August 13, 2000
Well its been over a month since ive written. I dont know why i didnt...hm. The other day on my way home from work, i came to a conclusion. I think my moving to pei was an escape from my abortion and depression. Well actually i know it was. I was probably always aware of that deep down inside. But i dont know if i would have admitted it. But with only two weeks untill i return to halifax, ive been remembering all the nice things about my house. But when i do, im reminded of my abortion and depression. Because its my most recent memory. I think about my abortion almost everyday. I guess i should have expected that..i mean something so important doesnt just fade away from your life.
Im happy to be coming though. I miss it so much.
But ive had fun here, i think it was just what i needed. A break from everything.
