May 28, 2000I'd love to tell the intimate details of all the fun im having. But i feel im unable to do that. It is no lie, im having a great time. But as i suspected my bout of depression is making itself too well known in my life. Im not pleased. I spend my days fighting with myself to keep the tears from streaming down my face. Trying to keep somewhat of a smile on my face to keep myself looking "normal". Why wont this go away? I hate this. Why does this have to happen to me? Why now? Whats bothering me?
