Poetry by Hotaru
Confusion
Confusion runs through here like water through pipes
It's my strongest weakness
She says that weakness is pure and adds up to strength,
In its own way
But why me?
Why did you pick me?
What did I ever do to deserve all this
The judgement, ridicule, and grief
I can't take much more
I'm breaking down
If it goes any farther, I'll snap like a weak branch
The rumors
Those shitty, horrible lies
Run out of peoples mouths like blood from a deep cut on the wrist
They hurt me
But you don't care
For what am I?
Nothing more than a fat jelly ball to poke and prod at.
That's all, I don't have any feelings
You use me
And think I don't know
But I'm not blind
I love you
But you just treat me like trash
So make up your mind
Friends or not
Decide before you become the vampire
That sucks the life out of me.
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