
So until we meet again someday.
I love you and miss you everyday.
Broken Heart
As I sit here and cry
I can't help but realize the mistake I made
The one where I let you in my life
I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
And yet you put them aside
To listen to others thoughts and feelings
Rather then your own
I guess everyone else came before me in your life
As I wish I were first
I used to think my world revolved around you
I thought you would fufil my life
I thought we were meant to be
I thought nothing and no one else mattered but you and me
But I guess all I can say is I guess my thoughts were wrong
Although I knew my feelings for you were strong
Now I am proud to say I can live without you in my life today