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•Special Edition• 05•05•00 |
•Chathouse `Zine•
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A note from the REAL editor of this issue This special edition is a Dedication and MeMoriam, For Shari For all the friends she made in chathouse and real life and as you know i was her best friend ..Im gonna miss her Shari loved to make people laugh and all that knew her knew this to be true.
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I would also like to take a minute and thank VICKI *sharis roomate and best friend*
for being here for me ...I know this is just as hard for you as it is me
and together we will heal or hey at least try for Shari
we both loved her and you knew how close i was to her..
I know it was hard for you to tell me but i thankyou
for being here with me ..to ask how i am everyday...to
talk about the good times with her...talk of our pain...and to voice our
anger of it all....i can see now why shari loved you so
and Vicki...she would be proud of you taking me in your
heart as im sure she would of me taking you in mine.
you are too a very special person and i hope we will
forever stay friends ...coz we do share a special bond...
and she is called SHARI. thanks again and also tell Greg
thankyou for everything...the offers of help...the comforting words
and his genuine care of our loss. Love &*huge hugs* Lynn | |||
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Shari, This world will never be the same without you here.I can't imagine not having you in my life.Who is going to watch out for me and my mistakes? I'm told you will always be there and although it isn't comforting right now,in time I'm sure he is right. I know you are now in a place where you are at peace, with your mom.Life will surely be so much different without you here and in my heart I feel you will always be a part of mine.I also know you are laughing at my feeble attempt to write to you,well a writer I will never be but you know I will talk to you always. I love you girl and will cherish all we have shared and keep you with me always. Now I have to share something with you...I now know what you meant when you said Lynn was so special to you.She has been so kind to me.We have been sharing so much these past few days.Losing you has been especially hard for her.We are going to miss you more then you can even imagine. You are gone,but will never be forgotten. Remember Shari "Don't ever lose that light in your eyes" *S* Love Vick | |||
Quoted from: Henry Scott Holland 1847-1918 A Canon of St Pauls Cathedral, London | |||
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The lyrics of the song playing in the background
Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely
Show me the meaning of being lonely |
I met these two women in a diner called Joe's, As we became friends we shared times of happiness and woe's. I learned this week that they both have gone away, But they're memory and love in our heats will always stay. No one ever knows what they have til it's here no more, If only we could see what the future has in store. Tears roll down my face as I think of times we did share, I realize I need to tell people more often how much I care. Thinking of their families completely breaks my heart, Expressing my sorrow I don't know where to start. Facing day to day battles is always a lil hard and scary, But we can take comfort in knowing we have Angels like Ro$ie and Shari.
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Written by FantasyGirl™
without any word but every word you have type me you know what I heard The love that you sent me your laughs and your fears and now I think of you with my eyes full of tears you know that I love you and your gonna be missed as a tear rolls down my cheek deleteing your name off my list we have been threw so much more than no other but I have a comfort to know that your now with your mother she will protect you as you will us down here and remember some day I will be there so save me a place cause I'll be there some day and I want the blue wings so hide those away you know that I'll miss you I already do but someday ..together I'll be there with you I love you shari...gone but never forgotten  |  | ||
 (taken directly out of a post made by her daughter while talking about her mums passion for horses *S*) | |||
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To Shari, We loved ..we laughed and we cried so many times together its gonna be hard to not have you here with me anymore ya know that. But I know your up there with your mom now and you are smiling...you are safe...and your hell has ended. You are the bestest friend anyone could have had and i was proud to say you were mine .I have cried so many tears for you in these past few days and somehow i know you wouldnt want that...thats the way you were...i can hear your voice as i write this telling me no sis dont do that...but as you know me i have a mind of my own.What am i gonna do without you Shari? Where can i turn now?It hurts because i loved you so much..so when you see me from where you are and im crying dont frown on me sis ...i was told im healing that way and i do have numerous memories that i will hold forever in my heart as i will you. You have been there for me like no other and for that i thankyou...ya know so many days i wonder where i would be if you werent there...but you were and now its my time to let go.Im gonna miss you sis...but i know you are still looking down at me and waving in your silly way *S* And knowing that someday i will be up there with you to create chaos there and i bet your the prettiest angel there in fact i KNOW you are...coz your my sis!so on that note im not saying goodbye shari..only ill see ya later ...coz i will! and always remember I LOVE you SIS! *hugs* til we meet again
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 ~*Dedications*~
SHARI,
you left without ever giving me the opportunity to thank you for everything that you did for me :)  Shari brought happiness to those around her, even when things in her own life were at their worst. She was always here with a kind word, a shoulder to cry on, or a well aimed zinger. She showed me personally not to take anything for granted, and I will never forget her positive spirit in the face of adversity I cannot begin to imagine. As sad as it sounds, my world is less for her leaving it, and yet I know she has gone to a wonderful place. Shari, we will all miss you. Steven (majick) ~ Sydney,Australia We never "spoke" We never "hugged" I never "saw" your face. Yet, from way Down here in OZ I have a saddened face. Online we *spoke* and *hugged* and *laughed* For many an hour or two And through your words and *LOL*'s Your Character shone right thru. You will be missed, my dear little friend This fact, I am quite sure. Now Rest, in Peace, in Gods great arms, For harm can come no more. Raymond Bax (ßå×¥ {ð¿ð}) ~ Brisbane, Australia.  For Shari, whose smile always warmed our hearts, whose gentle voice made us laugh and helped us through the best and worst of times...who blessed us with her caring nature and faithful friendship. We will always cherish each and every moment we shared with you, may you find peace and love in god until we meet again. Although no words can express the depth of sadness we all feel at such a loss, may these words give some comfort to those she left behind. For although we weep at her death, we cannot turn back the hands of time. Let us therefore celebrate her life, as she would have wished. Then, even though she has left us, her memory will always remain. when the cold finds its way to our hearts. Such is a time when we lose someone dear to us, someone who has always been the warmth, the light, the summer in our lives. Though in these times when the chill of loss seems forever a sweet ray of sunshine is always there to find. In her memory we find hope, and comfort in the echo of her laugh, the warmth of her touch. Her caring ways and steadfast companionship are our summer and our strength. And in the knowledge that she will always be a part of us in our hearts. For while life is inconstant love and memories are forever. your friend Luc. ~ Sydney,Australia Shari, You and Fan,Josie and LadyJane, and Les were some of the first people I met in the chathouse....I was sad when you stopped coming in to chat because we always had so much fun. I remember the nites when I would see you & Fan on icq, and I'd ask her what she was doing.. "Shari's helping me with my homepage" Man.. you guys spent eons on that thing...*L* One nite you guys talked me into going into Halloween to chat...that was the LAST time I was ever in there..*LOL* Even though we never really became close, I will miss your fwds... and the on going emails that you, Fan, Romy and I used to keep going. You might be gone, but you will always be in our hearts. God be with you, Dee I am deeply saddened by the Loss of Shari. My thoughts go out to her friends and family. She was very much liked in the chathouse and I know she will be very much missed :( My thoughts are with you. God Bless and Take care *Hugs* Kimmie | |||
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My thoughts go out to Ro$ie's family and friends, as well as Sharis. All I can really think to say
is I'm sorry for your loss. ~Pammie~ As I previously mentioned I did not get the pleasure of getting to know either of these fine women. I recieved a few emails from Shari via fan *S*, ppl send alot of *questionaires* don't they? And I was fortunate enough to chat with ro$ie a few times in the Diner. A very pleasant woman, and very nice. My thoughts are with the families and friends who are feeling the loss and suffering the pain. God Bless, Michie  Every once in a while a shining star takes the form of one of us and touches our hearts in a special way. My friend Shari was one of those stars. Although I never her met her in person, I was always amazed by her grace, wit and charm. She had the ability to put people at ease and even make them feel good about themselves and thats a rare gift. She was truly an Angel. We lost Shari a short time ago. Although I can't understand or make sense of this tradgedy, I choose to think about what she meant to the people that knew her and were better people from the experience. She was a sweet, beautiful soul and I will miss her! She was my friend. Though the waterfall Ceased its flowing long ago, And its sound is stilled, Yet, in name it ever flows, And in fame may yet be heard. Humble God (Nick).
DEAR SHARI, SINCERLY, MELODIE CIECKIEWICZ (A.K.A ~REDNECKGIRL~) | |||
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~*Loss*~ Angelface I grieve for you, I miss you. I think of you, and I cry. It gets easier everyday, and then every night. But when I heard a certain word, or catch a certain glance, I know that I will always have you as a part of me. The chances are Ill always carry you in my heart, in my soul no matter what I do. The time will come when we meet again, Ill be able to walk and talk with you then. So until I see your face, and get to hold you in my arms, Ill hold you in my dreams, Ill kiss the air for you. I will wish on stars and moons, your wishes that never came true.. I will live each day not just for me, but also for you.. ~*In rembrance of Ro$ie and Shari may the memories forever live in our hearts*~ |
MY CYBERFRIEND SHARI although i never saw you I knew that you were there Every morning after work i'd click my mouse and say GOOD MORNING and like magic everyone appered Although i never really hear your voice In my mind I hear your laughter I see your smile and I feel your HUGS we shared lots of laughter and all had lots of fun We laughed together and cried together we were all there for each other when one of us needed comfort TO YOU MY FRIEND I SEND THIS NOTE OUT INTO CYBERSPACE AS THE TIME HAS COME TO SAY OUR GOOD-BYES YOU ARE A DEAR MEMORY TO ME ONE LAST HUG *H* ONE LAST C-YA ~~~:) ONE LAST SMILE *S* LOVE YOUR FRIEND ~ CHERRY*TN* | ||
1. Name:Shari Jenkinson | |||
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This was sent via email to LGE (LadyGreenEyes™),
normally she would not have forwarded it... But she did. I'm placing it here on her behalf and without
telling her *S*. HUGS timing is impecable... People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime... When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.
When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it. It is real. But, only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway); and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. | |||
