Searching his room
For what I lost last night
Didn't realize it was gone
Why did it feel so right?
He took so gently
and I so willingly gave
Lost in the moment
Emotions crashed through me like a wave
Now I feel the emptiness
and I realize the mistake
I wish I had it back
Such a precious thing he did take
I feel like a thing
used once and thrown away
Empty dreams at night
Sorrowful thoughts through the day
Something so beautiful
that I wasted on him
I take cold showers
trying to wash away my sin
I try to avoid him
but all I see is his face
silently reminding me
that this was such a waste
Why did I let it happen?
Why did I lose myself to him?
I know now that it was not worth it
I can never get me back again
