go to ur room
lock the door
find the blade
cut it deep
slice after slice
u go numb
clean the blood
wipe away the memories of torment
the rape
the drugs
the beatings
put the blade down now
try and get a good nights sleep...
calm yourself ur in ur room
theres nothing to fear
he is a million miles away
but he seems,
so much closer
u can still hear him screaming,
u can still feeling beating u,
u still feel him inside u
forcing u
hurting u
scaring ur emotions
u cant deal
u need some closure
so u open urself up
start it over now it will be okay
he will go away
u need some help
ur killing ur self slowly,
but surely