Changming Yuan( Vancouver, Canada )Oliver RiceS.E.W.N.South: like a raindrop on a small lotus leaf unable to find the spot to settle itself down in an early autumn shower my little canoe drifts around near the horizon beyond the bare bay East: in her beehive-like room so small that a yawning stretch would readily awaken the whole apartment building she draws a picture on the wall of a tremendous tree that keeps growing until it shoots up from the cemented roof West: not unlike a giddy goat wandering among the ruins of a long lost civilization you keep searching in the central park a way out of the tall weeds as nature makes new york into a mummy blue North: after the storm all dust hung up in the crowded air with his human face frozen into a dot of dust and a rising speckle of dust melted into his face to avoid this cold climate of his antarctic dream he relocated his naked soul at the dawn of summer( Naples, Florida )Bryan Christopher MurrayBehind the Disguise of the MoresAt the breakfast stops, the market stalls, from the windows of the commuter trains, on the faces of the clocks, the jeweled watches, dailiness wakes, to the season, the news, the best case, worst case, probable. Obeying the arc of the sun, office to office, shop to shop, home to home, behind the disguise of the mores dailiness reinstalls without scruple their utter circumstance who, elated, restive, irate, have a dissidence in their smiles, do not care why the sky is blue, who, complacent, baffled, symptomatic, value themselves for questionable reasons, wonder if they have ever been in love.( Bronx, New York )marcia arrietaPlease considerI swear this is really my face, pimpled, with these veins under my eyes. All the features have been getting bigger, & I can tell the doubling starts from my chin, but I doubt the cleft trouble maker can expand anymore; elasticity means exactly that: come back to me. My old face, decoratively black, a deep black, holes triangled above the cheeks, beige strokes running from the dark sockets, a smile carved across the mask without the wrinkles that make you believe, hangs on the wall above the bathroom door, like a medal, like I purposefully graduated to something ugly, but despite the stains painted on the mirror from popped boils, the lumps protruding from the bones of this soft face demand angles, hand mirrors, over the shoulder poses, teeth from under layers of lip & overlip, & they insist I stop touching that mask, stroking it when I pass the door frame like it taught me something.( Pasadena, California )Elizabeth Kate Switajoutcast10 seconds. no seconds. the clock floats away. footsteps in snow. imaginary beings. the trees do not seem kind today. houses built of straw. velocity in the basement. instantaneous nothing. roads create probability.( Belfast, Ireland )Ben NardolilliKannon & the Pendulumover Nagasaki, among the graves a tram ride from the bomb from bridge river mirror makes spectacle s from temple row & Catholic martyrs & hut of one doctor poisoned by radiation before shadows were bound to concrete who saved survivors & advised us not to hold a needle in defense against peace for which we pray over ekimae business hotels Goddess of Mercy big as Godzilla stands upon a turtle which stands upon the turning Earth & from top inside her skull hangs heavy proof of our spinning since before a torii stood w/ one leg flashed away before they built an island for foreign trade rs to live before shrines were built to contain shamans & wise women gave way to religion for war & reign( Arlington, Virginia )Donal MahoneySill, Lintel, and JambsThese make up my world, No island, but straddling A strait that others use. Home holds no friends, family, Or lovers, only crumbs, Dust, and books already read. In home there is only amusement In sleep, the only ride Is stretching out in slumber. But out there, on the streets, Are puddles, stains, and faces Which look away from me. Out there are the buildings Which are never comfortable, Constant demolition and rubble. So here is my world, Where I greet those leaving To find excitement And greet those who have returned, With mascara dripping And shoes filled with blisters.( St. Louis, Missouri )Christina MurphyThirty Years Of ServiceSix a.m. The alarm jigs into him. He, huge on that huge bed, jerks, rolls to the edge, detonates his chest, pours to the basin on the floor maroon and gray collections.( Huntington, West Virginia )Fellini and I Go to DinnerFellini and I go to dinner. The menu holds his attention for a brief while. Quite promising at first, he says, but ultimately only a list of food by categories. Too Aristotelian for my tastes. He drops the menu, takes my hand, and says we must leave. On the streets are hot dog carts with sauerkraut and yellow mustard. No, no, he says. Not enough opportunities for creativity and design. He looks at the sky. We must go to your place, he says. Mine? You have food, don’t you? Yes, but I don’t cook. Nor do I. It’s better that way. We take the subway, enter my apartment, he opens my cabinets, my refrigerator. Fine, he says, but it is all illusions. Buddhists, physicists, ask them—they will tell you. Everything is energy taking illusory forms—the universe’s little joke. He grabs a can of diced tomatoes. Speed this can up through space and time and it will become pure energy. No can, no tomatoes, nothing we could see. It is true for everything, your mind, your heart, even your lips, he says, kissing me gently. What we must do is make an illusion of the illusion. Open your refrigerator, hand me anything and everything. And I do. Shrimp in a plastic ring, an opened can of Hershey’s chocolate syrup, golden delicious apples, a bag of chopped lettuce, cold cuts, limes—more food than I realized I had. I hand it and hand it to him, and still it keeps coming. He is intrigued by a red onion. You must juggle, he says. I will toss to you. The onion comes my way, then two limes, an apple, the can. I am doing my best and have created a small arc in the air of food rising and falling into my hands. Yes, he says. Wonderful. He is pouring chocolate syrup on the shrimp, and he tosses them to me. I grab for them, a spray of chocolate covers my shirt, my hair, finds its way to the bridge of my nose. I try not to be distracted but I drop the red onion. No, no, he says. You can only eat what you do not drop. I am juggling, juggling, the shrimp growing clammy in my hands, the can hard against my palm on each catch. My shoulders ache, my wrists hurt. He is puzzled watching me. Ah, what we need most, he says, taking a loaf of bread from the shelf. He tosses it into the air and catches it. Gravity, he says. Another illusion, but a necessary one. He tosses the bread, I continue to juggle. With his free hand, he pours the chocolate syrup onto my collarbones and watches as it wends its way between my breasts, leaving a sludge of stains along the way. I am not painting, he says. I am learning to cook. And so are you. He looks at me for a brief moment. Faster, he says, and tosses the loaf of bread to me. I cannot catch it but do manage to wedge it between my elbows while I juggle in an even tighter circle, my hands looking like small fins responding to some unseen current. He laughs. Very good, he says. You are a collage. A collage of illusions. It is all we have to store against our ruins. No more, no less. Not even a dream, and certainly not a mythology. He is smiling at me. You may stop now, but abruptly, he says. I do, and the can of tomatoes comes down first, rattling hard against the floor. The limes and the apple roll away, and the shrimp land in a glob. He looks at me, then the floor. Do you see what I mean about illusions? he says. I nod, though I am not sure. There is nothing here to eat. So-called food scattered all about, but nothing to eat. Pretenses and pretenders all, but speaking a certain truth. As Shakespeare would say, “So I have heard, and do in part believe it.” He takes a paper towel and wipes the chocolate smudges from my face. You must never be a juggler, he says. You are of the Romantic era, as am I. No jugglers. Stillness—all emotions ideationally contained. As the Ancient Mariner would say, you and I must be “as idle as a painted ship upon a painted ocean.” He does a small turn, then a little dance. Yes, yes, he says, we must vanquish illusions with an illusion. We must go in search of painted food upon a painted table. Only then will our hunger truly be satisfied. I wipe a strand of hair from my eyes. You look hungry, he says. Yes. Well, let us go then, you and I, to find the painted image on the painted plate that will satisfy our needs and our all too human longings. Where do we find that? I ask. Here, he says, pointing to his heart. The greatest painted ocean of all.
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