Hey guys well im on a mission in life right now! I am not happy with how my life is turning out to be. I am not happy with the decisions and choices ive made. I am not happy with the way some people are treating me especially the ones who mean so much to me. I dont like when people who once loved me lie about situations and just try and cover their ass. I am trying to become the person I once used to be. No one can change over night but im sure as hell going to try my best in becoming the person I want to be! Here is a psalm that Ali once gave to me. It kinda has to do with my life... ill be adding more as time goes on!
Psalm 18:16-19
"He reached down from on high and took hold of me; he drew me out of deep waters. He rescued me from my powerful enemy, from my foes, who were too strong for me. They confronted me in the day of my disaster, but the Lord was my support. He brought me out into a spacious place, he rescued me because he delighted in me."
Here is a quote Brittany gave me a long time ago. Now that I look back on it I sit and wonder...
Galatians 5:19-21
"Now the works of the flesh are obvious: immorality, impurity, licentiousness, idolatry, sorcery, hatreds, rivalry, jealousy, outbursts of fury, acts of selfishness, dissensions, factions, occasions of envy, drinking bouts, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God."
Brittany wrote me this Psalm last year in school. After me and Erick had hooked up. She was only warning me to becareful. I should have listened. But I followed my heart.
Little sayings that really make sense!
*Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.*
*Sometimes the road to life becomes unbearable and it seems easier to give up than to go on. But you shoudl always remember that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. For every tear; you will smile, for every rainy day; there will be a rainbow, and for every moment of everyday, forever and always there will be someone there to love you and to confide in.*
*The first step toward change is acceptance. Once you accept yourself, you open the door to change. Thats all you have to do. Change is not something you do, its something you allow*
*We are not human beings having a spiritual experience, but spiritual beings having a human experience*
~~~~Little quotes!!~~~~
Well here are some quotes some could also go on the quote page of vise versa but we will stick with this for now.
"The journey in between what you once were and who you are now becoming is where the dance of life really takes place."
"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it."
"There is a great deal of pain in life and perhaps the only pain that can be avoided is the pain that comes from trying to avoid pain."
"Now everything that is faced can be changed, But nothing can be changed until it is faced."
"Im learning more and more that love PLUS attachment equals pain."
"Relax, you're on a journey of discovery. Let life reveal itself to you."
"You will find as you look back upon your life, that the moments when you have truly lived, are the moments when you have done the things in the spirit of love."
"The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved-loved for ourselves or rather, loved in spite of ourselves."
"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved."
"Giving someone all your love isnt assurance that they'll love you back. dont expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if it doesnt be content that it grew inside yours"
"Just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them too doesnt mean they dont love with all they can"
~*Here is a poem I often think about when times get touch and decisions are hard to make...*~
Be yourself...
The world would life to change you;
There are pressures all around.
You must decide just who you are,
Then firmly hold your ground.
You have an image of yourself,
And ideal sense of you;
And in this vision you must always
Struggle to be true.
You know what you are good at,
And you know where talents lie;
But if you're ruled by others,
Your uniqueness could pass by.
Remember, there is much to learn;
But all new things aren't good.
Wisdom lies in what we learned,
And what we have withstood.
So, be yourself and don't allow
The world to take control.
Preserving your identity;
Is life's most precious goal.
Here are some Princess Poems that I thought were really cute. I am a Princess. If you have any Princess poems or pictures or designs for my web page email them to me at Chicade15_25@yahoo.com Thanks! I'm still not sure what to put up on this page...
Every girl dreams of being someone's "Special Princess".
She dreams of having a man love her with his whole heart.
A man who puts her high up on a pedestal
but loves her even when she falls off.
A man who thinks she is wonderful even when she isn't.
A man who thinks she is beautiful even when she looks her worst.
A man who makes her feel like his world revolves around her...
Even when she knows that it never will!
Princess
I was your princess
you held me when i cried
i was your princess
but has our love died?
you called me your princess
when i did something good
you called me your princess
whenever you could
you treated me like a princess
and pretended all was well
you treated me like a princess
when our home was made hell.
would you call me your princess
if you saw me again
would you call me your princess
like you did back then?
~*~At First Sight~*~
~ When I'm in your presence, I feel the essence ~
~ Of a soft, sweet kiss, I could never resist ~
~ The way you smile, the way you walk ~
~ The incredible motions your lips make when you talk ~
~ Your awesome smile, your soft, shiny hair, me not with you is so unfair ~
~ The way I'm fasinated with your eye's ~
~ The way I'm infatuated with you, could never be a lie ~
~ The world seems to pause for a while, when you begim to smile ~
~ When I heard you talking and saw you walking ~
~ I knew you were a must, I felt so much lust ~
thanks for that one Helen!!!!!
